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let him despair of change for the better. For it is easy to rise up from the very pits of wickedness. Or have you not heard how that harlot, she who surpassed all in licentiousness, eclipsed all in piety? I do not mean the one in the Gospels, but the one in our own generation, from Phoenicia, that most lawless of cities. For she was once a harlot among us, holding the first rank on the stage, and her name was great everywhere, not only in our city, but even as far as Cilicia and Cappadocia. And she exhausted many fortunes, and ensnared many orph 58.637 ans; and many accused her of witchcraft, saying she wove those nets not only with the beauty of her body, but also with potions. This harlot once captivated even the brother of an empress; for her tyranny was great. But suddenly, I know not how, or rather, I know clearly; for having willed and changed, and drawn down the grace of God, she despised all those things, and casting aside the devil's charms, she ran up to heaven. And yet nothing was more shameful than she, when she was on the stage; but nevertheless afterwards she surpassed many by the excess of her self-control, and having put on sackcloth, she practiced asceticism in this way all the time. On her account even a prefect was troubled, and soldiers were armed, and they did not have the strength to move her back to the stage, nor to lead her out from the virgins who had received her. She, having been deemed worthy of the ineffable mysteries, and having shown a zeal worthy of grace, so ended her life, having washed everything away through grace, and after baptism having displayed great philosophy. For she did not even grant a mere glimpse to her former lovers who came for this, having shut herself up, and having spent many years as if in a prison. Thus the last will be first, and the first last; thus we need a soul everywhere on fire, and there is nothing to prevent one from becoming great and wonderful. 4. Let no one in wickedness despair, therefore; let no one in virtue doze off. Let not the one be confident; for often the harlot will pass him by; nor let the other despair; for it is possible for him even to pass the first. Hear what God says to Jerusalem: I said after she had committed all these fornications, Return to me, and she did not return. When we return to the ardent love of God, he does not remember former things. God is not like a man; for he does not reproach for past things, nor does he say, "Why were you absent for so long a time," if we repent; but he loves, when we draw near; only let us draw near as we ought. Let us cling to him ardently, and nail our hearts with the fear of him. Such things have happened not only in the New, but also in the Old Testament. For what was worse than Manasseh? But he was able to propitiate God. What was more blessed than Solomon? But having dozed off, he fell. Rather, I can show both happening in one man, in his father; for the same man was at one time both good and bad. What was more blessed than Judas? But he became a traitor. What was more wretched than Matthew? But he became an evangelist. What was worse than Paul? But he became an apostle. What was more enviable than Simon? But he himself also became more wretched than all. How many other such changes do you wish to see, both those that happened long ago, and those that happen now every day? For this reason, I say, let not the one on the stage despair, nor the one in the Church be confident. For to the one he says, "Let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall"; but to the other, "Does not he who falls rise again?" and, "Lift up the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees." Again to these 58.638 he says, "Watch"; but to those, "Awake, you who sleep, and arise from the dead." For these need to guard what they have, but those need to become what they are not; these to preserve their health, those to be freed from their illness; for they are sick; but many of the sick become well, and many of the well, having become negligent, fall ill. To the one

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