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endures condemnation, so also then in the same way it will happen to all those in the world; and night will be illumined as day, and every house and cave and heaven itself and earth will be taken away, and all who have not put on Christ, that is, those who have not received the light, as we said before, and pre-existed in it and are light, will appear naked and will be filled with much shame from all sides. Not only this but also every deed of each person, both good and bad, and every word and every thought and reflection, that is, that which was born in us from the very birth (362) of each of us until the last breath, will then appear there gathered together in each of the people. And what then will be the comparison, brothers, of this shame alone? Or what punishment is greater than that fear and shame for those who are then found thus, as has been said, dark and without the illuminating Spirit? What kind of life, what kind of conduct will the person have who sits in darkness, so that in the sudden flash of light no stain of thought or of any deed may be found in him? Therefore let us hasten, my brothers, from this point on through repentance to enter the narrow gate and to behold the light within it. Yes, I beseech you, let us not grow weary of knocking and of seeking and of asking before it is opened to us and given and we are heard, and even until we enter and receive light and have it unquenchable in our hearts.

But let us not deceive ourselves and, following after the desires of our flesh, commit fornication in our practices, making ourselves teachers, becoming leaders and high priests and priests in contempt of God and of our own salvation, obviously. For if when Jesus said to Nicodemus: "Unless one is born from above, he cannot see the kingdom of God," and Nicodemus answered him: "How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter a second time into his mother's womb and be born?"(363) Jesus rebuked him and said: "Are you the teacher of Israel and you do not know these things?" although he had not yet believed at all nor understood the things of grace, of how much condemnation, then, are we worthy, who are teachers after grace and do not understand the mysteries of grace, we who have enjoyed so much teaching and are taught and forewarned every day through apostles and prophets and teachers and the Lord Himself?

For if we do not know how we must conduct ourselves in this life, nor how we must first be nurtured in good works and present ourselves as slaves to righteousness, as standing before the Lord and not men and having enlisted to serve blamelessly the living God, nor what sort and what kind of people we ought first to become and thus to preside over others, how, tell me, shall we be entrusted with the keeping and care of the master's flock? How shall we shepherd it according to the will of the chief shepherd Christ and lead it out to pastures of ever-living life? But oh, our hardness of heart and contempt for God and divine things! For like an asp stopping its ears, as if we have become deaf and mute in the manner of the dead and being maimed in the senses of the soul, we do not even perceive the things being spoken, nor do we understand what Christianity is, but being ignorant of the mystery of the economy and not knowing precisely the mysteries of the Christians, (364) yet as if concerning the light of knowledge, or rather we shamelessly attempt to show the light of knowledge itself to the many. Knowledge is not the light, but the light is knowledge, since in it and through it and from it are all things; of which

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καταδίκην καθυπομένει, οὕτω καί τότε τόν αὐτόν τρόπον εἰς πάντας τούς ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ γενήσεται· καί νύξ μέν ὡς ἡμέρα φωτισθήσεται, οἰκία δέ πᾶσα καί σπήλαιον καί οὐρανός αὐτός καί γῆ ἀρθήσονται, καί πάντες οἱ μή τόν Χριστόν ἐνδεδυμένοι, ἤγουν οἱ μή λαβόντες τό φῶς, ὡς προείπομεν, καί ἐν αὐτῷ προόντες καί φῶς ὄντες, γυμνοί φανήσονται καί πολλῆς τῆς αἰσχύνης πάντοθεν πληρωθήσονται. Οὐ μόνον δέ ἀλλά καί πᾶσα πρᾶξις ἑκάστου, καλή τε καί κακή, καί πᾶς λόγος καί πᾶσα ἔννοια καί ἐνθύμησις, ἡ ἀπ᾿ αὐτῆς (362) δηλαδή τῆς γεννήσεως ἑκάστου ἡμῶν και μέχρις ἐσχάτης ἀναπνοῆς ἐν ἡμῖν γεννηθεῖσα, ἐκεῖ συνηγμένως τότε ἐν ἑκάστῳ τῶν ἀνθρώπων φανήσονται. Καί τίς ἄρα ἔσται ἡ σύγκρισις, ἀδελφοί, ταύτης καί μόνης τῆς αἰσχύνης τότε; Ἤ ποία τιμωρία μείζων τοῦ φόβου ἐκείνου καί τῆς ἐντροπῆς τοῖς τηνικαῦτα οὕτως εὑρισκομένοις, ὡς εἴρηται, σκοτεινοῖς καί δίχα τοῦ φωτίζοντος Πνεύματος; Ὁποῖον δέ τόν βίον, ὁποίαν τήν διαγωγήν ἕξει ὁ ἄνθρωπος, ὁ ἐν τῷ σκότει καθήμενος, ἵνα μή τῇ αἰφνιδίῳ τοῦ φωτός ἐπιλάμψει ῥύπος που διαλογισμοῦ ἤ πράξεώς τινος εὑρεθῇ ἐν αὐτῷ; ∆ιό σπουδάσωμεν, ἀδελφοί μου, ἀπ᾿ ἐντεῦθεν ἤδη διά μετανοίας τήν στενήν πύλην εἰσελθεῖν καί τό ἔνδον ταύτης θεάσασθαι φῶς. Ναί, παρακαλῶ, μή ἐκκακήσωμεν τοῦ κρούειν καί τοῦ ζητεῖν καί τοῦ αἰτεῖσθαι πρό τοῦ ἀνοιγῆναι ἡμῖν καί δοθῆναι καί εἰσακουσθῆναι, ἔτι δέ καί μέχρις ἄν εἰσέλθωμεν καί λάβωμεν φῶς καί ἄσβεστον αὐτό σχῶμεν ἐν ταῖς καρδίαις ἡμῶν.

Ἀλλά μηδέ ἐξαπατῶμεν ἑαυτούς ἡμᾶς καί, ὀπίσω τῶν τῆς σαρκός ἡμῶν θελημάτων ἀκολουθοῦντες, ἐκπορνεύσωμεν ἐν τοῖς ἐπιτηδεύμασιν ἡμῶν, διδασκάλους ἡμᾶς ἑαυτούς καθιστῶντες, ἡγούμενοί τε καί ἀρχιερεῖς καί ἱερεῖς ἐν καταφρονήσει Θεοῦ καί τῆς ἑαυτῶν σωτηρίας δηλονότι γενόμενοι. Εἰ γάρ εἰπόντος Ἰησοῦ τῷ Νικοδήμῳ· "Ἐάν μή τις γεννηθῇ ἄνωθεν, οὐ δύναται τήν βασιλείαν ἰδεῖν τοῦ Θεοῦ", καί τοῦ Νικοδήμου ἀνταποκριθέντος αὐτῷ· "Πῶς δύναται ἄνθρωπος γεννηθῆναι γέρων ὤν; Μή δύναται εἰς τήν κοιλίαν τῆς μητρός αὐτοῦ δεύτερον εἰσελθεῖν καί γεννηθῆναι;"(363) ἐμέμψατο αὐτόν ὁ Ἰησοῦς καί εἶπε· "Σύ εἶ ὁ διδάσκαλος τοῦ Ἰσραήλ καί ταῦτα οὐ γινώσκεις;" καίτοι μήπω μηδαμῶς πιστεύσαντος μηδέ τά τῆς χάριτος ἐπισταμένου, πόσης ἄρα κατακρίσεώς ἐσμεν ἡμεῖς ἄξιοι, οἱ μετά τήν χάριν ὄντες διδάσκαλοι καί μή τά μυστήρια τῆς χάριτος ἐπιστάμενοι, οἱ τοσαύτης ἀπολαύσαντες διδασκαλίας καί καθ᾿ ἑκάστην δι᾿ ἀποστόλων καί προφητῶν καί διδασκάλων καί αὐτοῦ τοῦ Κυρίου διδασκόμενοί τε καί προμαρτυρούμενοι;

Εἰ γάρ οὐκ οἴδαμεν πῶς δεῖ ἡμᾶς ἐν τῷδε τῷ βίῳ ἀναστρέφεσθαι, οὐδέ ὅπως ἐν ἔργοις πρότερον ἀγαθοῖς ἐντρέφεσθαι δεῖ καί παριστάνειν ἑαυτούς ἡμᾶς δούλους τῇ δικαιοσύνῃ, ὡς ἐνώπιον Κυρίου καί οὐκ ἀνθρώπων ἱσταμένους καί ἀμέμπτως Θεῷ δουλεύειν ζῶντι συνταξαμένους, οὐδέ ὁποῖοί τε καί ποταποί ὀφείλομεν πρῶτον γίνεσθαι καί οὕτω τῶν ἄλλων προΐστασθαι, πῶς εἰπέ μοι, τοῦ δεσποτικοῦ ποιμνίου τήν φυλακήν ἐγχειρισθῶμεν καί ἐπιμέλειαν; Πῶς ποιμάνωμεν αὐτό κατά τό θέλημα τοῦ ἀρχιποιμένος Χριστοῦ καί ἐπί νομάς ἐξαγάγωμεν αὐτό ἀειζώους; Ἀλλ᾿ ὤ τῆς πωρώσεως ἡμῶν καί τῆς τοῦ Θεοῦ καί τῶν θείων καταφρονήσεως! Ὥσπερ γάρ ἀσπίς τά ὦτα βύσαντες, ὡσεί κωφοί τε καί ἄλαλοι γεγονότες δίκην νεκρῶν καί πεπηρωμένοι ὄντες τά τῆς ψυχῆς αἰσθητήρια, οὐδέ τῶν λαλουμένων λαμβάνομεν αἴσθησιν, οὐδ᾿ ὅτι ποτέ ἐστι χριστιανισμός ἐπιστάμεθα, ἀλλά καί τό τῆς οἰκονομίας μυστήριον ἀγνοοῦντες καί ἀκριβῶς τά τῶν χριστιανῶν (364) μυστήρια μή εἰδότες, ἀλλ᾿ ὡς περί τοῦ φωτός τῆς γνώσεως, μᾶλλον δέ αὐτό τό τῆς γνώσεως φῶς δεικνύειν τοῖς πολλοῖς ἀναισχύντως ἐπιχειροῦμεν. Ἡ γνῶσις οὐκ ἔστι τό φῶς, ἀλλά τό φῶς ἡ γνῶσις ὑπάρχει, ἐπειδή ἐν αὐτῷ καί δι᾿ αὐτοῦ καί ἐξ αὐτοῦ τά πάντα· οὗ