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And after these things, he related to our holy father what astonished both the holy father himself and us, and not only that, but also amazed all those who heard these things after his death. For none of us expected such a treasure of purity and virginity to be hidden within him.

But then, having also put on the holy and angelic great habit, with great eagerness, with many outpourings of tears, with unshakable faith and perfect knowledge, thus on the seventh day this newly-illumined one and newly-enlisted soldier, (285) who entered this present life after us and was the first to leave behind the vanity of the world, departed to his own Master with unspeakable joy, leaving unceasing sorrow for us wretched ones. For when I recall, what you also know that I did and said to him, I the vain one, being zealous for the salvation of his soul, I am altogether beside myself in mind and thought, and my heart is inflamed, how I was unaware of myself, how I was made a fool teaching a man by whom I rather ought to have been taught; for judging his virtues to be faults, I was greatly pained and I was in anguish over the spiritual salvation of my beloved brother — for it is proper not to lie. I boast in Christ, and again I am seized with unspeakable joy, because I thus sent forth my brother from this life here and was deemed worthy to see him departing to Christ in such works and deeds. For God, the examiner of our thoughts and reasonings, knows that concerning this I had great zeal and concern from the beginning, and I shed many fountains of tears on his account. And the man-loving God did not overlook the supplication of me, the wretched one, but in love for one another, and in humility and faith toward us, he thus flew away to heaven, leaving only his body in my miserable hands.

For as I was lamenting and saying, "Do not forget us, brother. For you are already departing and leaving us," he spoke thus serenely: (286) "No, I hope in God." And having uttered this last word with his most pure lips, he departed to God, saying this not once, but twice. That is, when I had first requested, "Do not forget us, most beloved brother," he for a second time promised not to forget us. And lifting up his feet and forming his hands in the shape of a cross, with an untroubled state and movement of soul, he thus slept the sweetest sleep in deep peace and slumbered the sleep that befits the righteous, showing no attachment to any of the things present. For he neither remembered relatives, nor named any friend in this life, nor gave any command about a perishable thing, but having hated and loathed all things here as dung or mire, he thus departed, stripped of all desire and attachment for visible things, to the intelligible kingdom, having become truly a worthy inhabitant and heir of those things. And rightly so; for if God commanded us to clothe our brothers when they are naked, how much more will He become a garment and a covering for my sweetest brother, who for His sake stripped off the whole world and the things of the world and departed to Him naked?

But let all of us, having reviewed the life of our brother, imitate, I beseech you, his faith, his struggles, his confession, his repentance, so that we too, coming to the departure from the body, fearlessly and untroubled like him, may depart from the body, and going to God, may dwell in Him with good hopes and may rest in the eternal tabernacles, (287) where is the dwelling of all who rejoice and where the choir of our blessed and holy fathers abides.

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Μετά δέ ταῦτα τῷ ἁγίῳ ἡμῶν ὑφηγήσατο αὐτῷ, ἅπερ καί αὐτόν τόν ἅγιον πατέρα καί ἡμᾶς αὐτούς ἐξέστησαν, οὐ μόνον δέ ἀλλά καί ἅπαντας τούς ἀκηκοότας μετά τήν τελευτήν ἐκείνου ταῦτα ἐξέπληξαν. Οὐδείς γάρ ἐξ ἡμῶν παρ᾿ ἐκείνῳ τοιοῦτον θησαυρόν ἁγνείας καί παρθενίας ἤλπιζεν ἀποκρύπτεσθαι.

Ἀλλά γάρ εἶθ᾿ οὕτω καί τό ἅγιον καί ἀγγελικόν μέγα σχῆμα ἐπενδυσάμενος, ἐν προθυμίᾳ μεγάλῃ, ἐν πολλαῖς δακρύων ἐκχύσεσιν, ἐν ἀρραγεῖ πίστει καί ἐπιγνώσει τελείᾳ, οὕτω τῇ ἑβδόμῃ ἡμέρᾳ ὁ νεοφώτιστος οὗτος καί στρατιώτης νεόλεκτος, (285) ὁ ἔσχατος ἐν τῷ παρόντι βίῳ ὑπέρ ἡμᾶς εἰσελθών καί πρῶτος τήν ματαιότητα τοῦ κόσμου καταλιπών, πρός τόν ἑαυτοῦ ∆εσπότην ἀνεκλαλήτῳ χαρᾷ ἐξεδήμησε, πένθος ἄπαυστον καταλιπών τοῖς ταλαιπώροις ἡμῖν. Ὅταν γάρ ἐνθυμηθῶ, ἅπερ καί ὑμεῖς οἴδατε ὅτι ἐποίουν καί ἔλεγον πρός αὐτόν, τά πρός σωτηρίαν αὐτοῦ ψυχικήν σπουδάζων ἐγώ ὁ μάταιος, ὅλως ἐξίσταμαι καί νοῦν καί διάνοιαν καί τήν καρδίαν μου φλογίζομαι, πῶς ἔλαθον ἐμαυτόν, πῶς ἐματαιώθην παιδεύων ἄνδρα, παρ᾿ οὗ μᾶλλον ἐγώ παιδεύεσθαι ὤφειλον· τάς γάρ ἀρετάς ἐκείνου ἐλαττώματα κρίνων ἐγώ σφόδρα ἤλγουν καί περί τῆς ψυχικῆς σωτηρίας τοῦ πεποθημένου μου ἀδελφοῦ ἐσφάδαζον - οὕτω γάρ πρέπον ἐστί μή ψεύσεσθαι. Ἐν Χριστῷ καυχῶμαι, χαρᾷ δέ πάλιν ἀνεκλαλήτῳ συνέχομαι, ὅτι οὕτω τοῦ τῇδε βίου τόν ἐμόν προέπεμψα ἀδελφόν καί ἐν τοιούτοις ἔργοις καί πράξεσι κατηξιώθην ἰδεῖν αὐτόν πρός Χριστόν ἐκδημήσαντα. Οἶδε γάρ ὁ τῶν ἐννοιῶν ἡμῶν καί τῶν λογισμῶν ἐξεταστής Θεός, ὅτι περί τούτου πολλή σπουδή ἐξ ἀρχῆς καί μέριμνά μοι ἐγένετο, καί πολλάς δακρύων ἀφῆκα πηγάς τούτουγε ἕνεκα. Καί ὁ Θεός ὁ φιλάνθρωπος οὐ παρεῖδέ μου τοῦ ταλαιπώρου τήν δέησιν, ἀλλ᾿ ἐν ἀγάπῃ, τῇ εἰς ἀλλήλους, καί ταπεινώσει καί πίστει, τῇ πρός ἡμᾶς, οὕτως ἀπέπτη πρός οὐρανόν, τό σῶμα μόνον καταλιπών ἐν ταῖς ἐμαῖς ἀθλίαις χερσί.

Θρηνοῦντός μου γάρ καί "Μή ἐπιλάθῃ" λέγοντος "ἡμῶν, ἀδελφέ. Ἤδη γάρ ἐκλείπεις καί καταλιμπάνεις ἡμᾶς", οὑτωσί γαληνῶς προσεφθέγξατο· (286) "Οὐχί, εἰς τόν Θεόν ἐλπίζω". Καί τοῦτο τό ῥῆμα ὕστατον τοῖς καθαρωτάτοις αὐτοῦ χείλεσιν ἐξειπών, πρός Θεόν ἐξεδήμησεν, οὐχ ἅπαξ τοῦτο εἰπών, ἀλλά καί δίς. Πρότερον ἐμοῦ δηλονότι τό "Μή ἐπιλάθῃ ἡμῶν" αἰτησαμένου "ἀδελφέ περιπόθητε", αὐτός ἐκ δευτέρου μή ἐπιλαθέσθαι ἡμῶν προεπηγγείλατο. Καί τούς πόδας ἐξάρας καί τάς χεῖρας τυπώσας σταυροειδῶς ἐν ἀταράχῳ τῆς ψυχῆς καταστήματι καί κινήματι, οὕτω τόν γλυκύτατον ὕπνον ἐν εἰρήνῃ βαθείᾳ ἐκοιμήθη καί ὕπνωσεν ὕπνον τόν δικαίοις πρέποντα, πρός οὐδέν τῶν παρόντων προσπάθειαν ἐνδειξάμενος. Οὔτε γάρ συγγενῶν ἐμνήσθη, οὔτε φίλον ὠνόμασεν ἐν τούτῳ τῷ βίῳ τινά, οὐ περί φθαρτοῦ πράγματος διετάξατο, ἀλλ᾿ ὡς κόπρον ἤ βόρβορον τά τῇδε πάντα μισήσας καί βδελυξάμενος, οὕτω γυμνός πάσης ἐπιθυμίας τῶν ὁρωμένων καί σχέσεως, πρός τά νοητά μετέβη βασίλεια, ἄξιος ὡς ἀληθῶς οἰκήτωρ καί κληρονόμος ἐκείνων γενόμενος. Καί εἰκότως· εἰ γάρ ἡμῖν ὁ Θεός ἐνετείλατο, γεγυμνωμένοις οὖσιν, ἐνδύειν τούς ἀδελφούς, πόσῳ μᾶλλον ἐκεῖνος ἱμάτιον καί σκέπη τῷ γλυκυτάτῳ μοι γενήσεται ἀδελφῷ, τῷ δι᾿ ἐκεῖνον μέν τόν κόσμον πάντα καί τά τοῦ κόσμου ἀποδυσαμένῳ καί γυμνῷ πρός αὐτόν ἐκδημήσαντι;

Ἀλλά τόν βίον τοῦ ἀδελφοῦ πάντες ἡμεῖς ἀναθεωρήσαντες, μιμησώμεθα, παρακαλῶ, τήν αὐτοῦ πίστιν, τούς ἀγῶνας αὐτοῦ, τήν ἐξομολόγησιν, τήν μετάνοιαν, ἵνα καί ἡμεῖς πρός τήν ἐκ τοῦ σώματος ἔξοδον ἐρχόμενοι, ἀφόβως καί ἀταράχως ὡς ἐκεῖνος, τοῦ μέν σώματος ἐκδημήσωμεν, πρός δέ τόν Θεόν ἀπελθόντες, ἐν αὐτῷ μετ᾿ ἐλπίδων χρηστῶν ἐνδημήσωμεν καί καταπαύσωμεν εἰς αἰωνίους σκηνάς, (287) ἔνθα πάντων εὐφραινομένων ἡ κατοικία καί ὁ χορός τῶν μακαρίων καί ἁγίων πατέρων ἡμῶν ἐναυλίζεται.