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of angelic dispassion, and love, which never stands still nor falls, but is always added to what is before, receiving longing for longing and love for love, from which perfect discernment is granted, which guides well both itself and those who follow it and crosses the intelligible sea without stumbling; which I pray may be granted to you from God, especially now, so that you may discern your affairs in a manner pleasing to God and so act and strive (281) as to find Christ, both now, working with you, and in the future, richly granting you the enjoyment of His illumination, and that you may not follow the wolf as a shepherd, nor enter a diseased flock, nor be found alone by yourself, lest you be seen to have been mauled by the soul-destroying wolf, or, having fallen ill with disease upon disease, you die in your soul, or, falling alone, you earn the "woe." For he who has given himself to a good teacher will care for none of these things, but, having lived without anxiety, will be saved in Christ Jesus our Lord, to whom be glory forever. Amen.

Catecheses of St. Symeon 3.

Concerning remembrance of death. And what a good end his thrice-blessed brother Antony was given. And at the end, a funeral oration for him.

Discourse 21. (283) Brothers and fathers, I pray to the God who has had mercy on me that for the salvation

of all things may be ordered, and that our souls may be well directed towards the life there, where brothers and parents who have gone before us await, where our thrice-blessed and blessed brother, lord Antony, has departed, having conducted himself well and holily here, having repented genuinely, confessing with pain what few monks consider sins. For being pure and possessing a heart pure from impassioned thoughts, that holy one considered and confessed as great sins what seem to me small and utter sins, since, protected by the grace of God, he passed his life as a virgin, chaste in body and in heart. For from when he entered the gate of the monastery and enlisted with Christ, he did not defile the tunic of his flesh or of his soul, not by a combination of thoughts, not by an assent of thoughts, (284) not by any deed, as he said to me, while I was sitting and weeping beside his bed: "Why do you weep," he said, "brother? You have not been a denier of the faith in God, but this faith, I hope, I have guarded as I would Him. And from when I arrived in this holy monastery—I do not say this boasting, but trusting in God and in the prayer of our holy father—I have not committed a carnal sin. But eating and drinking, I passed my days in negligence. Nevertheless, I entrust myself to the philanthropy of the God who knows all things, and to how He will deal with my humble state".

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ἀγγελικῆς ἀπαθείας, καί ἀγάπην, τήν μηδέποτε ἱσταμένην μήτε πίπτουσαν, ἀλλά διαπαντός προστιθεμένην τοῖς ἔμπροσθεν, πόθῳ πόθον προσλαμβανομένην καί ἔρωτι ἔρωτα, ἐξ ἧς ἡ τελεία χορηγεῖται διάκρισις, ἡ καί ἑαυτήν καί τούς αὐτῇ ἑπομένους καλῶς ὁδηγοῦσα καί ἀπροσκόπτως τήν νοητήν διαβιβάζουσα θάλασσαν· ἥν καί σοί εὔχομαι παρά Θεοῦ δωρηθῆναι καί νῦν μάλιστα, ὅπως θεαρέστως τά κατά σέ διακρίνῃς καί οὕτω ποιήσῃς καί σπουδάσῃς (281) ὥστε Χριστόν εὑρεῖν καί ἐν τῷ νῦν συνεργοῦντά σοι καί ἐν τῷ μέλλοντι πλουσίως τῆς παρ᾿ αὐτοῦ ἐλλάμψεως τήν ἀπόλαυσίν σοι δωρούμενον, καί μήτε ὡς ποιμένι ἀκολουθήσῃς τῷ λύκῳ, μήτε νοσούσῃ ὑπεισέλθῃς ποίμνῃ, μήτε μόνος εὑρεθῇς κατ᾿ ἰδίαν, ἵνα μή ἤ θηριάλωτος ὑπό τοῦ ψυχοφθόρου λύκου ὀφθῇς γενόμενος, ἤ νόσον ἐπί νόσῳ νοσήσας ψυχικῶς τελευτήσῃς, ἤ μόνος τό οὐαί καταπεσών κερδανῇς. Ὁ γάρ ἀγαθῷ ἑαυτόν ἐκδούς διδασκάλῳ οὐδενός τούτων φροντιεῖ, ἀλλ᾿ ἀμερίμνως βιώσας σωθήσεται ἐν Χριστῷ Ἰησοῦ τῷ Κυρίῳ ἡμῶν, ᾧ ἡ δόξα εἰς τούς αἰῶνας. Ἀμήν.

Κατηχήσεις Ἁγ. Συμεών 3.

Περί μνήμης θανάτου. Καί οἷον ἀγαθόν τέλος δέδωκεν ὁ τρισόλβιος αὐτοῦ ἀδελφός Ἀντώνιος. Καί πρός τῷ τέλει, ἐπιτάφιος πρός αὐτόν.

Λόγος ΚΑ΄. (283) Ἀδελφοί καί πατέρες, εὔχομαι τῷ ἐλεήσαντί με Θεῷ τά ὑπέρ τῆς σωτηρίας

πάντων οἰκονομηθῆναι καί τάς ψυχάς ἡμῶν διευθετηθῆναι πρός τόν ἐκεῖθε βίον καλῶς, ὅπου προλαβόντες ἡμᾶς ἀδελφοί καί γονεῖς ἀναμένουσιν, ὅπου ὁ τρισόλβιος καί μακάριος ἡμῶν ἀδελφός ὁ κῦρις μετῆλθεν Ἀντώνιος, καλῶς καί ὁσίως ἐνταῦθα πολετευσάμενος, μετανοήσας γνησίως, ἐξαγορεύσας ἐμπόνως ἅπερ ὀλίγοι τῶν μοναχῶν λογίζονται ἁμαρτήματα. Καθαρός γάρ τυγχάνων καί τήν καρδίαν καθαράν κεκτημένος ἀπό τῶν ἐμπαθῶν λογισμῶν, τά μικρά ὡς δοκῶ καί παντελῶς ἁμαρτήματα ὁ ἅγιος ἐκεῖνος ὡς ἁμαρτίας μεγάλας καί εἶχε καί ἐξηγόρευεν, ἐπεί Θεοῦ χάριτι σκεπόμενος παρθένος διῆλθε τόν βίον, τῷ σωματι καί τήν καρδίαν ἁγνός. Ἀφ᾿ γάρ τόν τῆς μονῆς εἰσῆλθε πυλῶνα καί τῷ Χριστῷ συνετάξατο, τόν χιτῶνα τῆς σαρκός αὐτοῦ ἤ τῆς ψυχῆς αὐτοῦ οὐκ ἐμόλυνεν οὐ συνδυασμῷ ἐννοιῶν, οὐ συγκαταθέσει λογισμῶν, (284) οὐ πράξει τινί, ὥσπερ μοι, πλησίον τῆς κλίνης αὐτοῦ καθεζομένῳ καί κλαίοντι, οὕτως ἐξεῖπε· "Τί κλαίεις, φησίν, ἀδελφέ; Τῆς πρός Θεόν πίστεως οὐ γέγονας ἔξαρνος, ἀλλά ταύτην ὡς ἐκεῖνον, ἐλπίζω, ἐφύλαξα. Καί ἀφ᾿ οὗ ἐν τῇ ἁγίᾳ παραγενόμην ταύτῃ μονῇ οὐ καυχώμενος λέγω, ἀλλ᾿ εἰς τόν Θεόν θαρρῶν καί εἰς τήν τοῦ ἁγίου πατρός ἡμῶν εὐχήν - σαρκικήν ἁμαρτίαν οὐκ ἔπραξα. Ἐσθίων δέ καί πίνων, ἐν ἀμελείᾳ διετέλεσα τάς ἠμέρας μου. Πλήν εἰς τήν φιλανθρωπίαν τοῦ τά πάντα εἰδότος Θεοῦ ἐμαυτόν ἀνατίθημι, καί ὡς ποιήσει μετά τῆς ἐμῆς ταπεινώσεως".