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than the place where I am accustomed to stand." But if the brother, adding to this, says to him again: "You cannot stand here, brother, without the command of our superior," upon hearing this, he immediately goes and petitions the superior, feigning bodily weakness and infirmity, until he achieves his own objective; "And so that, he says, Father, I might hear the first canonarch and stand in the first stall or in the second one near so-and-so," comparing himself to one who has toiled much; and when he achieves his objective, from then on he is never able to stand in the choir. Little by little, and in every other matter, such a one, striving to be numbered among the first, feigns outward piety, pretends to a seemly composure, makes a point of going to meet the friends and rulers of others who come to the monastery, and frequently visits the brothers they come to see, in order to become known to them, pretending to be edified by their conversations and interpretations of the divine Scripture.

(68) Therefore, he begins to run around the monastery, going from cell to cell and saying to each one: "Believe me, brother, I love you so much that if I do not see you, I do not think I am even alive that day." If, then, among those to whom he goes saying these things, someone is found who fears God, he answers, saying to him: "May God be mindful of your love, my brother; for what good do you see in me?". But he says: "And what good thing do you not have? For who is so meek, pious, wise, knowledgeable, sincere and, greater than all, possessed of a father's compassion, being a lover of the brethren toward all?" And saying these things, he looks forward to taking a meal with him. But the spiritual brother speaks to him according to the grace given him the things that lead to the salvation of the soul and, as much as is in his power pushing away his praises, corrects the brother. But if such a one is not found, but on the contrary one who is carnal and unstable, he is immediately puffed up in himself by that one's praises and, answering, says to him: "And what is better than love, O father and brother? Truly nothing; and blessed is the one who has acquired it," and certain other things, which he knows the flatterer accepts and which provoke him to praise. Then, as if charmed by the feigned praises, such a one, made slack by lightness of mind, if he is among the well-to-do, immediately does not even allow him to withdraw, but deems him worthy to dine with him, and entertaining him with foods, he receives empty praises in return, which are dissolved into the air, but cause no small harm to his soul. But if not, after the many and unprofitable conversations, he says to him: (69) "Do not blame me at all, brother. Love knows, I have nothing worthy of you, that you should partake of food with me. But since you have such a disposition and love toward us humble ones, let us from now on enjoy in common and as friends whatever the Lord may provide for us for food, and rejoice with you." From then on, therefore, an indelible care falls upon both of them, and they do not cease seeking resources, from which their supposed love might be more firmly established through an abundance of foods.

Thus, then, binding himself to all under the pretext of love, or rather of deceit, sometimes he inviting another, sometimes each one of the others inviting him, a table and an abundance of delicacies to satiety are not lacking for him, and so he becomes a pig and is bound by pleasures and serves his stomach continuously, for I hesitate to speak also of his lower parts. Wherefore also, deliberately feasting from the common meals each evening, when it comes time, after the service of Compline, going to his cell, he says to his attendant: "See, humble one, I am seized by thirst. But prepare something warm, give it to me to drink and to quench my thirst." He therefore, as is the custom

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ἤπερ ἀφ᾿ οὗ ἐκ συνηθείας ἵσταμαι τόπου". Ἐάν δέ πάλιν προσθείς ὁ ἀδελφός εἴπῃ αὐτῷ· "Οὐ δύνασαι ὧδε ἵστασθαι, ἀδελφέ, ἄνευ προστάξεως τοῦ προεστῶτος ἡμῶν", ἀκούσας ἐκεῖνος εὐθύς ἀπελθών αἰτεῖται τόν προεστῶτα, σώματος ἀδυναμίαν προφασιζόμενος καί ἀσθένειαν, ἕως οὗ ἐπιτύχῃ τοῦ ἰδίου σκοποῦ· "Καί ἵνα, φησί, πάτερ, ἀκούω τόν πρῶτον κανονάρχον καί ἵσταμαι εἰς τό πρῶτον στηθέον ἤ εἰς τό δεύτερον τοῦ δεῖνος ἐγγύς", παρισάζων ἑαυτόν τῷ κεκοπιακότι πολλά· καί ὁπηνίκα τοῦ σκοποῦ τύχῃ, ἔκτοτε οὐδέποτε δύναται στῆναι ἐν τῷ χορῷ. Κατά μικρόν δέ καί εἰς πᾶσαν ἄλλην ὑπόθεσιν τοῖς πρώτοις ὁ τοιοῦτος σπουδάζων συναριθμεῖν ἑαυτόν, τήν ἔξωθεν εὐλάβειαν ὑποκρίνεται, προσποιεῖται κοσμίαν καταστολήν, τοῖς ἐρχομένοις ἐν τῇ μονῇ φίλοις τῶν ἄλλων καί ἄρχουσι σπουδάζει προσυπαντᾶν καί ἐν οἷς προσέρχονται ἀδελφοῖς συχνότερον ἀπέρχεται ἐπί τῷ γνώριμος γενέσθαι αὐτῶν, ὠφελεῖσθαι προφασιζόμενος ὑπό τῶν λεγομένων ὑπ᾿ ἐκείνων συντυχιῶν καί ἑρμηνειῶν τῆς θείας Γραφῆς.

(68) Λοιπόν οὖν περιτρέχειν ἄρχεται τό μοναστήριον ἀπό κέλλης εἰς κέλλαν ἀπερχόμενος καί λέγων ἑνί ἑκάστῳ· "Πίστευσον, ἀδελφέ, οὕτως σε ἀγαπῶ, ὅτι ἐάν μή ἴδω σε, οὐδέ ζῆν νομίζω τήν ἡμέραν ἐκείνην". Εἰ μέν οὖν εὑρέθῃ τις, ἐξ ὧν ἀπερχόμενος ταῦτα λέγει, φοβούμενος τόν Θεόν, ἀποκρίνεται λέγων αὐτῷ· "Μνησθείη σου ὁ Θεός τῆς ἀγάπης, ἀδελφέ μου· τί γάρ καί βλέπεις εἰς ἐμέ ἀγαθόν;". Ὁ δέ· "Καί τί, φησίν, οὐκ ἔχεις σύ τῶν καλῶν; Ποῖος γάρ οὕτω πραῢς, εὐλαβής, σοφός, γνωστικός, ἄπλαστος καί τό μεῖζον πάντων πατρός σπλάχνα κεκτημένος, πρός πάντας φιλάδελφος ὤν;" Ταῦτα δέ λέγων πρός τό γεύσασθαι ἀποβλέπεται μετ᾿ αὐτοῦ. Ὀ δέ πνευματικός ἀδελφός ὁμιλεῖ αὐτῷ κατά τήν δοθεῖσαν αὐτῷ χάριν τά πρός σωτηρίαν ψυχῆς καί, ὅσον τό ἐφ᾿ ἑαυτόν τούς ἐπαίνους αὐτοῦ ἀπωθούμενος, διορθοῦται τόν ἀδελφόν. Εἰ δέ μή τοιοῦτος εὑρεθῇ, ἀλλ᾿ ἀπ᾿ ἐναντίας σαρκικός καί ἀστήρικτος, εὐθύς φυσιοῦται ἐν ἑαυτῷ ὑπό τῶν ἐπαίνων ἐκείνου καί ἀποκριθείς λέγει πρός αὐτόν· "Καί τί κρεῖσσον τῆς ἀγάπης, ὦ πάτερ καί ἀδελφέ; ὄντως οὐδέν· καί μακάριος ὁ ταύτην κτησάμενος", καί ἄλλα τινά, ὅσα οἶδε τόν κόλακα ἀποδέχεσθαι καί πρός εὐφημίαν αὐτοῦ διερεθίζειν. Εἶτα ὥσπερ τοῖς ἐπιπλάστοις ἐπαίνοις καταθελγόμενος, νοός κουφότητι χαυνωθείς ὁ τοιοῦτος, εἰ μέν τῶν εὐπόρων ἐστίν, αὐτίκα οὐδ᾿ ὑποχωρῆσαι τοῦτον ἐᾷ, ἀλλ᾿ ἀξιοῖ συνεστιασθῆναι αὐτόν αὐτῷ, καί βρώμασιν αὐτόν δεξιούμενος κενούς ἐπαίνους ἀντιλαμβάνει, τούς εἰς ἀέρα μέν διαλυομένους, βλάβην δέ οὐ τήν τυχοῦσαν τῇ αὐτοῦ προξενοῦντας ψυχῇ. Εἰ δ᾿ οὖν ἀλλά μετά τάς πολλάς καί ἀνωφελεῖς ὁμιλίας λέγει αὐτῷ· (69) "Μηδέν μοι μέμψῃ, ἀδελφέ. Οἶδεν ἡ ἀγάπη, οὐδέν ἔχω ἄξιόν σου, ἵνα σύν ἐμοί τροφῆς μεταλάβῃς. Ἀλλ᾿ ἐπεί τοιαύτην διάθεσιν καί ἀγάπην πρός ἡμᾶς τούς ταπεινούς κέκτησαι, ἔχομεν ἀπό τοῦ νῦν κοινῶς καί φιλικῶς καταπολαύειν ὧν ἄν ἐπιχορηγήσῃ Κύριος ἡμῖν εἰς βρῶσιν, καί συνευφραίνεσθαί σοι". Ἔκτοτε οὖν παρεμπίπτει ἐν ἑκατέροις τούτοις φροντίς ἀνεξάλειπτος, καί οὐ παύονται πόρους ἐπιζητοῦντες, ὅθεν ἄν καί προσγένηται αὐτοῖς διά τῆς τῶν βρωμάτων δαψιλείας τήν δοκοῦσαν ἀγάπην βεβαιότερον ἐμπεδώσασθαι.

Οὕτω τοίνυν μετά πάντων προφάσει ἀγάπης, μᾶλλον δέ ἀπάτης συνδήσας ἑαυτόν τοῖς πᾶσι, ποτέ μέν αὐτός ἄλλον, ποτέ δέ τῶν ἄλλων ὁ καθ᾿ εἷς αὐτόν προσκαλούμενος, οὐκ ἐπιλείπει αὐτόν τράπεζα καί εὐθηνία τῶν εἰς τρυφήν χορτασμάτων εἰς κόρον, καί οὕτω γίνεται χοῖρος καί δεσμεῖται ταῖς ἡδοναῖς καί θεραπεύει ἐνδελεχῶς τήν γαστέρα, ὀκνῶ γάρ εἰπεῖν καί τά αὐτοῦ ὑπογάστρια. ∆ιό καί μετ᾿ ἐπιτηδεύσεως ἐκ τῶν ἐράνων γαστριζόμενος καθ᾿ ἑκάστην τῆς ἑσπέρας ἐρχομένης μετά τήν τῶν ἀποδειπνίων ἀκολουθίαν εἰς τό κελλίον αὐτοῦ ἀπερχόμενος, λέγει τῷ ὑπουργοῦντι αὐτῷ· "Ἴδε, ταπεινέ, τῷ δίψει συνέχομαι. Ἀλλά θερμόν εὐτρεπίσας, δός μοι πιεῖν καί ἀναψῦξαι τῆς δίψης". Ἐκεῖνος οὖν, ὡς ἐξ ἔθους