John Chrysostom, On Repentance

she leads around turmoil and the warrior. And the condemned, even if for a time they see the magistrate, are not so troubled; but the virgin, wherever she may go, leads the judge around with her, and carries about the enemy, and the enemy does not give her rest in the evening, not at night, not at dawn, not at midday. But he wages war always, suggesting pleasure, proclaiming marriage, so that he might drive out virtue from her, and so that he might engender vice in her; so that he might drive away her chastity, so that he might sow fornication; at every hour the furnace of pleasure is kindled, being gently stoked from beneath. Consider how great is the toil of this achievement. But those women, after all these things, heard, 'Depart from me, I do not know you.' See how great a thing is virginity; when it has its sister, almsgiving, none of the terrible things overcome it, but it is superior to all. For this reason those women did not enter, because along with virginity they did not have almsgiving. The saying is worthy of great shame; having wrestled down pleasure, you have not despised money; but as a virgin who has renounced the world and been crucified, you love money. Would that you had desired a man, and the crime would not have been so great; for you would have desired a substance of the same nature; but now the accusation is greater, because you have desired a foreign substance. So be it, those married women wrongly show inhumanity, on the pretext of their children; and if you say to them, 'Give me alms;' 'I have children,' she says, 'and I cannot.' God gave you children, you received the fruit of the womb, so that you might become philanthropic, not so that you might become inhuman; do not take the occasion for philanthropy as an excuse for inhumanity. Do you wish to leave a good inheritance to your children? Leave almsgiving, so that all may praise you, and you may leave your memory much talked-of. But you, having no children, but being crucified to the world, why do you collect money? 4. But our discourse is animate, both about the way of repentance, and about almsgiving. We were saying that almsgiving is a great possession; from there the sea of virginity carried us on. You have then a first and great repentance in almsgiving, able to redeem from the chain of sins; but you also have another way of repentance, again very easy, by which you can be released from your sins. Pray at every hour, and do not grow weary in praying, nor lazily ask for the philanthropy of God, and He will not turn away one who perseveres, but will forgive you your sins, and will grant your requests. When praying, if you are heard, remain giving thanks in prayer; but if you are not heard, persist in praying, so that you may be heard. And do not say, 'I have prayed much and have not been heard;' for this too often happens for your benefit. For He knows that you are lazy and remiss, and if you obtain what you need, you depart, no longer praying; and on the pretext of your need He puts you off, so that you may more frequently converse with God, and be at leisure for prayer. For if, being in such necessity and having a need, you are lazy, and do not persevere in prayer, what if you needed none of these things? So He Himself, for your benefit, wishing you not to abandon prayer, does this. Remain, therefore, praying and do not be lazy; for prayer is able to accomplish much, beloved, and do not approach prayer as a small matter. And that prayer forgives sins, be instructed in this from the divine Gospels. For what does it say? 'The kingdom of heaven is like a man, who shut his door, and went to bed with his children; but someone came in the evening wanting to get loaves from him, and knocks, saying: 'Open for me, for I have need of loaves.' And he to him: 'I cannot give you any now; for both we and our children have gone to bed.' But he persisted knocking at the door. And he says again to him: 'Not

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