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Discourse 22. (289) Brothers and fathers, it is good for us to proclaim to all the mercy of God

and to make known to our neighbors His compassion and ineffable goodness toward us. "For I, as you see, did not fast, I did not keep vigil, I did not sleep on the ground, but I humbled myself and the Lord quickly saved me," says the divine David. And much more quickly to say: "I only believed and the Lord received me." For many are the things that hinder us from acquiring humility, but there is nothing to prevent us from finding faith. For if we wish from the soul, faith also worked immediately, for it is a gift of the Master and a natural advantage, even if it is also subject to the free will of our choice, for even Scythians and barbarians believe one another’s words. But so that I may show you in a practical way the power of heartfelt faith (290), listen, and I will tell you a story to confirm what has been said, which I heard from a truthful mouth.

A certain man named George, young in age, about twenty years old himself, living in Constantinople in our times, handsome in appearance and possessing a showy form, character, and gait, so that from these things some held evil suspicions about him, those seeing only the outer covering and judging wrongly the affairs of others, became acquainted with a certain holy monk who was living in one of the city's monasteries. And having entrusted the matters of his soul to him, he received from him a small rule for remembrance only. The young man also sought to receive a book from him, containing the narratives of the lives of the monks and their practical asceticism, and the elder gives him the writing of Mark the Monk, which teaches about the spiritual law. The young man received this as if sent from God Himself, and hoping to reap something great from it, he went through all of it with such desire and attention. And having been benefited by everything, he fixed, so to speak, only three chapters in his heart. The one was what is contained in these very words: "Seeking healing, take care of your conscience, and whatever it says, do, and you will find benefit." The other: "He who seeks the energies of the Holy Spirit before the working of the commandments is like a slave bought with money who, as soon as he is bought, seeks to have his freedom written for him along with the purchase price." And the third: "He is blind who cries out and says, 'Son of David, have mercy on me,' (291) the one who prays bodily and does not yet have spiritual knowledge; but the one who was once blind, having regained his sight and seen the Lord, no longer confessed Him as son of David, but as Son of God, and worshipped Him."

That young man, therefore, marveled at these things, and having marveled, he believed that by the care of his conscience he would find benefit, and by the working of the commandments, the energy of the Holy Spirit, and by His grace he would see with the mind's eye and behold the Lord. Wounded, therefore, by the love and desire for this, he sought through hope the first beauty, which was not visible. And he did nothing else, as he assured me with oaths, except that each evening he performed the small rule given to him by that holy elder, and thus he went to sleep on his bed. When his conscience, then, said to him: "By all means, make other prostrations and add other psalms, and say 'Lord, have mercy' more, for you are able," he obeyed it eagerly and without hesitation, and so did everything as if spoken by God Himself. And never from that time did he sleep with his conscience reproaching him and saying: "Why did you not do this?" Therefore, by following it without fail, and as it daily added to its words, in a few days much was added to the evening

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Λόγος ΚΒ΄. (289) Ἀδελφοί καί πατέρες, καλόν ἡμᾶς ἀνακηρύττειν εἰς πάντας τό ἔλεος τοῦ Θεοῦ

καί γνωρίζειν τοῖς πλησίον ἡμῶν τήν πρός ἡμᾶς αὐτοῦ εὐσπλαγχνίαν καί ἄφατον ἀγαθότητα. "Ἐγώ οὖν, ὡς ὁρᾶτε, οὐκ ἐνήστευσα, οὐκ ἠγρύπνησα, οὐκ ἐχαμεύνησα, ἐταπεινώθην δέ καί ἔσωσέ με συντόμως ὁ Κύριος", φησίν ὁ θεῖος ∆αβίδ. Πολλῷ δέ συντομώτερον εἰπεῖν· "Μόνον ἐπίστευσα καί προσελάβετό με ὁ Κύριος". Πολλά γάρ τά ἐμποδίζοντα ἡμᾶς πρός τό ταπείνωσιν κτήσασθαι, πίστιν δέ εὑρεῖν οὐδέν τό κωλῦόν ἐστιν. Εἰ γάρ ἀπό ψυχῆς θελήσομεν, καί ἡ πίστις εὐθέως ἐνήργησε, δῶρον γάρ ἐστι τοῦ ∆εσπότου αὐτή καί φυσικόν πλεονέκτημα, εἰ καί τῷ αὐτεξουσίῳ τῆς ἡμῶν προαιρέσεως καί αὐτή ὑπόκειται, καί γάρ καί Σκύθαι καί βάρβαροι ἀλλήλων τοῖς λόγοις πιστεύουσιν. Ἀλλ᾿ ἵνα πραγματικῶς δείξω ὑμῖν τῆς ἐνδιαθέτου πίστεως (290) ἐνέργειαν, ἀκούσατε καί διήγησιν ὑμῖν διηγήσομαι πρός βεβαίωσιν τῶν εἰρημένων, ἥν ἐξ ἀληθινοῦ ἀκήκοα στόματος.

Γέωργιός τις τοὔνομα, νέος τήν ἡλικίαν ὑπάρχων καί αὐτός ὡσεί ἐτῶν εἴκοσιν, οἰκῶν ἐν Κωνσταντινουπόλει ἐν τοῖς καθ᾿ ἡμᾶς χρόνοις, ὡραῖος τῷ εἴδει καί φαντασιῶδες τό τε σχῆμα καί τό ἦθος καί τό βάδισμα κεκτημένος, ὡς ἐκ τούτων καί ὑπολήψεις πονηράς ἔχειν τινάς εἰς αὐτόν, τούς τό ἔξωθεν μόνον βλέποντας περικάλυμμα καί κακῶς κρίνοντας τά ἀλλότρια , ἁγίῳ τινί μοναχῷ, ἐν ἑνί τῶν τῆς πόλεως μοναστηρίων διάγοντι, γνώριμος κατεστάθη. Καί τά τῆς ψυχῆς αὐτοῦ πρός αὐτόν ἀναθέμενος, ἐντολήν μικράν εἰς μόνην ὑπόμνησιν ἔλαβε παρ᾿ αὐτοῦ. Ἐζήτησε καί βίβλον ὁ νέος λαβεῖν ἐξ αὐτοῦ, τά τῆς πολιτείας τῶν μοναχῶν καί τά τῆς πρακτικῆς αὐτῶν ἀσκήσεως διηγήματα περιέχουσαν, καί δίδωσιν αὐτῷ ὁ γέρων τήν συγγραφήν τοῦ μοναχοῦ Μάρκου, τήν περί πνευματικοῦ νόμου διδάσκουσαν. Ταύτην δέ ὡς ἐξ αὐτοῦ τοῦ Θεοῦ σταλεῖσαν ὁ νέος δεξάμενος καί ὡς μέγα τι ἐξ αὐτῆς ἐλπίζων καρπώσασθαι, οὕτω μετά πόθου καί προσοχῆς διῆλθε πᾶσαν αὐτήν. Καί ἐκ πάντων ὠφεληθείς, τριά μόνα κεφάλαια, ἵν᾿ εἴπω, ἐν τῇ αὐτοῦ καρδίᾳ ἐνέπηξε. Καί τό μέν ἕν ὑπάρχον τό οὕτως αὐταῖς ἐγκείμενον λέξεσι· "Ζητῶν θεραπείαν, ἐπιμέλησαι τῆς συνειδήσεως καί ὅσα λέγει ποίησον καί εὑρήσεις ὠφέλειαν". Τό δέ ἕτερον· "Ὁ πρό τῆς ἐργασίας τῶν ἐντολῶν τάς ἐνεργείας τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος ἐπιζητῶν, ὅμοιός ἐστι δούλῳ ἀργυρωνήτῳ, ὅς ἅμα τῷ ἀγορασθῆναι σύν ταῖς ὠναῖς καί ἐλευθερίαν αὐτῷ γραφῆναι ἐπιζητεῖ". Τό δέ τρίτον· "Τυφλός ἐστι κράζων καί λέγων ῾ Υἱέ ∆αβίδ, ἐλέησόν με᾿, (291) ὁ προσευχόμενος σωματικῶς καί μήπω ἔχων γνῶσιν πνευματικήν· ὁ ποτέ δέ τυφλός ἀναβλέψας καί ἰδών τόν Κύριον, οὐκέτι υἱόν ∆αβίδ, ἀλλ᾿ Υἱόν Θεοῦ ὁμολογήσας, προσεκύνησεν αὐτῷ".

Ταῦτα τοίνυν ὁ νέος ἐκεῖνος ἐθαύμασε καί θαυμάσας ἐπίστευσεν ὅτι τῇ ἐπιμελείᾳ τῆς συνειδήσεως εὑρήσει ὠφέλειαν καί τῇ τῶν ἐντολῶν ἐργασίᾳ τήν ἐνέργειαν τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος καί τῇ χάριτι τούτου νοερῶς ἀναβλέψει καί ἴδῃ τόν Κύριον. Τῇ οὖν ἀγάπῃ τούτου καί τῇ ἐπιθυμίᾳ τρωθείς, τό πρῶτον κάλλος δι᾿ ἐλπίδος ἐζήτει καί μή φαινόμενον. Οὐδέν δέ ἕτερον ἔπραξεν, ὡς μεθ᾿ ὅρκων με ἐβεβαίωσεν, εἰ μή τήν δοθεῖσαν αὐτῷ μικράν ἐντολήν παρά τοῦ ἁγίου ἐκείνου γέροντος ἑκάστῃ ἑσπέρᾳ ἐποίει καί οὕτως ἐπί τῆς κλίνης ἐκάθευδε. Τῆς συνειδήσεως οὖν λεγούσης αὐτῷ· "Ποίησον πάντως καί ἑτέρας μετανοίας καί ἄλλους ψαλμούς πρόσθες, καί πλεῖον λέγειν τό ῾ Κύριε, ἐλέησον᾿ , δύνασαι γάρ", ταύτῃ προθύμως ὑπήκουε καί ἀδιστάκτως, ὡς ἐξ αὐτοῦ τοῦ Θεοῦ λεγόμενα, οὕτως ἅπαντα ἔπραττε. Καί οὐδέποτε ἔκτοτε ἐκοιμήθη ἐλεγχούσης αὐτόν τῆς συνειδήσεως καί λεγούσης· "Τί τοῦτο οὐκ ἐποίησας;" Ταύτῃ τοιγαροῦν ἐξακολουθῶν άπαραλείπτως κἀκείνης τό λέγειν προστιθείσης ὁσημέραι, εἰς ὀλίγας ἡμέρας πολλή προσετέθη ἡ τῆς ἑσπέρας