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not in the case of some random person, but in the case of the blessed Paul I show you this happening. For that blessed man, being in much danger and affliction, often besought God that the temptations might depart from him; but nevertheless God did not attend to his request, but to what was profitable for him; and showing this He said: My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness. So that before telling him the reason, He blesses him, unwilling and unknowing. What great thing, then, does He ask, in return for so much care, when He bids us be thankful? Let us obey, therefore, and everywhere maintain this. For nothing so destroyed the Jews as being ungrateful, and nothing other than this brought on those many and successive plagues; or rather, even before the plagues, this destroyed and corrupted their soul. For the hope of an ungrateful man is as the winter's frost, he says; thus it makes the soul to grow numb and be deadened, as that does to bodies. And this comes from despair, and from thinking oneself to be worthy of something. But the contrite man will know how to give thanks to God, not only for good things, but also for those that seem to be contrary, and whatever he may suffer, he will think he has suffered nothing unworthy. Therefore, let us too, the more we advance in virtue, the more let us crush ourselves; since this is virtue above all. For just as the more sharply we see, the more we learn how far we are from heaven; so the more we advance in virtue, the more we are taught to know the distance between God and us. And this is no small part of philosophy, to be able to perceive our own worth. For this is he who knows himself best, who considers himself to be nothing. For this reason both David and Abraham, when they ascended to the highest peak of virtue, then especially achieved this; and the one called himself earth and ashes, the other a worm; and all the saints likewise count themselves wretched as these did; while he who is lifted up to arrogance is the one who, most of all, is ignorant of himself. Wherefore also according to common custom we are wont to say of the proud: He does not know himself, he is ignorant of himself. But he who is ignorant of himself, whom will he know? For just as he who knows himself will know all things, so he who does not know this will not know the other things either. Such was he who said: I will place my throne above the heavens. For because he was ignorant of himself, he was also ignorant of all other things. 57.333 But not so Paul; but he called himself an abortion and the least of the saints, and did not think himself worthy of the title of the apostles, after so many and so great achievements. Let us, therefore, emulate and imitate him. And we will imitate him, if we are freed from the earth and the things on the earth. For nothing so makes a man ignorant of himself as being nailed to the things of this life; and again, nothing so prepares one to be nailed to the things of this life as being ignorant of oneself; for these things depend on each other. For just as the one who loves outward glory, and considers present things great, even if he contend ten thousand times, is not permitted to perceive himself; 57.334 so he who despises these things will easily know himself; and having learned about himself, he will proceed on the way to all other parts of virtue. That we may, therefore, learn this good knowledge, having been freed from all transient things that create a great flame in us, and having learned our own worthlessness, let us show forth all humility and philosophy, that we may attain the good things both present and to come, by the grace and love for mankind of our Lord Jesus Christ, with whom to the Father be glory, power, honor, with the holy and good Spirit, now and ever and unto ages of ages. Amen.

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ἐπὶ τῶν τυχόντων τινὸς, ἀλλ' ἐπὶ τοῦ μακαρίου Παύλου δείκνυμί σοι τοῦτο συμβάν. Καὶ γὰρ ὁ μακάριος ἐκεῖνος πολλὰ κινδυνεύων καὶ θλιβόμενος, πολλάκις παρεκάλει τὸν Θεὸν, ἀποστῆναι αὐτοῦ τοὺς πειρασμούς· ἀλλ' ὅμως οὐ τῇ αἰτήσει αὐτοῦ, ἀλλὰ τῇ λυσιτελείᾳ προσεῖχεν ὁ Θεός· καὶ τοῦτο δεικνὺς ἔλεγεν· Ἀρκεῖ σοι ἡ χάρις μου· ἡ γὰρ δύναμίς μου ἐν ἀσθενείᾳ τελειοῦται. Ὥστε πρὶν εἰπεῖν αὐτῷ τὴν αἰτίαν, ἄκοντα εὐεργετεῖ καὶ οὐκ εἰδότα. Τί οὖν μέγα αἰτεῖ, ἀντὶ τῆς τοσαύτης κηδεμονίας εὐχαρίστους κελεύων εἶναι; Πειθώμεθα τοίνυν, καὶ πανταχοῦ τοῦτο διατηρῶμεν. Καὶ γὰρ τοὺς Ἰουδαίους οὐδὲν οὕτως ἀπώλεσεν, ὡς τὸ ἀχαρίστους εἶναι, καὶ τὰς πολλὰς καὶ ἐπαλλήλους ἐκείνας πληγὰς οὐδὲν ἕτερον ἢ τοῦτο ἐπήγαγε· μᾶλλον δὲ καὶ πρὸ τῶν πληγῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτῶν τοῦτο ἀπώλεσε καὶ διέφθειρεν. Ἀχαρίστου γὰρ ἐλπὶς ὡς πάχνη χειμέριος, φησίν· οὕτω ναρκᾷν καὶ νεκροῦσθαι τὴν ψυχὴν ποιεῖ, ὥσπερ ἐκείνη τὰ σώματα. Τοῦτο δὲ γίνεται ἐξ ἀπονοίας, καὶ τοῦ νομίζειν ἑαυτὸν ἄξιον εἶναί τινος. Ὁ δὲ συντετριμμένος, οὐχ ὑπὲρ ἀγαθῶν μόνον, ἀλλὰ καὶ ὑπὲρ τῶν ἐναντίων δοκούντων εἶναι, εὐχαριστίας εἴσεται τῷ Θεῷ, καὶ ὅσα ἂν πάθῃ, οὐδὲν ἡγήσεται ἀνάξιον πεπονθέναι. Καὶ ἡμεῖς τοίνυν, ὅσῳ ἂν πρὸς ἀρετὴν ἐπιδῶμεν, τοσούτῳ μᾶλλον ἑαυτοὺς συντρίψωμεν· ἐπεὶ καὶ τοῦτο μάλιστα ἀρετή. Ὥσπερ γὰρ ὅσῳπερ ἂν ὀξύτερον ἴδωμεν, τοσούτῳ μᾶλλον μανθάνομεν ὅσον διεστήκαμεν τοῦ οὐρανοῦ· οὕτως ὅσῳ ἂν ἐπιδῶμεν πρὸς ἀρετὴν, τοσούτῳ μᾶλλον παιδευόμεθα εἰδέναι τοῦ Θεοῦ τὸ μέσον τὸ πρὸς ἡμᾶς. Οὐ μικρὸν δὲ τοῦτο μέρος φιλοσοφίας, δυνηθῆναι συνιδεῖν τὴν ἀξίαν τὴν ἡμετέραν. Οὗτος γὰρ μάλιστά ἐστιν ὁ ἑαυτὸν εἰδὼς, ὁ μηδὲν εἶναι ἑαυτὸν νομίζων. ∆ιὰ δὴ τοῦτο καὶ ὁ ∆αυῒδ καὶ ὁ Ἀβραὰμ, ὅτε πρὸς τὴν ἄκραν ἀνέβησαν τῆς ἀρετῆς κορυφὴν, τότε μάλιστα τοῦτο κατώρθωσαν· καὶ ὁ μὲν γῆν καὶ σποδὸν, ὁ δὲ σκώληκα ἑαυτὸν ἐκάλει· καὶ πάντες δὲ οἱ ἅγιοι ὁμοίως τούτοις ἑαυτοὺς ταλανίζουσιν· ὡς ὅ γε πρὸς ἀλαζονείαν αἰρόμενος, ἐκεῖνός ἐστιν ὁ μάλιστα πάντων ἑαυτὸν ἀγνοῶν. ∆ιὸ καὶ κατὰ τὴν κοινὴν συνήθειαν ἔθος ἡμῖν λέγειν περὶ τῶν ὑπερηφάνων· Οὐκ οἶδεν ἑαυτὸν, ἀγνοεῖ ἑαυτόν. Ὁ δὲ ἑαυτὸν ἀγνοῶν, τίνα γνώσεται; Ὥσπερ γὰρ ὁ ἑαυτὸν εἰδὼς, ἅπαντα εἴσεται· οὕτως ὁ τοῦτο μὴ εἰδὼς, οὐδὲ τὰ ἄλλα εἴσεται. Τοιοῦτος ἦν ἐκεῖνος ὁ λέγων· Ἐπάνω τῶν οὐρανῶν θήσω τὸν θρόνον μου. Ἐπειδὴ γὰρ ἠγνόησεν ἑαυτὸν, καὶ τὰ ἄλλα 57.333 πάντα ἠγνόησεν. Ἀλλ' οὐχ ὁ Παῦλος· ἀλλ' ἔκτρωμα ἑαυτὸν καὶ τῶν ἁγίων ἔσχατον ἐκάλει, καὶ οὐδὲ τῆς προσηγορίας ἄξιον ἑαυτὸν εἶναι ἐνόμιζε τῶν ἀποστόλων, μετὰ τοσαῦτα καὶ τηλικαῦτα κατορθώματα. Τοῦτον τοίνυν ζηλώσωμεν καὶ μιμησώμεθα. Μιμησόμεθα δὲ, ἂν τῆς γῆς καὶ τῶν ἐν τῇ γῇ ἀπαλλαγῶμεν πραγμάτων. Οὐδὲν γὰρ οὕτως ἀγνοεῖν ἑαυτὸν ποιεῖ, ὡς τὸ τοῖς βιωτικοῖς προσηλῶσθαι· οὐδὲν οὕτω πάλιν τοῖς βιωτικοῖς προσηλῶσθαι πράγμασι παρασκευάζει, ὡς τὸ ἀγνοεῖν ἑαυτόν· ἀλλήλων γὰρ ταῦτα ἐξήρτηται. Ὥσπερ γὰρ ὁ τῆς δόξης ἐρῶν τῆς ἔξωθεν, καὶ μεγάλα τὰ παρόντα ἡγούμενος, κἂν μυρία φιλονεικῇ, οὐ συγχωρεῖται 57.334 ἑαυτὸν κατιδεῖν· οὕτως ὁ τούτων ὑπερορῶν ῥᾳδίως ἑαυτὸν εἴσεται· ἑαυτὸν δὲ μαθὼν ὁδῷ καὶ ἐπὶ τὰ ἄλλα πάντα βαδιεῖται μέρη τῆς ἀρετῆς. Ἵν' οὖν τὴν καλὴν ταύτην μάθωμεν ἐπιστήμην, ἀπαλλαγέντες τῶν ἐπικήρων ἁπάντων τῶν πολλὴν ἐν ἡμῖν ποιούντων τὴν φλόγα, καὶ μαθόντες ἑαυτῶν τὴν εὐτέλειαν, πᾶσαν ἐπιδειξώμεθα ταπεινοφροσύνην καὶ φιλοσοφίαν, ἵνα καὶ τῶν παρόντων καὶ τῶν μελλόντων ἐπιτύχωμεν ἀγαθῶν, χάριτι καὶ φιλανθρωπίᾳ τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, μεθ' οὗ τῷ Πατρὶ δόξα, κράτος, τιμὴ, σὺν τῷ ἁγίῳ καὶ ἀγαθῷ Πνεύματι, νῦν καὶ ἀεὶ καὶ εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. Ἀμήν.