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he received the scourges on his head from the deicides, the crown of thorns, the cross, which he also carried, he who carries all things by his word; and simply put, when one considers how he was led outside the city to the place of the Skull, surrounded by executioners and soldiers along with countless crowds following for the (266) spectacle, and in addition to this, angels above trembling, and God the Father seeing his consubstantial, co-throned, and co-honored Son suffering these things from the impious Jews, and hung naked upon a cross and nailed by the hands and feet with nails, and his side pierced by a lance, and given gall to drink with vinegar, and not only bearing all things with long-suffering, but also praying for those who were crucifying him, how will he not love him with all his soul?

For when one considers that, being God without beginning from a Father without beginning, co-natural and consubstantial with the all-holy and adorable Spirit, invisible and inscrutable, he descended, was incarnate, and became man, and suffered all the things that have been mentioned and many others for his sake, so that he might deliver him from death and corruption and make him a son of God and a god like himself, indeed, even if he were harder than stone and colder than crystal, will not his soul be softened and his heart be warmed to the love of God? I say this, and confessedly this is the truth, that, if someone believes all these things from the heart and from the depths of the soul, immediately he will have the love of God in his heart.

For just as they say that the pearl in the shell, when it is open, is conceived in it from the dew of heaven and from the lightning, so also consider that the love for God is sown in us. For from hearing of his aforementioned sufferings and believing little by little, the soul opens up in proportion to its faith, having previously been sealed by unbelief; and when it is opened, like a heavenly dew, the love of God which is joined to ineffable light, falling like lightning into our hearts in a spiritual way, is formed as a shining pearl, concerning which the Lord also says that, (267) when the merchant found it, he went and sold all his possessions and bought that one pearl. Therefore, he who has been deemed worthy to believe in this way, as we have said, and to find within himself the spiritual pearl of the love of God, cannot bear not to despise all things and to give away all his possessions to the poor or otherwise to let them be plundered by those who wish, in order that he may preserve the love for God inviolate and wholly undiminished. For this love, growing daily in the heart of him who prefers it to all things, becomes a wonder of wonders in him, completely inexpressible and altogether indescribable, neither comprehensible to the mind nor expressible in word; and being ecstatic at the indescribable and incomprehensible nature of the matter and having his mind preoccupied with it, he is completely outside the world, not in body but in all his senses; for they too depart with the mind towards that which is seen within him.

Therefore, one in such a state understands how to see, and he sees, and behold, a light; and the light seems to him to have its beginning from above. Seeking, therefore, he finds that this has neither a beginning of an end nor possesses a middle; and as he is perplexed at this, behold, there are three in it: that through which and in which and to which. And seeing these things, he asks to learn and hears clearly: "Behold, I am the Spirit through whom and in whom is the Son" and "Behold, I am the Son to whom is the Father." But as he was further perplexed, "Behold," he says again, "you see" the Father. "And I," says the Son, "am in the Father." And the Spirit said: "Truly it is I; for through me he who sees, sees the Father and the Son, and seeing, is ecstatic at the things seen." Where are they? "In that which no one knows, neither men nor angels, except for this my one and single and super-essential essence and nature." But in me, he says, how? "Wholly and entirely;

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κεφαλῆς αὐτοῦ τάς μάστιγας παρά τῶν θεοκτόνων ἐδέχετο, τόν ἀκάνθινον στέφανον, τόν σταυρόν, ὅν καί ἐβάσταζεν ὁ διαβαστάζων λόγῳ τά σύμπαντα· καί ἁπλῶς εἰπεῖν, ὅταν ἐννοήσῃ ὅπως ἔξω τῆς πόλεως ἤγετο ἐπί τόν Κρανίου τόπον, τῶν δημίων καί τῶν στρατιωτῶν περιστοιχούντων αὐτόν μεθ᾿ ἅμα ὄχλων ἀπείρων ἐπί τήν (266) θεωρίαν ἐφεπομένων, καί ἐπί τούτοις, ἀγγέλων μέν ἄνωθεν φριττόντων, τοῦ Θεοῦ δέ καί Πατρός ὁρῶντος τόν ὁμοούσιον Υἱόν καί ὁμόθρονον καί ὁμότιμον ταῦτα πάσχοντα παρά τῶν ἀσεβῶν Ἰουδαίων, καί γυμνόν ἐπί σταυροῦ ἀναρτώμενον καί ἥλοις τάς χεῖρας καί τούς πόδας ἡλούμενον, λόγχῃ τε τήν πλευράν τιτρωσκόμενον, καί χολήν ποτιζόμενον μετά ὄξους, καί πάντα οὐ μόνον μακροθύμως φέροντα, ἀλλά καί τῶν σταυρούντων ὑπερευχόμενον, πῶς οὐκ ἀγαπήσει αὐτόν ἐξ ὅλης ψυχῆς αὐτοῦ;

Ὅταν γάρ ἐνθυμηθῇ ὅτι, Θεός ὤν ἄναρχος ἐξ ἀνάρχου Πατρός, συμφυής καί ὁμοούσιος τοῦ παναγίου καί προσκυνητοῦ Πνεύματος, ἀόρατος καί ἀνεξιχνίαστος, κατελθών ἐσαρκώθη καί ἄνθρωπος γέγονε καί πάντα τά εἰρημένα καί πολλά ἕτερα ἔπαθε δι᾿ αὐτόν, ἵνα τοῦ θανάτου καί τῆς φθορᾶς ἀπαλλάξῃ αὐτόν καί υἱόν Θεοῦ καί θεόν ὅμοιον αὐτοῦ ἀπεργάσηται, ἆρά γε, εἰ λίθου σκληρότερος ᾖ καί κρυστάλλου ψυχρότερος, οὐ μαλαχθήσεται τήν ψυχήν καί διαθερμανθήσεται τήν καρδίαν πρός ἀγάπην Θεοῦ; Ἐγώ οὕτω λέγω καί ὁμολογουμένως οὕτως ἐστίν ἡ ἀλήθεια ὅτι, ἐάν πιστεύσῃ τις ἀπό καρδίας ταῦτα πάντα καί ἐκ βαθέων ψυχῆς, εὐθύς ἕξει καί τήν πρός Θεόν ἀγάπην ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ αὐτοῦ.

Ὥσπερ γάρ λέγουσιν ἐν τῇ κόχλῳ τόν μαργαρίτην, ἀνεῳγμένης ἐκείνης, ἐκ τῆς δρόσου τοῦ οὐρανοῦ καί ἐκ τῆς ἀστραπῆς ἐν αὐτῇ συλλαμβάνεσθαι, οὕτω καί τήν πρός Θεόν ἀγάπην λογίζου ἐν ἡμῖν σπείρεσθαι. Ἀπό γάρ τῶν εἰρημένων αὐτοῦ παθημάτων ἀκούουσα ἡ ψυχή καί κατά μικρόν πιστεύουσα, ἀναλόγως τῆς πίστεως αὐτῆς διανοίγεται, ὑπό ἀπιστίας ἠσφαλισμένη πρότερον οὖσα· ἐπάν δέ διανοιχθῇ, ὥσπερ δρόσος οὐράνιος, ἡ τοῦ Θεοῦ ἀγάπη ἥτις ἐστίν ἀρρήτῳ φωτί συνημμένη, δίκην ἀστραπῆς νοερῶς ἐν ταῖς καρδίαις ἡμῶν ἐμπίπτουσα, ὡς μαργαρίτης ἀποτελεῖται φαεινός, περί οὗ καί ὁ Κύριος λέγει ὅτι, (267) ὅν εὑρών ὁ ἔμπορος, ἀπελθών ἐπώλησε πάντα τά ὑπάρχοντα αὐτοῦ καί ἠγόρασε τόν ἕνα μαργαρίτην ἐκεῖνον. Τοίνυν καί ὁ καταξιωθείς οὕτω πιστεῦσαι, καθώς εἴπομεν, καί τόν νοητόν μαργαρίτην ἐν ἑαυτῷ τῆς τοῦ Θεοῦ ἀγάπης εὑρεῖν, οὐκ ἀνέχεται μή καταφρονῆσαι πάντων καί πάντα διαδοῦναι τά ὑπάρχοντα αὐτοῦ πένησι καί τοῖς βουλομένοις ἄλλως ἀφῆσαι διαρπάσαι αὐτά, ἵνα τήν πρός Θεόν ἀγάπην ἄσυλόν τε καί ὅλως ἀμείωτον διαφυλάξῃ. Αὕτη γάρ καθ᾿ ἑκάστην αὐξανομένη ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ τοῦ ἀντί πάντων προτιμῶντος αὐτήν γίνεται θαῦμα θαυμάτων ἐν αὐτῷ, ἀνέκφραστόν τε πάντῃ καί παντάπασιν ἀδιήγητον, μήτε νῷ καταληπτόν μήτε λόγῳ ῥητόν· καί τῷ ἀνεκδιηγήτῳ καί ἀκατανοήτῳ τοῦ πράγματος ἐξιστάμενος καί πρός ἐκεῖνο ἔχων ἀδολεσχοῦντα τόν νοῦν, ὅλως ἔξω τοῦ κόσμου οὐ τῷ σώματι ἀλλά ταῖς αἰσθήσεσι πάσαις γίνεται· συναπίασι γάρ τῷ νῷ καί αὗται πρός τό ἐντός αὐτοῦ καθορώμενον.

Τοιγαροῦν καί κατανοεῖ τοῦ ἰδεῖν ὁ οὕτως ἔχων καί ὁρᾷ καί ἰδού φῶς· τό δέ φῶς ἄνωθεν ἔχειν δοκεῖ αὐτῷ τήν ἀρχήν. Ζητῶν οὖν εὑρίσκει τοῦτο μήτε ἀρχήν τέλους ἔχον μήτε μεσότητα κεκτημένον· ὡς δέ ἐπί τούτοις ἐξαπορεῖ, καί ἰδού τρία ἐν αὐτῷ, τό δι᾿ οὗ καί ἐν ᾧ καί εἰ ὅν. Καί ταῦτα ἰδών, μαθεῖν ἐρωτᾷ καί ἀκούει τρανῶς· "Ἰδού ἐγώ τό Πνεῦμα δι᾿ οὗ καί ἐν ᾧ ὁ Υἱός" καί "Ἰδού ἐγώ ὁ Υἱός εἰς ὅν ὁ Πατήρ". Ἐπί πλεῖον δ᾿ ἐπαποροῦντος αὐτοῦ, "Ἰδού" πάλιν φησίν "ὁρᾷς" ὁ Πατήρ. "Καί ἐγώ" φησίν ὁ Υἱός "ἐν τῷ Πατρί". Καί τό Πνεῦμα ἔλεγεν· "Ὄντως ἐγώ· δι᾿ ἐμοῦ γάρ τόν Πατέρα καί τόν Υἱόν ὁ βλέπων ὁρᾷ καί ὁρῶν τῶν ὁρωμένων ἐξίσταται". Ποῦ ὄντας; "Ἐν ᾧ οὐδείς οἶδεν οὐκ ἀνθρώπων, οὐκ ἀγγέλων, πλήν αὐτῆς τῆς μιᾶς ἐμοῦ καί ἑνάδος καί ὑπέρ οὐσίαν οὐσίας καί φύσεως". Ἐν ἐμοί δέ, φησί, πῶς; "Ὅλη καθόλου·