19.  Such was her life.  Most of its details I have left untold, lest my speech should grow to undue proportions, and lest I should seem to be too greedy for her fair fame:  but perhaps we should be wronging her holy and illustrious death, did we not mention some of its excellences; especially as she so longed for and desired it.  I will do so therefore, as concisely as I can.  She longed for her dissolution, for indeed she had great boldness towards Him who called her, and preferred to be with Christ, beyond all things on earth.18    Phil. i. 23.  And there is none of the most amorous and unrestrained, who has such love for his body, as she had to fling away these fetters, and escape from the mire in which we spend our lives, and to associate in purity with Him Who is Fair, and entirely to hold her Beloved, Who is I will even say it, her Lover, by Whose rays, feeble though they now are, we are enlightened, and Whom, though separated from Him, we are able to know.  Nor did she fail even of this desire, divine and sublime though it was, and, what is still greater, she had a foretaste of His Beauty through her forecast and constant watching.  Her only sleep transferred her to exceeding joys, and her one vision embraced her departure at the foreappointed time, having been made aware of this day, so that according to the decision of God she might be prepared and yet not disturbed.

ΙΘʹ. Τὰ μὲν δὴ τοῦ βίου τοιαῦτα: καὶ τὰ πλείω παραλελοίπαμεν διὰ τὴν συμμετρίαν τοῦ λόγου, καὶ τοῦ μὴ δοκεῖν ἀπλήστως ἔχειν περὶ τὴν εὐφημίαν: τάχα δ' ἂν ἀδικοίημεν τελευτὴν ὁσίαν καὶ περιβόητον, εἰ μὴ καὶ τῶν ταύτης καλῶν ἐπιμνησθείημεν: καὶ ταῦτα οὕτως ἐκείνης ποθουμένης τε καὶ ζητουμένης. Μνησθήσομαι δὲ, ὡς ἂν οἷόν τε ᾖ συντομώτατα. Ἐπόθει μὲν τὴν ἀνάλυσιν (καὶ γὰρ εἶχε πολλὴν πρὸς τὸν καλοῦντα τὴν παῤῥησίαν), καὶ τὸ σὺν Χριστῷ εἶναι πάντων προετίθει τῶν ὑπὲρ γῆς: καὶ οὐδεὶς οὕτως ἐρᾷ σώματος τῶν λίαν ἐρωτικῶν τε καὶ δυσκαθέκτων, ὡς ἐκείνη τὰς πέδας ἀποῤῥίψασα ταύτας, καὶ τὴν ἰλὺν ὑπερβᾶσα, μεθ' ἧς βιωτεύομεν, μετὰ τοῦ καλοῦ καθαρῶς γενέσθαι, καὶ τὸν ἐρώμενον ἀπολαβεῖν ὅλον, προσθήσω δ' ὅτι καὶ τὸν ἐραστὴν, οὗ νῦν μικραῖς ἐλλαμπόμεθα ταῖς αὐγαῖς, καὶ ὅσον γινώσκειν, οὗ κεχωρίσμεθα. Διαμαρτάνει δὲ οὐδὲ ταύτης τῆς ἐπιθυμίας, οὕτως οὔσης ἐνθέου καὶ ὑψηλῆς, καὶ ὃ τούτου μεῖζόν ἐστι, προαπολαύει τοῦ καλοῦ διὰ τῆς προγνώσεως καὶ τῆς πολλῆς ἀγρυπνίας. Ταύτην εἷς ὕπνος τῶν ἡδίστων ἀμείβεται, καὶ ὄψις μία προθεσμίᾳ περιλαβοῦσα τὴν ἐκδημίαν, καὶ τὴν ἡμέραν ταύτην γνωρίσασα, ὡς ἂν τὸ ἑτοιμασθῆναι καὶ μὴ ταραχθῆναι τοῦ Θεοῦ πρυτανεύοντος.