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p.3.1 But it was for the following reason that I have come to write the history of my father's deeds. My husband, joined to me by law, was the Caesar Nicephorus, a descendant of the line of the Bryennii, a man who far surpassed his contemporaries in his exceptional beauty, consummate intelligence, and precision of speech. For he was truly a wonder both to look upon and to listen to. And so that my account may not wander from the main road, let us for the present stick to the matter at hand. p.3.2 He was, then, most distinguished in all things, and he campaigned with John the emperor, my brother, both when he was organizing an army against other barbarians, and also when he set out against the Syrians and again held the city of Antioch under his law. But the Caesar, who knew not how to neglect literature even in the midst of toils and troubles, wrote other works worthy of memory and account, but he chose especially, at the empress's command, to write a history of Alexius, the emperor of the Romans and my father, and to record in books the deeds of his reign, whenever time permitted him, being briefly freed from arms and war, to turn his attention to writing and certain literary labors. And so he began his history, carrying the narrative back to earlier times, obeying in this too the command of our mistress, starting from Diogenes, the emperor of the Romans, and coming down to that very man who was the subject of his project. For it was at that time that my father was reaching the bloom of his youth. For before this time he was not even a youth and nothing worthy of history had been accomplished by him, unless one were to compose a eulogy and include his childhood exploits. p.3.3 Such, then, was the Caesar's plan, as his own composition shows. However, the hope was not fulfilled, nor did he complete the whole history, but having brought his account down to the times of the emperor Nicephorus Botaneiates, he ceased his writing there, since time did not allow him to advance the composition further, causing a loss for the events in the history and depriving the readers of pleasure. For this reason I myself chose to write an account of all that my father had done, so that such great deeds might not escape later generations. For all who have encountered his writings know what harmony and how much grace the Caesar's words possessed. p.3.4 But having come this far, as I said, and having drafted his work and brought it to us half-finished from his travels abroad, he also brought back, alas, a fatal illness, perhaps from his immense hardships, perhaps from his very frequent campaigns, perhaps from his unspeakable anxiety on our behalf. For anxiety was innate in him, as were unremitting labors; and in addition the changes and inclemency of the climates mixed a fatal cup for him. For from here he campaigned among the Syrians and Cilicians while terribly ill; then from there Syria gave him, sick, to the Cilicians, the Cilicians to the Pamphylians, the Pamphylians to the Lydians, and Lydia to Bithynia, and Bithynia to the queen of cities and to us, with his insides already swollen from his many hardships. And although he was so sick and wished to recount dramatically what had happened to him, he was unable, partly because of his illness, and partly he was prevented by us, so that he would not reopen his wound in the telling.
p.4.1 And I, having come to this point, am filled in my soul with dizziness, and I drench my eyes with streams of tears. Oh, what a counselor of the Romans has perished! oh what most accurate experience in affairs, and how much of it he had gathered! of knowledge of letters, of varied wisdom, I mean both the secular and our own; oh, of the grace that ran over his limbs and a form worthy not of a tyranny, as some say, but of a rule both more divine and more excellent. I then, and for many other reasons
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p.3.1 Μάλιστα δὲ εἰς τὴν ἱστορίαν ἐλήλυθα τῶν τοῦ πατρὸς πράξεων ἐκ τοιᾶσδε αἰτίας. Ἐμοὶ ἀνὴρ ἐγένετο κατὰ νόμους συναφθεὶς ὁ Καῖσαρ Νικηφόρος, εἰς τὴν τῶν Βρυεννίων σειρὰν ἀναγόμενος, ἀνὴρ καὶ κάλλους ὑπερβολῇ καὶ συνέσεως ἀκρότητι καὶ λόγων ἀκριβείᾳ μακρῷ τοὺς κατ' αὐτὸν ὑπερβάλλων. Θαῦμα γὰρ ἦν ἄντικρυς καὶ ὁρώμενος καὶ ἀκροώμενος. Καὶ ἵνα μὴ ὁ λόγος τῆς λεωφόρου ἐκτρέποιτο, τὸ παρὸν τῶν ἐφεξῆς ἐχώμεθα. p.3.2 Ἧν μὲν οὖν ἐν πᾶσιν ἐπιφανέστατος, συνεστράτευσε δ' Ἰωάννῃ τῷ αὐτοκράτορι ἐμῷ ἀδελφῷ καὶ κατ' ἄλλων μὲν βαρβάρων καθιστάντι στρατίαν, καὶ δὲ καὶ κατὰ τῶν Σύρων ἐξορμημένῳ καὶ πάλιν ἐπὶ νόμῳ ἔχοντι τὴν Ἀντιόχου πόλιν. Ἀλλ' ὅ γε Καῖσαρ οὐκ εἰδὼς ἀμελεῖν τοῦ λόγου καὶ ἐν κόποις καὶ πόνοις, συνέγραφε μὲν καὶ ἄλλα τὰ συγγράμματα μνήμης καὶ λόγου ἄξια, προείλετο δὲ μάλιστα τὰ κατὰ τὸν Ἀλέξιον τὸν αὐτοκράτορα Ῥωμαίων καὶ ἐμὸν πατέρα συγγράψαι ἐξ ἐπιταγῆς τῆς βασιλίδος καὶ ἐν βίβλοις ἐνθεῖναι τὰς πράξεις τῆς βασιλείας αὐτοῦ, ἐν ᾧπερ ὁ καιρὸς ἐδίδου τούτῳ τῶν ὅπλων καὶ τοῦ πολέμου βραχύ τι ἀπαλλαγέντι ἐπιβλέψαι πρὸς συγγραφὰς καὶ λογικούς τινας πόνους. Καὶ δὴ καὶ ἤρξατο τῆς συγγραφῆς εἰς τοὺς ἀνέκαθεν ἀνενέγκας χρόνους τὸν λόγον, τῷ τῆς δεσποίνης ἡμῶν κἀν τούτῳ ὑπείκων προστάγματι, ἀπὸ ∆ιογένους τοῦ αὐτοκράτορος Ῥωμαίων ἀρξάμενος καὶ καταβαίνων εἰς αὐτὸν ἐκεῖνον, περὶ οὗ τὴν πρόθεσιν ἐποιήσατο. Τότε γὰρ καὶ ἀνθοῦν εἶχεν ὁ χρόνος τὸν ἐμὸν πατέρα μειράκιον παραγγείλαντα. Τὰ γὰρ πρὸ τοῦδε οὐδὲ μειράκιον ἦν καὶ οὐδὲν ὅ τι ἄξιον συγγραφῆς αὐτῷ πέπρακτο, εἰ μή τις ἐγκωμίου λόγον καὶ τὰ παιδικὰ αὐτῷ θήσαιτο. p.3.3 Ὁ μὲν οὖν σκοπὸς τῷ Καίσαρι τοιοῦτος, ὡς ἡ τούτου συγγραφὴ βούλεται. Οὐ μὴν τὰ τῆς ἐλπίδος ἐκβέβηκεν οὐδὲ τὴν ἱστορίαν πᾶσαν ἐτελεώσατο, ἀλλὰ μέχρι τῶν χρόνων τοῦ αὐτοκράτορος Νικηφόρου τοῦ Βοτανειάτου τὸν λόγον ἐφελκυσάμενος ἐκεῖσε τοῦ συγγράφειν ἐπαύσατο, περαιτέρω τοῦ καιροῦ μὴ διδόντος προκόψαι τὴν συγγραφὴν, ζημίαν μὲν τοῖς ὑπὸ τὴν συγγραφὴν πράγμασι περιποιησαμένου, ἡδονὴν δὲ ἀποστερήσαντος τοῖς ἀναγινώσκουσι. ∆ιὰ τοῦτο αὐτή, ὅσα τὠμῷ πατρὶ πέπρακτο, συγγράψασθαι προειλόμην, ἵνα μὴ τοιαῦτα ἔργα τοὺς ἐς ὕστερον παραδράμῃ. Οἵαν μὲν γὰρ εἶχον τὴν ἁρμονίαν, ὁπόσην δὲ τὴν χάριν οἱ τοῦ Καίσαρος λόγοι, ἴσασιν ἅπαντες οἱ τοῖς ἐκείνου ἐντετυχηκότες συγγράμμασιν. p.3.4 Ἀλλὰ μέχρι τούτου ἐλθών, καθάπερ εἶπον, καὶ τὸ σύγγραμμα σχεδιάσας καὶ ἡμιτελὲς ἐκ τῆς ὑπερορίας κομίσας ἡμῖν, συναπεκόμισεν, οἴμοι, καὶ θανάσιμον νόσημα τάχα ἐκ τῆς ἀπείρου κακοπαθείας, τάχα ἐκ τῶν συχνοτέρων στρατηγημάτων, τάχα ἐκ τῆς ὑπὲρ ἡμῶν ἀφάτου μερίμνης. Μέριμνα γὰρ ἔμφυτος καὶ πόνοι ἀνένδοτοι· πρὸς δὲ καὶ ἀέρων ἀνωμαλίαι τε καὶ κακότητες ποτήριον αὐτῷ θανάσιμον ἐκεράσαντο. Ἔνθεν μὲν γὰρ εἰς Σύρους καὶ Κίλικας δεινῶς νοσῶν ἐξεστράτευεν· εἶτα κἀκεῖθεν Συρία τοῦτον μὲν ἀπέδωκεν ἀρρωστοῦντα Κίλιξι, Κίλικες δὲ Παμφυλίοις, Παμφύλιοι δὲ τοῖς Λυδοῖς καὶ ἡ Λυδία τῇ Βιθυνίᾳ καὶ ἡ Βιθυνία τῇ βασιλίδι τῶν πόλεων καὶ ἡμῖν ἐξῳδηκότα ἤδη τὸ σπλάγχνον ἐκ τῆς πολλῆς κακοπαθείας. Καίπερ δὲ οὕτως ἔχων ἀσθενείας καὶ θέλων τὰ συμπεσόντα οἷ ἐκτραγῳδεῖν τὸ μέν τι νοσῶν οὐκ ἠδύνατο, τὸ δέ τι καὶ παρ' ἡμῶν ἐκωλύετο, ὡς μὴ τὸ τραῦμα ἀνοίξοι διηγούμενος.
p.4.1 Ἐγὼ δ' ἐνταῦθα γενομένη σκοτοδίνης ἐμπίπλαμαι τὴν ψυχὴν καὶ ῥείθροις δακρύων περιτέγγω τοὺς ὀφθαλμούς. Ὢ οἷον ἡ Ῥωμαίων ἀπόλωλε βούλευμα· ὢ πείρας μὲν ἀκριβεστάτης περὶ τὰ πράγματα καὶ ὅσην ἐκεῖνος συνείλοχε· λόγων δὲ ἐπιστήμης, ποικίλης δὲ σοφίας, λέγω δὴ τῆς θυραίας καὶ τῆς ἡμετέρας αὐλῆς· ὢ καὶ χάριτος ἐπιτρεχούσης τοῖς μέλεσι καὶ εἴδους οὐκ ἀξίου τυραννίδος, ὥς τινες λέγουσιν, ἀλλὰ καὶ θειοτέρας καὶ κρείττονος. Ἔγωγ' οὖν καὶ πολλοῖς ἄλλοις