51

you shall not be in need". And again: "Possess God and you will not need a book", and this he showed by his own works, having written a book out of his own labor, or rather out of the Spirit dwelling in him, being uninitiated in the learning of letters, and we too confess, bearing witness together with our holy father and not hiding the benefit out of reluctance lest we be thought boasters by some, that just as a certain cistern of flowing water, so our holy father partook of the fullness of our Lord Christ and was filled with the grace of His Spirit, which is living water; and just as again from the cistern someone takes to his fill the water that has over-abounded and is overflowing outside, so we too, from our holy father, have seen and received and drunk the grace that has ever over-abounded and overflowed from him, and with it we have washed our eyes, our hands and our very feet, then also we have bathed our whole selves with our whole body and the soul itself (134) with that immortal water. O strange and wonderful mystery, brothers.

And do not disbelieve this; for the word is not mine alone, nor did it happen to me alone, but listen to the evangelist John, what he says concerning this water, or rather of the Son and Word of the living God Himself, from whom John too has been enriched with the word: "For he who drinks," he says, "of this water - the sensible water, clearly - will thirst again; but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never thirst, but it will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life." And interpreting this, the evangelist says: "Now this he said about the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were to receive." For through such water wickedness is washed out from the soul like filth; but without it, having labored much he will gain nothing. For this reason, since we are utterly unable to hide the talent of our Lord and not to announce the gift of God that has come to us, we openly confess the mercy of God, that we the unworthy were insatiably filled from the water which we received from God through our father and were insatiably satisfied to the glory of His holy name, and according to the power that is in us, as the least and unprofitable, we have glorified and now glorify God, who glorified our holy father and through our father, us, the humble and unworthy. Therefore, let no one think me to be lying and speaking against my own soul and against my father, considering me a boaster and a babbler; for I know that God will destroy all who speak falsehood, and divine Paul teaches me to do this (135), saying, "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who is blessed forever, I am telling the truth and not lying. I know a man fourteen years ago" and the rest, and again: "Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might understand the things freely given us by God, which we also speak." For what would I gain for myself or for my holy father from these praises at all? Absolutely nothing. But just as I have spoken above concerning the other saints, I profited them nothing by my words, but stirred the hearers to zeal and urged them to the imitation of those men, so also concerning the holy Symeon I will not cease speaking, and since a necessity is laid upon me, I speak unwillingly also concerning our unworthy selves. For the unbelief of the many who say, to the harm of those who hear, that there cannot be anyone of such a kind now, nor one who by his works is deemed worthy of the charisms given to those men of old, compels me even against my will to say and to make public things which I never wished to say

51

οὐ δεηθήσῃ". Καί πάλιν· "Θεόν κτῆσαι καί οὐ δεηθήσῃ βιβλίου", καί τοῦτο ἐδήλωσεν ἐξ ἔργων αὐτῶν, βιβλίον ἐκ τοῦ ἰδίου κόπου, μᾶλλον δέ ἐκ τοῦ ἐνοικήσαντος αὐτῷ Πνεύματος συγγραψάμενος, μαθήσεως γραμμάτων ὑπάρχων ἀμύητος, ὁμολογοῦμεν δέ καί ἡμεῖς, συμμαρτυροῦντες τῷ ἁγίῳ ἡμῶν πατρί καί μή κρύπτονες τήν εὐεργεσίαν φειδοῖ τοῦ μή νομισθῆναι ἀλαζόνας ἡμᾶς παρά τισιν, ὅτι ὥσπερ δεξαμενή τις ἀπορρέοντος ὕδατος, οὕτως ὁ ἅγιος πατήρ ἡμῶν ἐκ τοῦ πληρώματος μετέλαβε τοῦ ∆εσπότου ἡμῶν Χριστοῦ καί ἐπλήσθη τῆς χάριτος τοῦ Πνεύματος αὐτοῦ, ὅπερ ἐστίν ὕδωρ ζῶν· ὥσπερ δέ πάλιν ἀπό τῆς δεξαμενῆς τό ὑπερπλεονάσαν καί ἔξωθεν ὑπερεκχυνόμενον ὕδωρ λαμβάνει τις εἰς κόρον, οὕτω καί ἡμεῖς ἐκ τοῦ πατρός ἡμῶν τοῦ ἁγίου τήν ὑπερπλεονάσασαν καί ὑπερεκχυνομένην ἀεί ἐξ αὐτοῦ χάριν εἴδομεν καί ἐλάβομεν καί ἐπίομεν καί τάς ὄψεις ἐξ αὐτοῦ ἐνιψάμεθα, τάς χεῖρας καί τούς πόδας αὐτούς, εἶτα καί ὅλοι ὅλῳ τῷ σώματι ἐλουσάμεθα καί αὐτήν (134) τήν ψυχήν μετά τοῦ ἀθανάτου ὕδατος ἐκείνου. Ὤ μυστηρίου ξένου καί θαυμαστοῦ, ἀδελφοί.

Καί μή ἀπιστήσητε τοῦτο· οὐ γάρ ἐμοῦ μόνου ὁ λόγος ἤ ἐπ᾿ ἐμοί μόνῳ γέγονε, ἀλλ᾿ ἄκουε τοῦ εὐγγελιστοῦ Ἰωάννου, τί περί τοῦ ὕδατος τούτου φησί, μᾶλλον δέ αὐτοῦ τοῦ Υἱοῦ καί Λόγου τοῦ ζῶντος Θεοῦ, παρ᾿ οὗ καί Ἰωάννης τόν λόγον πεπλούτηκεν· "Ὁ πίνων γάρ, φησίν, ἐκ τοῦ ὕδατος τούτου - τοῦ αἰσθητοῦ δηλονότι, διψήσει πάλιν· ὅστις δέ πίῃ ἐκ τοῦ ὕδατος οὗ ἐγώ δώσω αὐτῷ, οὐ μή διψήσῃ πώποτε, ἀλλά γενήσεται ἐν αὐτῷ πηγή ὕδατος ἁλλομένου εἰς ζωήν αἰώνιον". Καί ἑρμηνεύων τοῦτο ὁ εὐαγγελιστής φησι· "Τοῦτο δέ ἔλεγε περί τοῦ Πνεύματος, οὗ ἔμελλον λαμβάνειν οἱ πιστεύοντες εἰς αὐτόν". ∆ιά τοῦ τοιούτου γάρ ὕδατος ὥσπερ ῥύπος ἡ πονηρία ἐκπλύνεται ἀπό τῆς ψυχῆς· ἄνευ δέ τούτου πολλά πονήσας ὠφελήσει οὐδέν. ∆ιά δέ τοῦτο καί μή δυνάμενοι ὅλως ἡμεῖς τό τάλαντον τοῦ ∆εσπότου ἡμῶν κρύπτειν καί τήν γινομένην εἰς ἡμᾶς τοῦ Θεοῦ δωρεάν μή ἀναγγέλλειν, φανερῶς ὁμολογοῦμεν τό ἔλεος τοῦ Θεοῦ, ὅτι ἐνεπλήσθημεν ἀπλήστως οἱ ἀνάξιοι ἐκ τοῦ ὕδατος οὗ ἐλάβομεν διά τοῦ πατρός ἡμῶν ἀπό τοῦ Θεοῦ καί ἐκορέσθημεν ἀκορέστως εἰς δόξαν τοῦ ὀνόματος αὐτοῦ τοῦ ἁγίου, καί κατά τόν ἐνόν ἡμῖν τῆς δυνάμεως, ὡς ἔσχατοι καί ἀχρεῖοι, ἐδοξάσαμεν καί νῦν δοξάζομεν τόν Θεόν, τόν δοξάσαντα τόν πατέρα ἡμῶν τόν ἅγιον καί διά τοῦ πατρός ἡμῶν τούς ταπεινούς καί ἀναξίους ἡμᾶς. Μή οὖν οἰηθείη μέ τις ψεύδεσθαι καί κατά τῆς ἐμῆς ψυχῆς καί κατά τοῦ ἐμοῦ πατρός φθέγγεσθαι, κομπολόγον με καί τορνολόγον ἡγούμενος· εἰδώς γάρ εἰμι ὅτι ἀπολεῖ ὁ Θεός πάντας τούς λαλοῦντας τό ψεῦδος, καί τοῦτο (135) ποιεῖν με Παῦλος ὁ θεῖος διδάσκει, "Εὐλογητός ὁ Θεός " λέγων, "καί Πατήρ τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, ὁ ὤν εὐλογητός εἰς τούς αἰῶνας, ἀλήθειαν λέγω καί οὐ ψεύδομαι. Οἶδα ἄνθρωπον πρό ἐτῶν δεκατεσσάρων " καί τά ἑξῆς, καί πάλιν· "Ἡμεῖς δέ οὐ τό πνεῦμα τοῦ κόσμου ἐλάβομεν, ἀλλά τό Πνεῦμα τό ἐκ τοῦ Θεοῦ, ἵνα ἴδωμεν τά ὑπό τοῦ Θεοῦ χαρισθέντα ἡμῖν, ἅ καί λαλοῦμεν". Τί δέ καί ἐμαυτόν ὠφελήσαιμι ἤ τόν ἐμόν πατέρα τόν ἅγιον ἐκ τῶν ἐπαίνων κἄν ὅλως; Πάντως οὐδέν. Ἀλλά καθάπερ περί τῶν λοιπῶν ἁγίων ἄνωθεν εἰρηκώς, ἐκείνους μέν ἐκ τῶν λόγων οὐδέν ὠφέλησα, τούς δέ ἀκροατάς πρός ζῆλον διήγειρα καί πρός τήν ἐκείνων παρώτρυνα μίμησιν, οὕτω καί περί τοῦ ἁγίου Συμεών καί λέγων οὐ παύσομαι, ἀνάγκης δέ μοι ἐπικειμένης μή βουλόμενος λέγω καί περί ἡμῶν αὐτῶν τῶν ἀναξίων. Ἡ γάρ τῶν πολλῶν ἀπιστία τῶν λεγόντων εἰς βλάβην τῶν ἀκουόντων, μή δύνασθαι εἶναί τινα τοιοῦτον ἄρτι μήτε τοῖς ἔργοις εἰς τάς τῶν ἐκείνοις δοθέντων χαρισμάτων καταξιούμενον, ἀναγκάζει με καί ἄκοντα λέγειν ἅ λέγειν οὐ ἐβουλόμην οὐδέποτε καί δημοσιεύειν