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and my evil habit becomes an obstacle for me but all things are possible for you, Master, which are impossible for men."

61. Those who have laid a good foundation of faith and hope in the court of piety with fear and trembling, and have set their feet immovably upon the rock of obedience to the spiritual fathers, and hearing the things commanded by them as from the mouth of God, and building upon this foundation of obedience without hesitation in humility of soul, they immediately succeed, and this great and first accomplishment is achieved by them, to deny themselves. For to fulfill another's will and not one's own, not only brings about denial (399) of one's own soul, but also mortification towards the entire world.

62. Demons rejoice in him who contradicts his own father, but angels marvel at him who is humbled even to death; for such a one does the work of God, being made like the Son of God, who fulfilled obedience to his own father even to death, and the death of the cross.

63. Much and untimely contrition of heart darkens and clouds the mind, and makes pure prayer and humility disappear from the soul, and causes heartfelt pain, and from this, hardness and infinite callousness; and through these things the demons contrive despair for the spiritual.

64. Whenever these things should happen to you, monk, and you find much zeal and desire for perfection in your soul, so that you desire to fulfill every commandment of God and not to transgress and sin even with an idle word, and not to be left behind any of the saints of old in deed and knowledge and contemplation, and you see yourself hindered by him who sows the tares of despondency from reaching such a height of holiness by his suggesting thoughts in you and saying: "It is impossible for you in the midst of the world to be saved, to keep all the commandments of God without fail," then you, having sat down alone in a corner, collect yourself and gather your thoughts and give good counsel to your soul and say: "Why are you so sorrowful, O my soul, and why do you trouble me? Hope in God, for I will give thanks to him. For the salvation of my countenance is not my works, but my God." For who will be justified by the works of the law? For (400) no one living will be justified before you. But by faith in him, my God, I hope to be saved freely through his ineffable compassion. "Get behind me, Satan, I worship the Lord my God and him I serve from my youth, who is able to save me by his mercy alone. Depart then from me; God who made me in his image and likeness will abolish you."

65. God seeks nothing else from us men other than not to sin, and this alone is not a work of the law but the inviolable keeping of the image and of the dignity from above, in which, standing according to nature and wearing the brightened tunic of the Spirit, we abide in God and he in us, being called gods by adoption and sons of God, being marked in the light of the knowledge of God.

66. Acedia and heaviness of the body, arising in the soul from laziness and negligence, draw it away from its usual rule and cause darkness to the mind and despondency, so that from this, thoughts of cowardice and blasphemy surface in the heart, and the one tempted by the demon of acedia is not even able to enter into the usual place of prayer, but even hesitates and entertains irrational thoughts against the creator of all. Knowing then the cause and from where these things have come upon you, enter eagerly into your usual place of prayer, and to the

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καί ἡ πονηρά μου συνήθεια ἐμπόδιόν μου καθίσταται ἀλλά δυνατά σοι, ∆έσποτα, πάντα ὅσα παρά ἀνθρώποις ἀδύνατα».

ξα΄. Οἱ καλόν τόν θεμέλιον τῆς πίστεως καί ἐλπίδος ἐν τῇ αὐλῇ καταβαλόντες τῆς εὐσεβείας μετά φόβου καί τρόμου, καί ἐπί τήν πέτραν τῆς ὑπακοῆς τῶν πνευματικῶν πατέρων τούς πόδας ἀσαλεύτους ἐρείσαντες, καί ὡς ἐκ Θεοῦ στόματος τά παρ᾿ ἐκείνων ἐντελλόμενα ἀκούοντες, καί τῷ θεμελίῳ τούτῳ τῆς ὑπακοῆς ἀδιστάκτως ἐποικοδομοῦντες αὐτά ἐν ταπεινώσει ψυχῆς, εὐθύς κατορθοῦσι, καί κατορθοῦται αὐτοῖς τό μέγα τοῦτο καί πρῶτον κατόρθωμα, τό ἑαυτούς ἀπαρνήσασθαι. Τό γάρ πληροῦν ἀλλότριον θέλημα καί μή τό ἑαυτοῦ, οὐ μόνον ἀπάρνησιν (399) τῆς ἰδίας ψυχῆς, ἀλλά καί νέκρωσιν τήν πρός τόν κόσμον ἅπαντα ἐμποιεῖ.

ξβ΄. Τῷ τῷ ἑαυτοῦ πατρί ἀντιλέγοντι συγχαίρουσι δαίμονες, τῷ δέ μέχρι ταπεινουμένῳ θανάτου θαυμάζουσιν ἄγγελοι ἔργον γάρ τοῦ Θεοῦ ὁ τοιοῦτος ἐργάζεται, ἐξομοιούμενος τῷ Υἱῷ τοῦ Θεοῦ, τῷ τήν ὑπακοήν πεπληρωκότι τῷ ἰδίῳ πατρί μέχρι θανάτου, θανάτου δέ σταυροῦ.

ξγ΄. Ὁ πολύς καί ἄκαιρος συντριμμός τῆς καρδίας σκοτίζει καί θολεῖ τήν διάνοιαν, καί τήν μέν καθαράν εὐχήν καί ταπείνωσιν ἀπό τῆς ψυχῆς ἐξαφανίζει, πόνον δέ καρδιακόν ἐμποιεῖ, ἐντεῦθεν δέ σκληρότητα καί πώρωσιν ἄπειρον διά δέ τούτων τήν ἀπόγνωσιν τοῖς πνευματικοῖς οἱ δαίμονες πραγματεύονται.

ξδ΄. Ὁπηνίκα σοι ταῦτα ὑπαντήσωσι, μοναχέ, εὕρῃς δέ ζῆλον καί πόθον τελειότητος ἐν τῇ ψυχῇ σου πολύν, ὡς ἐπιθυμεῖν σε πᾶσαν μέν ἐντολήν πληρῶσαι τοῦ Θεοῦ καί μηδέ μέχρις ἀργοῦ λόγου παραπίπτειν καί ἁμαρτάνειν, μηδενός δέ τῶν πάλαι ἀπολειφθῆναι ἁγίων κατά πρᾶξιν καί γνῶσιν καί θεωρίαν, ὁρᾷς δέ σαυτόν κωλυόμενον παρά τοῦ ὑποσπείροντος τά τῆς ἀθυμίας ζιζάνια μή ἐλάσαι εἰς τοσοῦτον ὕψος τῆς ἁγιωσύνης ἐν τῷ ὑποβάλλειν αὐτόν ἐν σοί λογισμούς καί λέγειν «Ἀδύνατόν σοι μέσον τοῦ κόσμου σωθῆναι φυλάξαι πάσας τάς ἐντολάς ἀνελλιπῶς τοῦ Θεοῦ», τότε σύ ἐν μιᾷ καθίσας κατά μόνας γωνίᾳ, σύστειλον σεαυτόν καί ἐπισύναξόν σου τόν λογισμόν καί δός ἀγαθήν βουλήν τῇ σῇ ψυχῇ καί εἰπέ «Ἵνα τί περίλυπος εἶ, ἡ ψυχή μου, καί ἵνα τί συνταράσσεις με; Ἔλπισον ἐπί τόν Θεόν ὅτι ἐξομολογήσομαι αὐτῷ. Σωτήριον γάρ τοῦ προσώπου μου οὐχί τά ἔργα μου, ἀλλ᾿ ὁ Θεός μού ἐστι». Τίς γάρ ἐξ ἔργων νόμου δικαιωθήσεται; Οὐ (400) δικαιωθήσεται γάρ ἐνώπιόν σου πᾶς ζῶν. Ἀλλ᾿ ἐκ πίστεως τῆς εἰς αὐτόν τόν Θεόν μου ἐλπίζω σωθῆναι διά τῆς ἀφάτου αὐτοῦ εὐσπλαγχνίας δωρεάν «Ὕπαγε ὀπίσω μου, Σατανᾶ, Κυρίῳ τῷ Θεῷ μου προσκυνῶ καί αὐτῷ ἐκ νεότητός μου λατρεύω, τῷ δυναμένῳ με σῶσαι ἐν μόνῳ τῷ ἐλέει αὐτοῦ. Ἀπόστηθι οὖν ἀπ᾿ ἐμοῦ ὁ Θεός ὁ ποιήσας με κατ᾿ εἰκόνα καί καθ᾿ ὁμοίωσιν αὐτοῦ καταργήσει σε».

ξε'. Ὁ Θεός ἐξ ἡμῶν οὐδέν ἕτερον ἐπιζητεῖ τῶν ἀνθρώπων ἀλλ᾿ ἤ τό μή ἁμαρτάνειν, καί μόνον τοῦτο δέ οὐκ ἔστιν ἔργον νόμου ἀλλά φυλακή ἀπαράβατος τῆς εἰκόνος καί τοῦ ἄνωθεν ἀξιώματος, ἐν οἷς, κατά φύσιν ἐστῶτες καί τόν χιτῶνα φοροῦντες λελαμπρυσμένον τοῦ Πνεύματος, ἐν τῷ Θεῷ μένομεν καί αὐτός ἐν ἡμῖν, θέσει θεοί καί υἱοί Θεοῦ χρηματίζοντες, ἐν τῷ φωτί τῆς γνώσεως τοῦ Θεοῦ σημειούμενοι.

ξστ΄. Ἀκηδία καί βάρος τοῦ σώματος, ἐξ ὀκνηρίας καί ἀμελείας προσγενόμενα τῇ ψυχῇ, τοῦ συνήθους ἀφιστῶσι κανόνος καί σκότωσιν τῇ διανοίᾳ προξενοῦσι καί ἀθυμίαν, ὡς ἐντεῦθεν δειλίας καί βλασφημίας λογισμούς ἐπιπολάζειν ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ καί μηδέ ἐν τῷ συνήθει τόπῳ τῆς προσευχῆς εἰσελθεῖν τόν ὑπό τοῦ δαίμονος τῆς ἀκηδίας πειραζόμενον δύνασθαι, ἀλλά καί ὀκνεῖν αὐτόν καί κατά τοῦ ποιητοῦ τῶν ἁπάντων ἐνθυμεῖσθαι παράλογα. Γνούς οὖν τήν αἰτίαν καί πόθεν σοι ταῦτα ἐπῆλθον, σπουδαίως εἴσελθε εἰς τόν συνήθη τόπον τῆς προσευχῆς σου, καί τῷ