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for the sake of much love and faith. But if, being frightened as a man, you should say: "I do not know the man," but weep again bitterly (279) for this after these things and be not swallowed up by despair; and I am persuaded that he himself will be the first to draw you to himself. And if you see him being crucified as a criminal and suffering at the hands of criminal men, if possible, die with him; but if not, do not add yourself to the evil ones as an evil man and a traitor, nor partake with them of innocent blood, but as one who is cowardly and faint-hearted, having for a short time abandoned the shepherd, keep faith in him. If he is freed from his bonds, approach him again and reverence him more as a martyr; but if he dies with the temptations, boldly ask for his body and honor it even more than when you stood by him while he was alive, and having anointed it with myrrh, bury it lavishly. For even if not on the third day, yet at the last he will rise again with all. But believe that he stands with boldness before God even though you laid his body in the tomb and without hesitation invoke his intercession; and he will help you here and will guard you from all adversaries, and he will receive you when you depart from the body and prepare for you the one eternal abode.

If after all the things that have been said, he calls you aside, and exhorts you to be still and says: "Sit here without going out until you are clothed with power from on high," obey with firm hope and insatiable joy. (280) Such a teacher, my brother, is without falsehood and is true. For the same power of the All-Holy Spirit will come upon you now also, not appearing visibly in the form of fire nor with a great sound and a mighty wind - for these things happened then for the sake of the unbelievers, but it will be seen by you intellectually in the form of noetic light with all tranquility and gladness, which is a prelude of the eternal and first light and is a reflection and radiance of the everlasting blessedness. When this appears, then, every passionate thought vanishes and every passion of the soul is driven away, every bodily illness receives its healing. Then the eyes of the heart are cleansed, and they see what is written in the beatitudes. Then the soul, seeing as in a mirror even its small faults, is carried down into an abyss of humility, and understanding the greatness of the glory, is filled with all joy and gladness, and being astounded at the unexpectedness of the miracle, it releases springs of tears. And thus the whole person is changed and knows God and is first known by Him. For this alone makes a person despise all things earthly and heavenly, both present and future, both grievous and joyous, and it makes him at once a friend of God and a son of the Most High and a god, as far as is possible for humans.

Therefore I have written these things to your love, so that what you once requested from my wretchedness, you may have in writing and read whenever you wish. (281) And if you believe that the All-Holy Spirit commands these things to you through us for your benefit and profit, all things will happen in sequence as we have said, and whatever we have omitted, for they are many, Christ himself will teach you through himself.

But if they seem to you unbelievable and not pleasing, forgive me for advising what I have learned, and you follow all the better things you know; but take care, my brother, lest you unwittingly follow even worse things. For truly rare, and especially now, are those who know how to shepherd well and heal rational souls. For many perhaps have feigned fasting and vigilance and a pious habit, or have even acquired it in deed, and most find it easy to memorize much and teach through words, but very few are found who can cut out the passions with a scalpel and acquire the all-encompassing virtues inalienably. And by all-encompassing virtues we mean humility, the destroyer of the passions and the cause of heavenly and

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τῆς πολλῆς ἀγάπης καί πίστεως ἕνεκα. Εἰ δέ καί ὡς ἄνθρωπος πτοηθείς εἴπῃς· "Οὐκ οἶδα τόν ἄνθρωπον", ἀλλά κλαῦσον πάλιν μετά ταῦτα πικρῶς (279) ὑπέρ τούτου καί μή τῇ ἀπογνώσει καταποθῇς· καί πέπεισμαι ὅτι ἐκεῖνος πρῶτός σε πρός ἑαυτόν ἐφελκύσεται. Κἄν σταυρούμενον ἴδῃς αὐτόν ὡς κακοῦργον καί παρά κακούργων ἀνθρώπων πάσχοντα, εἰ δυνατόν συναπόθανον· εἰ δέ μή, μή προστεθῇς τοῖς κακοῖς ὡς κακός καί προδότης, μηδέ κοινωνήσῃς μετ᾿ αὐτῶν ἀθώου αἵματος, ἀλλ᾿ ὡς δειλός καί μικρόψυχος βραχύ τι τόν ποιμένα καταλιπών, τήν εἰς αὐτόν πίστιν φύλαξον. Ἐάν ἀφεθῇ τῶν δεσμῶν, πάλιν πρόσελθε καί ὡς μάρτυρα πλεῖον σεβάσθητι· εἰ δέ συναποθάνῃ τοῖς πειρασμοῖς, τό σῶμα αὐτοῦ παρρησιαζόμενος ζήτησον καί τίμησον περισσότερον μᾶλλον ἤ ὅτε ἐμψυχωμένῳ παρίστασο, καί μύροις ἀλείψας πολυτελῶς ἐνταφίασον. Εἰ γάρ καί μή τριήμερος, ἀλλ᾿ ἔσχατος μετά πάντων ἐξαναστήσεται. Πίστευε δέ ὅτι μετά παρρησίας παρίσταται τῷ Θεῷ κἄν τῷ τάφῳ το σῶμα τούτου κατέθηκας καί ἀδιστάκτως ἐπικαλοῦ τήν πρεσβείαν αὐτοῦ· καί βοηθήσει σοι ἐνταῦθα καί ἐκ πάντων φυλάξει σε τῶν ἐναντίων, καί ὑποδέξεταί σε ἐν τῷ ἐκδημεῖν σε ἀπό τοῦ σώματος καί μόνην αἰωνίαν ἑτοιμάσει σοι.

Ἐάν μετά τά προειρημένα ἅπαντα κατ᾿ ἰδίαν καλέσας σε, ἡσυχάσαι προτρέψηται καί εἴπῃ· "Καθέζου ὧδε ἀπρόϊτος ἕως οὗ ἐνδύσῃ δύναμιν ἐξ ὕψους", μετ᾿ ἐλπίδος βεβαίας καί χαρᾶς ἀπληρώτου ἐπάκουσον. (280) Ἀψευδής, ἀδελφέ μου, καί ἀληθινός ὑπάρχει ὁ τοιοῦτος διδάσκαλος. Ἐπελεύσεται γάρ ἡ ἴση τοῦ Παναγίου Πνεύματος ἐπί σέ καί νῦν δύναμις, οὐκ ἐν εἴδει πυρός αἰσθητῶς φαινομένη οὐδέ μετά ἤχου πολλοῦ καί πνοῆς βιαίας - ταῦτα γάρ διά τούς ἀπίστους τότε γεγόνασιν , ἀλλ᾿ ἐν εἴδει φωτός νοητοῦ μετά πάσης γαλήνης καί θυμηδίας νοερῶς σοι ὀφθήσεται, ὅπερ προοίμιόν ἐστι τοῦ αἰωνίου καί πρώτου φωτός καί ἀπαύγασμα καί λαμπηδών ὑπάρχει τῆς ἀϊδίου μακαριότητος. Τούτου τοίνυν φανέντος πᾶς ἐμπαθής λογισμός ἀφανίζεται καί πᾶν πάθος ψυχικόν ἀπελαύνεται, πᾶσα νόσος σωματικήν τήν ἴασιν δέχεται. Τότε οἱ ὀφθαλμοί τῆς καρδίας καθαίρονται, καί ὁρῶσιν ὅπερ ἐν τοῖς μακαρισμοῖς γέγραπται. Τότε ὡς ἐν ἐσόπτρῳ βλέπουσα ἡ ψυχή καί τά μικρά ἑαυτῆς σφάλματα εἰς ἄβυσσον καταφέρεται ταπεινώσεως, καί τῆς δόξης κατανοοῦσα τό μέγεθος πάσης χαρᾶς καί εὐφροσύνης ἐμπίπλαται, καί τό παρ᾿ ἐλπίδα τοῦ θαύματος ἐκπληττομένη πηγάς δακρύων ἀφίησι. Καί οὕτως ὅλως ἀλλοιοῦται ὁ ἄνθρωπος καί γινώσκει Θεόν καί ὑπ᾿ αὐτοῦ γινώσκεται πρῶτον. Αὕτη γάρ μόνη πάντων ἐπιγείων καί οὐρανίων, ἐνεστώτων τε ὁμοῦ καί μελλόντων, θλιβερῶν τε καί χαροποιῶν, ποιεῖ καταφρονεῖν τόν ἄνθρωπον, ὅν καί φίλον ἅμα Θεῷ καί υἱόν Ὑψίστου καί Θεόν, ὅσον ἐφικτόν ἀνθρώποις, αὐτόν ἀπεργάζεται.

Ταῦτα τοιγαροῦν ἔγραψα τῇ ἀγάπῃ σου, ἵνα ἅπερ ἠξίους πρός ἅπαξ παρά τῆς ἐμῆς ἀθλιότητος, ταῦτα ἔχων ἐγγράφως ἀναγινώσκεις ὅτε θελήσειας. (281) Ἐάν δέ καί πιστεύσῃς οἰκονομικῶς σοι καί συμφερόντως ταῦτα δι᾿ ἡμῶν τό Πανάγιον Πνεῦμα ἐντέλλεσθαι, πάντα κατά ἀκολουθίαν γενήσονται καθώς περ ἔφημεν, καί ὅσα ἡμεῖς παρελίπομεν, καί γάρ πολλά εἰσιν, αὐτός σε δι᾿ ἑαυτοῦ διδάξειεν ὁ Χριστός.

Εἰ δέ ἄπιστα καί οὐκ ἀρεστά σοι φανήσονται, σύγγνωθί μοι ἅπερ μεμάθηκα συμβουλεύοντι, καί σύ ἀκολούθει πᾶσιν οἷς ἐπίστασαι κρείττοσι· βλέπε δέ, ἀδελφέ μου, μήπως ἀβουλήτως ἀκολουθήσῃς καί χείροσι. Σπάνιοι γάρ ὡς ἀληθῶς καί μάλιστα ἄτρι οἱ καλῶς ποιμαίνειν καί ἰατρεύειν ψυχάς λογικάς ἐπιστάμενοι. Νηστείαν γάρ καί ἀγρυπνίαν καί σχῆμα εὐλαβείας πολλοί ἴσως προσεποιήσαντο ἤ καί ἔργῳ ἐκτήσαντο, καί τό πολλά ἀποστηθίζειν καί διά λόγων διδάσκειν οἱ πλείονες εὐχερῶς ἔχουσιν, εἰς δέ τό καλυθμῷ ἐκκόψαι τά πάθη καί τάς περιεκτικάς ἀρετάς ἀναφαιρέτους κτήσασθαι πάνυ ὀλίγοι εὑρίσκονται. Περιεκτικάς δέ ἀρετάς λέγομεν ταπείνωσιν, τήν τῶν παθῶν ἀναιρέτην καί πρόξενον τῆς οὐρανίου καί