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of me the sinner, so that I may be saved in all things. Greet those with you, especially the brother Simon, if he is with you; the brothers with me greet you warmly. The Lord be with you. Amen. 165 {1To Simeon, my child}1 Not only when I write do I remember you, beloved child, since that is no great thing, but I always have the good memory of you with my child who is with you, Abba Antony, praying that you both be kept like two pupils of the eye, unstained in faith and love which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. But I praise your wisdom all the more, my child, because you have gone far away, fleeing from the one who bore you, living as a stranger in a foreign land; for what benefit was the sitting still to the departed Daniel? Therefore I am grieved that in fact the first brother has remained lawlessly and scandalously with what he has. You, therefore, thinking divine things, have rightly gone abroad and are proceeding on your way; and may the Lord indeed make you perfect in every good work, working in you that which is well-pleasing to him. But help as you are able your brothers who are not well settled, either by letter or by your presence, both the one aforementioned and those in the same place. And I say this on account of Theonas and Theophilus the carpenter; for I hear that the one has become completely insolent, and the other remains with his sister. To this one I have written a letter; and for the love of God, take the trouble to go to him and deliver the letter to him and read it, which is also enclosed within your letter. and perhaps God, seeing your labor, will set his life straight. But as for Theonas, I have refrained from writing for the time being, lest he also become a traitor. But I beg you, concerning him also, either in person or by letter, to learn his state of mind, saying to him, "4Our father is greatly grieved, having heard not good things about you; and write to him, and I can see to it that your letter is delivered safely to him and he will write back to you"5. and perhaps in this way he may be drawn and write, or we will learn completely of his apostasy. Yes, my children, I beseech you, labor in this; and the God of my father will show you to be pillars and foundations of his church, in your enduring not only the afflictions of exile, but also the struggles up to the point of bloodshed for his love, praying also for our lowliness, that we may be saved in all things. The brothers with me greet you with longing. Grace be with you. Amen. 166 {1To Theophilus, my child}1 Brother Theophilus, may you be well; what is this that I have heard about you, my beloved son, my faithful child, more devout than most of the brothers, set before all the carpenters from the beginning as a good example, more fervent than the others in pious defense and fiery zeal for God (and why do I say so much?), who ought to be, according to your name, a light for those in the world and salt for the foolish? Have you chosen to live with your worldly sister? Do you conduct yourself in a worldly place? Do you trample upon the evangelical habit to its reproach? Do you trans gress against the divine laws? Do you behave disgracefully against our praised brotherhood? While other brothers of yours are some imprisoned alone, others beaten and exiled, others lodging here and there in deserts and mountains and hidden places, and however the good God has simply opened a door for each one, do you alone sit down against the God who saved you and called you? Oh, the horror of my humble soul, oh, the contempt for the judgment of God. I cannot bear it, my Lord, Lord, I cannot endure what is within; I am burning, my inward parts are on fire. Instead of light my son has become darkness, instead of glory dishonor, instead of praise blasphemy, instead of a help a scandal; hear, brother, the Lord saying about you, it were better for him that a millstone were hung about his neck and he were cast into the sea, than that he should cause one of his brothers to stumble; but you, causing all to stumble, make a public show. Woe is me, the wretched one, how do you not perceive, brother? Have mercy on me, my child, when you receive the

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