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Likewise he also smokes and overcooks their pulses, throwing everything unwashed and uncleaned into the pots, and he throws salt in them beyond measure, making them brine, and he allows their warm food to be lukewarm so that, being disgusted, they may be disturbed to vomit up the food; and if a brother says something to him or sends something to be cooked and prepared, he says shamelessly: "Does he not spare? What master commanded his slave! Woe, let him not eat until I approach or prepare it!". And so, while he does this in all things, he is found leaping forward and running to only those services and duties where he knows he has a way to steal something or to pilfer; and if he is not preferred above all others, he is openly grieved and secretly grumbles to those like him, being afflicted; but when he is commanded for such tasks, he rises as if from the dead and as from Hades and immediately his face brightens and his eyes become cheerful. And even if out of great wickedness he wishes to dissemble so as not to be condemned, not even so is he able to escape the notice of those who see him; for when from nowhere else but from his not grumbling or delaying a little, as it was his custom to do in all services (121), he is recognized. For he is altogether afraid to say anything in this, lest another be sent off in his place and he be left with nothing to do.

Since, therefore, both of these are so, and the one is subject in the obedience of a good soul and a humbled heart, without sloth, without grumbling, without deceit, without theft, without causing scandal, while the other does the opposite of these, as it is written, if death, coming, should snatch them both, and on that fearful day that wicked one, I say, standing naked and ashamed on the left, looking up, should see on the right the one who was once tonsured with him and ate with him and drank with him, his peer, of the same trade, who is altogether like Christ himself in great glory, what then will he be able to say or utter at all? Truly, my brothers, nothing! But groaning and trembling and gnashing his teeth he will depart into the eternal fire. Thus therefore each one of us sinners will be condemned by each one of the saints, just as the unbelievers by the believers, and those who have sinned but have not repented will be condemned by those who have perhaps sinned more and have repented fervently.

For this reason I exhort and beg all of you, that if you know that you are doing some evil and sinning and wounding and destroying your own souls, you should even from now on correct yourselves and each of you show repentance worthy of his sins and strive in every way to stand at the right hand of our Savior and God. And as many as (122) are conscious of stumbling in some small things, cast these too from yourselves with vehement speed, lest for these small things you too be placed on the left, as all Scripture testifying says, and do not hold and reckon these as nothing and small, but as great. For he who stumbles willingly in small things, while abstaining from great sins, will be condemned more severely, because having conquered the greater things, he was overcome by the lesser. For one passion alone is sufficient for our destruction, as I said above and brought forward to you the holy apostles themselves, John I mean and James, for a testimony. And that I may show you the faithfulness of the argument by an example, I will ask you this.

He who has the battle against ten men or even against twelve, brothers, in engaging in war with them, if he should at once from the first attack turn and, having wounded, strike down all their champions and braver men, but seeing one or two of these, more wretched or weaker, left afterwards and approaching him from afar with fear and flattery, not having hurried

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ὡσαύτως καί τό ὄσπριον αὐτῶν καπνίζει καί παρακαίει αὐτά, ἐμβάλλων πάντα ἄπλυτα καί ἀκαθάριστα εἰς τάς χύτρας, καί ἅλας ἐν αὐτοῖς ὑπέρ τό μέτρον βάλλει ποιῶν ἅλμην αὐτά, τό δέ θερμόν αὐτῶν χλιαρόν εἶναι ἐᾷ ἵνα ἀηδεσθέντες ἐκταραχθῶσιν ἐμέσαι τά βρώματα· ἐάν δέ εἴπῃ αὐτῷ ἀδελφός ἤ καί ἀποστείλῃ τι πρός τό ἑψῆσαι καί εὐτρεπίσαι αὐτό, λέγει ἀναισχύντως· "Οὐ φείδεται; Ἐκέλευσε τίνα κῦρι τόν δοῦλον αὐτοῦ! Οὐά, ἕως τότε μή φάγῃ, ἕως οὗ ἐγώ ἐγγίσω ἤ εὐτρεπίσω αὐτά!". Καί οὕτως ἐπί πᾶσι ποιοῦντος αὐτοῦ, εἰς μόνας ἐκείνας εὑρίσκεται προπηδῶν καί ἐπιτρέχων διακονίας ὁμοῦ καί δουλείας, ἔνθα γινώσκει ὁδόν ἔχειν αὐτόν κλέψαι τι ἤ νοσφίσασθαι· καί ἐάν μή μᾶλλον παρά πάντας προτιμηθῇ, φανερῶς λυπεῖται καί κρυπτῶς πρός τούς ὁμοίους αὐτοῦ καταγογγύζει θλιβόμενος· ὅταν δέ ἐπί τοῖς τοιούτοις ἐπιταγῇ, ὡς ἀπό νεκρῶν καί ὡς ἀπό τοῦ ᾅδου ἐγείρεται καί εὐθύς γάνυται τῷ προσώπῳ καί οἱ ὀφθαλμοί αὐτοῦ χαροποιοί γίνονται. Κἄν ἀπό πολλῆς πονηρίας ὑποκρίνεσθαι βουληθῇ διά τό μή καταγνωσθῆναι, ἀλλ᾿ οὐδ᾿ οὕτω λαθεῖν τούς ὁρῶντας δύναται· ὅταν γάρ ἄλλοθεν οὐδαμόθεν ἀλλ᾿ ἐκ τοῦ μή γογγύσαι ἤ ἀναβαλέσθαι μικρόν, ὡς ἐν πάσαις διακονίαις (121) ποιεῖν ἔθος ἦν αὐτῷ, διαγινώσκεται. Φοβεῖται γάρ ὅλως ἐν ταύτῃ εἰπεῖν τι, ἵνα μή ἄλλος ἀντ᾿ ἐκείνου ἀπολυθῇ καί καταλειφθῇ οὗτος ἄπρακτος.

Τούτων οὖν οὕτως ἐχόντων τῶν ἀμφοτέρων καί τοῦ μέν ὑποτασσομένου ἐν ὑπακοῇ ψυχῆς ἀγαθῆς καί τεταπεινωμένῃ καρδίᾳ ἀόκνως, ἀγογγύστως, ἀδόλως, ἀκλόπως, ἀσκανδαλίστως, τοῦ δέ τά ἐναντία τούτων ποιοῦντος, ὡς γέγραπται, ἐάν ἐλθών ὁ θάνατος ἁρπάσῃ ἀμφοτέρους αὐτούς, καί ἐν τῇ φοβερᾷ ἡμέρᾳ ἐκείνῃ γυμνός καί κατῃσχυμένος ἐξ ἀριστερῶν ἱστάμενος ὁ πονηρός ἐκεῖνος λέγω , ἀποβλεψάμενος ἴδῃ ἐν τοῖς δεξιοῖς τόν ποτε μετ᾿ αὐτοῦ συναποκαρέντα καί συνεσθίοντα καί συμπίνοντα, τόν ὁμοήλικα, τόν ὁμότεχνον, ὅλον ὡς ἐκεῖνον αὐτόν τόν Χριστόν ἐν μεγάλῃ δόξᾳ ὑπάρχοντα, τί τότε ὅλως ἰσχύσει εἰπεῖν ἤ φθέγξασθαι; Ὄντως, ἀδελφοί μου, οὐδέν! Ἀλλἀ στένων καί τρέμων καί τούς ὀδόντας βρύχων ἀπελεύσεται εἰς τό αἰώνιον πῦρ. Οὕτως οὖν ἕκαστος ἡμῶν τῶν ἁμαρτωλῶν ὑπό ἑκάστου τῶν ἁγίων κατακριθήσεται, ὥσπερ οἱ ἄπιστοι ὑπό τῶν πιστῶν καί οἱ ἁμαρτήσαντες μέν, μή μετανοήσαντες δέ, ὑπό τῶν πλείονα ἴσως ἁμαρτησάντων καί θερμῶς μετανοησάντων κατακριθήσονται.

∆ιά τοῦτο παρακαλῶ καί δέομαι ὑμῶν πάντων, ἵνα εἰ ἐπίστασθε ἑαυτούς πονηρόν τι ποιεῖν και ἐξαμαρτάνειν καί τάς ἰδίας ὑμῶν τιτρώσκειν καί ἀπολύειν ψυχάς, κἄν ἀπό τοῦ νῦν διορθώσησθε καί μετάνοιαν ἀξίαν τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων αὐτοῦ ἕκαστος ὑμῶν ἐπιδείξησθε καί παντί τρόπῳ σπουδάσητε ἐκ δεξιῶν στῆναι τοῦ Σωτῆρος ἡμῶν καί Θεοῦ. Ὅσοι δέ (122) μικρά τινα σφάλλεσθαι ἑαυτούς συγγινώσκετε, μετά σφοδρᾶς καί ταῦτα τῆς ταχύτητος ἀπορρίψατε ἀφ᾿ ἑαυτῶν, ἵνα μή διά τά μικρά ταῦτα ἐξ ἀριστερῶν καί ὑμεῖς, ὡς πᾶσα Γραφή διαμαρτυρουμένη λέγει, σταθήσησθε, καί μή ὡς μηδαμινά καί μικρά, ἀλλ᾿ ὡς μεγάλα ταῦτα καί ἔχετε καί λογίζεσθε. Ὁ γάρ εἰς τά μικρά σφάλλων ἑκουσίως, τῶν δέ μεγάλων ἁμαρτημάτων ἀπεχόμενος, περισσοτέρως κατακριθήσεται, ὅτι τῶν μειζόνων κρατήσας ὑπό τῶν ἐλαττόνων ἐκυριεύθη. Ἀρκεῖ γάρ εἰς ἀπώλειαν καί ἕν μόνον ἡμῖν πάθος, καθώς ἀνωτέρω εἶπον καί αὐτούς ὑμῖν τούς ἁγίους ἀποστόλους, Ἰωάννην φημί καί Ἰάκωβον, εἰς μαρτυρίαν παρήγαγον. Ἵνα δέ καί διά παραδείγματος ὑμῖν δείξω τό τοῦ λόγου πιστόν, τοῦτο ὑμᾶς ἐρωτήσω.

Ὁ πρός δέκα ἄνδρας ἔχων τήν μάχην ἤ καί πρός δώδεκα, ἀδελφοί, ἐν τῷ συμβαλεῖν πόλεμον μετ᾿ αὐτῶν, ἐάν τούς προμάχους μέν καί ἀνδρειοτέρους αὐτῶν ἀθρόως ἐκ πρώτης προσβολῆς ἅπαντας τρέψῃ καί τρώσας καταβάλῃ, ἕνα δέ ἤ καί δύο ἐκ τούτων ταλαιπωροτέρους ἤ καί ἀσθενεστέρους ὕστερον καταλειφθέντας ἰδών καί μετά φόβου καί κολακείας ἐπερχομένους αὐτῷ ἀπό μακρόθεν, οὐ σπεύσας