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provisions, do you recline like those on a stage, living luxuriously and getting drunk? If you reason these things, woe to you on the day of judgment, when Christ comes to render to each according to his deeds, when He shall demand from the monks, who enlisted with Him before many witnesses, the covenants which they agreed to perform and keep before the holy altar and His holy angels. For what do we answer when asked? Is it not: why have we come to the holy altar and to this holy brotherhood, desiring the monastic life and to embrace the angelic state? What then do we reply to these things? Is it not, "Yes, venerable father"? And what does the priest say to us in turn? "Know, brothers, that inasmuch as you have come to be numbered among the servants of Christ the King, prepare yourselves for temptations. For you shall know that from now on the enemy will set in motion every device against you. Therefore you must hunger and thirst and shiver with cold, and be dishonored and be spat upon, and be struck and be mocked, and endure all painful things for God's sake." So what do we answer to these things? Do we not profess to suffer and endure all things, and do we not utter "Yes, venerable father" at every question about the sufferings of endurance? Do we not confess before God and the angels to keep self-control and vigilance and prayer and obedience until death to the superior and to all the brotherhood? And now, as if there were no one who would demand from us these covenants which we made, (51) we are so disposed, living in fearlessness of God and contempt of His commandments, exalting ourselves not only over all the rest of the brotherhood, but also over our superiors, murmuring, contradicting, cursing, being slothful and doing all things which God hates and which destroy our souls into the Gehenna of fire.

Where since the age began has such a work of contrivance been heard of? What demon will devise a way of destruction against our souls greater than this? But rather what more will the demons care or be concerned about against us? For the demons, seeing us possessed by the will of the flesh, see us carrying death about; and for what other reason do they campaign against us? For the entire war of the demons is waged against us for this reason, so that they might alienate those who obey them from the glory of God and the grace of the Holy Spirit. But we, as I see it, even before their struggle, have deprived ourselves of such a gift, having abandoned the commandments of God and never being eager to seek Him with our whole soul. For if we sought Him, we would not be living so slothfully and carelessly. If we cared for heavenly things, we would not be making such haste about earthly things. If we were thinking about incorruptible things, we would not be gaping at things that are transient and corruptible. If we were striving for eternal things, we would not be clinging so to temporary things. If we loved God, we would not (52) so turn away from those who guide us to Him. If we were cultivating virtues, we would not abominate the teachers of virtues. If we gladly embraced fasting, we would never murmur because of a lack of food or drink. If we were struggling to be masters of our passions, we would not give in intemperately to pleasures. If we had a right and firm faith, we would not be committing the works of the faithless. If we had the fear of God in our hearts, we would not oppose his genuine servants in every God-pleasing virtue. If we had acquired humility, we would not exalt ourselves over the servants of God. If we had been deemed worthy to acquire true love, we would have known God and we would have willed not only to be disciplined, but also to be dishonored and beaten and wronged and treated despitefully and to endure readily every temptation and every affliction for Christ's sake.

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ὀψώνια, ἀνάκεισαι ὡς οἱ ἐπί σκηνῆς τρυφῶντες καί μεθυσκόμενοι; Ἐάν ταῦτα λογίζῃ, οὐαί σοι ἐν τῇ ἡμέρᾳ τῆς κρίσεως, ὅταν ὁ Χριστός ἔλθῃ ἑκάστῳ ἀποδοῦναι κατά τάς πράξεις αὐτοῦ, ὅταν ἐκζητήσῃ ἀπό τῶν μοναχῶν, τῶν συνταξαμένων αὐτῷ ἐπί πολλῶν μαρτύρων, τάς συνθήκας ἅς συνέθεντο ποιῆσαι καί διαφυλάξαι ἐνώπιον τοῦ ἁγίου θυσιαστηρίου καί τῶν ἁγίων ἀγγέλων αὐτοῦ. Τί γάρ καί ἐρωτώμενοι ἀποκρινόμεθα; Οὐχί· τί προσήλθομεν τῷ ἁγίῳ θυσιαστηρίῳ καί τῇ ἁγίᾳ συνοδίᾳ ταύτῃ, ποθοῦντες τόν μοναχικόν βίον καί τήν ἀγγελικήν ἀσπάσασθαι πολιτείαν; Τί οὖν πρός ταῦτα ἀνθυποφέρομεν; οὐχί τό "Ναί, τίμιε πάτερ"; Ὁ δέ ἱερεύς τί πρός ἡμᾶς φησι πάλιν; "Γινώσκετε, ἀδελφοί, ὅτι ἐφ᾿ ὅσον ἐληλύθατε καταριθμηθῆναι τοῖς δούλοις τοῦ βασιλέως Χριστοῦ, ἑτοιμάσατε ἑαυτούς εἰς πειρασμούς. Ἔσεσθε γάρ εἰδότες ὅτι ἀπό τοῦ νῦν μᾶλλον πᾶσαν μηχανήν ὁ ἐχθρός κινήσει καθ᾿ ὑμῶν. ∆εῖ οὖν ὑμᾶς πεινᾶσαι καί διψῆσαι καί ῥιγᾶσαι, ἀτιμασθῆναί τε καί ἐμπτυσθῆναι, ῥαπισθῆναι τε καί χλευασθῆναι καί πάντα τά κατά Θεόν λυπηρά ὑπομεῖναι". Ἄρα τί πρός ταῦτα ἡμεῖς ἀποκρινόμεθα; Οὐχί πάντα παθεῖν και ὑπομεῖναι ἐπαγγελόμεθα, καί τό "Ναί, τίμιε πάτερ" κατά πᾶσαν ἐρώτησιν τῶν τῆς ὑπομονῆς παθημάτων φθεγγόμεθα; Οὐχί ἐγκράτειαν καί ἀγρυπνίαν καί προσευχήν καί ὑπακοήν μέχρι θανάτου τῷ προεστῶτι καί πάσῃ τῇ ἀδελφότητι φυλάξαι ὁμολογοῦμεν ἐνώπιον Θεοῦ καί ἀγγέλων; Καί νῦν, ὡς οὐδενός ὄντος τοῦ μέλλοντος ἀπαιτῆσαι ἡμᾶς τάς συνθήκας ταύτας ἅς συνεθέμεθα, (51) οὕτω διακείμεθα, ἐν ἀφοβίᾳ Θεοῦ διάγοντες καί καταφρονήσει τῶν αὐτοῦ ἐντολῶν, κατεπαιρόμενοι οὐ μόνον ἁπάσης τῆς λοιπῆς ἀδελφότητος, ἀλλά καί τῶν προεστώτων ἡμῶν, γογγύζοντες, ἀντιλέγοντες, καταρώμενι, ῥαθυμοῦντες και πάντα ποιοῦντες, ὅσα μισεῖ Θεός καί ὅσα εἰς γέενναν πυρός ἀπολλύουσιν ἡμῶν τάς ψυχάς.

Ποῦ τοιοῦτον ἀπό τοῦ αἰῶνος ἠκούσθη μηχανῆς ἔργον; Ποῖος δαίμων τρόπον ἀπωλείας κατά τῶν ἡμετέρων ψυχῶν ἐπινοήσει μείζονα τούτου; Μᾶλλον δέ τί πλεῖον καθ᾿ ἡμῶν οἱ δαίμονες μεριμνήσουσιν ἤ φροντίσουσι; Τῷ γάρ θελήματι τῆς σαρκός ὁρῶντες οἱ δαίμονες κατεχομένους ἡμᾶς, τόν θάνατον βλέπουσι περιφέροντας· καί τίνος ἄλλου χάριν καθ᾿ ἡμῶν αὐτοί ἐκστρατεύουσιν; Ἅπας γάρ ὁ πόλεμος τῶν δαιμόνων διά τοῦτο καθ᾿ ἡμῶν φέρεται, ὅπως ἐκ τῆς τοῦ Θεοῦ δόξης καί τῆς τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος ἀλλοτριώσωσι χάριτος τούς πειθομένους αὐτοῖς. Ἀλλ᾿ ἡμεῖς καί πρό τῆς ἐκείνων πάλης ἑαυτούς ἡμᾶς, ὡς ὁρῶ, τῆς τοιαύτης ἀπεστερήσαμεν δωρεᾶς, καταλιπόντες τάς τοῦ Θεοῦ ἐντολάς καί μηδέ ζητῆσαι αὐτόν ἐξ ὅλης ψυχῆς ποτε προθυμούμενοι. Εἰ γάρ ἐζητοῦμεν αὐτόν, οὐκ ἄν οὕτω ῥᾳθύμως καί ἀμελῶς ἐβιοῦμεν. Ἐάν τά οὐράνια ἐφροντίζομεν, οὐκ ἄν περί τά γήινα τοσαύτην σπουδήν ἐποιοῦμεν. Ἐάν περί τῶν ἀφθάρτων διενοούμεθα, οὐκ ἄν ἐκεχήναμεν εἰς τά ῥέοντα καί φθαρτά. Ἐάν τῶν αἰωνίων ἐφιέμεθα, οὐκ ἄν τῶν προσκαίρων οὕτως ἀντεποιούμεθα. Ἐάν τόν Θεόν ἠγαπῶμεν, οὐκ (52) ἄν τούς πρός αὐτόν ἡμᾶς ὁδηγοῦντας οὕτως ἀπεστρεφόμεθα. Ἐάν τάς ἀρετάς περιεποιούμεθα, οὐκ ἄν τούς διδασκάλους τῶν ἀρετῶν ἐβδελυσσόμεθα. Ἐάν τήν νηστείαν ἄσμενοι ἠσπαζόμεθα, οὐκ ἄν ποτε διά βρωμάτων ἤ πομάτων ἔνδειαν ἐγογγύζομεν. Ἐάν ἐγκρατεῖς τῶν παθῶν εἶναι ἠγωνιζόμεθα, οὐκ ἄν ἀκρατῶς ταῖς ἡδοναῖς ἐνεδίδομεν. Ἐάν πίστιν εἴχομεν ὀρθήν καί βεβαίαν, οὐκ ἄν τά τῶν ἀπίστων ἔργα διεπραττόμεθα. Ἐάν φόβον Θεοῦ εἰς τάς καρδίας ἡμῶν εἴχομεν, οὐκ ἄν τοῖς γνησίοις δούλοις αὐτοῦ εἰς πᾶσαν ἀρετήν θεάρεστον ἀντεπίπτομεν. Ἐάν ταπείνωσιν ἐκτησάμεθα, οὐκ ἄν τῶν τοῦ Θεοῦ δούλων κατεπαιρόμεθα. Ἐάν ἀγάπην ἀληθινήν κτήσασθαι ἠξιώθημεν, καί τόν Θεόν ἄν ἐγνωρίζομεν και οὐ μόνον παιδεύεσθαι, ἀλλά καί ἀτιμάζεσθαι καί τύπτεσθαι καί ἀδικεῖσθαι καί ἐπηρεάζεσθαι καί πάντα πειρασμόν, πᾶσαν θλῖψιν προθύμως ὑπομένειν διά τόν Χριστόν ἠθελήσαμεν.