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by continuous study of the divine Scriptures, always repenting and constantly remembering one's own faults, and let no one neglect such work. But if anyone, despairing of his own salvation, lies on the bed of sloth, let him not say that this is impossible even for the diligent. For he who says this shuts for all of us the very gate of the kingdom of heaven. For you have taken away tears and with them you have taken away purification; but without purification no one is saved, no one is called blessed by the Lord, no one will see God.

But if these things follow those who do not mourn according to the Lord's commandment, how is this heresy not worse than all heresies, tell me? But then, according to you, God's condescension and ascension have become in vain, the preaching of the apostles has been rendered useless, (382) the instructions of all the saints, which always call us to mourning, have been rendered useless. All God-breathed Scripture has become unprofitable for you who hold and think this way, as I see it. For like a deaf asp, you also have stopped your ears, and in the monastic cloak alone and the hood and the scapular—and some also in the deepest and most venerable beard—you inscribe the salvation of your souls, I think, and, confident in these things, you adorn yourselves. But be assured, naked and laid bare—even if you are not willing to hear the divine Scripture crying out great things to you daily—we shall stand before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each one may receive what is due for what he has done in the body, whether good or evil.

But if this is soon to happen to all, where then will be the garment that covers and adorns our bodies? Where the splendid scapulars? Where the gleaming and transparent mantles? Where the well-formed and sturdy sandals? Where the leather belts, similar to women's girdles? Where the meeting of rulers? Where the preference in greetings? Where the struggles for the first seat? Where the luxury of tables? Where—that I may say this too—the rushing ahead of a brother to take the larger and more precious portions of what is set before us, which I first and the foolish ones like me suffer? Where then our arrogance and our pride and ruling and being ruled? Where the spacious cells, splendidly adorned like bridal chambers? Where the preference for ministries and ministers, (383) in which we think to be first before others? Where the unrestrained and unseemly laughter? Where the luxurious dinners and the late luncheons and the untimely conversations during them? Where then the great names? Where the holiness which we are now thought to have, or think we have? Where the flatterers and mockers now, who call us saints and stir up the path of our feet? Where the exalted thrones and those who on account of them seem to be more distinguished than others? Where the running about and haste to get possession of something or of a greater office? Where the contradiction and insubordination and the not wanting anyone to appear second to another? Where the partiality for relatives? Where the distinction of the worldly people and rulers who visit us, through whom I, the wretched one, first think and seem to become more distinguished than others? Where the seeming wisdom of those distinguished in the knowledge and the wisdom of the world? Where the conceit and the seeming to be something, when we are nothing? Where then the versatile tongue and the orations as from a spring? Where then, or rather now, is the wise man, where the scribe, where the debater of this age, that he might come back and we might sit down together and take counsel about that fearsome day and hour, and—as the saying goes—letting out every rope within ourselves and in the divine Scriptures, having moved and searched accurately, we might be taught from there and learn what it is that will have the power to benefit us then, and that we might choose with much diligence?

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διηνεκεῖ μελέτῃ τῶν θείων Γραφῶν, μετανοῶν ἀεί καί διαπαντός τῶν οἰκείων μνημονεύων σφαλμάτων, καί μηδείς τῆς τοιαύτης ἐργασίας ἀμελείτω. Εἰ δέ τις ἀπεγνωκώς τῆς ἑαυτοῦ σωτηρίας ἐπί κλίνης ῥᾳθυμίας ἀνάκειται, κἄν μή λεγέτω καί τοῖς σπουδαίοις τοῦτο εἶναι ἀδύνατον. Ὁ γάρ τοῦτο λέγων αὐτήν ἡμῖν πᾶσιν ἀποκλείει τήν πύλην τῆς βασιλείας τῶν οὐρανῶν. Ἄνελε γάρ τά δάκρυα καί συνανεῖλες τούτοις τήν κάθαρσιν· καθάρσεως δέ δίχα οὐδείς ὁ σῳζόμενος, οὐδείς ὁ ὑπό τοῦ Κυρίου μακαριζόμενος, οὐδείς ὄψεται τόν Θεόν.

Εἰ δέ ταῦτα οὕτως ἐπακολουθεῖ τοῖς μή πενθοῦσι κατά τήν ἐντολήν τοῦ Κυρίου, πῶς οὐχ αἱρετικῶν πάντων, εἰπέ μοι, χείρων αὕτη ἡ αἵρεσις; Ἀλλά γάρ διά κενῆς, τό καθ᾿ ὑμᾶς, λοιπόν ἡ τοῦ Θεοῦ συγκατάβασις καί ἀνάβασις γέγονεν, ἤργησε τῶν ἀποστόλων τό κήρυγμα, (382) ἤργησαν τῶν ἁγίων ἁπάντων αἱ κατηχήσεις, αἱ πρός τό πένθος ἡμᾶς ἀεί ἐκκαλούμεναι. Πᾶσα Γραφή θεόπνευστος ἀνωφελής εἰς ὑμᾶς τούς οὕτω ἔχοντας καί φρονοῦντας, ὡς ὁρῷ, γέγονεν. Ὡς γάρ ἀσπίς κωφή καί τά ὦτα βύσαντες καί ὑμεῖς, τῷ τριβωνίῳ μόνῳ καί τῷ κουκουλίῳ καί ἀναλάβῳ οἱ δέ καί τῷ βαθυτάτῳ καί σεμνῷ πώγωνι - τήν σωτηρίαν τῶν ψυχῶν ὑμῶν, ὡς οἴομαι, ἐπιγράφεσθε καί τούτοις θαρροῦντες ἐγκαλλωπίζεσθε. Ἀλλά θαρσεῖτε, γυμνοί καί τετραχηλισμένοι - εἰ καί μή ἀκούειν ἐθέλοιτε καθ᾿ ἑκάστην ἐκβοώσης ὑμῖν μεγάλα τῆς θείας Γραφῆς - παραστησόμεθα τῷ βήματι τοῦ Χριστοῦ, ἵνα λήψηται ἕκαστος τά διά τοῦ σώματος πρός ἅ ἔπραξεν, εἴτε ἀγαθόν εἴτε πονηρόν.

Εἰ δέ ὅσον οὔπω εἰς πάντας τοῦτο γενήσεται, ποῦ ἔσται τότε ἡ τά σώματα ἡμῶν καλύπτουσα καί κοσμοῦσα στολή; Ποῦ οἱ ἀνάλαβοι οἱ περιφανεῖς; Ποῦ τά στίλβοντα παλλία καί διαφανῆ; Ποῦ τά εὐειδῆ σανδάλια καί στερρά; Ποῦ οἱ λῶροι, οἱ γυναικείαις ζώναις παρόμοιοι; Ποῦ τῶν ἀρχόντων ἡ ἀπαντή; Ποῦ τῶν ἀσπασμῶν ἡ προτίμησις; Ποῦ οἱ τῆς πρωτοκαθεδρίας ἀγῶνες; Ποῦ ἡ τῶν τραπεζῶν πολυτέλεια; Ποῦ ἵνα καί τοῦτο εἴπω - τό προλαβεῖν τόν ἀδελφόν καί τῶν προκειμένων λαβεῖν τά πλείω καί τιμιώτερα, ὅπερ ἐγώ πρῶτος καί οἱ ὡς ἐγώ πάσχομεν μάταιοι; Ποῦ τότε ὁ τύφος καί ἡ ἀλαζονεία ἡμῶν καί τό ἄρχειν καί ἄρχεσθαι; Ποῦ αἱ εὐρύχωροι κέλλαι καί ὡς παστοί κεκελλωπισμέναι λαμπρῶς; Ποῦ τῶν διακονιῶν καί διακονητῶν ἡ προτίμησις, (383) ἐν αἷς τῶν ἄλλων προτερεύειν νομίζομεν; Ποῦ ὁ ἀκρατής καί ἄσεμνος γέλως; Ποῦ τά δεῖπνα τά πολυτελῆ καί βραδέα τά ἄριστα καί αἱ ἐν τούτοις ἄκαιροι ὁμιλίαι; Ποῦ τά μεγάλα τότε ὀνόματα; Ποῦ ἡ ἁγιωσύνη ἥν ἔχειν νῦν νομιζόμεθα ἤ νομίζομεν; Ποῦ οἱ νῦν κόλακες καί ἐμπαῖκται οἱ ἁγίους ἡμᾶς ἀποκαλοῦντες καί τήν τρίβον τῶν ποδῶν ἡμῶν ἐκταράσσοντες; Ποῦ οἱ ἐπηρμένοι θρόνοι καί οἱ ἐκ τούτων δοκοῦντες εἶναι τῶν ἄλλων περιφανέστεροι; Ποῦ ἡ περιδρομή καί σπουδή τοῦ ἐν κατασχέσει γενέσθαι τινός ἤ τῆς μειζοτέρας ἀρχῆς; Ποῦ ἡ ἀντιλογία καί ἀνυποταξία καί τό μή θέλειν τινά τοῦ ἑτέρου φανῆναι δεύτερον; Ποῦ τῶν συγγενῶν ἡ προσπάθεια; Ποῦ τῶν πρός ἡμᾶς παραγενομένων κοσμικῶν καί ἀρχόντων ἡ περιφάνεια, δι᾿ ὧν οἴομαι καί δοκῶ πρῶτος ἐγώ ὁ ταλαίπωρος τῶν ἄλλων περιφανέστερος γίνεσθαι; Ποῦ ἡ δοκοῦσα φρόνησις τῶν περιφανῶν ἐν τῇ γνώσει καί τῇ σοφίᾳ τοῦ κόσμου; Ποῦ ἡ οἴησις καί τό δοκεῖν εἶναί τι, μηδέν ὄντων ἡμῶν; Ποῦ ἡ εὔστροφος τότε γλῶσσα καί τά ὡς ἀπό πηγῆς ῥητορεύματα; Ποῦ τότε, μᾶλλον δέ νῦν, σοφός, ποῦ γραμματεύς, ποῦ συζητητής τοῦ αἰῶνος τούτου, ἵνα ἐπανιών ἔλθῃ καί καθεσθῶμεν ἅμα καί περί τῆς φοβερᾶς ἡμέρας καί ὥρας ἐκείνης συμβουλευσώμεθα καί πάντα κάλων - τό δή λεγόμενον ἐν ἑαυτοῖς ἡμῖν καί ἐν ταῖς θείας Γραφαῖς κινήσαντες καί ἀκριβῶς ἐρευνήσαντες, διδαχθῶμεν ἐκεῖθεν καί μάθωμεν τί ἐστιν, ὅ ἡμᾶς ὠφελῆσαι ἰσχύσει τότε, κἀκεῖνο πολλῇ τῇ σπουδῇ ἐκλεξώμεθα;