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we may obtain good things, by the grace and loving-kindness of our Lord Jesus Christ, to whom be the glory for ever and ever. Amen.

59.369 HOMILY 67. He who loves his life will lose it; and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.

it. If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me.

1. Sweet is the present life, and full of much pleasure; but not to all, but to those who are devoted to it. But if one were to look up to heaven and see the good things there, he would quickly despise this life and take no account of it. Since even the beauty of bodies is admired, as long as another more brilliant does not appear; but when the better appears, the former is despised. If, therefore, we too should wish to see that beauty, and to behold the comeliness of that kingdom, we shall quickly release ourselves from the bonds of the present. For attachment to the present things is a kind of bond. And leading us to this, hear what Christ says: He who loves his life will lose it; and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. He who serves Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there My servant will be also. What is said seems to resemble a riddle. But it is not so, but is filled with much wisdom. And how, "He who loves his life will lose it"? He who does its improper desires; he who indulges it beyond what is fitting. For this reason one advises, saying, "Do not go after the desires of your soul." For thus you will lose it (for it leads away from the road that leads to virtue 59.370); just as, on the contrary, "He who hates it in this world will save it." But what is, "He who hates it"? He who does not yield to it when it commands harmful things. And He did not say, "He who does not yield to it," but, "He who hates it." For just as with those who are hated, we cannot bear to hear their voice, nor gladly see their face; so also the soul, when it commands things contrary to what seems good to God, one must turn away from with vehemence. For since He was about to discourse to them concerning death, His own death, and He foresaw them being downcast and falling, He made an exaggeration, saying: What do I say, if you do not bear my death nobly? For if you yourselves do not die, there will be no gain for you. And see how He makes His word consoling. It was very burdensome and grievous for a man who loves his life to hear that he must die. And why do I speak of the old times? when even now we will find many gladly enduring to learn everything, for the sake of enjoying the present life, and this while believing in the things to come; who, when they see buildings, and works of art, and machines, weep, adding: "How many things man contrives, and becomes dust!" So great is the desire for the present life. Christ, therefore, dissolving these bonds, says: He who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal 59.371 life. For that He was saying this to exhort them, and to allay their fear, hear what follows: He who serves Me, let him follow Me; speaking of death, and demanding the following through works. For it is necessary that the one who serves should in all things follow the one being served. And consider when He says these things to them: not when they were being persecuted, but when they were courageous, when they thought they were in safety, because of the honor and service from the many; when they were also able to rise up and hear: "And let him take up his cross and follow Me"; that is, "Be always prepared," He says, "for dangers, for death, for the departure from hence." Then, since He had said the burdensome things, He also sets forth the prize. And what was this? To follow Him, and to be where He is; showing that resurrection will succeed death. For where I am,

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τύχωμεν ἀγαθῶν, χάριτι καὶ φιλανθρωπίᾳ τοῦ Κυρίου ἡμῶν Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, ᾧ ἡ δόξα εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. Ἀμήν.

59.369 ΟΜΙΛΙΑ ΞΖʹ. Ὁ φιλῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτοῦ, ἀπολέσει αὐτήν· καὶ ὁ μισῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτοῦ ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ τούτῳ, εἰς ζωὴν αἰώνιον φυλάξει

αὐτήν. Ἐὰν ἐμοί τις διακονῇ, ἐμοὶ ἀκολουθείτω.

αʹ. Γλυκὺς ὁ παρὼν βίος, καὶ πολλῆς γέμων ἡδονῆς· ἀλλ' οὐχ ἅπασιν, ἀλλὰ τοῖς προσηλωμένοις αὐτῷ. Εἰ δέ τις εἰς τὸν οὐρανὸν διαβλέψειε, καὶ τὰ ἐκεῖ ἴδοι καλὰ, ταχέως αὐτοῦ καταφρονήσει, καὶ οὐδένα ποιήσεται λόγον. Ἐπεὶ καὶ κάλλος σωμάτων, ἕως ἂν ἕτερον μὴ φαίνηται λαμπρότερον, θαυμάζεται· ἐπειδὰν δὲ φανῇ τὸ κρεῖττον, καταφρονεῖται τὸ πρότερον. Ἂν τοίνυν θελήσωμεν καὶ ἡμεῖς εἰς ἐκεῖνο τὸ κάλλος ἰδεῖν, καὶ τὴν εὐπρέπειαν τῆς ἐκεῖ βασιλείας κατοπτεῦσαι, ταχέως ἑαυτοὺς τῶν δεσμῶν ἀπολύσομεν τῶν παρόντων. ∆εσμὸς γάρ τίς ἐστιν ἡ πρὸς τὰ παρόντα συμπάθεια. Καὶ εἰς τοῦτο ἡμᾶς ἐνάγων ὁ Χριστὸς, ἄκουσον τί φησιν· Ὁ φιλῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτοῦ, ἀπολέσει αὐτήν· καὶ ὁ μισῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτοῦ ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ τούτῳ, εἰς ζωὴν αἰώνιον φυλάξει αὐτήν. Ὁ ἐμοὶ διακονῶν, ἐμοὶ ἀκολουθείτω· καὶ ὅπου εἰμὶ ἐγὼ, ἐκεῖ καὶ ὁ διάκονος ὁ ἐμός. Αἰνίγματι ἐοικέναι δοκεῖ τὰ λεγόμενα. Ἀλλ' οὐκ ἔστιν, ἀλλὰ πολλῆς ἐμπέπλησται σοφίας. Καὶ πῶς Ὁ φιλῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτοῦ, ἀπολέσει αὐτήν; Ὁ τὰς ἐπιθυμίας αὐτῆς ποιῶν τὰς ἀτόπους· ὁ χαριζόμενος αὐτῇ παρὰ τὸ δέον. ∆ιὰ τοῦτο παραινεῖ τις λέγων· Μὴ πορεύου ἐν ταῖς ἐπιθυμίαις τῆς ψυχῆς σου. Οὕτω γὰρ αὐτὴν ἀπολεῖς (τῆς γὰρ ὁδοῦ τῆς ἐπὶ τὴν ἀρετὴν 59.370 ἀγούσης ἀπάγει)· ὥσπερ οὖν τὸ ἐναντίον, Ὁ μισῶν αὐτὴν ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ τούτῳ, σώσει αὐτήν. Τί δέ ἐστιν, Ὁ μισῶν αὐτήν; Ὁ μὴ εἴκων αὐτῇ, τὰ βλάπτοντα κελευούσῃ. Καὶ οὐκ εἶπεν, Ὁ μὴ εἴκων αὐτῇ, ἀλλ', Ὁ μισῶν αὐτήν. Καθάπερ γὰρ τῶν μισουμένων οὐδὲ φωνὴν ἀκοῦσαι ἀνεχόμεθα, οὐδὲ ὄψιν ἰδεῖν ἡδέως· οὕτω καὶ τὴν ψυχὴν, ὅταν ἐναντία ἐπιτάττῃ τῶν τῷ Θεῷ δοκούντων, μετὰ σφοδρότητος ἀποστρέφεσθαι χρή. Ἐπειδὴ γὰρ περὶ θανάτου μέλλει λοιπὸν αὐτοῖς διαλέγεσθαι, θανάτου τοῦ ἑαυτοῦ, καὶ προεῖδε κατηφοῦντας καὶ καταπίπτοντας, ὑπερβολὴν ἐποιήσατο λέγων· Τί λέγω, ἐὰν μὴ τὸν ἐμὸν θάνατον γενναίως ἐνέγκητε; Ἂν γὰρ ὑμεῖς αὐτοὶ μὴ ἀποθάνητε, ὑμῖν ἔσται κέρδος οὐδέν. Καὶ ὅρα πῶς παραμυθεῖται τὸν λόγον. Σφόδρα ἦν φορτικὸν καὶ ἐπαχθὲς τὸ ἀκοῦσαι ὅτι δεῖ ἀποθανεῖν φιλοψυχοῦντα τὸν ἄνθρωπον. Καὶ τί λέγω τὸ παλαιόν; ὅπου γε καὶ νῦν πολλοὺς εὑρήσομεν ἡδέως πάντα μαθεῖν ὑπομένοντας, ὑπὲρ τοῦ τὸν παρόντα καρπώσασθαι βίον, καὶ ταῦτα περὶ τῶν μελλόντων πεπιστευμένους· οἱ ἐπειδὰν ἴδωσιν οἰκοδομήματα, καὶ τεχνήματα, καὶ μηχανήματα, δακρύουσιν ἐπιλέγοντες· Πόσα ἄνθρωπος μηχανᾶται, καὶ γίνεται κόνις! Οὕτω πολλὴ τῆς παρούσης ζωῆς ἡ ἐπιθυμία. Ταῦτα τοίνυν διαλύων ὁ Χριστὸς τὰ δεσμὰ, φησίν· Ὁ μισῶν τὴν ψυχὴν αὐτοῦ ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ τούτω, εἰς ζωὴν αἰώ 59.371 νιον φυλάξει αὐτήν. Ὅτι γὰρ ἐκείνοις παραινῶν ἔλεγε, καὶ τὸν φόβον αὐτῶν ὑπεκλύων, ἄκουσον τῶν ἑξῆς· Ὁ ἐμοὶ διακονῶν, ἐμοὶ ἀκολουθείτω· περὶ τοῦ θανάτου λέγων, καὶ τὴν διὰ τῶν ἔργων ἀκολούθησιν ἀπαιτῶν. ∆εῖ γὰρ πάντως τὸν διακονοῦντα τῷ διακονουμένῳ ἕπεσθαι. Καὶ σκόπει πότε αὐτοῖς ταῦτα διαλέγεται· οὐχ ὅτε ἐδιώκοντο, ἀλλ' ὅτε ἐθάῤῥησαν, ὅτε ἐνόμισαν ἐν ἀσφαλείᾳ εἶναι, διὰ τὴν τῶν πολλῶν τιμὴν καὶ θεραπείαν· ὅτε καὶ διαναστῆναι ἠδύναντο καὶ ἀκοῦσαι· Καὶ ἀράτω τὸν σταυρὸν αὐτοῦ καὶ ἀκολουθείτω μοι· τουτέστιν, Ἀεὶ παρατεταγμένος ἔσο, φησὶν, πρὸς κινδύνους, πρὸς θάνατον, πρὸς ἀποδημίαν τὴν ἐντεῦθεν. Εἶτα ἐπειδὴ τὰ φορτικὰ εἶπε, καὶ τὸ ἔπαθλον τίθησι. Ποῖον δὲ τοῦτο ἦν; Τὸ αὐτῷ ἀκολουθεῖν, καὶ εἶναι ἔνθα ἐστί· δεικνὺς ὅτι ἀνάστασις τὸν θάνατον διαδέξεται. Ὅπου γάρ εἰμι,