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So to them he says: Behold, you have become well; sin no more, lest something worse happen to you; but to these: Do you wish to be made well? Arise, take up your bed, and go to your house. For a terrible, terrible paralysis is sin; or rather, it is not only paralysis, but also something worse. For such a one is not only in idleness from good things, but also in the activity of evil things. But nevertheless, even if you are in such a state, and wish to rise up a little, all the terrible things are loosed. Even if you have thirty-eight years, and you are eager to become well, there is no one who hinders. Christ is present even now, and says, Take up your bed; only wish to rise; do not despair. You do not have a man? but you have God. You do not have one to put you into the pool? but you have the One who does not allow you to need a pool. You do not have one to cast you in there? but you have the One who commands you to take up your bed. It is not possible to say, While I am coming, another goes down before me. For if you wish to go down into the spring, there is no one who hinders. Grace is not used up, it is not spent; it is a certain spring bubbling up continually; from his fullness we all are healed both in soul and in body. Let us therefore approach even now. For Rahab was a harlot, but she was saved; and the thief was a murderer, but he became a citizen of paradise; and Judas, being with the Teacher, perished; but the thief, being on a cross, became a disciple. These are the paradoxes of God. Thus the magi were well-pleasing; thus the tax-collector became an evangelist; thus the blasphemer, an apostle. 5. See these things, and never despair, but always be confident and raise yourself up. Only take hold of the road that leads there, and you will advance quickly. Do not shut the doors, do not block the entrance. Short is the present time, little is the labor. But even if it were much, not even so would it be necessary to give up. For even if you do not perform this most beautiful labor in repentance and virtue, you will certainly labor and suffer hardships in other ways in the world. But if there is labor both here and there, why do we not choose this one, which has much fruit and a great reward? And yet this labor and that are not even the same. For in the things of this life there are continual dangers, and successive losses, and the hope is uncertain, and much servility, and an expense of money and bodies and soul; and then the return of the fruits is much inferior to the hope, if indeed it should sprout. For the sweat of worldly affairs does not bear fruit everywhere; but yet, even when it does not fail, but even brings a great yield, it remains for a short time. For when you grow old, and no longer have a keen sense of enjoyment, then the labor brings you its rewards. And the labor is in a flourishing body, but the fruit and the luxury 58.639 are in an aged and weakened one, when time has also withered the senses; and yet if it had not withered them, the expectation of the end would not allow luxury. But there it is not so, but the labor is in a corruptible and dying body; but the crown is in an incorruptible and immortal one that has no end. And the labor is both first and brief; but the reward is both later and infinite, so that one may rest henceforth with security, expecting nothing unpleasant. For it is not possible to fear change henceforth, nor a fall, as it is here. What sort of goods then are these, that are neither secure, and are brief and earthen, and vanish before they appear, and are acquired with many labors? But what goods are equal to those, the immovable, the unaging, that have no toil, that even in the time of the contests bring crowns to you? For he who despises money 58.640 even from here already receives his reward, being freed from care, from the evil eye, from slander, from plots, from envy. The temperate man, and one living in an orderly way, even before his departure from here is crowned and rejoices, being freed from indecency, from laughter, from dangers of accusation, from all other terrible things. All the other parts of virtue likewise already from here give us the reward. In order that therefore we may obtain both the present and the future things

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οὖν ἐκείνους φησίν· Ἴδε, ὑγιὴς γέγονας· μηκέτι ἁμάρτανε, ἵνα μὴ χεῖρόν τί σοι γένηται· πρὸς δὲ τούτους· Θέλεις ὑγιὴς γενέσθαι; ἐγερθεὶς ἆρον τὴν κλίνην σου, καὶ ὕπαγε εἰς τὸν οἶκόν σου. ∆εινὴ γὰρ, δεινὴ παράλυσις ἁμαρτία· μᾶλλον δὲ οὐ παράλυσις μόνον ἐστὶν, ἀλλὰ καὶ ἄλλο τι χαλεπώτερον. Οὐ γὰρ ἐν ἀργίᾳ μόνον ἀγαθῶν ἐστιν ὁ τοιοῦτος, ἀλλὰ καὶ ἐν ἐνεργείᾳ κακῶν. Ἀλλ' ὅμως κἂν οὕτω διακείμενος ᾖς, καὶ θελήσῃς μικρὸν διαναστῆναι, πάντα λύεται τὰ δεινά. Κἂν τριακονταοκτὼ ἔτη ἔχῃς, σπουδάσῃς δὲ γενέσθαι ὑγιὴς, οὐδεὶς ὁ κωλύων. Πάρεστι καὶ νῦν ὁ Χριστὸς, καὶ λέγει, Ἆρον τὴν κλίνην σου· μόνον θέλησον διαναστῆναι· μὴ ἀπογνῷς. Οὐκ ἔχεις ἄνθρωπον; ἀλλ' ἔχεις Θεόν. Οὐκ ἔχεις τὸν βάλλοντά σε εἰς τὴν κολυμβήθραν; ἀλλ' ἔχεις τὸν οὐκ ἀφιέντα σε δεηθῆναι κολυμβήθρας. Οὐκ ἔχεις τὸν ἐκεῖ σε ῥίπτοντα; ἀλλ' ἔχεις τὸν κελεύοντά σοι ἆραι τὴν κλίνην. Οὐκ ἔστιν εἰπεῖν, Ἐν ᾧ δὲ ἔρχομαι ἐγὼ, ἄλλος πρὸ ἐμοῦ καταβαίνει. Ἂν γὰρ θελήσῃς κατελθεῖν εἰς τὴν πηγὴν, οὐδεὶς ὁ κωλύων. Οὐκ ἀναλίσκεται, οὐ δαπανᾶται ἡ χάρις· πηγή τίς ἐστιν ἀναβλύζουσα διηνεκῶς· ἐκ τοῦ πληρώματος αὐτοῦ πάντες θεραπευόμεθα καὶ ψυχὴν καὶ σῶμα. Προσερχώμεθα τοίνυν καὶ νῦν. Καὶ γὰρ Ῥαὰβ πόρνη ἦν, ἀλλ' ἐσώθη· καὶ ὁ λῃστὴς ἀνδροφόνος ἦν, ἀλλὰ παραδείσου πολίτης ἐγένετο· καὶ ὁ μὲν Ἰούδας μετὰ τοῦ ∆ιδασκάλου ὢν, ἀπώλετο· ὁ δὲ λῃστὴς ἐν σταυρῷ ὢν, μαθητὴς ἐγένετο. Ταῦτα τοῦ Θεοῦ τὰ παράδοξα. Οὕτως οἱ μάγοι εὐδοκίμησαν· οὕτως ὁ τελώνης εὐαγγελιστὴς ἐγένετο· οὕτως ὁ βλάσφημος, ἀπόστολος. εʹ. Ταῦτα ὅρα, καὶ μηδέποτε ἀπογνῷς, ἀλλ' ἀεὶ θάῤῥει καὶ διανάστησον σαυτόν. Ἅψαι μόνον τῆς ἐκεῖ φερούσης ὁδοῦ, καὶ προβήσῃ ταχέως. Μὴ τὰς θύρας ἀποκλείσῃς, μὴ τὴν εἴσοδον φράξῃς. Βραχὺς ὁ παρὼν καιρὸς, ὀλίγος ὁ πόνος. Εἰ δὲ καὶ πολὺς ἦν, οὐδὲ οὕτως ἀπαγορεύειν ἔδει. Κἂν γὰρ μὴ κάμῃς τὸν κάλλιστον τοῦτον κάματον τὸν ἐν τῇ μετανοίᾳ καὶ τῇ ἀρετῇ, ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ πάντως καμῇ καὶ ταλαιπωρήσεις ἑτέρως. Εἰ δὲ καὶ ἐνταῦθα κἀκεῖ κάματος, διατί μὴ τοῦτον αἱρούμεθα τὸν πολὺν ἔχοντα τὸν καρπὸν καὶ μεγάλην τὴν ἀμοιβήν; Καίτοιγε οὐδὲ ὁ αὐτὸς κάματος οὗτος κἀκεῖνος. Ἐν μὲν γὰρ τοῖς βιωτικοῖς καὶ κίνδυνοι συνεχεῖς, καὶ ζημίαι ἐπάλληλοι, καὶ ἡ ἐλπὶς ἄδηλος, καὶ δουλοπρέπεια πολλὴ, καὶ χρημάτων καὶ σωμάτων καὶ ψυχῆς δαπάνη· καὶ τότε ἡ τῶν καρπῶν ἀντίδοσις πολὺ τῆς ἐλπίδος καταδεεστέρα, ἂν ἄρα βλαστήσῃ. Οὐδὲ γὰρ πανταχοῦ φέρει καρπὸν ὁ τῶν βιωτικῶν πραγμάτων ἱδρώς· πλὴν ἀλλὰ καὶ ὅταν μὴ διαπέσῃ, ἀλλὰ καὶ πολλὴν ἐνέγκῃ τὴν φορὰν, ἐν βραχεῖ παραμένει τῷ χρόνῳ. Ὅταν γὰρ γηράσῃς, καὶ μηκέτι λοιπὸν ἀκριβῆ τῆς ἀπολαύσεως τὴν αἴσθησιν ἔχῃς, τότε σοι φέρει τὰς ἀμοιβὰς ὁ πόνος. Καὶ ὁ μὲν πόνος ἐν ἀκμάζοντι σώματι, ὁ δὲ καρπὸς καὶ ἡ τρυφὴ 58.639 ἐν γεγηρακότι καὶ παρειμένῳ, ὅταν καὶ τὴν αἴσθησιν ὁ χρόνος καταμαράνῃ· καίτοι εἰ μὴ κατεμάρανεν, ἡ τῆς τελευτῆς ἐλπὶς οὐκ ἠφίει τρυφᾷν. Ἐκεῖ δὲ οὐχ οὕτως, ἀλλ' ὁ μὲν πόνος, ἐν φθορᾷ καὶ τελευτῶντι σώματι· ὁ δὲ στέφανος, ἐν ἀκηράτῳ καὶ ἀθανάτῳ καὶ τέλος οὐκ ἔχοντι. Καὶ ὁ μὲν πόνος καὶ πρῶτος καὶ βραχύς· ἡ δὲ ἀντίδοσις καὶ ὑστέρα καὶ ἄπειρος, ἵνα μετὰ ἀδείας ἀναπαύῃ λοιπὸν, μηδὲν προσδοκῶν ἀηδές. Οὐ γὰρ ἔστι μεταβολὴν δεῖσαι λοιπὸν, οὐδὲ ἔκπτωσιν, καθάπερ ἐνταῦθα. Ποῖα οὖν ταῦτα ἀγαθὰ, τὰ μήτε ἀσφαλῆ, καὶ βραχέα καὶ πήλινα, καὶ πρὶν ἢ φανῆναι ἀφανιζόμενα, καὶ μετὰ πολλῶν κτώμενα πόνων; Ποῖα δὲ ἐκείνων ἀγαθὰ ἴσα, τῶν ἀκινήτων, τῶν ἀγηράτων, τῶν μηδένα μόχθον ἐχόντων, τῶν καὶ ἐν τῷ καιρῷ τῶν ἀγώνων τοὺς στεφάνους σοι κομιζόντων; Ὁ γὰρ χρημάτων 58.640 καταφρονῶν, καὶ ἐντεῦθεν ἤδη λαμβάνει τὸν μισθὸν, φροντίδος ἀπαλλαττόμενος, βασκανίας, συκοφαντίας, ἐπιβουλῆς, φθόνου. Ὁ σώφρων, καὶ κοσμίως ζῶν, καὶ πρὸ τῆς ἐντεῦθεν ἀποδημίας στεφανοῦται καὶ τρυφᾷ, ἀσχημοσύνης, γέλωτος, κινδύνων κατηγορίας, τῶν ἄλλων ἁπάντων ἀπαλλαττόμενος δεινῶν. Τὰ ἄλλα πάντα ὁμοίως τῆς ἀρετῆς μέρη ἐντεῦθεν ἤδη ἡμῖν δίδωσι τὴν ἀμοιβήν. Ἵν' οὖν καὶ τῶν παρόντων καὶ τῶν μελλόντων ἐπιτύχωμεν