he was about to show, leading them again through this to a higher estimation. 114 Jo 21, 17 Since he asked him a third time, making the question equal in number to the denial, coming to the memory of that he was grieved, both thinking this very thing <about> that and fearing about the future, lest perhaps something of the sort should befall him. Because of which he was also greatly grieved; for if it were not great, the evangelist would not have mentioned the grief, but as something that was great and worthy of not being passed over in silence. He was grieved therefore and his thoughts were troubled, being tossed by the triple waves from despondency. Wherefore he also flees to the only unswept harbor of calm and says, "You, Lord, know all things, you know that I love you." But the Master, both by saying again, "Feed my sheep," and by what followed, wiped away all his grief and despondency.
ἔμελλεν ἐπιδείκνυσθαι κἀκείνους αὖ διὰ ταύτης εἰς ὑψηλοτέραν ἄγων ὑπόληψιν. 114 Jo 21, 17 Ἐπειδὴ τρίτον ἠρώτησεν αὐτὸν ἰσάριθμον τῇ ἀρνήσει ποιούμενος τὴν ἐρώτησιν, εἰς ἀνάμνησιν ἐκείνης ἐλθὼν ἐλυπήθη καὶ αὐτὸ τοῦτο <περὶ> ἐκείνης ἐννοήσας καὶ περὶ τοῦ μέλλοντος δεδοικὼς ὡς μή τι ἄρα τοιοῦτον αὐτῷ ἐπισυμπέσῃ. δι' ὃ καὶ σφόδρα ἐλυπήθη· οὐ γὰρ ἂν εἰ μὴ σφόδρα, ἐμέμνητο λύπης ὁ εὐαγγελιστής, ἀλλ' ὡς πολλῆς γεγενημένης καὶ τοῦ μὴ σιγηθῆναι ἀξίας. ἐλυπήθη οὖν καὶ συνεταράχθη τοὺς λογισμοὺς ταῖς ἀπὸ τῆς ἀθυμίας τρικυμίαις κλυδωνιζόμενος. διὸ καὶ πρὸς μόνον τὸν ἄκλυστον τῆς γαλήνης λιμένα καταφεύγει καὶ σύ, φησίν, κύριε, πάντα οἶδας, σὺ γινώσκεις, ὅτι φιλῶ σε. ὁ δὲ δεσπότης καὶ διὰ τοῦ πάλιν εἰπεῖν βόσκε τὰ πρόβατά μου καὶ διὰ τῶν ἐφεξῆς πᾶσαν αὐτοῦ τὴν λύπην καὶ ἀθυμίαν ἀπετρίψατο.