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How then are the final words and sayings of the great fathers greater than those of our brother? For he made known to us his purity and virginity with boldness, and again he acquired for his own soul the unfallen state of his humility, observing in this also the Lord's voice, or rather, to say, commandment, which says: "When you have done all things, then say: We are unworthy servants; we have done what we were obliged to do".

And after these things he related to our holy himself, things which astounded both the holy father himself and us, and not only so, but they also astonished all those who heard these things after his death. For none of us hoped that such a treasure of purity and virginity was hidden in him.

But then, having also put on the holy and angelic great habit, in great eagerness, in many outpourings of tears, in unbroken faith and perfect knowledge, thus on the seventh day this newly-illumined and newly-recruited soldier, (285) who entered after us in this present life and was the first to leave the vanity of the world, departed to his own Lord with unspeakable joy, leaving unceasing grief for us wretched ones. For whenever I remember what you also know I was doing and saying to him, I, the vain one, being zealous for his soul's salvation, I am utterly beside myself, and my mind and thought and my heart are inflamed, how I deceived myself, how I was made a fool of, instructing a man by whom I rather ought to have been instructed; for judging his virtues to be faults, I was greatly pained and I was in anguish over the soul's salvation of my beloved brother - for it is proper not to lie. I boast in Christ, and again I am possessed by unspeakable joy, that I thus sent forth my brother from this life and was deemed worthy to see him departing to Christ in such works and deeds. For God, the examiner of our thoughts and reasonings, knows, that about this I had much zeal and care from the beginning, and I let loose many fountains of tears for his sake. And the philanthropic God did not overlook the supplication of me, the wretched one, but in love for one another, and in humility and faith towards us, so he flew away to heaven, leaving only his body in my miserable hands.

For as I was lamenting and saying, "Do not forget us, brother. For you are now passing away and leaving us," he answered thus calmly: (286) "No, I hope in God". And having spoken this final word with his most pure lips, he departed to God, saying this not once, but twice. That is, when I had previously asked, "Do not forget us, most longed-for brother," he for a second time promised not to forget us. And lifting up his feet and shaping his hands in the form of a cross, in an untroubled state and movement of soul, thus he fell into the sweetest sleep in deep peace and slept a sleep befitting the righteous, showing no attachment to any of the present things. For he neither remembered relatives, nor named any friend in this life, he gave no instructions concerning any perishable thing, but having hated and loathed all things here as dung or mire, thus stripped of all desire and attachment for visible things, he passed over to the intelligible kingdoms, having become truly a worthy inhabitant and heir of them. And reasonably so; for if God commanded us to clothe our naked brothers, how much more will that one become a garment and a covering for my sweetest brother, who for his sake stripped off the whole world and the things of the world and departed naked to him?

But let all of us, having reviewed the life of the brother, let us imitate, I beseech you, his faith, his struggles, his confession, his repentance,

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Τί τοίνυν τῶν μεγάλων πατέρων τά τελευταῖα ῥήματα καί ἀποφθέγματα τοῦ ἡμετέρου πλείω τυγχάνουσι ἀδελφοῦ; Τήν γάρ ἁγνείαν αὐτοῦ καί παρθενίαν μετά παρρησίας ἡμῖν ἐγνώρισε καί τό τῆς ταπεινώσεως αὐτοῦ πάλιν ἄπτωτον τῇ ἑαυτοῦ ψυχῇ περιποιήσατο, φυλάττων κἀντούτῳ τήν ∆εσποτικήν φωνήν ἤ μᾶλλον εἰπεῖν ἐντολήν, τήν λέγουσαν· "Ὅταν πάντα ποιήσητε, τότε λέγετε ὅτι· Ἀχρεῖοι δοῦλοί ἐσμεν, ὅ ὀφείλομεν ποιῆσαι πεποιήκαμεν".

Μετά δέ ταῦτα τῷ ἁγίῳ ἡμῶν ὑφηγήσατο αὐτῷ, ἅπερ καί αὐτόν τόν ἅγιον πατέρα καί ἡμᾶς αὐτούς ἐξέστησαν, οὐ μόνον δέ ἀλλά καί ἅπαντας τούς ἀκηκοότας μετά τήν τελευτήν ἐκείνου ταῦτα ἐξέπληξαν. Οὐδείς γάρ ἐξ ἡμῶν παρ᾿ ἐκείνῳ τοιοῦτον θησαυρόν ἁγνείας καί παρθενίας ἤλπιζεν ἀποκρύπτεσθαι.

Ἀλλά γάρ εἶθ᾿ οὕτω καί τό ἅγιον καί ἀγγελικόν μέγα σχῆμα ἐπενδυσάμενος, ἐν προθυμίᾳ μεγάλῃ, ἐν πολλαῖς δακρύων ἐκχύσεσιν, ἐν ἀρραγεῖ πίστει καί ἐπιγνώσει τελείᾳ, οὕτω τῇ ἑβδόμῃ ἡμέρᾳ ὁ νεοφώτιστος οὗτος καί στρατιώτης νεόλεκτος, (285) ὁ ἔσχατος ἐν τῷ παρόντι βίῳ ὑπέρ ἡμᾶς εἰσελθών καί πρῶτος τήν ματαιότητα τοῦ κόσμου καταλιπών, πρός τόν ἑαυτοῦ ∆εσπότην ἀνεκλαλήτῳ χαρᾷ ἐξεδήμησε, πένθος ἄπαυστον καταλιπών τοῖς ταλαιπώροις ἡμῖν. Ὅταν γάρ ἐνθυμηθῶ, ἅπερ καί ὑμεῖς οἴδατε ὅτι ἐποίουν καί ἔλεγον πρός αὐτόν, τά πρός σωτηρίαν αὐτοῦ ψυχικήν σπουδάζων ἐγώ ὁ μάταιος, ὅλως ἐξίσταμαι καί νοῦν καί διάνοιαν καί τήν καρδίαν μου φλογίζομαι, πῶς ἔλαθον ἐμαυτόν, πῶς ἐματαιώθην παιδεύων ἄνδρα, παρ᾿ οὗ μᾶλλον ἐγώ παιδεύεσθαι ὤφειλον· τάς γάρ ἀρετάς ἐκείνου ἐλαττώματα κρίνων ἐγώ σφόδρα ἤλγουν καί περί τῆς ψυχικῆς σωτηρίας τοῦ πεποθημένου μου ἀδελφοῦ ἐσφάδαζον - οὕτω γάρ πρέπον ἐστί μή ψεύσεσθαι. Ἐν Χριστῷ καυχῶμαι, χαρᾷ δέ πάλιν ἀνεκλαλήτῳ συνέχομαι, ὅτι οὕτω τοῦ τῇδε βίου τόν ἐμόν προέπεμψα ἀδελφόν καί ἐν τοιούτοις ἔργοις καί πράξεσι κατηξιώθην ἰδεῖν αὐτόν πρός Χριστόν ἐκδημήσαντα. Οἶδε γάρ ὁ τῶν ἐννοιῶν ἡμῶν καί τῶν λογισμῶν ἐξεταστής Θεός, ὅτι περί τούτου πολλή σπουδή ἐξ ἀρχῆς καί μέριμνά μοι ἐγένετο, καί πολλάς δακρύων ἀφῆκα πηγάς τούτουγε ἕνεκα. Καί ὁ Θεός ὁ φιλάνθρωπος οὐ παρεῖδέ μου τοῦ ταλαιπώρου τήν δέησιν, ἀλλ᾿ ἐν ἀγάπῃ, τῇ εἰς ἀλλήλους, καί ταπεινώσει καί πίστει, τῇ πρός ἡμᾶς, οὕτως ἀπέπτη πρός οὐρανόν, τό σῶμα μόνον καταλιπών ἐν ταῖς ἐμαῖς ἀθλίαις χερσί.

Θρηνοῦντός μου γάρ καί "Μή ἐπιλάθῃ" λέγοντος "ἡμῶν, ἀδελφέ. Ἤδη γάρ ἐκλείπεις καί καταλιμπάνεις ἡμᾶς", οὑτωσί γαληνῶς προσεφθέγξατο· (286) "Οὐχί, εἰς τόν Θεόν ἐλπίζω". Καί τοῦτο τό ῥῆμα ὕστατον τοῖς καθαρωτάτοις αὐτοῦ χείλεσιν ἐξειπών, πρός Θεόν ἐξεδήμησεν, οὐχ ἅπαξ τοῦτο εἰπών, ἀλλά καί δίς. Πρότερον ἐμοῦ δηλονότι τό "Μή ἐπιλάθῃ ἡμῶν" αἰτησαμένου "ἀδελφέ περιπόθητε", αὐτός ἐκ δευτέρου μή ἐπιλαθέσθαι ἡμῶν προεπηγγείλατο. Καί τούς πόδας ἐξάρας καί τάς χεῖρας τυπώσας σταυροειδῶς ἐν ἀταράχῳ τῆς ψυχῆς καταστήματι καί κινήματι, οὕτω τόν γλυκύτατον ὕπνον ἐν εἰρήνῃ βαθείᾳ ἐκοιμήθη καί ὕπνωσεν ὕπνον τόν δικαίοις πρέποντα, πρός οὐδέν τῶν παρόντων προσπάθειαν ἐνδειξάμενος. Οὔτε γάρ συγγενῶν ἐμνήσθη, οὔτε φίλον ὠνόμασεν ἐν τούτῳ τῷ βίῳ τινά, οὐ περί φθαρτοῦ πράγματος διετάξατο, ἀλλ᾿ ὡς κόπρον ἤ βόρβορον τά τῇδε πάντα μισήσας καί βδελυξάμενος, οὕτω γυμνός πάσης ἐπιθυμίας τῶν ὁρωμένων καί σχέσεως, πρός τά νοητά μετέβη βασίλεια, ἄξιος ὡς ἀληθῶς οἰκήτωρ καί κληρονόμος ἐκείνων γενόμενος. Καί εἰκότως· εἰ γάρ ἡμῖν ὁ Θεός ἐνετείλατο, γεγυμνωμένοις οὖσιν, ἐνδύειν τούς ἀδελφούς, πόσῳ μᾶλλον ἐκεῖνος ἱμάτιον καί σκέπη τῷ γλυκυτάτῳ μοι γενήσεται ἀδελφῷ, τῷ δι᾿ ἐκεῖνον μέν τόν κόσμον πάντα καί τά τοῦ κόσμου ἀποδυσαμένῳ καί γυμνῷ πρός αὐτόν ἐκδημήσαντι;

Ἀλλά τόν βίον τοῦ ἀδελφοῦ πάντες ἡμεῖς ἀναθεωρήσαντες, μιμησώμεθα, παρακαλῶ, τήν αὐτοῦ πίστιν, τούς ἀγῶνας αὐτοῦ, τήν ἐξομολόγησιν, τήν μετάνοιαν,