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day, tell me? Because the night is more grievous to me than the day; for it does not grant me a release from my labors, but an intensification, and disturbances, and confusions. And recounting this very thing, he said, You frighten me with dreams, and terrify me with visions; for he was horrified by this, seeing dreadful sights in the night, and enduring unbearable fear, and much ecstasy, and astonishment; and what was given to others for rest, was for him rather an intensification of his misfortunes. "And my body is clothed in the filth of worms; and I melt clods of earth, scraping them from the discharge." And by saying, I melt clods of earth, he shows that, no longer with a potsherd, as it seems to me, having been afflicted, but with earth he then did this. Through all these things, however, 64.600 he instructs his friends, both concerning endurance, and concerning rejecting the notion that he suffers because of sin, so that from the excess of his pains they might understand that he is not so wicked as to suffer such things; for they ought to have considered their own circumstances, and thus known those of Job. For the unceasing pains, and the discharge, and the worms, showed endurance and courage at the same time. "And my life is lighter than speech. [But the others have rendered it, a runner.] And it is destroyed in empty hope. [But Symmachus, my days were spent, there being no hope.]" Perhaps the phrase, My life is lighter than speech, can signify the temporary nature of life, that it is not fixed, but is dissolving, just like speech. And it can also denote pain to an extreme degree, and that the things of his labors have come to him unto death. And the phrase, Lighter than a runner, means that just as they, before they stop, leap away; so also glory, before it arrives, flies away. And my life, he says, is destroyed in empty hope. Why? Because I have suffered, and have received no reward; because I am in misfortunes, and have no good end. Then, having left off the conversation with his friends, for the rest he turns in the midst to prayer, and says: "For if a man goes down into Hades, he will no longer come up, nor will he return to his own house, nor will his place know him any more." For this reason it is especially worthy to admire the righteous man, that knowing nothing about resurrection, he was in pain, but bore it nobly. For that he did not know anything clear about the mystery of the rebirth from the dead, is clear from this: For to the one who has once, he says, gone down into Hades through death, it is no longer given, having come back to life again, to return to his own house; but not even a memory of him will be left, having become invisible from the living; for it is not possible for one who has died to rise again. "I said, that my bed will comfort me. [But Symmachus, will console.] And I will bring up a private word to myself on my couch. [But Theodotion, My couch will support me in my meditation.] You frighten me with dreams, and terrify me with visions." What happened to the righteous man alone, this happened to no other; for he did not even have the consolation from the night, but the apparition of nocturnal fears was a greater addition to the terrors of the day. For that he endured more grievous things in his sleep, hear what he says, Why do you frighten me with dreams, and terrify me with visions? What man of iron, what adamant, would have endured such terrible things; 64.601 For if each of these things is unbearable by itself, consider how much disturbance they raised coming together; but nevertheless he endured all these things, and in all that befell him, he did not sin, not even with his lips; and this, having no interval in his misfortunes, but being disturbed by his sufferings both by night and by day. I omit to speak of the terrors by day, but not even the night provided him release; wherefore he said, You terrify me with visions, and even, I say, at the time of relief, when I expect to meditate a little with my thoughts, and to get sleep and rest, dreadful dreams come upon me; and this happens especially and naturally to those who during the day

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ἡμέραν, εἰπέ μοι; Ὅτι μοι τῆς ἡμέρας χαλεπωτέρα ἡ νύξ· οὐ γὰρ ἀτέλειάν μοι παρέχει τῶν πόνων, ἀλλ' ἐπίτασιν, καὶ θορύβους, καὶ ταραχάς. Καὶ τοῦτο αὐτὸ διηγούμενος, ἔλεγεν, Ἐκφοβεῖς με ἐνυπνίοις, καὶ ἐν ὁράμασι καταπλήσσεις· καὶ γὰρ ἐξεδεῖμα τοῦτο, φοβερὰς ὄψεις ὁρῶν ἐπὶ τῆς νυκτὸς, καὶ φόβον ἀφόρητον ὑπομένων, ἔκστασίν τε πολλὴν, καὶ κατάπληξιν· καὶ ἡ τοῖς ἄλλοις δοθεῖσα πρὸς ἀνάπαυσιν, τούτῳ μᾶλλον ἐπίτασις ἦν τῶν συμφορῶν. «Φύρεται δέ μου τὸ σῶμα ἐν σαπρίᾳ σκωλήκων· τήκω δὲ βώλακας γῆς ἀπὸ ἰχῶρος ξύων.» ∆ιὰ δὲ τοῦ εἰπεῖν, Τήκω βώλακας γῆς, δηλοῖ, ὡς οὐκέτι ὀστράκῳ, ὡς ἐμοὶ δοκεῖ, ταλαιπωρηθεὶς, ἀλλὰ γῇ λοιπὸν τοῦτο ἐποίει. ∆ιὰ πάντων μέντοι 64.600 παιδεύει τοὺς φίλους, καὶ περὶ καρτερίας, καὶ περὶ τοῦ ἀπώσασθαι τὴν διάληψιν, ὅτι δι' ἁμαρτίας πάσχει, ὅπως ἐκ τῆς ὑπερβολῆς τῶν πόνων ἐννοήσωσιν, ὅτι οὐχ οὕτως ἐστὶ φαῦλος, ὥστε τοιαῦτα πάσχειν· ἔδει γὰρ αὐτοὺς ἐννοῆσαι τὰ καθ' ἑαυτοὺς, καὶ οὕτω γνῶναι τὰ περὶ τοῦ Ἰώβ. Ἀκατάπαυστοι γὰρ ὀδύναι, καὶ ἰχὼρ, καὶ σκώληκες, καρτερίαν ἅμα καὶ ἀνδρείαν ἐδείκνυον. «Ὁ δὲ βίος μού ἐστιν ἐλαφρότερος λαλιᾶς. [Οἱ δὲ λοιποὶ, δρομέως, ἐξέδωκαν.] Ἀπόλωλε δὲ ἐν κενῇ ἐλπίδι. [Ὁ δὲ Σύμμαχος, αἱ ἡμέραι μου ἀνηλώθησαν, μὴ οὔσης ἐλπίδος.]» Τάχα δὲ τὸ, Ὁ βίος μου ἐλαφρότερος λαλιᾶς, δύναται μὲν τὸ πρόσκαιρον τοῦ βίου σημαίνειν, ὅτι οὐκ ἔστιν ἑστηκὼς, ἀλλὰ λυόμενος, ὥσπερ ἡ λαλιά. ∆ύναται δὲ καὶ τὴν εἰς ὑπερβολὴν ὀδύνην δηλοῦν, καὶ τὸ ἄχρι θανάτου ἥκειν αὐτῷ τὰ τῶν πόνων. Τὸ δὲ, Ἐλαφρότερος δρομέως, ὅτι ὥσπερ ἐκεῖνοι, πρὶν ἢ στῆναι, μεταπηδῶσιν· οὕτω καὶ ἡ δόξα, πρὶν ἢ παραγενέσθαι, ἀφίπταται. Ἀπόλωλε δὲ ἐν κενῇ, φησὶν, ἐλπίδι ὁ βίος μου. ∆ιὰ τί; ὅτι ἐταλαιπώρησα, καὶ μισθὸν οὐκ ἔλαβον· ὅτι ἐν συμφοραῖς, καὶ οὐδὲν ἔχω τέλος χρηστόν. Εἶτα ἐάσας τὴν πρὸς τοὺς φίλους διάλεξιν, εἰς εὐχὴν τὸ λοιπὸν διὰ μέσου τρέπεται, καί φησι· «Ἐὰν γὰρ ἄνθρωπος καταβῇ εἰς ᾅδην, οὐκέτι μὴ ἀναβῇ, οὐδ' οὐ μὴ ἐπιστρέψῃ εἰς τὸν ἴδιον οἶκον, οὐδ' οὐ μὴ ἐπιγνῷ αὐτὸν ἔτι ὁ τόπος αὐτοῦ.» Ἄξιον διὰ τοῦτο μάλιστα θαυμάζειν τὸν δίκαιον, ὅτι περὶ ἀναστάσεως οὐδὲν ἐπιστάμενος, ὠδυνᾶτο μὲν, ἔφερε δὲ γενναίως. Ὅτι γὰρ οὐκ ᾔδει τι σαφὲς περὶ τοῦ μυστηρίου τῆς ἐκ νεκρῶν παλιγγενεσίας, ἐντεῦθεν δῆλον· Τῷ γὰρ ἅπαξ, φησὶ, διὰ θανάτου εἰς τὸν ᾅδην κατελθόντι, οὐκέτι δέδοται πάλιν ἀναβιώσαντι, εἰς τὸν ἴδιον οἶκον ἐπαναστρέφειν· ἀλλ' οὐδὲ μνήμη τούτου περιλειφθήσεται, ἀφανοῦς ἐκ ζώντων γενομένου· τὸν γὰρ ἀποθανόντα ἀναστῆναι οὐχ οἷόν τε. «Εἶπα, ὅτι παρακαλέσει με ἡ κλίνη μου. [Ὁ δὲ Σύμμαχος, παρηγορήσει.] Ἀνοίσω δὲ πρὸς ἐμαυτὸν ἰδίᾳ λόγον τῇ κοίτῃ μου. [Ὁ δὲ Θεοδοτίων, Συμβαστάσει με ἐν τῇ ἀδολεσχίᾳ μου ἡ κοίτη μου.] Ἐκφοβεῖς με ἐνυπνίοις, καὶ ἐν ὁράμασί με καταπλήσσεις.» Ὅπερ ἐπὶ τοῦ δικαίου συνέβη μόνου, τοῦτο ἐν ἑτέρῳ οὐδενί· οὐδὲ γὰρ τὴν ἀπὸ τῆς νυκτὸς εἶχε παραμυθίαν, ἀλλὰ τῶν μεθ' ἡμέραν δεινῶν προσθήκη μείζων ἦν ἡ τῶν νυκτερινῶν φόβων φαντασία. Ὅτι γὰρ χαλεπώτερα ἐν τοῖς ὕπνοις ὑπέμενεν, ἄκουσον τί φησι, ∆ιατί ἐκφοβεῖς με ἐνυπνίοις, καὶ ἐν ὁράμασί με καταπλήσσεις; Ποῖος σιδηροῦς ἄνθρωπος, ποῖος ἀδάμας, τοσαῦτα ἂν ὑπέμεινε δεινά· 64.601 Εἰ γὰρ καὶ καθ' ἑαυτὸ τούτων ἕκαστον ἀφόρητον, ἐννόησον, ὁμοῦ συνελθόντα πόσον ἤγειρε θόρυβον· ἀλλ' ὅμως ἐκεῖνος ἅπαντα ταῦτα ὑπήνεγκε, καὶ ἐν ἅπασι τοῖς συμβεβηκόσιν αὐτῷ, οὐχ ἥμαρτεν, οὐδὲ ἐν τοῖς χείλεσιν αὐτοῦ· καὶ ταῦτα, μηδὲν διάλειμμα ἔχων ἐν ταῖς συμφοραῖς, ἀλλὰ καὶ νύκτωρ, καὶ μεθ' ἡμέραν, ὑπὸ τῶν παθῶν ταραττόμενος. Ἐῶ λέγειν τὰ μεθ' ἡμέραν δεινὰ, ἀλλ' οὐδὲ ἡ νὺξ αὐτῷ παρεῖχεν ἀτέλειαν· διὸ ἔλεγεν, Ἐν ὁράμασί με καταπλήσσεις, καὶ αὐτὸν, φημὶ τῆς ἀνέσεως τὸν καιρὸν, ὅτε προσδοκῶ μικρὸν ἀδολεσχῆσαί μου τοῖς λογισμοῖς, καὶ ὕπνου τυχεῖν καὶ ἀναπαύσεως, φοβερά μοι τὰ ἐνύπνια ἐφίσταται· συμβαίνει δὲ τοῦτο μάλιστα καὶ φυσικῶς τοῖς μεθ' ἡμέραν