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love or to show others at all the ways of salvation, not because the matter is contrary to the command of God, but rather because it is even well-pleasing to Him, but nevertheless I am unworthy of such a spiritual undertaking, wherefore I, the humble one, am afraid, lest that Davidic saying be most fittingly spoken of me: "But to the sinner God said: Why do you declare my statutes, and take up my covenant in your mouth? But you have hated instruction, and have cast my words behind you".

(142) But let us see, if you please, who is he who hates instruction and who is he who casts His words behind him. He who does not obey the laws of God hates the instruction from the words of the Lord and stops his ears from hearing the word of the final retribution of sinners or of that eternal fire and the torments of Hades and that eternal condemnation, from which it is not possible for one who has once fallen into its punishments to escape. And he who does not with all the strength and power of his soul have the commandments of God always before his eyes and keep them, but despises them, preferring and doing the opposite of them, is he who casts the words behind him. And that I may make the subject of this discourse clear to you from one example, when God commands and cries out explicitly: "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand" and again: "Strive to enter through the narrow gate", but the one who hears these things not only does not choose to repent and to force himself to enter through the narrow gate, but passing all the days of his life in distraction and dissipation of soul, adding evils to his own evils every hour and seeking relaxation of body and care beyond what is necessary, which is a sign of the wide and broad way and not of the narrow and afflicted way that leads to eternal life, thus, therefore, such a person also casts the words of God behind him and does his own will, or rather that of the devil.

(143) Which I, the wretched one, being the first to fulfill, and lying in a pit of mire and being aware of my own evils, I cry out from below, shouting and addressing all who pass by outside: "Stay far away from this most terrible pit, brothers, and walk the straight way, which is Christ! And let no one turn to the right or to the left and fall in here with me, the all-wretched and unfortunate, and be deprived of heavenly goods along with the earthly ones". But since through his many devices the all-evil devil and enemy of our souls throws most, or even almost all together, into such a pit, having gathered them as it were, at times, and it is also through this one thing, I mean attachment to relatives, which the enemy also uses as a rope, binding it upon the neck of each one, he leads and drags about all who have accepted such a bond, into dreadful cliffs and pits of difficult and unforgivable sins and drowns them in the very pit of despair, and having brought them down to the bottom of Hades and bound them, he leaves them, let us flee, beloved, from this destruction, I beseech you.

For he cunningly implants and artfully produces despair in such people to such an extent that they neither think they have fallen into despair, nor are persuaded by the divine Scriptures, nor indeed do they consider trustworthy those who speak to them about such things, but they place everything second to their own prudence or rather, foolishness and insensibility, and being bound by the neck they remain indifferent, (144) which is worse than any despair. For it is one thing to

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ἀγάπην ἤ κἄν ὅλως ἄλλοις ὑποδεικνύειν τάς τῆς σωτηρίας ὁδούς, οὐχ ὡς ἐναντίου ὄντος τοῦ πράγματος τῇ τοῦ Θεοῦ ἐντολῇ, μᾶλλον μέν οὖν καί εὐπροσδέκτου ὑπάρχοντος αὐτῷ, ἀλλ᾿ ὅμως ἐμοῦ ἀναξίου τυγχάνοντος τοῦ τοιούτου πνευματικοῦ ἐγχειρήματος, διό καί δέδοικα, ὁ ταπεινός, μή καί ἐπ᾿ ἐμοί τό ∆αυιτικόν ἐκεῖνο προσφορώτατα λεχθήσεται ῥῆμα· "Τῷ δέ ἁμαρτωλῷ εἶπεν ὁ Θεός· Ἵνα τί σύ ἐκδιηγῇ τά δικαιώματά μου καί ἀναλαμβάνεις τήν διαθήκην μου διά στόματός σου; σύ δέ ἐμίσησας παιδείαν καί ἐξέβαλες τούς λόγους μου εἰς τά ὀπίσω".

(142) Ἀλλ᾿ ἴδωμεν, εἰ δοκεῖ, τίς ἐστιν ὁ μισῶν παιδείαν καί τίς ὁ ἐκβάλλων τούς λόγους αὐτοῦ εἰς τά ὀπίσω. Ὁ μή πειθόμενος τοῖς τοῦ Θεοῦ νόμοις μισεῖ τήν ἐκ τῶν λόγων τοῦ Κυρίου παιδείαν καί βύει τά ὦτα αὐτοῦ τοῦ μή ἀκοῦσαι λόγον τῆς ἐσχάτης ἀνταποδόσεως τῶν ἁμαρτωλῶν ἤ τοῦ πυρός ἐκείνου τοῦ αἰωνίου καί τῶν κολάσεων τοῦ ᾅδου καί τῆς κατακρίσεως τῆς αἰωνίου ἐκείνης, ἀφ᾿ ἧς οὐκ ἔνι διαδρᾶσαι τόν ἅπαξ ἐμπεσόντα εἰς τάς τιμωρίας αὐτῆς. Ὁ δέ μή πάσῃ ἰσχύϊ καί δυνάμει ψυχῆς τάς ἐντολάς τοῦ Θεοῦ πρό τῶν ὀφθαλμῶν αὐτοῦ ἔχων ἀεί καί φυλάττων αὐτάς, ἀλλά καταφρονῶν μέν αὐτῶν, προτιμῶν δέ τά ἐναντία τούτων καί ποιῶν αὐτά, ἔστιν ὁ ἐκβάλλων τούς λόγους εἰς τά ὀπίσω. Καί ἵνα ἐξ ἑνός σαφές ὑμῖν ποιήσω τό τοῦ λόγου προκείμενον, ὅταν ὁ μέν Θεός προστάσσῃ καί διαρρήδην βοᾷ· "Μετανοεῖτε, ἤγγικε γάρ ἡ βασιλεία τῶν οὐρανῶν" καί πάλιν· "Σπουδάσατε εἰσελθεῖν διά τῆς πύλης τῆς στενῆς", ὁ δέ ταῦτα ἀκούων οὐ μόνον οὐ προαιρεῖται μετανοεῖν καί βιάσασθαι ἑαυτόν εἰσελθεῖν διά τῆς στενῆς πύλης, ἀλλά διερχόμενος πάσας τάς ἡμέρας τῆς ζωῆς αὐτοῦ ἐν μετεωρισμῷ καί διαχύσει ψυχῆς, προστιθείς τοῖς ἑαυτοῦ κακοῖς καθ᾿ ὥραν κακά καί ἄνεσιν σώματος καί θεραπείαν ὑπέρ τήν δέουσαν χρείαν ἐπιζητῶν, ὅπερ τῆς πλατείας μᾶλλον καί εὐρυχώρου ὁδοῦ σημεῖόν ἐστι καί οὐχί τῆς στενῆς καί τεθλιμμένης, τῆς φερούσης εἰς τήν ζωήν τήν αἰώνιον, οὕτω τοίνυν καί ὁ τοιοῦτος ἐκβάλλει τοῦ Θεοῦ τούς λόγους εἰς τά ὀπίσω καί τά ἑαυτοῦ θελήματα, μᾶλλον δέ τά τοῦ διαβόλου, ποιεῖ.

(143) Ἅ κἀγώ πρῶτος, ὁ ταλαίπωρος, ἐκπληρῶν καί ἐν λάκκῳ βορβόρου κείμενος καί ἐν αἰσθήσει ὑπάρχων τῶν ἰδίων κακῶν, βοῶ κάτωθεν κράζων καί τούς ἔξωθεν παριόντας ἅπαντας προσφωνῶν· "Πόρρω που τοῦ δεινοτάτου τούτου λάκκου γίνεσθε, ἀδελφοί, καί τήν εὐθεῖαν ὁδόν, ἥτις ἐστίν ὁ Χριστός, πορεύεσθε! Καί μηδείς ἐκκλίνῃ δεξιᾷ ἤ ἀριστερᾷ καί ὧδε σύν ἐμοί τῷ παναθλίῳ καί δυστυχεῖ ἐμπεσεῖται καί στερηθείη μετά τῶν ἐπιγείων καί τά ἐπουράνια ἀγαθά". Ἐπειδή δέ διά πολλῶν τῶν ἑαυτοῦ μηχανημάτων ὁ παμπόνηρος διάβολος καί ἐχθρός τῶν ψυχῶν ἡμῶν εἰς τό τοιοῦτον βάραθρον τούς πλείονας ἤ καί σχεδόν ἅπαντας ὁμοῦ, οἱονεί συμφορήσας, κατά καιρούς ἀπορρίπτει, ἔστι δέ καί διά μιᾶς ταύτης, τῆς πρός τούς συγγενεῖς λέγω προσπαθείας, ᾗ καί ὡς σχοινίῳ χρώμενος, ὁ ἐχθρός ἐφ᾿ ἑνός ἑκάστου τραχήλῳ ἀποδεσμῶν ἄγει καί συνπεριάγει πάντας τούς τόν τοιοῦτον καταδεξαμένους δεσμόν, εἰς κρημνούς φρικτούς τε καί βάραθρα ἁμαρτημάτων χαλεπά καί ἀσύγγνωστα καί εἰς αὐτόν καταποντίζει τόν τῆς ἀπογνώσεως λάκκον, καί ἐν πυθμένι ᾅδου καταβιβάσας καί ἐνδεσμήσας ἀφίησι, φύγωμεν, ἀγαπητοί, τόν ὄλεθρον τοῦτον, παρακαλῶ.

Πανούργως γάρ ἐνριζοῖ ἐν τοῖς τοιούτοις καί σεσοφισμένως ἐμποιεῖ τήν ἀπόγνωσιν ἐπί τοσοῦτον, ὡς μήτε νομίζειν τούτους ἐν ἀπογνώσει γενέσθαι, μήτε πείθεσθαι ταῖς θείαις Γραφαῖς, μήτε μήν πιστούς ἡγεῖσθαι τούς περί τοιούτων λέγοντας πρός αὐτούς, πάντα δέ δεύτερα τῆς ἑαυτῶ τιθέναι φρονήσεως ἤ μᾶλλον εἰπεῖν ἀφροσύνης καί ἀναισθησίας, καί δεδεμένους ὄντας ἀπό τοῦ τραχήλου ἀναλγήτους (144) διακεῖσθαι, ὅπερ χεῖρον πάσης ἐστίν ἀπογνώσεως. Ἄλλο γάρ τό εἰς