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his thought immediately leapt up to God and he no longer looked at the present things. 28 He himself, he says, naked I came out of my mother's womb, and naked I shall depart. See how he separated himself, see how he removed himself from sympathy. "For do I have anything," he says, "of my own?" See the apostolic words again being fulfilled through his deeds; for we brought nothing into this world, but neither can we take anything out. See what sort of words he utters, useful not only for himself, but also for us. I myself came naked out of my mother's womb. That is, a little later I was going to be parted from these things. For were these things mine? For did I acquire them? Was the matter not a deposit? Was I not going to be parted from these things a little later? For were these things mine? For did I acquire them? These things were another's both by their not entering with me and by their not departing with me. Let us also be so disposed, beloved; let us be without sympathy for our possessions. For this reason God both formed us naked from the beginning and made us mortal, so that at least in this way we might learn that the things around us are external. For this reason we also depart there in this way. For this reason possessions are also called possessions (chremata), because they have been given to us for use here. 1,21c The Lord gave, the Lord has taken away. 21d As it seemed good to the Lord, so also it has happened. Do you see that he considered this, that God took away? But we are not able to say this. This is a second consolation. Both from the fact that the things taken were not ours and from the fact that God took them, even if they were 29 ours, is the greatest consolation. For we especially grieve for those things that were taken away, when they are ours. As it seemed good to the Lord, so also it has happened. What is equal to this? He no longer inquires curiously nor says, "For what reason did he give? For what reason did he take again?" And yet this happens in all cases; what was bound to happen a little later, this has happened. He is disposed not as at something strange, but as at something customary. "Nothing has happened to us," he says, "outside of custom, nothing contrary to nature. This was natural." The Lord gave, the Lord has taken away. See, through how many things he constructs the consolation for himself, first, that "they are not mine," then, that "nor were they going to be mine; for so also I depart." In addition to these things; "even if they were mine, the one who took them is able to console; but when they are not even mine and the one who took them is great and has taken his own things, how is it worthy to grieve?" As it seemed good to the Lord, so also it has happened. "Say, why did it seem good to him so?" "I say nothing. For why did you not examine, when I was receiving, why it seemed so? When he made me rich, I did not examine why he gave to me, nor do I now examine why he took. For has he given as to one who is worthy? For did I receive a reward for good deeds? It seemed good to him and he gave; and again it seemed good to him and he took." This is of a reverent mind, to entrust everything to the will of God, and not to demand reasonings nor accountings. "From where do you know that it seemed good to the Lord?" "I heard," he says, "that fire fell from heaven; the matter was not according to the law of nature. If he himself had been guarding me, I would not have suffered these things; if he had not left off his protection, I would not have been plotted against." The devil therefore was eager to make him blaspheme on account of the loss. But he also gave thanks for the acquisition. 30 Let us not then think, beloved, that we have anything of our own, and we shall not grieve. He reasoned this also concerning his children; for not to the nature of things, but to God did he attribute everything. And see, he was in poverty, not having been brought up in it from the beginning so that it was easy to bear it, but seeing it befall him contrary to expectation, which is more difficult. Suddenly he who had many children has become childless. It is better not to have received than to receive in such a way, so that he might learn of what he was deprived, so that the past peace and calm and prosperity made the calamity more difficult. But was he vexed when he said these things? Not at all. 1,21e May the name of the Lord be blessed for ever. not only now when he took nor only when he gave, but always and through all things. Not only did he not blaspheme, but he also blessed; not only did he not bear the calamity in silence, but he also glorified, not for the present time, but also for the future. And yet the future is unclear, but

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ἀνεπήδησεν εὐθέως πρὸς τὸν θεὸν ὁ λογισμὸς καὶ οὐκέτι πρὸς τὰ παρόντα ἑώρα. 28 αὐτός, φησίν, γυμνὸς ἐξῆλθον ἐκ κοιλίας μητρός μου, γυμνὸς καὶ ἀπελεύσομαι. ὅρα, πῶς ἑαυτὸν ἀπεχώρισεν, ὅρα, πῶς ἑαυτὸν ἀπέστησε τῆς συμπαθείας. «μὴ γὰρ ἔχω τι», φησίν, «ἴδιον;» ὅρα τὰ ἀποστολικὰ ῥήματα διὰ τῶν ἔργων πάλιν πληρούμενα· οὐδὲν γὰρ εἰσηνέγκαμεν εἰς τὸν κόσμον τοῦτον, ἀλλ' οὐδὲ ἐξενεγκεῖν τι δυνάμεθα. ὅρα, οἷα φθέγγεται ῥήματα οὐχ ἑαυτῷ μόνῳ, ἀλλὰ καὶ ἡμῖν χρήσιμα. αὐτὸς γυμνὸς ἐξῆλθον ἐκ κοιλίας μητρός μου. τουτέστιν· μικρὸν ὕστερον ἀποστήσεσθαι τούτων ἔμελλον. μὴ γὰρ ἐμὰ ταῦτα ἦν; μὴ γὰρ ἐκτησάμην ἐγώ; οὐχὶ παρακαταθήκη τὸ πρᾶγμα ἦν; οὐ μικρὸν ὕστερον ἀποστήσεσθαι τούτων ἔμελλον; μὴ γὰρ ἐμὰ ταῦτα ἦν; μὴ γὰρ ἐκτησάμην ἐγώ; ἀλλότρια ταῦτα ἦν καὶ τῷ μὴ συνεισελθεῖν μοι καὶ τῷ μὴ συναπελθεῖν. οὕτω διακεώμεθα καὶ ἡμεῖς, ἀγαπητοί· πρὸς τὰ χρήματα ἀσυμπαθεῖς ὦμεν. διὰ τοῦτο γυμνοὺς ἡμᾶς καὶ παρὰ τὴν ἀρχὴν ἔπλασεν ὁ θεὸς καὶ θνητοὺς ἐποίησεν, ἵνα κἂν οὕτω μάθωμεν, ὅτι τῶν ἐκτός ἐστι τὰ περὶ ἡμᾶς. διὰ τοῦτο καὶ ἐκεῖ οὕτως ἄπιμεν. διὰ τοῦτο καὶ χρήματα καλεῖται τὰ χρήματα, ὅτι πρὸς χρῆσιν ἡμῖν τὴν ἐνταῦθα δέδοται. 1,21c ὁ κύριος ἔδωκεν, ὁ κύριος ἀφείλετο. 21d ὡς τῷ κυρίῳ ἔδοξεν, οὕτως καὶ ἐγένετο. ὁρᾷς, ὅτι τοῦτο ἐνόμισεν, ὅτι ὁ θεὸς ἀφείλετο; ἀλλ' ἡμεῖς οὐ δυνάμεθα τοῦτο λέγειν. δευτέρα αὕτη παραμυθία. ἀπό τε τοῦ μὴ ἡμέτερα εἶναι τὰ ληφθέντα ἀπό τε τοῦ τὸν θεὸν λαβεῖν, εἰ καὶ ἡμέ29 τερα ἦν, μεγίστη παραμυθία. μάλιστα γὰρ περὶ ἐκεῖνα ἀλγοῦμεν τὰ ἀφαιρεθέντα, ὅταν ἡμέτερα ᾖ. ὡς τῷ κυρίῳ ἔδοξεν, οὕτω καὶ ἐγένετο. τί τούτου ἴσον; οὐκέτι περιεργάζεται οὐδὲ λέγει· «τίνος ἕνεκεν δέδωκεν; τίνος ἕνεκεν πάλιν ἔλαβεν;» καὶ μὴν τοῦτο ἐπὶ πάντων γίνεται· ὃ μικρὸν ὕστερον συμβῆναι εἶχεν, τοῦτο συνέβη. οὐχ ὡς ἐπὶ ξένῳ, ἀλλ' ὡς ἐπὶ εἰωθότι οὕτω διάκειται. «οὐδὲν ἡμῖν συνέβη», φησίν, «τῆς συνηθείας ἐκτός, οὐδὲν παρὰ τὴν φύσιν. τοῦτο φυσικὸν ἦν.» ὁ κύριος ἔδωκεν, ὁ κύριος ἀφείλετο. ὅρα, δι' ὅσων ἑαυτῷ κατασκευάζει τὴν παραμυθίαν, πρῶτον μέν, ὅτι «οὐκ ἔστιν ἐμά», ἔπειτα, ὅτι «οὐδὲ ἔμελλεν ἔσεσθαι ἐμά· οὕτω γὰρ καὶ ἀπέρχομαι.» πρὸς τούτοις· «εἰ καὶ ἐμὰ ἦν, ὁ λαβὼν ἱκανὸς παραμυθήσασθαι· ὅταν δὲ μηδὲ ἐμὰ ᾖ καὶ ὁ λαβὼν μέγας ᾖ καὶ τὰ αὑτοῦ εἰληφώς, πῶς ἄξιον ἀλγεῖν;» ὡς τῷ κυρίῳ ἔδοξεν, οὕτω καὶ ἐγένετο. «εἰπέ, διὰ τί οὕτως αὐτῷ ἔδοξεν;» «οὐδὲν λέγω. διὰ τί γὰρ μὴ ἐξήταζες, ὅτε ἐλάμβανον, διὰ τί οὕτως ἔδοξεν; ὅτε με πλούσιον ἐποίησεν, οὐκ ἐξήτασα, διὰ τί μοι ἔδωκεν, οὐδὲ νῦν ἐξετάζω, διὰ τί ἔλαβεν. μὴ γὰρ ὡς ἀξίῳ δέδωκεν; μὴ γὰρ κατορθωμάτων ἀμοιβὴν ἔλαβον; ἔδοξεν αὐτῷ καὶ ἔδωκεν· καὶ πάλιν ἔδοξεν αὐτῷ καὶ ἔλαβεν.» τοῦτο εὐλαβοῦς διανοίας, τῇ βουλήσει τοῦ θεοῦ τὸ πᾶν ἐπιτρέπειν, λογισμοὺς δὲ μὴ ἀπαιτεῖν μηδὲ εὐθύνας. «πόθεν οἶδας, ὅτι τῷ κυρίῳ ἔδοξεν;» «ἤκουσα», φησίν, «ὅτι πῦρ ἐκ τοῦ οὐρανοῦ ἔπεσεν· οὐκ ἦν κατὰ νόμον φύσεως τὸ πρᾶγμα. εἰ αὐτός με ἐφύλαττεν, οὐκ ἂν ταῦτα ἔπαθον· εἰ μὴ κατέλιπε τὴν φυλακήν, οὐκ ἂν ἐπεβουλεύθην.» ὁ μὲν οὖν διάβολος ἐσπούδασεν αὐτὸν ποιῆσαι ὑπὲρ τῆς ἀφαιρέσεως βλασφημῆσαι. ὁ δὲ καὶ ὑπὲρ τῆς ἀποκτήσεως ηὐχαρίστει. 30 μὴ δὴ νομίζωμεν, ἀγαπητοί, ἴδιόν τι ἔχειν, καὶ οὐκ ἀλγήσομεν. τοῦτο καὶ περὶ τῶν παίδων ἐλογίζετο· οὐ γὰρ τῇ φύσει τῶν πραγμάτων, ἀλλὰ τῷ θεῷ τὸ πᾶν ἀνετίθει. καὶ ὅρα, ἐν πενίᾳ ἦν, οὐκ ἐξ ἀρχῆς ἀνατραφεὶς ἐν ταύτῃ ὥστε ῥᾴδιον αὐτὴν ἐνεγκεῖν, ἀλλὰ παρὰ προσδοκίαν ὁρῶν αὐτὴν προσπεσοῦσαν, ὅπερ ἐστὶ χαλεπώτερον. ἐξαίφνης ἄπαις ὁ πολύπαις γέγονεν. βέλτιον μὴ λαβεῖν ἢ οὕτω λαβεῖν, ἵνα μάθῃ, τίνος ἀπεστερήθη, ὥστε ἡ παρελθοῦσα εἰρήνη καὶ γαλήνη καὶ εὐημερία τὴν συμφορὰν χαλεπωτέραν εἰργάσατο. ἀλλ' ἆρα μὴ δυσχεραίνων ταῦτα ἔλεγεν; οὐδαμῶς. 1,21e εἴη τὸ ὄνομα κυρίου εὐλογημένον εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας. οὐχὶ νῦν ὅτε ἔλαβε μόνον οὐδὲ ὅτε ἔδωκε μόνον, ἀλλ' ἀεὶ καὶ διὰ παντός. οὐ μόνον οὐκ ἐβλασφήμησεν, ἀλλὰ καὶ ηὐλόγησεν· οὐ μόνον οὐχὶ σιγῇ τὴν συμφορὰν ἤνεγκεν, ἀλλὰ καὶ ἐδόξασεν, οὐκ εἰς τὸν παρόντα καιρόν, ἀλλὰ καὶ εἰς τὸν μέλλοντα. καίτοι τὸ μέλλον ἄδηλον, ἀλλ'