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and being a soldier and being slain, he has turned everything of his upside down. Do you want me to make what I am saying clearer from another angle? Let us also examine those who defend themselves justly. For that those who do wrong are the most worthless of all, warring against their own soul, is surely clear to everyone. But who has defended himself justly, and kindled countless evils, and entangled himself in many calamities and pains? David's general. For he both stirred up a harsh war, and suffered countless evils, not one of which would have happened, if he had known how to philosophize. Let us flee this sin, therefore, and let us not wrong our neighbors either in words or in deeds. For He did not say, if you speak evil and set up a tribunal; but simply: If you speak evil, even by yourself, you will pay the ultimate penalty. And even if what is said is true, but you say it even though you are convinced, you will be punished anyway. For not from what he did, but from what you said, will God cast His vote; For by your words you will be condemned, He says. Do you not hear that the Pharisee also spoke the truth, and said things that were manifest to all, not revealing hidden things? But nevertheless he paid the ultimate penalty. And if one must not accuse for things that are confessed, much more for things that are disputed; for he who has transgressed has a judge. Do not, therefore, seize the dignity of the Only-Begotten. To Him the throne of judgment has been reserved. But you want to judge? You have a tribunal that has great profit and brings no accusation. Set your judging reason upon your conscience, and bring all your transgressions into the middle. Examine the sins of your soul, and with precision 57.455 demand the accounts, and say: Why has this or that been dared by you? And if it flees these things, and examines the things of others, say to it: It is not for these things I judge you, it is not for these things you have come in to make your defense. For what if so-and-so is wicked? For what reason have you transgressed in this or that? Defend yourself, do not accuse; consider your own things, not the things of others. And continually lead it into this contest. Then, if it has nothing to say, but is sinking down, card it, whipping it, like some insolent and prostituting servant-girl. And every day set up this tribunal, and sketch out the river of fire, the venomous worm, the other torments. And from now on do not let it associate with the devil, nor tolerate it when it shamelessly says that, He comes to me, he plots against me, he tempts me; but say to it: If you are not willing, all those things are superfluous. And if it says again, that I am intertwined with a body, I am clothed in flesh, I dwell in the world, I live on earth; say to it, that All these are excuses and pretexts. For so-and-so was clothed in flesh, and so-and-so dwelling in the world and living on earth is well-pleasing; and you yourself, when you do well, do so while being clothed in flesh. And if it is pained to hear these things, do not lift your hand; for it will not die if you strike it, but you will deliver it from death. And if it says again, that So-and-so provoked me, say to it: But it is possible for you not to be provoked; you have often at least restrained your anger. If it should say, that The beauty of so-and-so has excited me, say to it: But you were able to control yourself. Bring forward those who have overcome, bring forward the first woman, who said, The serpent deceived me, and was not released from the charge. 4. But when you examine these things, let no one be present, let no one make a disturbance; but just as judges sit behind curtains and judge, so too you, instead of curtains, seek a time and place of quiet. And when you have risen from dinner and are about to lie down, then judge these things; this is a suitable time for you; and the place, your bed and your chamber. This also the prophet commanded, saying: The things you say in your hearts, be filled with compunction upon your beds. And for small things demand great accounts, so that you may never even come near to the great ones. If you do this every day, you will stand with boldness before that fearful judgment seat. Thus Paul became pure; for this reason he also said: If

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καὶ στρατιώτης ὢν καὶ σφαγεὶς, πάντα ἄνω καὶ κάτω πεποίηκε τὰ ἐκείνου. Βούλεσθε καὶ ἑτέρωθεν, ὃ λέγω, ποιήσω σαφέστερον; Ἐξετάσωμεν καὶ τοὺς δικαίως ἀμυνομένους. Οἱ μὲν γὰρ ἀδικοῦντες, ὅτι πάντων εἰσὶν εὐτελέστεροι τῇ ἑαυτῶν πολεμοῦντες ψυχῇ, παντί που δῆλόν ἐστιν. Ἀλλὰ τίς ἠμύνατο δικαίως, καὶ μυρία ἀνῆψε κακὰ, καὶ πολλαῖς ἑαυτὸν περιέπειρε συμφοραῖς τε καὶ ὀδύναις; Ὁ τοῦ ∆αυῒδ στρατηγός. Οὗτος γὰρ καὶ πόλεμον συνεκρότησε χαλεπὸν, καὶ μυρία ἔπαθε κακὰ, ὧν οὐδὲ ἓν ἂν ἐγεγόνει, εἴγε ἠπίστατο φιλοσοφεῖν. Φεύγωμεν τοίνυν τὴν ἁμαρτίαν ταύτην, καὶ μήτε ῥήμασι, μήτε πράγμασιν ἀδικῶμεν τοὺς πλησίον. Οὐδὲ γὰρ εἶπεν, ἐὰν κακηγορήσῃς καὶ δικαστήριον καθίσῃς· ἀλλ' ἁπλῶς· Ἐὰν κακῶς εἴπῃς, καὶ κατὰ σαυτὸν, καὶ οὕτω τὴν ἐσχάτην δώσεις δίκην. Κἂν ἀληθὲς ᾖ τὸ εἰρημένον, σὺ δὲ κἂν πεπεισμένος εἴπῃς, καὶ οὕτω τιμωρηθήσῃ. Οὐ γὰρ ἐξ ὧν ἔπραξεν ἐκεῖνος, ἀλλ' ἐξ ὧν εἶπες σὺ, τὴν ψῆφον ὁ Θεὸς οἴσει· Ἐκ γὰρ τῶν λόγων σου κατακριθήσῃ, φησίν. Οὐκ ἀκούεις, ὅτι καὶ ὁ Φαρισαῖος τἀληθῆ ἐφθέγξατο, καὶ τὰ πᾶσι κατάδηλα εἶπεν, οὐ τὰ λανθάνοντα ἐκκαλύψας· Ἀλλ' ὅμως τὴν ἐσχάτην ἔδωκε δίκην. Εἰ δὲ τῶν ὡμολογημένων οὐ δεῖ κατηγορεῖν, πολλῷ μᾶλλον τῶν ἠμφισβητημένων· καὶ γὰρ ἔχει δικαστὴν ὁ πεπλημμεληκώς. Μὴ τοίνυν ἁρπάσῃς τὴν ἀξίαν τοῦ Μονογενοῦς. Ἐκείνῳ τῆς κρίσεως ὁ θρόνος τετήρηται. Ἀλλὰ βούλει δικάζειν; Ἔστι σοι κριτήριον, πολὺ τὸ κέρδος ἔχον, καὶ οὐδὲν ἔγκλημα φέρον. Κάθισον ἐπὶ τοῦ συνειδότος τὸν δικάζοντα λογισμὸν, καὶ πάραγε εἰς μέσον τὰ πεπλημμελημένα σοι πάντα. Ἐξέτασόν σου τὰ ἁμαρτήματα τῆς ψυχῆς, καὶ ἀπαίτει μετὰ ἀκριβείας 57.455 τὰς εὐθύνας, καὶ λέγε· ∆ιατί τὸ καὶ τό σοι τετόλμηται; Κἂν ταῦτα μὲν φεύγῃ, τὰ δὲ ἑτέρων ἐξετάζῃ, λέγε πρὸς αὐτήν· Οὐχ ὑπὲρ τούτων σε κρίνω, οὐχ ὑπὲρ τούτων εἰσῆλθες ἀπολογησομένη. Τί γὰρ, ἂν ὁ δεῖνα πονηρός; Σὺ τίνος ἕνεκεν τὸ καὶ τὸ ἐπλημμέλησας; Ἀπολογοῦ, μὴ κατηγόρει· τὰ ἑαυτῆς σκόπει, μὴ τὰ ἑτέρων. Καὶ συνεχῶς αὐτὴν εἰς ταύτην ἐμβίβαζε τὴν ἀγωνίαν. Εἶτα, ἂν μηδὲν ἔχῃ λέγειν, ἀλλὰ καταδύηται, κατάξαινε μαστίζων αὐτὴν, καθάπερ τινὰ θεραπαινίδα μετέωρον καὶ πορνευομένην. Καὶ τοῦτο καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν κάθιζε τὸ δικαστήριον, καὶ ὑπόγραφε τὸν ποταμὸν τοῦ πυρὸς, τὸν σκώληκα τὸν ἰοβόλον, τὰ ἄλλα βασανιστήρια. Καὶ μὴ ἀφῇς αὐτὴν συγγενέσθαι τῷ διαβόλῳ, λοιπὸν, μηδὲ ἀνάσχῃ ἀναίσχυντα λεγούσης, ὅτι Ἐκεῖνος πρός με ἔρχεται, αὐτός μοι ἐπιβουλεύει, αὐτός με πειράζει· ἀλλ' εἰπὲ πρὸς αὐτήν· Ἂν σὺ μὴ θέλῃς, πάντα ἐκεῖνα περιττά. Κἂν λέγῃ πάλιν, ὅτι Σώματι συμπέπλεγμαι, σάρκα ἐνδέδυμαι, κόσμον οἰκῶ, ἐν γῇ διατρίβω· εἰπὲ πρὸς αὐτὴν, ὅτι Πάντα ταῦτα σκήψεις καὶ προφάσεις. Καὶ γὰρ ὁ δεῖνα σάρκα περιέκειτο, καὶ ὁ δεῖνα κόσμον οἰκῶν καὶ ἐν γῇ διατρίβων εὐδοκιμεῖ· καὶ σὺ δὲ αὐτὴ, ὅταν εὐπραγῇς, σάρκα περικειμένη τοῦτο ποιεῖς. Κἂν ἀλγῇ ταῦτα ἀκούουσα, μὴ ἄρῃς τὴν χεῖρα· οὐ γὰρ ἀποθανεῖται, ἐὰν πατάξῃς, ἐκ θανάτου δὲ αὐτὴν ῥύσῃ. Κἂν λέγῃ πάλιν, ὅτι Ὁ δεῖνα παρώξυνεν, εἰπὲ πρὸς αὐτήν· Ἀλλ' ἔξεστί σοι μὴ παροξύνεσθαι· πολλάκις γοῦν κατέσχες ὀργῆς. Ἐὰν εἴπῃ, ὅτι Ἡ εὐμορφία τῆς δεῖνος ἀνεπτέρωσέ με, εἰπὲ πρὸς αὐτήν· Ἀλλ' ἠδύνασο κρατεῖν. Πάραγε τοὺς περιγενομένους, πάραγε τὴν γυναῖκα τὴν πρώτην, τὴν εἰποῦσαν, Ὁ ὄφις ἠπάτησέ με. καὶ οὐκ ἀπαλλαγεῖσαν τοῦ ἐγκλήματος. δʹ. Ὅταν δὲ ταῦτα ἐξετάζῃς, μηδεὶς παρέστω. μηδεὶς θορυβείτω· ἀλλ' ὥσπερ οἱ δικασταὶ ὑπὸ παραπετάσματα καθεζόμενοι κρίνουσιν, οὕτω καὶ σὺ ἀντὶ παραπετασμάτων καιρὸν ζήτησον ἡσυχίας καὶ τόπον. Καὶ ὅταν δειπνήσας ἀναστῇς καὶ μέλλῃς κατακλίνεσθαι, τότε ταῦτα δίκαζε· οὗτος ὁ καιρὸς ἐπιτήδειός σοι· τόπος δὲ ἡ κλίνη καὶ ὁ θάλαμος. Τοῦτο καὶ ὁ προφήτης ἐκέλευσεν, εἰπών· Ἃ λέγετε ἐν ταῖς καρδίαις ὑμῶν, ἐπὶ ταῖς κοίταις ὑμῶν κατανύγητε. Καὶ τῶν μικρῶν μεγάλας εὐθύνας ἀπαίτει, ἵνα τῶν μεγάλων μηδὲ ἐγγὺς γένῃ ποτέ. Ἂν τοῦτο ποιῇς καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν, μετὰ παῤῥησίας στήσῃ παρὰ τὸ βῆμα ἐκεῖνο τὸ φοβερόν. Οὕτως ὁ Παῦλος ἐγένετο καθαρός· διὰ τοῦτο καὶ ἔλεγεν· Εἰ