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reception. Thus then receiving and thus touching the untouchable things and seeming to eat, you remain not receiving, not eating, having nothing at all in yourself. For the unapproachable Word, the bread which comes down from heaven, is not grasped sensibly, but rather He Himself grasps and touches and is united without confusion to those who are worthy and well-prepared for His reception. If you thus celebrate, and thus also partake of the divine mysteries, your whole life will be a single feast, and not even a feast, but an occasion for a feast and one Pascha, the passage and departure from things seen to things understood, where every shadow and every type and the present symbols cease, and we, pure, will purely and eternally enjoy the purest victim, in God the Father and the consubstantial Spirit, ever seeing Christ and being seen by Him, being with Christ, co-reigning with Christ, than which nothing is greater in the kingdom of heaven, to whom is due all glory, honor and worship with the Father and His all-holy and life-giving Spirit, now and ever and unto the unending ages of ages, amen.

DISCOURSE 15 (375)

Concerning stillness and what sort of practice he who courageously perseveres in it ought to undertake. Eager to say a few things concerning the most perfect of virtues, I beseech you, open your ears to me, you who love its measure and are preparing to ascend to its height through progress and the ascent along the path of the other virtues, that is, fixing your mind with attention on what is said, so that, having been taught its work by this discourse, you might hasten, desiring its worth and richness, to present yourselves worthy for its reception and practice. I shall begin from this point and I will make the beginning of the discourse for its lover thus in brief. Therefore, let him who practices stillness and sits alone in his cell become as the Protomartyr Thekla; for she, sitting at the window and paying attention to the teaching of Paul, was clearly removed from worldly affairs and bodily needs (for she did not move away, it says, but like a spider stuck to the window, she did not get up either to eat or to drink, but was listening intently to Paul), she pursued him when he withdrew, resorting only to flight and leaving parents and fiancé and everything, she sought him and ran after him with longing, not enduring to be mindful of anyone else at all (376) except Paul. For such a great longing for Paul took hold of her that, rolling on the spot where Paul sat teaching, she would kiss the ground on which his feet stood. Let none of these things seem to you to have been said incidentally; but if you have not found it, seek and you shall find. Let him become, if he wishes, also as a harlot, mentally grasping and kissing the Lord's feet and wetting them with tears, looking to no one else but to the one who is able to forgive his sins. Let him become also as the maidservant whose eyes are on the hands of her mistress, himself also gazing intently without blinking at the hands of his Lord and God. Let him become also as a bride, lying down with the bridegroom Christ in union and rising with Him in eternal life, or rather, always remaining in Him and carrying Him who remains in him. Let him become, if he is able, also as one of the

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ὑποδοχήν. Οὕτως οὖν λαμβάνων καί οὕτως ἁπτόμενος τῶν ἀψαύστων καί δοκῶν ἐσθίειν, μένεις μή λαμβάνων, μή ἐσθίων, μηδέν ὅλως ἔχων ἐν σεαυτῷ. Ὁ γάρ ἀπρόσιτος Λόγος, ὁ ἄρτος ὁ ἐκ τοῦ οὐρανοῦ καταβαίνων, οὐ περιλαμβάνεται αἰσθητῶς, ἀλλά συμπεριλαμβάνει μᾶλλον αὐτός καί ἅπτεται καί ἀσυγχύτως ἑνοῦται τοῖς ἀξίοις καί καλῶς εὐτρεπισμένοις πρός ὑποδοχήν τήν αὐτοῦ. Ἐάν οὕτω μέν ἑορτάζῃς, οὕτω δέ καί τῶν θείων μυστηρίων μεταλαμβάνῃς, ἔσται σοι ἅπας ὁ βίος ἑορτή μία, καί οὐδέ ἑορτή, ἀλλά ἑορτῆς ἀφορμή καί Πάσχα ἕν, ἡ ἐκ τῶν ὁρωμένων πρός τά νοούμενα μετάβασις καί ἐκχώρησις, ἔνθα πᾶσα σκιά καί ἅπας τύπος καί τά νῦν σύμβολα καταπαύουσι καί καθαροί καθαρῶς τοῦ καθαρωτάτου θύματος αἰωνίως ἐπαπολαύσομεν, ἐν Πατρί Θεῷ καί ὁμοουσίῳ τῷ Πνεύματι, Χριστόν ἀεί βλέποντες καί βλεπόμενοι πρός αὐτοῦ, Χριστῷ συνόντες, Χριστῷ συμβασιλεύοντες, οὗ μεῖζον οὐδέν ἐν τῇ βασιλείᾳ τῶν οὐρανῶν, ᾧ πρέπει πᾶσα δόξα, τιμή καί προσκύνησις σύν τῷ Πατρί καί τῷ παναγίῳ καί ζωοποιῷ αὐτοῦ Πνεύματι νῦν καί ἀεί καί εἰς τούς ἀτελευτήτους αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων ἀμήν.

ΛΟΓΟΣ ΙΕ΄ (375)

Περί ἡσυχίας καί ὁποίας ἐργασίας ὀφείλει ἔχεσθαι ὁ ἐν ταύτῃ ἀνδρείως προσκαρτερῶν. Περί τῆς τελεωτέρας τῶν ἀρετῶν ὀλίγα τινά προθυμούμενος εἰπεῖν, δέομαι ὑμῶν, ἀνοίξατέ μοι τά ὦτα, οἱ τοῦ μέτρου ταύτης ἐρῶντες καί εἰς τό ὕψος αὐτῆς διά τῆς προκοπῆς καί τῆς τῶν λοιπῶν ἀρετῶν καθ᾿ ὁδόν ἀναβάσεως ἀνελθεῖν προετοιμαζόμενοι, τόν νοῦν δηλαδή ἐφιστῶντες τῇ προσοχῇ τῶν λεγομένων, ἵνα, τό ἔργον αὐτῆς διδαχθέντες ὑπό τοῦ λόγου, σπεύσητε, τῆς ἀξίας ἐφιέμενοι αὐτῆς καί τοῦ πλούτου, ἀξίους ἑαυτούς παραστῆσαι εἰς τήν ὑποδοχήν καί τήν ἐργασίαν αὐτῆς. Ἄρξομαι δέ ἐντεῦθεν καί τοῦ λόγου τήν ἀρχήν τοιαύτην τῷ ταύτης ἐραστῇ ἐν ἐπιτόμῳ ποιήσομαι. Γενέσθω τοιγαροῦν ὁ ἡσυχάζων καί ἐν κελλίῳ μόνος καθήμενος ὡς ἡ πρωτομάρτυς Θέκλα αὕτη γάρ ἐπί τῆς θυρίδος καθημένη καί τῇ διδασκαλίᾳ τοῦ Παύλου προσέχουσα, τῶν κοσμικῶν δηλονότι ἐκστᾶσα πραγμάτων καί τῶν σωματικῶν ἀναγκῶν (οὐ γάρ ἀφίστατο, φησίν, ἀλλά δίκην ἀράχνης προσκολληθεῖσα τῇ θυρίδι οὔτε πρός τό φαγεῖν οὔτε πρός τό πιεῖν ἐξανίστατο, ἀλλ᾿ ἦν ἐπακροωμένη τοῦ Παύλου), ὑποχωρήσαντα αὐτόν κατεδίωκεν, μόνη φυγῇ χρησαμένη καί γονεῖς καί μνηστῆρα καί ἅπαντα λιποῦσα, ἐκεῖνον ἐζήτει καί ποθοῦσα κατέτρεχε, μή ἀνεχομένη ἑτέρου τινός ἐπιμνησθῆναι καθόλου (376) πλήν Παύλου. Τοσοῦτον γάρ αὐτῆς ὁ τοῦ Παύλου πόθος ἐκράτησεν, ὥστε, κυλινδουμένη ἐπί τοῦ τόπου οὗ ὁ Παῦλος διδάσκων ἐκάθητο, κατεφίλει τό ἔδαφος ἐν ᾧ ἵσταντο οἱ πόδες αὐτοῦ. Μηδέν σοι τούτων παρέργως εἰρῆσθαι δόξῃ ἀλλ᾿ εἰ μή εὗρες, ζήτησον καί εὑρήσεις. Γενέσθω, εἰ βούληται, καί ὡς πόρνη, τούς πόδας τοῦ Κυρίου νοερῶς κρατῶν καί φιλῶν καί βρέχων τοῖς δάκρυσι, πρός μηδένα ἄλλον ἀποβλέπων εἰ μή πρός τόν τάς ἁμαρτίας αὐτοῦ ἀφιέναι δυνάμενον. Γενέσθω καί ὡς ἡ παιδίσκη, ἧς οἱ ὀφθαλμοί εἰς χεῖρας τῆς κυρίας αὐτῆς, ἀσκαρδαμυκτί καί αὐτός ἀτενίζων εἰς χεῖρας τοῦ Κυρίου καί Θεοῦ αὐτοῦ. Γενέσθω καί ὡς νύμφη, τῷ νυμφίῳ Χριστῷ τῇ ἑνώσει συγκοιταζόμενος καί συνανιστάμενος τῇ αἰωνίῳ ζωῇ, μᾶλλον δέ ἀεί ἐν αὐτῷ μένων καί αὐτόν μένοντα ἐν αὐτῷ περιφέρων. Γενέσθω, εἰ δύναται, καί ὡς εἷς τῶν