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But now we are so possessed by the passions and exist in such darkness and ignorance, that we neither perceive the state we are in, nor do we know that we are doing evil. For this very reason, if we are reminded by someone about a certain sin, we answer as if we had never heard the Christian Scriptures: "Is this action really a sin? And for what reason or why is it considered a sin? In vain is this called a sin by some. If only we guarded against the greater deeds; for concerning these small ones God will surely not show great strictness." And who says these things? The monks, who have made a second confession and covenant with God, who wear the habit as virtue and the name instead of holiness, who have covenanted with Christ to cast off the world and the things in the world (53), who have professed to renounce parents and friends, who have covenanted to be subject to their spiritual father as to God, who have promised strictness and ascetic practice even to a glance and an idle word, do not judge as sin to envy or to slander or to murmur or to contradict or to lie and to be self-willed and to swear or to secretly steal something from the monastery or even to give to another without the counsel of the superior. In addition to these, neither do they consider it a sin at all to badly manage the affairs entrusted to them, such as to do something in them with partiality or with passion or with deceit or with envy or unconscientiously and for profit.

Do you not shudder, O man, hearing God say to you every day through all of the divine Scripture: "Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth. For amen I say to you, you will give an account for even an idle word and for a cup of cold water you will receive a reward"? Do you not hear that God is a judge of the thoughts and intentions of the heart? For what does He say? "He who has looked at a woman to lust for her, has already committed adultery with her in his heart." Did you see how he who looks at someone's face with desire is judged an adulterer? Thus know for certain, O man, that he who is possessed by the desire for money is judged avaricious, even if he possesses nothing else at all, and he who craves luxurious and abundant foods is a glutton, even if due to poverty he is nourished only by bread and water, and a fornicator is he who for a long time (54) pairs up with his thoughts and is defiled, even if he never sees a person's face. So too he who says in his heart, "This was done badly and that happened unreasonably" and, "Why did this happen? And for what reason did that not happen?" let him not be deceived, he will be a slanderer and will be judged as one who condemns, even if he does not utter a word from his mouth, nor does anyone hear his voice.

Be not deceived, my brothers, God is philanthropic and merciful and compassionate, and I, bearing witness, confess and trust to be saved by His compassion. Nevertheless, know that it will in no way profit those who do not repent and do not keep His commandments with all strictness and much fear, but He will punish them even worse than the unbelieving and unbaptized gentiles. Be not deceived, O brothers, nor let any of the sins seem small to you and be despised by us as not causing so much harm to our souls. For the well-disposed servants do not know the difference between a small and a great sin, but even if they stumble in a glance or a thought or a word, they are disposed as having fallen away from the love of God, which I am persuaded is also true. For he who has thought some small thing outside the divine will and has not immediately, having driven out the assault of the thought, become repentant, but having accepted it holds on to the thought, it is reckoned to him as a sin even if he thinks this in ignorance of its being evil. For when the law came, that is, the teaching of the holy Scriptures, the evil held in ignorance revived and sin was (55) found to be in me, but I became dead and a stranger to the good.

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Νυνί δέ τοσοῦτον τοῖς πάθεσι κατεσχημένοι τελοῦμεν καί ἐν τοσαύτῃ σκοτώσει καί ἀγνοίᾳ τυγχάνομεν, ὅτι οὐδέ ἐν οἷς ἐσμεν αἰσθανόμεθα, οὐδέ ὅτι κακῶς πράττομεν ἐπιστάμεθα. ∆ιά τοι τοῦτο καί ἐάν παρά τινος ὑπομνησθῶμεν περί τινος ἁμαρτίας, ὡς μή ἀκηκοότες ποτέ τάς τῶν χριστιανῶν Γραφάς οὕτως ἀποκρινόμεθα· "Καί ἆρά γε ἁμαρτία ἡ πρᾶξις αὕτη ἐστί; Καί τίνος χάριν ἤ καί διά τί ἁμαρτία λογίζεται; Ματαίως τοῦτο παρά τινων ἁμαρτία ὀνομάζεται. Εἴθε τάς μείζονας ἐφυλαξάμεθα πράξεις· περί γάρ τούτων τῶν μικρῶν τήν πολλήν ὁ Θεός ἀκρίβειαν οὐ μή ἐνδείξηται". Καί ταῦτα τίνες; Οἱ μοναχοί, οἱ δευτέραν ὁμολογίαν καί συνθήκην μετά τοῦ Θεοῦ ποιησάμενοι, οἱ τήν στολήν ὡς ἀρετήν καί τό ὄνομα ἀντί ἁγιότητος περιφέροντες, οἱ κόσμον καί τά ἐν κόσμῳ (53) ἀποβαλέσθαι Χριστῷ συνταξάμενοι, οἱ γονεῦσι καί φίλοις ὁμολογήσαντες ἀποτάξασθαι, οἱ ὡς Θεῷ τῷ πνευματικῷ αὐτῶν πατρί συνταξάμενοι ὑποτάσσεσθαι, οἱ μέχρι καί βλέμματος καί ἀργοῦ ρήματος τήν ἀκρίβειαν καί ἄσκησιν ἐπαγγειλάμενοι, τό φθονεῖν ἤ λοιδορεῖν ἤ γογγύζειν ἤ ἀντιλέγειν ἤ ψεύδεσθαι καί ἰδιορρυθμεῖν καί ὀμνύειν ἤ τι τῆς μονῆς κρυφίως νοσφίζεσθαι ἤ καί διδόναι ἑτέρῳ ἄνευ βουλῆς τοῦ προεστῶτος ἁμαρτίαν οὐ κρίνουσι. Πρός τούτοις, οὐδέ τό κακῶς διοικεῖν τά ἐμπιστευθέντα αὐτοῖς πράγματα, οἷον ἤ προσπαθῶς τι ποιεῖν ἐν αὐτοῖς ἤ ἐμπαθῶς ἤ δολερῶς ἤ φθονερῶς ἤ ἀσυνειδήτως καί κατά πραγματείαν, ἡγοῦνται εἶναι τό σύνολον ἁμαρτίαν.

Οὐ φρίττεις, ἄνθρωπε, τοῦ Θεοῦ ἀκούων καθ᾿ ἑκάστην σοι λέγοντος διά πάσης τῆς θείας Γραφῆς· "Λόγος σαπρός μή ἐκπορευέσθω ἐκ τοῦ στόματος ὑμῶν. Ἀμήν γάρ λέγω ὑμῖν, καί ὑπέρ ἀργοῦ λόγου λόγον δώσετε καί ὑπέρ ψυχροῦ ὕδατος μισθόν λήψεσθε"; Οὐκ ἀκούεις ὅτι καί ἐννοιῶν καί λογισμῶν καρδίας κριτής ἐστιν ὁ Θεός; Τί γάρ φησιν; "Ὁ ἐμβλέψας γυναικί πρός τό ἐπιθυμῆσαι, ἤδη ἐμοίχευσεν αὐτήν ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ". Εἶδες πῶς μοιχός κρίνεται ὁ πρός ἐπιθυμίαν ἐμβλέπων εἰς πρόσωπόν τινος; Οὕτως ἴσθι βεβαίως, ὦ ἄνθρωπε, ὅτι καί ὁ ἐπιθυμίᾳ χρημάτων κρατούμενος φιλάργυρος κρίνεται, εἰ καί μηδέν ἕτερον τό σύνολον κέκτηται, καί ὁ βρωμάτων πολυτελῶν καί πολλῶν ὀρεγόμενος γαστρίμαργός ἐστιν, εἰ καί δι᾿ ἔνδειαν ἄρτῳ μόνῳ καί ὕδατι τρέφεται, καί πόρνος ὁ τοῖς λογισμοῖς ἐπί πολύ (54) συνδυάζων καί μολυνόμενος, εἰ καί πρόσωπον ἀνθρώπου ποτέ μή θεάσηται. Οὕτω καί ὁ λέγων ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ· "Κακῶς ἐπράχθη τοῦτο καί παραλόγως ἐκεῖνο γέγονε"καί· "∆ιά τί τό καί τό γέγονεν; ἵνα τί δέ καί ἐκεῖνο οὐ γέγονε;"μή πλανηθῇ, καταλαλητής ἔσται καί ὡς κατακρίνων κριθήσεται, κἄν μή ἐκβάλῃ ῥῆμα ἐκ τοῦ στόματος αὐτοῦ, μηδέ ἀκούσῃ τις τήν φωνήν αὐτοῦ.

Μή πλανᾶσθε, ἀδελφοί μου, φιλάνθρωπός ἐστιν ὁ Θεός καί ἐλεήμων καί εὔσπλαχνος, κἀγώ μαρτυρῶν ὁμολογῶ καί τῇ αὐτοῦ εὐσπλαχνίᾳ θαρρῶ σώζεσθαι. Πλήν γινώσκετε ὅτι τούς μή μετανοοῦντας καί μετά πάσης ἀκριβείας καί φόβου πολλοῦ τηροῦντας τάς αὐτοῦ ἐντολάς, οὐδέν ὠφελήσει, ἀλλά καί χεῖρον μᾶλλον τῶν ἀπίστων ἐθνῶν καί ἀβαπτίστων αὐτούς τιμωρήσεται. Μή πλανᾶσθε, ὦ ἀδελφοί, μηδέ μικρά ὑμῖν τινα τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων φαινέσθωσαν καί ὡς μή τοσαύτην βλάβην ἐμποιοῦντα ταῖς ἡμετέραις ψυχαῖς καταφρονείσθωσαν παρ᾿ ἡμῶν. Μικροῦ γάρ καί μεγάλου ἁμαρτήματος διαφοράν οὐκ ἐπίστανται οἱ εὐγνώμονες δοῦλοι, ἀλλά κἄν μέχρι βλέμματος ἤ ἐννοίας ἤ λόγου πταίσωσιν, ὡς ἐκπεπτωκότες τῆς τοῦ Θεοῦ ἀγάπης διάκεινται, ὅπερ καί ἀληθές εἶναι πείθομαι. Ὁ γάρ ἔξω τοῦ θείου θελήματος μικρόν τι ἐνθυμηθείς καί μή εὐθύς, τήν τοῦ λογισμοῦ προσβολήν ἐκδιώξας, μετάμελος γένηται, ἀλλά καταδεξάμενος κρατήσει τήν ἔννοιαν, εἰς ἁμαρτίαν αὐτοῦ λογίζεται κἄν ἐν ἀγνοίᾳ τοῦ κακόν εἶναι τοῦτο λογίζεται. Ἐλθόντος γάρ τοῦ νόμου, ἤγουν τῆς τῶν ἁγίων Γραφῶν διδασκαλίας, τό μέν ἐν ἀγνοίᾳ κατεχόμενον κακόν ἀνέζησε καί ἡ ἁμαρτία ἐν ἐμοί (55) εὑρέθη οὖσα, ἐγώ δέ νεκρός καί τοῦ καλοῦ ξένος γέγονα.