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of the superabundant elements in us? And is not the excess of the elements in us from inattention? For whenever we lead any of the elements in us into want or excess to the point of immoderation, we kindle that fire. Again, if when the flame is kindled we persist in scorning it, we work against ourselves a pyre, which we are not even able to extinguish. So also it happens in the case of evil, when we do not hinder it at its beginning, nor cut it short, we are no longer able to reach the end of it, but it becomes greater than our strength. Therefore, I beseech you, let us do all things, so as never to doze off. Do you not see the guards, that often by giving themselves a little to sleep, they gained nothing from their long watch? for through that little bit they ruined everything, giving great license to the one who wished to steal. For just as we do not see the thieves in the same way that they see us, so also the devil most of all stands over us and lies in wait and gnashes his teeth. Let us not doze, therefore; let us not say, 63.871 Besides this there is nothing, besides that there is nothing; from where we did not expect, we have often been plundered. So also in the case of evil; from where we did not expect, we were destroyed. Let us look around at everything carefully. Let us not get drunk, and we will not sleep; let us not live in luxury, and we will not slumber, let us not be mad for external things, and we will continue in sobriety; let us regulate ourselves from every side. And just as for those walking on a stretched rope it is not possible to be careless for a little while; for the little thing works a great evil; for being turned aside he was immediately brought down and destroyed; so also it is not possible for us to be careless. We walk a narrow road, hemmed in by cliffs on either side, not admitting two feet at once. Do you see how much precision we need? Do you not see those who travel such roads, how they make secure not only their feet, but also their eyes? For if he should seem to pay attention to something else, even if his foot stands firmly, the eye, becoming dizzy from the depth, brings the whole thing down. But one must pay attention to himself and to his walk; for this reason he says, neither to the right, nor to the left. The abyss of evil is vast, the cliffs are great, the darkness below is deep. Let us attend to the narrow way with fear, let us walk with trembling. No one travelling such a road brings anything superfluous; for it is a fine thing to be able to run through it well-girded. No one fetters his own feet, but leaves them free; but we, binding ourselves with countless cares, and carrying countless worldly burdens, gaping and dissolute, how do we expect to walk the narrow road? He did not say simply that it is narrow, but with wonder, How narrow is the road? That is, very narrow. We also do this in the case of things that are greatly admired. And afflicted, he says, is the road that leads to life. And he said well, Narrow; for when we must be held accountable for words and thoughts and deeds and everything, it is truly narrow. But we make it narrower, widening and broadening ourselves, and letting our feet go astray. For the narrow way is difficult for everyone, but especially for one who is fattened; whereas he who wastes himself away will not even perceive the narrowness; so that he who has practiced being afflicted will not even be vexed at being pressed. Therefore, let no one expect to see heaven with ease; for it is not possible; let no one hope to travel the narrow road with luxury; for it is not possible; let no one walking the broad way hope for life. When therefore you see a certain person reveling in baths, in a costly table, or in other retinues, do not count yourself wretched for not partaking of these things, but groan for him, because he is travelling the road of destruction. For what is the benefit of this road, when it ends in affliction? And what harm from that narrowness, when it comes to rest? Tell me, if someone were called to the palace, and walked through narrow, afflicted, and precipitous paths, while another was being led to death, and was dragged through the middle of the marketplace; which one, tell me, shall we count blessed? For which one shall we groan? Is it not the one walking the broad way? So now also, let us not count blessed those who live in luxury, but

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