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to save the whole flock from the death of sin, and thus, in the second place, also to provide the necessities of the present life through stewards and administrators. But woe is me, that I have recounted these things for myself, describing for others what is not real from my own passions. But you, O all-venerable father, being pure from such things, with your sacred prayers you would drive away the spiritual wolves from your fold sealed by Christ, I know well, and you would lead and guide these sheep into the fields of virtues, nourishing and fattening them with the grass of your harmonious teaching and with the water of your pure faith, and on each occasion you would offer acceptable sacrifices with your rational and purified services to God. but with supplications, I beg and implore, may you shepherd even me, the most long-suffering and very sinful one. And forgive me, if I have caused you any laughter by my ignorance; except that it was not willingly, but compelled by your sacred and spiritual love, or rather command, I have submitted myself to this, not speaking for any benefit to you, but for a demonstration, as has been said, of my unfeigned obedience to you. Farewell in the Lord, praying for us who are alone sinners, O most holy father in all things.

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What greeting or what word of consolation could be found by us the humble for your lordship for its present sorrows, O master? You were estranged from the city that bore and raised you, you were deprived of your great hearth, you were stripped of your brilliant dignity, and I will add, of your substance too, you were separated from your friends, your companions, your most beloved children, you were exiled here and there; and the things of exile which bring hardship to your unaccustomed body, lack of food, drink, baths, a solitude of speakers, an abundance of those who attack, who strike. For those who were once well-disposed are now perhaps ill-disposed, and friends and acquaintances have turned their faces away, whether being near or far, from knowing and loving and caring. On top of these things, is the care for the servants who are still left behind, and before these, for your most beautiful children; and the ability to do so is not present. And for these reasons you sit before the city, just as Israel once did by the rivers of Babylon when being led away to the Assyrians; wherein, it says, we sat and wept when we remembered Zion. Therefore, yours are groaning and dejection and tears. But since you possess the gift of knowledge and the endowment of prudence, we do not think you are completely collapsing in these circumstances, knowing that the life of man is a trial, according to the celebrated Job, whose many sufferings your great experience does not ignore, nor the other unstable course of this fleeting life, which is one way at one time and another at almost every day and hour; for it resembles a flowing and ebbing, and flowers and dreams and whatever else, according to the divine voices of the saints. For let your precious soul consider how many things have happened in the intervening time of your abduction, some having fallen, others having been exalted, some having died, others having prospered, others having been unfortunate. And there is no stability in the unstable and swift course of our life. And that again is true, that we are all in exile, according to our having been removed through the first-formed man from paradise, as the account goes, and dwelling in this death-bearing place, until we sing "Bring my soul out of prison, that I may praise your name," passing from sojourning into freedom. so that men cannot even exile their fellow men, according to the precise meaning of the word, being exiles themselves. since we are all described as sojourners and pilgrims. If anything

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ὅλον τὸ ποίμνιον διασώσασθαι ἐκ θανάτου ἁμαρτίας, καὶ οὕτως κατὰ δεύτερον λόγον καὶ τὰ ἐπιτήδεια τῆς παρούσης ζωῆς δι' οἰκονόμων καὶ ἐπιτρόπων πορίζεσθαι. Ἀλλ' οὐαί μοι, ὅτι ἐμαυτῷ ταῦτα κατέλεξα, ἐκ τῶν οἰκείων παθῶν τὰ οὐκ ὄντα τοῖς ἄλλοις διαγραφόμενος. σὺ δέ, ὦ πανσεβάσμιε πάτερ, καθαρὸς ὢν ἀπὸ τῶν τοιούτων, ταῖς ἱεραῖς εὐχαῖς τοὺς νοητοὺς λύκους ἀποσοβοίης ἐκ τῆς χριστοσφραγίστου ἐπαύλεώς σου, εὖ οἶδ' ὅτι, καὶ ταῦτα ἄγοις καὶ διεξάγοις εἰς τὰ χωρία τῶν ἀρετῶν, ἐκτρέφων καὶ λιπαίνων τῇ πόᾳ τῆς ἐμμελοῦς σου διδασκαλίας καὶ τῷ ὕδατι τῆς καθαρᾶς πίστεώς σου, καὶ ἑκάστοτε προσάγοις θύματα δεκτὰ ταῖς λογικαῖς σου καὶ ἡγνισμέναις τῷ θεῷ λατρείαις. ἀλλὰ ταῖς ἱκετηρίαις προφθάνων ποιμαίνοις κἀμὲ τὸν τληπαθέστατον καὶ πολυαμάρτητον, δέομαι καὶ ἀντιβολῶ. καὶ σύγγνωθι, εἴ τι ὤφλησα γέλωτά σοι ἀμαθίας μου· πλὴν ὅτι οὐχ ἑκών, ἀλλ' ἐκβιασθεὶς ὑπὸ τῆς ἱερᾶς σου καὶ πνευματικῆς ἀγάπης, μᾶλλον δὲ κελεύσεως, καθῆκα ἐμαυτὸν εἰς τοῦτο, οὐ πρὸς ὄνησίν σού τινα φθεγξάμενος, ἀλλὰ πρὸς ἔνδειξιν, ὡς εἴρηται, ὑπακοῆς ἀνυποκρίτου σου. Ἔρρωσο ἐν Κυρίῳ, ὑπερευχόμενος ἡμῶν τῶν μόνων ἁμαρτωλῶν, τὰ πάντα ὁσιώτατε πάτερ.

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Ποία πρόσρησις ἢ τίς λόγος παρακλήσεως εὑρεθείη πρὸς ἡμῶν τῶ ταπεινῶν

τῇ σῇ κυριότητι πρὸς τὰ ἐνόντα αὐτῇ λυπηρά, ὦ δέσποτα; ἐξενώθης τῆς ἐνεγκαμένης σε καὶ θρεψάσης πόλεως, ἀπεστερήθης τῆς μεγίστης ἑστίας, ἀπεγυμνώθης τῆς λαμπρᾶς ἀξίας, προσθήσω δὲ καὶ τῆς ὑπάρξεως, ἀποδιέστης τῶν φίλων, τῶν συνήθων, τῶν φιλτάτων σου τέκνων, ὑπερωρίσθης ὧδε κἀκεῖσε· τὰ δὲ τῆς ὑπερορίας ὅσα εἰς κακοπάθειαν τῷ ἀήθει σου σώματι, ἔνδεια βρωμάτων, πομάτων, λοετρῶν, ἐρημία ὁμιλούντων, εὐπορία προσεπεμβαινόντων, προσπλησσόντων. οἱ γάρ ποτε εὐγνώμονες νῦν ἴσως ἀγνώμονες καὶ οἱ φίλοι καὶ γνώριμοι τετράφθωσαν τὰ πρόσωπα, ἢ ἐγγύθεν ἢ μακρόθεν ὄντες, ἀπὸ τοῦ γνωρίζειν καὶ φιλεῖν καὶ κήδεσθαι. φροντὶς ἐπὶ τούτοις τῶν ἔτι ἐπιλελειμμένων ὑπηρετῶν δούλων, καὶ πρό γε τούτων τῶν καλλίστων παίδων· καὶ τὸ δύνασθαι οὐ πρόσεστι. καὶ ἐπὶ τούτοις καθέζῃ πρὸ τοῦ ἄστεος, οἷον ἐπὶ τῶν ποταμῶν Βαβυλῶνός ποτε ἀπαγόμενος εἰς Ἀσσυρίους Ἰσραήλ· ἐν ᾦ, φησίν, ἐκαθίσαμεν καὶ ἐκλαύσαμεν ἐν τῷ μνησθῆναι ἡμᾶς τὴν Σιών. Στεναγμοῦ τοίνυν καὶ κατηφείας καὶ δακρύων τὰ σά. ἀλλ' ἐπεὶ πρόσεστί σοι γνώσεως χάρισμα καὶ φρονήσεως δώρημα, οὐ πάντως καταπίπτειν οἰόμεθά σε ἐν τούτοις, εἰδότα ὅτι πειρατήριον ὁ βίος ἀνθρώπου, κατὰ τὸν ἀοίδιμον Ἰώβ, ὃς ὅσα πέπονθεν οὐκ ἀγνοεῖ σου ἡ πολυπειρία οὐδὲ τὴν ἄλλην ἄστατον φορὰν τῆς παραυτίκα ζωῆς, ἄλλοτε ἄλλως ἐχούσης κατὰ πᾶσαν σχεδὸν ἡμέραν τε καὶ ὥραν· ῥοῇ γὰρ καὶ ἀπορροῇ ἔοικεν, ἄνθεσί τε καὶ ὀνείρασι καὶ οἷστισιν ἄλλοις, κατὰ τὰς θείας φωνὰς τῶν ἁγίων. ἀναλογιζέσθω γάρ σου ἡ τιμία ψυχή, πόσα ἐν τῷ μεταξὺ χρόνῳ τῆς ἀπαγωγῆς πέπρακται, τῶν μὲν ἀποπεπτωκότων, τῶν δὲ ἀνυψωθέντων, ἄλλων τεθνηκότων, ἑτέρων εὐπραγησάντων, ἄλλων δυστυχησάντων. καὶ οὐδεμία στάσις ἐν τῷ ἀστάτῳ καὶ εὐκινήτῳ δρόμῳ τοῦ βίου ἡμῶν. Ἐκεῖνο τε πάλιν ἀληθὲς ὄν, ὅτι πάντες ἄνθρωποι ἐν ἐξορίᾳ ἐσμέν, κατὰ τὸ ἀποικισθῆναι ἡμᾶς διὰ τοῦ πρωτοπλάστου ἐκ τοῦ παραδείσου, ὡς ὁ λόγος, καὶ εἰς τόδε τὸ θανατηφόρον χωρίον ἐναυλίζεσθαι, ἕως ἂν τὸ ἐξάγαγε ἐκ φυλακῆς τὴν ψυχήν μου, τοῦ ἐξομολογήσασθαι τῷ ὀνόματί σου ᾄδωμεν, μεταβαίνοντες ἐκ παροικίας εἰς ἐλευθερίαν. ὥστε οὐδὲ ἐξορίζειν δύναιντ' ἂν ἄνθρωποι τοὺς ὁμογενεῖς, κατὰ τὸ ἀκριβὲς τοῦ λόγου, ἐξόριστοι ὄντες καὐτοί. ἐπεὶ πάντες πάροικοι καὶ παρεπίδημοι περιγεγράμμεθα. Εἴ τι