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the multitude of love and the height of the greatest benefaction. For I am able neither to speak with my mouth nor to comprehend with my mind the infinity of the vision".

"But you tell me, O most venerable father and brother," I said, "the workings of what was seen by you more clearly and more distinctly." And that sweet man, full of the divine Spirit and deemed worthy of contemplation, most kindly and with a honey-sweet voice quickly answered: "It gladdens, father, when it appears and wounds when it is hidden. And it comes near me and carries me up to the heavens. It is a pearl. And the light clothes me and it appears to me as a star and is uncontainable by all things. It flashes like the sun and I perceive creation held together in it, it shows me all things in it and commands me to keep my proper measures. I am contained by a roof and walls and it opens the heavens to me. I lift my eyes (236) to see the things there with my senses and I see everything as it was before. I marvel at what has happened and I hear a voice speaking to me mystically from above: ‘These are riddles and preludes, for you will not see the perfect until you are clothed in the flesh. But return to yourself and see that you do not do anything of those things that deprive you of what is here. And if you should stumble, as a reminder of humility, but do not desist from practicing repentance. For it, united with my love for mankind, erases both past and present offenses’."

Having heard these things from him, fathers and brothers, I was nearly beside myself and I became all trembling, understanding immediately to what a height of contemplation and knowledge he had at once ascended from only his love and faith toward his spiritual father, and of what good things he was deemed worthy to see and enjoy from the very beginning, as if he had already cast off human weakness and become an angel from among men.

Therefore, I beseech you, brothers in Christ, let us cast far from ourselves every attachment and every care of the present life, let us hate the pleasures of the flesh, the well-being of the body, ease and idleness, through which the worse prevails against the better; come, let us take up sincere faith towards God and our fathers and teachers according to God, let us acquire a contrite heart, a humbled disposition of soul and a pure heart through tears and repentance from every spot and stain of sin, (237) so that we too may be deemed worthy to attain someday to such measures quickly and to see and enjoy the ineffable good things from here on of the divine light, even if not perfectly, but in part and as much as we have capacity according to the proportion of our purification. For thus we shall both unite ourselves to God and God would be united to us, and to those who draw near we shall be light and salt and a great benefit in Christ Jesus our Lord, to whom be glory for ever. Amen.

Concerning contemplation and revelation and illumined prayer. And how one who is seized by the love of God and has attained to the depth of humility is moved by the Holy Spirit.

Discourse 17. (238) Brothers and fathers, great is the condescension and love of God for mankind. Wherefore, being astonished at the ineffable goodness of God, I cry out thus in amazement: "O wonder of astonishment and power of God's commandments, what sort of people they make those who do and keep them! "

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πλῆθος τοῦ ἔρωτος καί τῆς μεγίστης εὐεργεσίας τό ὕψος. Ἐγώ γάρ οὔτε λέγειν διά στόματος δύναμαι οὔτε νῷ καταλαβεῖν τό ἀπέραντον τῆς ὁράσεως".

"Ἀλλ᾿ εἰπέ μοι σύ, ὦ σεβασμιώτατε πάτερ καί ἀδελφέ, ἔφην ἐγώ, τάς τοῦ ὁραθέντος σοι ἐνεργείας τρανότερον καί σαφέστερον". Ὁ δέ γλυκύς ἐκεῖνος καί πλήρης Πνεύματος θείου καί θεωρίας ἠξιωμένος προσηνεστάτῃ καί μελιρρύτῳ φωνῇ τάχιστα ἀπεκρίνατο· "Εὐφραίνει, πάτερ, φαινόμενον καί τιτρώσκει κρυπτόμενον. Καί πλησίον μου γίνεται καί εἰς οὐρανούς ἀναφέρει με. Μαργαρίτης ἐστί. Καί τό φῶς ἐπενδύει με καί ὡς ἄστρον μοι φαίνεται καί ὑπάρχει τοῖς πᾶσιν ἀχώρητον. Ἀπαστράπτει ὡς ἥλιος καί τήν κτίσιν συνεχομένην κατανοῶ ἐν αὐτῷ, τά ἐν αὐτῇ πάντα δεικνύει μοι καί φυλάσσειν προστάττει μοι τά μέτρα τά ἴδια. Συνέχομαι ὑπό στέγης καί τοίχων καί τούς οὐρανούς διανοίγει μοι. Τούς ὀφθαλμούς μου αἴρω (236) αἰσθητῶς τά ἐκεῖσε θεάσασθαι καί πάντα βλέπω καθώς ὑπῆρχον τό πρότερον. Θαυμάζω τό γεγονός καί ἀκούω φωνῆς μυστικῶς λεγούσης μοι ἄνωθεν· ῾Ταῦτα αἰνίγματά εἰσι καί προοίμια, τό γάρ τέλειον οὐ θεάσῃ ἕως τήν σάρκα ἐνδέδυσαι. Ἀλλά πρός ἑαυτόν ἐπίστρεφε καί βέπε μή τι πράξῃς τῶν τά ἐνταῦθα ἀποστερούντων σε. Εἰ δέ καί παρασφαλεῖς, εἰς ὑπόμνημα ταπεινώσεως, ἀλλά μή ἀποστῇς τῆς μετανοίας ἐπιμελούμενος. Αὕτη γάρ καί τά προγεγονότα καί τά γινόμενα πταίσματα, τῇ ἐμῇ φιλανθρωπίᾳ ἑνουμένη, ἐξαφανίζει᾿."

Ταῦτα τοίνυν ἀκηκοώς ἐγώ ἐξ αὐτοῦ, πατέρες καί ἀδελφοί, μικροῦ δεῖν ἐξέστην καί ὅλος σύντρομος ἐγενόμην, ἐννοήσας ἐξαυτῆς εἰς ὅσον εὐθύς ὕψος θεωρίας ἀνῆλθε καί γνώσεως ἐκ μόνης τῆς πρός τόν πνευματικόν πατέρα αὐτοῦ ἀγάπης καί πίστεως καί οἵων ἠξιώθη ἐκ προοιμίων τῶν ἀγαθῶν ἰδεῖν καί ἀπολαῦσαι, ὡς ἤδη τήν ἀνθρωπίνην ἀσθένειαν ἀποβαλλόμενος καί ἄγγελος γεγονώς ἐξ ἀνθρώπων.

∆ιά τοῦτο οὖν παρακαλῶ ὑμᾶς, ἐν Χριστῷ ἀδελφοί, ἀπορρίψωμεν μακράν ἀφ᾿ ἑαυτῶν πᾶσαν σχέσιν καί πᾶσαν μέριμναν τῆς παρούσης ζωῆς, μισήσωμεν τάς ἡδονάς τῆς σαρκός, τήν εὐπάθειαν τοῦ σώματος, τήν ἄνεσιν καί ἀργίαν, δι᾿ ὧν ἰσχύει τό χεῖρον κατά τοῦ κρείττονος· δεῦτε, ἀναλαβώμεθα πίστιν εἰλικρινῆ πρός τόν Θεόν καί τούς κατά Θεόν πατέρας καί διδασκάλους ἡμῶν, κτησώμεθα συντετριμμένην καρδίαν, τεταπεινωμένον τό φρόνημα τῆς ψυχῆς καί καθαράν τήν καρδίαν διά δακρύων καί μετανοίας ἀπό παντός σπίλου καί ῥύπου τῆς ἁμαρτίας, (237) ἵνα καί ἡμεῖς ἀξιωθῶμεν ἐλάσαι ποτέ εἰς μέτρα συντόμως τοιαῦτα καί ἰδεῖν καί ἀπολαῦσαι τῶν ἀπορρήτων ἀγαθῶν ἔνθεν ἤδη τοῦ θείου φωτός, εἰ καί μή τελείως, ἀλλ᾿ ἐκ μέρους καί ὅσον χωροῦμεν κατά τήν ἀναλογίαν τῆς καθάρσεως ἡμῶν. Οὕτω γάρ καί ἑαυτούς ἑνώσομεν τῷ Θεῷ καί ὁ Θεός ἑνωθείη ἡμῖν καί τοῖς ἐγγίζουσιν ἐσόμεθα φῶς καί ἅλας καί εἰς μεγάλην ὠφέλειαν ἐν Χριστῷ Ἰησοῦ τῷ Κυρίῳ ἡμῶν, ᾧ ἡ δόξα εἰς τούς αἰῶνας. Ἀμήν.

Περί θεωρίας καί ἀποκαλύψεως και πεφωτισμένης εὐχῆς. Καί ὅπως ὁ ὑπό τῆς ἀγάπης κατασχεθείς τοῦ Θεοῦ καί εἰς βάθος ταπεινοφροσύνης

ἐλάσας, ἐνεργεῖται ὑπό τοῦ Πνεύματος τοῦ Ἁγίου.

Λόγος ΙΖ΄. (238) Ἀδελφοί καί πατέρες, πολλή ἡ συγκατάβασις καί ἡ φιλανθρωπία Θεοῦ πρός

ἀνθρώπους. ∆ιό καί ἐκπληττόμενος εἰς τήν τοῦ Θεοῦ ἄφατον ἀγαθότητα, οὕτω πως καταπληκτικόν ἀνακράζω· "Ὤ θαύματος ἔκπληξις καί ἐντολῶν Θεοῦ δύναμις, οἵους ἀπεργάζονται τούς ποιοῦντας καί φυλάσσοντας αὐτάς! "