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and concerning spiritual prayer and progress in it. And concerning divine illumination and unerring contemplation and love for God. I thank you, Master, Lord of heaven and earth, who predestined me to come into being from non-being before

the foundation of the world. I thank you, that before the day and hour arrived in which you commanded me to be brought forth, you yourself, the only immortal, the only all-powerful, the only good and man-loving one, having come down from your holy height, not departing from the paternal bosom, and having been incarnate of the holy Virgin Mary and born, pre-fashioned and pre-vivified me and freed me from the ancestral fall and prepared the ascent to heaven. Then, having been brought forth and (449) growing little by little, you yourself renewed me with your holy baptism of re-creation, and adorned me with the Holy Spirit, and appointed for me an angel of light as guardian, and from contrary works and the snares of the enemy you kept me unharmed until full age.

But since you deemed it right for us to be saved not by force, but by a self-chosen will, you permitted even me to be honored with free will and to show love for you freely from the keeping of your commandments, but I, the ungrateful and contemptuous one, like a horse released from its bonds, so reckoning the dignity of free will, I threw myself down a precipice, having bolted from your lordship. And as I was lying there, and senselessly wallowing and being further crushed, you did not turn away, you did not permit me to lie there and be defiled in the mire, but through the bowels of your mercy you sent forth and led me up from there and honored me more splendidly, and from kings and rulers, who wished to use me as a dishonorable vessel for the service of their wills, by your ineffable judgments you delivered me; gifts of gold and silver, although I was a lover of money, you did not permit me to take; the glory and prominence of life, given to me for the selling-off of your sanctification, you granted me to reckon as an abomination. But all these things, I confess to you, Lord God of heaven and earth, again counting as nothing, into a pit and the mire of the deep of shameful thoughts and (450) deeds I, wretched one, cast myself down, and having gone down there I fell among those hidden in the darkness, from whom not only could I not free myself, but not even the whole world gathered together was able to lead me up from there and deliver me from their hands.

Nevertheless, as I was held there, pitifully and wretchedly dragged about and suffocated and mocked by them, you, the compassionate and man-loving Master, did not overlook me, you did not hold a grudge, you did not turn away from my ungrateful will, you did not for long permit me to be willingly tyrannized by the thieves. But even if I, being senselessly carried away, rejoiced with them, you, Master, could not bear to see me shamefully led about and dragged, but you were moved with compassion, but you had mercy and you did not send an angel, nor a man to me, the sinner and wretched one, but you yourself, moved by the bowels of your goodness, having bent over that deepest pit and, as I was buried and sitting somewhere below in the depth of the mire, you stretched forth your immaculate hand, while I did not see you - for where or how would I have been able at all to look up, being completely covered and suffocated by the mire? you took hold of the hairs of my head and pulling violently, you drew me up from there, while I felt the pains and the sudden upward rush and that I was ascending, but not knowing by whom at all I was being led up or who it was that was holding and leading me up. But having led me up and set me on the earth, you handed me over to your servant and disciple, being all filthy and under

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καί περί εὐχῆς πνευματικῆς καί τῆς ἐν ταύτῃ προκοπῆς. Καί περί ἐλλάμψεως θείας θεωρίας τε ἀπλανοῦς καί ἀγάπης τῆς πρός Θεόν. Εὐχαριστῶ σοι, ∆έσποτα, Κύριε οὐρανοῦ καί γῆς, ὁ ἐκ μή ὄντος εἰς τό εἶναι πρό

καταβολῆς κόσμου γενέσθαι με προορίσας. Εὐχαριστῶ σοι, ὅτι πρό τοῦ φθάσαι τήν ἡμέραν καί ὥραν, ἐν ᾗ ἐκέλευσας παραχθῆναί με, αὐτός ὁ μόνος ἀθάνατος, ὁ μόνος παντοδύναμος, ὁ μόνος ἀγαθός καί φιλάνθρωπος, κετελθών ἐξ ὕψους ἁγίου σου, τῶν κόλπων τῶν πατρικῶν μή ἐκστάς καί ἐκ τῆς ἁγίας Παρθένου Μαρίας σαρκωθείς καί γεννηθείς, προανέπλασας καί προεζώωσας καί τοῦ προπατορικοῦ με πτώματος ἠλευθέρωσας καί τήν εἰς οὐρανούς ἄνοδον προηυτρέπισας. Εἶτα καί παραχθέντα με καί κατά (449) μικρόν αὐξάνοντα, αὐτός καί τῷ τῆς ἀναπλάσεως ἁγίῳ βαπτίσματί σου ἐξανεκαίνισας, καί τῷ Ἁγίῳ Πνεύματι κατεκόσμησας, καί ἄγγελον φωτός φύλακά μοι κατέστησας, καί ἀπό τῶν ἐναντίων ἔργων καί τῶν τοῦ ἐχθροῦ παγίδων μέχρι τελείας ἡλικίας με ἄτρωτον διεφύλαξας.

Ἐπεί δέ οὐ βίᾳ ἡμᾶς, ἀλλ᾿ αὐτοπροαιρέτῳ γνώμῃ σῴζεσθαι ἐδικαίωσας, εἴασας κἀμέ τῷ αὐτεξουσίῳ τιμᾶσθαι καί τήν πρός σέ ἀγάπην ἐκ τῆς τῶν ἐντολῶν σου φυλακῆς αὐτοπροαίρετον ἐπιδείκνυσθαι, ἐγώ δέ ὁ ἀγνώμων καί καταφρονητής, ὥσπερ ἵππος ἀπολυθείς ἐκ δεσμῶν, οὕτω τήν ἀξίαν τῆς αὐτεξουσιότητος λογισάμενος, εἰς κρημνόν ἐμαυτόν, τῆς σῆς δεσποτείας ἀποσκιρτήσας, ἀπέρριψα. Κἀκεῖ με κείμενον καί ἀναισθήτως ἐγκυλιόμενον καί ἐπί πλεῖον συντριβόμενον, οὐκ ἀπεστράφης, οὐκ εἴασας κεῖσθαι καί τῷ βορβόρῳ μολύνεσθαι, ἀλλά διά σπλάγχνα ἐλέους σου ἐξαπέστειλας κἀκεῖθέν με ἀνήγαγες καί λαμπρότερον ἐτίμησας, καί ἀπό βασιλέων καί ἀρχόντων, ὡς σκεῦος ἄτιμον βουληθέντων μοι χρήσασθαι εἰς λειτουργίαν τῶν θελημάτων αὐτῶν, ἀρρήτοις σου κρίμασιν ἀπελύτρωσας· δῶρα χρυσίου καί ἀργυρίου, καίτοι φιλαργύρου μου ὄντος, λαβεῖν με οὐκ εἴασας, δόξαν καί περιφάνειαν βίου, διδομένην μοι εἰς ἀπεμπόλησιν τοῦ ἁγιασμοῦ σου, ὡς βδέλυγμα ταύτην λογίσασθαι ἐδωρήσω μοι. Ἀλλά ταῦτα πάντα, ἐξομολογοῦμαί σοι, Κύριε ὁ Θεός τοῦ οὐρανοῦ καί τῆς γῆς, εἰς οὐδέν πάλιν θέμενος, εἰς λάκκον καί ἰλύν βυθοῦ αἰσχρῶν ἐννοιῶν τε καί (450) πράξεων ἐμαυτόν ὁ ἄθλιος ἐναπέρριψα, κἀκεῖ κατελθών τοῖς ἐγκεκρυμμένοις ἐν τῷ σκότει περιέπεσον, ἐξ ὧν οὐκ ἐμαυτόν ἐγώ μόνον, ἀλλ᾿ οὐδέ ὁ σύμπας κόσμος εἰς ἕν ἀθροισθείς ἐκεῖθεν ἀναγαγεῖν με καί τῶν χειρῶν αὐτῶν ἐξελέσθαι ἠδύνατο.

Ὅμως ἐκεῖσε κρατούμενόν με ἐλεεινῶς καί ἀθλίως περισυρόμενον καί συμπνιγόμενον καί καταπαιζόμενον παρ᾿ αὐτῶν, ὁ εὔσπλαχνος σύ καί φιλάνθρωπος ∆εσπότης, οὐ παρεῖδές με, οὐκ ἐμνησικάκησας, οὐκ ἀπεστράφης μου τήν ἀγνώμονα γνώμην, οὐκ ἐπί πολύ ἀφῆκας ὑπό τῶν ληστῶν ἐθελοντί τυραννεῖσθαί με. Ἀλλ᾿ εἰ καί ἐγώ ἀναισθήτως συναπαγόμενος αὐτοῖς ἔχαιρον, σύ ἀσχημόνως ὁρᾶν με περιαγόμενον καί συρόμενον οὐκ ἔφερες, ∆έσποτα, ἀλλ᾿ ἐσπλαχνίσθης, ἀλλά ἠλέησας καί οὐκ ἄγγελον, οὐδέ ἄνθρωπον πρός μέ τόν ἁμαρτωλόν καί ἄθλιον ἐξαπέστειλας, ἀλλ᾿ αὐτός σύ ὑπό τῶν τῆς ἀγαθότητός σου σπλάγχνων κινούμενος, τῷ βαθυτάτῳ λάκκῳ ἐκείνῳ ἐπικλιθείς καί ἐν τῷ βάθει τοῦ βορβόρου κάτω που συγκεχωσμένῳ καί καθημένῳ τήν ἄχραντόν σου ὑφηπλώσας χεῖρα, κἀμοῦ μή ὁρῶντός σε - ποῦ γάρ καί εἶχον ἤ πῶς ἀναβλέψαι ὅλως ἴσχυσα ἄν, ὑπό τοῦ βορβόρου συγκεκαλυμμένος καί συμπνιγόμενος; τῶν τριχῶν τῆς κεφαλῆς μου ἐκράτησας κἀκθεῖθέν με βιαίως σύρων ἀνέσπασας, ἐμοῦ τῶν μέν πόνων καί τῆς πρός τά ἄνω ἀθρόας φορᾶς αἰσθανομένου καί ὅπως ἀνέρχομαι, ἀγνοοῦντος δέ ὑπό τίνος ὅλως ἀνάγομαι ἤ τίς ποτέ ἐστιν ὁ κρατῶν καί ἀνάγων με. Ἀλλ΄ ἀναγαγών καί στήσας με ἐπί τήν γῆν, δούλῳ σου καί μαθητῇ παραδέδωκας, ὅλον ὄντα με ῥυπαρόν καί ὑπό