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of plans; a gaping often comes upon me, and the breath I inhale, being cut off in the middle, brings me the greatest distress. What other terrible thing is this that has seized me, if you know, tell me.” 15.11.5 The empress, hearing these things and learning from him what he was suffering, felt as if the sufferings were her own, and as if she herself were being checked <ὑπὸ> the shortness of breath, so affected was she by the emperor's words. Frequently sending for the most expert of the physicians, she was forced to inquire minutely into the nature of the disease and asked to learn both the immediate and the more remote causes. And they, placing their hands on his arteries, confessed to finding an indication of every kind of irregularity in every movement of the artery, but they were unable to discern the cause in any way. Since they knew that the emperor's diet was not luxurious, but very temperate and frugal and altogether athletic and soldierly, ruling out matters arising from an excessive diet, they attributed the constriction to another cause, and they said the predisposing cause of this disease was nothing other than the great strain of his worries and the continuous and frequent pressure of his afflictions, from which his heart was heated and drew all excess from the whole body. 15.11.6 From this point, the terrible disease, having attacked the emperor, gave him no respite at all, but choked him like a noose. And the disease increased so much each day that it no longer came upon him at intervals, but continuously and without pause, so that the emperor was not able to lie down on either side nor had the strength to inhale the air at all without force. Therefore, every physician was summoned at that time, and the emperor's illness was set before them as the subject. But they were divided and split in their opinions, and one diagnosed one thing, another something else, and tried to apply the treatment according to the diagnosis. But however things were, whether this way or that, the emperor's condition was difficult; for he was not able to inhale freely for even a moment. For he was forced to breathe sitting up straight all the time; but if he ever lay on his back or on either side, alas for the strangling then! For it was not possible for a small draft of outside air to flow in and out during exhalation and inhalation. But whenever some pitying sleep came upon him, even then the choking intensified; so that at every moment, both when he was awake and when he was sleeping, the calamity of the strangulation attacked him. 15.11.7 And since a cathartic was not given, they looked to phlebotomy and cut the vein at the elbow. He did not, however, benefit from the phlebotomy, but was again in the same condition and was completely short of breath and, breathing with difficulty the whole time, was in danger of breathing out his soul in our hands. But his condition did ease when an antidote made from peppers was given. And we, from pleasure, did not know what to do with our joy, but we also sent up a thanksgiving to God. But everything, it turned out, was a deception; for on the third or even the fourth day, straightway the same strangulations were upon the emperor again and the constriction of his lung. And I suspect, if things did not become worse from that potion, that it dispersed the humours and, not being able to master them, deposited them into the cavities of the arteries and aggravated the condition. 15.11.8 From then on, as the disease was reaching its peak, it was not at all easy to find any position for him to lie down in. But indeed the emperor would stay awake all night from evening until dawn, sleepless, neither partaking of food freely nor of anything else that looked toward his recovery. Indeed I often, or rather continuously, saw my mother both staying up all night with the emperor and behind him on the bed, supporting him with her hands and in a way soothing his breathing. And yet the tears from her eyes flowed more than the streams of the Nile.

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βουλευμάτων· χάσμα πολλάκις ἐπέρχεταί μοι, καὶ διακοπτόμενον ἐν τῷ μεταξὺ τὸ εἰσ πνεόμενον πνεῦμα μεγίστην μοι τὴν ἀνίαν ἐπάγει. Τί ποτε ἄλλο τὸ καταλαβόν με τοῦτο δεινόν, εἰ οἶδας, φράζε.» 15.11.5 Ἡ δέ γε βασιλὶς ταῦτα ἀκούουσα καὶ ἅπερ ἐκεῖνος πάσχει παρ' ἐκείνου μανθάνουσα ἐδόκει μὲν εἶναι αὐτῆς τὰ πάθη καὶ ὥσπερ ἀνακοπτομένη καὶ αὐτὴ <ὑπὸ> τοῦ ἄσθματος, οὕτω διέκειτο πρὸς τοὺς λόγους τοῦ αὐτοκράτορος. Συχνῶς δὲ τοὺς ἐπιστήμονας μεταπεμπομένη τῶν ἰατρῶν, τὸ τοῦ νοσήματος εἶδος πολυπραγμονεῖν ἠναγκάζετο καὶ τῶν αἰτίων τὰ προσεχῆ καὶ τὰ πόρρω ᾐτεῖτο μαθεῖν. Οἱ δὲ τὴν χεῖρα ταῖς ἀρτηρίαις ἐπιβάλλοντες ἔμφασιν παντοίου εἴδους ἀνωμαλίας κατὰ πᾶσαν τῆς ἀρτηρίας κίνησιν εὑρί σκειν ἀνωμολόγουν, τὸ δ' αἴτιον συνιδεῖν οὐκ εἶχον ὅπη. Μηδὲ τὴν τοῦ βασιλέως δίαιταν ἁπαλὴν ἠπίσταντο, ἀλλὰ πάνυ σωφρονεστάτην καὶ λιτὴν καὶ ὅλως γυμνικήν τε καὶ στρατιωτικὴν ἀπαγορεύσασθαι τὰ τῶν ἀπὸ τῆς περιττῆς διαίτης ὑλῶν, εἰς αἰτίαν ἄλλην τὰ τῆς στενοχωρίας ἀνέφε ρον, καὶ προκαταρκτικὸν αἴτιον ταυτησὶ τῆς νόσου οὐδὲν ἄλλο ἔλεγον ἢ τὴν τῶν φροντίδων πολλὴν συντονίαν καὶ τὸ συνεχὲς καὶ πυκνὸν τῶν θλίψεων, θερμαινομένης ἐκεῖθεν αὐτῷ τῆς καρδίας καὶ τὸ περιττὸν ἅπαν ἑλκούσης ἐξ ὅλου τοῦ σώματος. 15.11.6 Ἐντεῦθεν ἡ δεινὴ νόσος ἐπελθοῦσα τῷ αὐτοκράτορι ἀνακωχὴν ὅλως οὐκ ἐνεδίδου, ἀλλ' ὡς ἀγχόνη συνέπνιγε. Τοσοῦτον δὲ καθ' ἑκάστην ηὔξανε τὸ τῆς νόσου, ὡς μηκέτι ἐκ διαστημάτων, ἀλλὰ συνεχῶς καὶ ἀδιαστάτως ἐπέρχεσθαι, ὡς μηδὲ πρὸς θατέραν δύνασθαι κατακλιθῆναι τὸν αὐτοκράτορα πλευρὰν μηδὲ πρὸς ἰσχύος ἔχειν ἀβίαστον τὸ παράπαν εἰσπνεῦσαι τὸν ἀέρα. Ἅπας οὖν τηνικαῦτα μετεκαλεῖτο ἰατρὸς καὶ ἡ τοῦ αὐτοκράτορος νόσος ὑπόθεσις αὐτοῖς προὔκειτο. Ἐμερίζοντο δὲ ταῖς γνώμαις καὶ κατε τέμνοντο, καὶ ἄλλος ἄλλο τι διεγίνωσκε καὶ πρὸς τὴν διά γνωσιν ἐπειρᾶτο προσάγειν τὴν θεραπείαν. Ὅπως δ' ἂν εἶχεν ἢ οὕτως ἢ οὕτως, δύσκολον εἶχε τὰ κατὰ τὸν αὐτο κράτορα· οὐδὲ γὰρ ἂν ἀκαρῆ χρόνον ἐλεύθερον εἰσπνεῦσαι δεδύνητο. Ὄρθιος γὰρ ἠναγκάζετο διόλου ἀνακαθήμενος ἀναπνεῖν· εἰ δέ που καὶ ὕπτιος κέοιτο ἢ κατὰ θατέραν πλευράν, φεῦ τότε τοῦ βρόχου. Οὐδὲ γὰρ ἐνῆν συρμάδα μικρὰν τοῦ ἔξωθεν ἀέρος εἰσρυῆναί τε καὶ ἀπορρυῆναι κατά γε τὴν ἀναπνοήν τε καὶ εἰσπνοήν. Ἀλλὰ καὶ ὁπηνίκα ἐλεήσας τις τοῦτον ὕπνος ἐπέλθῃ, καὶ τότε τῆς πνιγμονῆς ἐπεδίδου· ὥστε κατὰ πάντα καιρὸν καὶ ἐγρηγορότος αὐτοῦ καὶ ὑπνώττοντος ἡ συμφορὰ τῆς ἀγχόνης ἐπετίθετο. 15.11.7 Ἐπεὶ δὲ καθάρσιον οὐκ ἐδίδοτο, πρὸς φλεβοτομίαν ἀπέ βλεψαν καὶ τὴν μὲν διὰ τοῦ ἀγκῶνος ἀπέταμον· οὐ μὴν τῆς φλεβοτομίας ἀπώνατο, ἀλλ' ὡσαύτως καὶ πάλιν εἶχε καὶ δύσπνους ἦν ὅλος καὶ ἐκινδύνευε διόλου στενὸν ἀνα πνέων ταῖς χερσὶν ἡμῶν ἐναπερυγεῖν τὴν ψυχήν. Ἀλλ' ἐ ράϊσε μὲν τὰ τῆς διαθέσεως τῆς διὰ τῶν πεπέρεων ἀντι δότου δοθείσης. Καὶ ἡμεῖς ὑφ' ἡδονῆς οὐκ εἴχομεν ὅ τι καὶ χρησαίμεθα τῆς εὐφροσύνης, ἀλλὰ καὶ χαριστήριον ἀναπέμπομεν τῷ Θεῷ. Πάντα δὲ ἦσαν ἄρα πλάνη· εἰς τρίτην γὰρ ἡμέραν ἢ καὶ τετάρτην εὐθὺς πάλιν αἱ αὐταὶ ἀγχόναι κατὰ τοῦ βασιλέως καὶ στενοχωρίαι τοῦ πνεύμο νος. Ἐλπίζω δ', εἰ μὴ χείρω ἐξ ἐκείνου τοῦ πόματος γέγο νεν ἀναχέαντος τὰς ὕλας καὶ κρατῆσαι μὴ δυναμένου, ἀλλ' εἰς τὰς κοιλότητας τῶν ἀρτηριῶν ἐνθεμένου καὶ ἐπιτείναν τος τὴν διάθεσιν. 15.11.8 Ἐντεῦθεν οὐδὲ σχῆμα κατακλίσεως εὐπετῶς ἦν ἐφευρεῖν παντάπασιν αὐτῷ, τῆς νόσου ἐπακ μαζούσης. Ἀλλὰ γὰρ διανυκτερεύων ἦν ὁ βασιλεὺς ἐξ ἑσπέρας εἰς ὄρθρον ἄυπνος, μήτε τροφῆς ἐλευθέρας μετα λαμβάνων μήτ' ἄλλου τινὸς τῶν εἰς σωτηρίαν ἀποβλεπόν των. Πολλάκις γοῦν ἐγώ, μᾶλλον συνεχῶς καὶ τὴν μητέρα τεθέαμαι διανυκτερεύουσάν τε τῷ βασιλεῖ καὶ κατόπιν τού του ἐπὶ τῆς κλίνης καὶ ὑπανέχουσαν τοῦτον ταῖς χερσὶ καὶ παραμυθουμένην τρόπον τινὰ τὴν ἀναπνοήν. Ἐχεῖτο μέντοι αὐτῆς τῶν ὀμμάτων τὸ δάκρυον καὶ ὑπὲρ τὰ Νειλῷα ῥεύματα.