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that he might receive the reward for his zeal, and through the enjoyment of that which was greater than expected, he might attain greater pleasure. He chose to celebrate the feast in a foreign land and far from his own people for the sake of the city's salvation; but God restored him to us before Pascha, so that he might celebrate the feast in common with you, that he might both have the reward for his resolve, and enjoy greater gladness. He did not fear the season of the year, and it became summer against all odds at the time of his journey; he did not take his age into account, and like a young and vigorous man, he thus easily ran this long course; he did not consider the death of his sister, nor was he softened; and upon returning he found her alive, and of all the things he disregarded, all of them he obtained.

2. And so the priest became well-pleasing to God and men; but this deed adorned the emperor more splendidly than his diadem. First, because it then became clear that what he would grant to no one else, these things he would grant to the priests; then, because he also granted the favor with great speed, and released his anger. But so that you may learn more clearly both the magnanimity of the emperor, and the wisdom of the priest, and before both of these, the loving-kindness of God, allow me to recount to you a little of the public speech that was made there. And I will tell what I learned from one of those who stood within; for the father said neither little nor great to us, but imitating the magnanimity of Paul, he always hides his own accomplishments, and to those asking everywhere what he said to the emperor, and how he persuaded him, and how he expelled all his anger, he would say these words: We contributed nothing to the matter, but the emperor himself, God having softened his heart, both released all his anger before our words, and resolved his wrath, and in discussing what had happened, as if some other person had been insulted, he thus recounted all the events without anger. But what he concealed out of humility, these things God brought forth into the open. And what are these things? I will relate them to you, carrying the account a little further back. For when he departed from the city, leaving everyone in such great despondency, he suffered things much more terrible than we who were in the midst of those terrible things. For first, having met midway on the road those who were sent by the emperor for the investigation of what had happened, and having learned from them for what they had been dispatched, and considering the terrible things that were to befall the city—the tumults, the disturbances, the flight, the fear, the agony, the dangers—he shed fountains of tears, his bowels being rent apart; for it is the custom of fathers to grieve much more 49.214 when they are not even able to be present with their own children who are suffering ill. Which indeed this most affectionate man also suffered, lamenting not only the terrible things that would befall us, but also that he was far away while we were suffering these things; yet this too was for the sake of our salvation. For when he learned these things from them, he shed hotter fountains of tears, and with greater supplication he fled to God, and he passed sleepless nights entreating both that he might be present for the city as it suffered these things, and that he might make the emperor's mind gentler. And when he entered that great city, and came into the imperial courts, he stood far off from the emperor, speechless, weeping, bowing his head, covering his face, as if he himself were the one who had done all those things. And he did this, wishing first to draw him to pity by his posture, his look, his lamentations, and then to begin the defense on our behalf; for one pardon is left for sinners, to be silent and to say nothing in defense of what has happened. For he wished indeed to bring out one passion, and to bring in another, to cast out wrath, but to bring in despondency, so that he might thus prepare the way for the words of his defense; which therefore also happened. And just as Moses, having gone up the mountain when the people had offended, stood speechless himself,

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τῆς προθυμίας τὸν μισθὸν λάβῃ, καὶ διὰ τῆς ἀπολαύσεως τῆς παρὰ προσδοκίαν μείζονος ἐπιτύχῃ τῆς ἡδονῆς. Εἵλετο τὴν ἑορτὴν ἐπὶ τῆς ἀλλοτρίας καὶ πόῤῥω τῶν οἰκείων ἐπιτελέσαι διὰ τὴν τῆς πόλεως σωτηρίαν· ὁ δὲ Θεὸς πρὸ τοῦ Πάσχα ἡμῖν αὐτὸν ἀπέδωκεν, ὥστε κοινὴν μεθ' ὑμῶν τὴν ἑορτὴν ἀγαγεῖν, ἵνα καὶ τῆς προαιρέσεως ἔχῃ τὸν μισθὸν, καὶ τῆς εὐφροσύνης ἀπολαύσῃ μείζονος. Οὐκ ἔδεισε τὴν ὥραν τοῦ ἔτους, καὶ θέρος παρὰ πάντα γέγονε τῆς ἀποδημίας τὸν καιρόν· οὐχ ὑπελογίσατο τὴν ἡλικίαν, καὶ καθάπερ νέος καὶ σφριγῶν, οὕτω μετ' εὐκολίας διέδραμε τὴν μακρὰν ταύτην ὁδόν· οὐκ ἐνενόησε τὴν τελευτὴν τῆς ἀδελφῆς, οὐδὲ κατεμαλάχθη· καὶ ἐπανελθὼν ζῶσαν αὐτὴν κατείληφε, καὶ πάντων, ὧν ὑπερεῖδε, πάντων ἐπέτυχε.

βʹ. Καὶ ὁ μὲν ἱερεὺς οὕτως εὐδόκιμος γέγονε παρὰ Θεῷ καὶ ἀνθρώποις· τὸν βασιλέα δὲ τοῦ διαδήματος λαμπρότερον τοῦτο τὸ πρᾶγμα ἐκόσμησε. Πρῶτον μὲν ὅτι δῆλον ἐγένετο τότε, ὅτι ἅπερ οὐδενὶ ἑτέρῳ, ταῦτα χαριεῖται τοῖς ἱερεῦσιν· ἔπειτα, ὅτι καὶ μετὰ πολλοῦ τοῦ τάχους τὴν χάριν ἔδωκε, καὶ τὴν ὀργὴν ἔλυσεν. Ἀλλ' ἵνα σαφέστερον καὶ τοῦ βασιλέως τὴν μεγαλοψυχίαν, καὶ τοῦ ἱερέως τὴν σοφίαν, καὶ πρὸ τούτων ἀμφοτέρων τοῦ Θεοῦ μάθητε τὴν φιλανθρωπίαν, δότε μοι μικρὰ τῆς ἐκεῖ γεγενημένης δημηγορίας διηγήσασθαι πρὸς ὑμᾶς. Ἐρῶ δὲ ἃ παρά τινος τῶν ἔνδον ἑστώτων ἔμαθον· ὁ μὲν γὰρ πατὴρ οὔτε μικρὸν οὔτε μέγα εἶπε πρὸς ἡμᾶς, ἀλλὰ τὴν Παύλου μεγαλοψυχίαν μιμούμενος, ἀεὶ τὰ οἰκεῖα κρύπτει κατορθώματα, καὶ πρὸς τοὺς ἐρωτῶντας πανταχοῦ, τί πρὸς τὸν βασιλέα εἶπε, καὶ πῶς ἔπεισε, καὶ πῶς αὐτοῦ τὴν ὀργὴν ἐξέβαλεν ἅπασαν, ταῦτα ἔλεγε τὰ ῥήματα· Οὐδὲν ἡμεῖς εἰς τὸ πρᾶγμα εἰσηνέγκαμεν, ἀλλ' αὐτὸς ὁ βασιλεὺς, τοῦ Θεοῦ μαλάξαντος αὐτοῦ τὴν καρδίαν, καὶ πρὸ τῶν ἡμετέρων ῥημάτων πᾶσαν ἀφῆκε τὴν ὀργὴν, καὶ τὸν θυμὸν ἔλυσε, καὶ περὶ τῶν γεγενημένων διαλεγόμενος, ὡς ἑτέρου τινὸς ὑβρισθέντος, οὕτω τὰ συμβάντα ἅπαντα χωρὶς ὀργῆς διηγεῖτο. Ἀλλ' ἅπερ οὗτος ἀπέκρυψεν ἀπὸ ταπεινοφροσύνης, ταῦτα ὁ Θεὸς εἰς μέσον ἐξήνεγκε. Τίνα δέ ἐστι ταῦτα; Μικρὸν ἀνωτέρω τὸν λόγον ἀγαγὼν ὑμῖν διηγήσομαι. Ἐπειδὴ γὰρ ἐξῆλθε τῆς πόλεως πάντας ἐν τοσαύτῃ καταλιπὼν ἀθυμίᾳ, πολλῷ δεινότερα ἡμῶν ἔπασχε τῶν ἐν αὐτοῖς ὄντων τοῖς δεινοῖς. Πρῶτον μὲν γὰρ συγγενόμενος κατὰ μέσην τὴν ὁδὸν τοῖς ἐπὶ τὴν ἐξέτασιν τῶν γεγενημένων παρὰ τοῦ βασιλέως πεμφθεῖσι, καὶ μαθὼν παρ' ἐκείνων, ἐφ' οἷς ἦσαν ἀπεσταλμένοι, καὶ τὰ καταληψόμενα τὴν πόλιν ἀναλογιζόμενος δεινὰ, τοὺς θορύβους, τὰς ταραχὰς, τὴν φυγὴν, τὸν φόβον, τὴν ἀγωνίαν, τοὺς κινδύνους, πηγὰς ἠφίει δακρύων, τῶν σπλάγχνων αὐτῷ διακοπτομένων· τοῖς γὰρ πατράσιν ἔθος πολλῷ μεῖζον 49.214 ἀλγεῖν, ὅταν μηδὲ παρεῖναι δύνωνται κακουμένοις τοῖς ἑαυτῶν παισίν. Ὃ δὴ καὶ ὁ φιλοστοργότατος οὗτος ἔπασχεν, οὐ τὰ καταληψόμενα ἡμᾶς δεινὰ θρηνῶν μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ τὸ πόῤῥω ταῦτα πασχόντων ἡμῶν εἶναι· πλὴν ἀλλὰ καὶ τοῦτο ὑπὲρ τῆς ἡμετέρας ἐγίνετο σωτηρίας. Ἐπειδὴ γὰρ ἔμαθε ταῦτα παρ' ἐκείνων, θερμοτέρας ἠφίει πηγὰς δακρύων, καὶ μετὰ πλείονος δεήσεως πρὸς Θεὸν κατέφευγε, καὶ τὰς νύκτας ἄϋπνος διῆγε παρακαλῶν, καὶ τῇ πόλει παραγενέσθαι ταῦτα πασχούσῃ, καὶ τοῦ βασιλέως πραοτέραν ποιῆσαι τὴν διάνοιαν. Ὡς δὲ ἐπέβη τῆς μεγάλης πόλεως ἐκείνης, καὶ εἰς τὰς βασιλικὰς εἰσῆλθεν αὐλὰς, εἱστήκει τοῦ βασιλέως πόῤῥωθεν, ἄφωνος, δακρύων, κάτω κύπτων, ἐγκαλυπτόμενος, ὥσπερ αὐτὸς ὢν ὁ πάντα ἐργασάμενος ἐκεῖνα. Ἐποίει δὲ τοῦτο, τῷ σχήματι, τῷ βλέμματι, τοῖς θρήνοις πρότερον ἐπισπάσασθαι βουλόμενος αὐτὸν εἰς ἔλεον, καὶ τότε ἄρξασθαι τῆς ὑπὲρ ἡμῶν ἀπολογίας· μία γὰρ τοῖς ἁμαρτάνουσιν ἀπολείπεται συγγνώμη, τὸ σιγᾷν καὶ μηδὲν ὑπὲρ τῶν γεγενημένων φθέγγεσθαι. Ἐβούλετο γὰρ δὴ πάθος τὸ μὲν ἐξενεγκεῖν, τὸ δὲ εἰσενεγκεῖν, ἐκβαλεῖν μὲν τὸν θυμὸν, εἰσαγαγεῖν δὲ ἀθυμίαν, ἵνα οὕτω προοδοποιήσῃ τοῖς τῆς ἀπολογίας ῥήμασιν· ὅπερ οὖν καὶ ἐγένετο. Καὶ καθάπερ Μωϋσῆς εἰς τὸ ὄρος ἀναβὰς, τοῦ λαοῦ προσκεκρουκότος, ἄφωνος εἱστήκει αὐτὸς,