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immortal" -, which may we all attain by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever. Amen.

Concerning the energies of the Holy Spirit. And what is the contemplation of

His mysteries. And how they are revealed to the pure in heart. And a beneficial introductory narration about a certain novice, who received the Holy Spirit through the prayers of his spiritual

father.

Discourse 16. (231) Brothers and fathers and children, a certain younger man narrated to me, saying that:

Being a novice under a venerable father, equal in stature to the great and lofty saints, and hearing from him often of the divine illuminations from heaven that occur in those who struggle, and of the abundance of light and of the converse of God through him with men, I was amazed. And I had—he says—such a desire and love for such a good thing, that in my thought for it I would forget all things earthly and heavenly, and not only this but also all food and drink and every kind of bodily relaxation. But this saint among saints, being great and adorned with the charismatic gift of foresight, seeing me unhesitatingly fulfilling only what was commanded to me by him and neither eating nor drinking, but being pensive throughout and as if consumed by some poison, having immeasurable compassion, (232) he commanded me with a penance, and unwillingly I would eat; for I feared—he says—the judgment of disobedience. Therefore, as much food as I partook of, the more I was inflamed and could not bear the constraint, so as to pour out tears like a river and thus often rise from the table. For I, being insensible, thought that he was hindering my purpose, not knowing what kind of innermost pain I had, and being in such a state I, wretched man, was ignorant that he even knew the secret thoughts of my heart. For this will be made clear through what follows.

On one occasion, then, it happened that we entered the city, in which he also had his dwelling, in order to visit his spiritual children. So, having spent the whole day with them—for he benefited many just by his appearance—, coming in the evening to the cell and as if from much labor and heat having become quite hungry and very thirsty—for he was nowhere in the habit of taking sleep, although it was the summer season and he himself was an old man, having reached about sixty years of age—, having sat down to partake of bread, I did not eat. For my body was completely exhausted. For I was reasoning that if I partook of food and drink, I would not be able to stand at all in my prayer for the search of what I longed for. Thinking these things—he says—I sat as if in a trance.

Therefore, the saint, seeing me and considering the labor which I had labored with him, and knowing the reason, since he was adorned with the gift of insight, as has been said, for which I was enduring these things, was moved to much compassion and says to me with a penance: "Eat, child, and drink and do not be grieved from this point on. (233) For if God did not wish to have mercy on you, He would not have been pleased to come to us." So we ate—he says—and drank, even more than was needed; for he also ate, complying with my weakness. Then when the table was cleared, he says to me: "Know, child, that neither by fasting, nor

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ἀθάνατος" -, ἧς γένοιτο πάντας ἡμᾶς ἐπιτυχεῖν χάριτι τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, ᾧ ἡ δόξα εἰς τούς αἰῶνας. Ἀμήν.

Περί τῶν ἐνεργειῶν τοῦ Πνεύματος τοῦ Ἁγίου. Καί τίς ἡ θεωρία τῶν

μυστηρίων αὐτοῦ. Καί ὅπως τοῖς καθαροῖς τήν καρδίαν ἀποκαλύπτονται. Καί διήγησις ἐκ προοιμίων ἐπωφελής περί τινος ὑποτακτικοῦ, λαβόντος Πνεῦμα Ἅγιον ταῖς εὐχαῖς τοῦ πνευματικοῦ

αὐτοῦ πατρός.

Λόγος Ιστ΄. (231) Ἀδελφοί καί πατέρες καί τέκνα, νεώτερός τις διηγήσατό μοι λέγων ὅτι·

Ὑποτακτικός τυγχάνων πατρός τιμίου καί ἰσοστασίου τῶν μεγάλων καί ὑψηλῶν ἁγίων, ἀκούων παρ᾿ αὐτοῦ πολλάκις θείας οὐρανόθεν γινομένας ἐν τοῖς ἀγωνιζομένοις ἐλλάμψεις, φωτός τε πλῆθος καί ὁμιλίαν Θεοῦ δι᾿ αὐτοῦ πρός ἀνθρώπους, ἐθαύμαζον. Καί τοσαύτην εἶχον - φησί-τήν ἐπιθυμίαν καί τόν ἔρωτα τοῦ τοιούτου καλοῦ, ὥστε τῇ ἐννοίᾳ τῇ πρός αὐτό πάντων τῶν ἐπιγείων καί ἐπουρανίων ἐπιλανθάνεσθαί με, οὐ μόνον δέ ἀλλά καί πάσης βρώσεώς τε καί πόσεως καί σωματικῆς παντοίας ἀνέσεως. Μέγας δέ ὑπάρχων ὁ ἐν ἁγίοις ἅγιος οὗτος καί τῷ προορατικῷ κεκοσμημένος χαρίσματι, βλέπων με ἀδιστάκτως ἐπιτελοῦντα μόνα τά παρ᾿ αὐτοῦ μοι ἐπιτασσόμενα καί μήτε ἐσθίοντα μήτε πίνοντα, ἀλλά σύννουν ὄντα δι᾿ ὅλου καί ὡς ὑπό τινος ἰοῦ δαπανώμενον, συμπάθειαν κεκτημένος ἀμέτρητον, (232) προσέταττέ μοι μετ᾿ ἐπιτιμίου, καί μή βουλόμενος ἤσθιον· ἐφοβούμην γάρ - φησί-τό κρίμα τῆς παρακοῆς. Ὅσον οὖν τροφῆς μετελάμβανον, πλεῖον ἐφλεγόμην καί τήν ἀνάγκην οὐκ ἔφερον, ὡς καί ποταμηδόν ἐκχέειν με τά δάκρυα καί οὕτω τῆς τραπέζης πολλάκις ἀνίστασθαι. Ἐδόκουν γάρ ὁ ἀναίσθητος ὅτι ἐμποδίζει μου τήν πρόθεσιν, μή εἰδώς οἶον ἔχων πόνον ἐνδότατον, καί οὕτως ἔχων ἠγνόουν ὁ ἄθλιος ὅτι καί τούς λογισμούς ἐγίνωσκε τούς κρυπτούς τῆς καρδίας μου. Τοῦτο γάρ διά τῶν ἑξῆς δηλωθήσεται.

Ἐν μιᾷ οὖν συνέβη ἡμῖν ἐν τῇ πόλει εἰσελθεῖν, ἐν ᾗ καί τήν κατοίκησιν εἶχε, πρός τό τούς πνευματικούς αὐτοῦ ἐπισκέψασθαι παῖδας. ∆ι᾿ ὅλης τοίνυν τῆς ἡμέρας ἐν αὐτοῖς διατρίψαντες - πολλούς γάρ ὠφέλει καί μόνον φαινόμενος , ἑσπέρας ἐλθόντες ἐν τῷ κελλίῳ καί ὥσπερ ἀπό τοῦ πολλοῦ κόπου καί καύματος πρόσπεινοι γεγονότες καί ἔκδιψοι - οὐδαμοῦ γάρ εἶχεν ἔθος ὕπνου μεταλαμβάνειν, καίπερ θερινῆς οὔσης τῆς ὥρας καί αὐτός γέρων ὤν, ὡς περί τά ἑξήκοντα ἐληλακώς ἔτη , καθεσθέντες πρός τό μεταλαβεῖν ἄρτου, ἐγώ οὐκ ἤσθιον. Ἤμην γάρ τῷ σώματι πλήρης κατάκοπος. Ἐλογιζόμην γάρ ὅτι, εἰ μεταλάβω τροφῆς καί πόσεως, οὐ μή δυνηθῶ ἐν τῇ εὐχῇ μου στῆναι τό σύνολον πρός τήν τοῦ ποθουμένου ζήτησιν. Ταῦτα - φησίν ἐννοῶν, ἐκαθεζόμην ὥσπερ ἐξεστηκώς.

Ὁ οὖν ἅγιος ἰδών με καί τόν κόπον ὅν μετ᾿ αὐτοῦ ἐκοπίασα ἀναλογισάμενος καί γνούς τήν αἰτίαν, οἷα δή τῷ διορατικῷ κεκοσμημένος, ὥσπερ εἴρηται, χαρίσματι, δι᾿ ἥν ταῦτα ὑπέμενον, εἰς συμπάθειαν ἐκινήθη πολλήν καί λέγει μοι μετ᾿ ἐπιτιμίου· "Φάγε, τέκνον, καί πίε καί μή λυποῦ ἀπό τοῦ παρόντος. (233) Εἰ γάρ μή ἤθελεν ὁ Θεός ἐλεῆσαί σε, οὐκ ἄν ηὐδόκησεν ἐλθεῖν πρός ἡμᾶς". Ἐφάγομεν οὖν - φησί - καί ἐπίομεν καί ὑπέρ τήν χρείαν· ἤσθιε γάρ τῇ ἐμῇ κἀκεῖνος ἐξακολουθῶν ἀσθενείᾳ. Εἶτα τῆς τραπέζης ἀρθείσης φησί πρός ἐμε· "Γίνωσκε, τέκνον, ὅτι οὔτε νηστείᾳ, οὔτε