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a representation of the astonishment at the things that were happening, to the grief of those who were left behind. Woe is me from that dreadful day. When we ought to rejoice when we hear these things, we are pained, and are dejected, and look gloomy. Or is it I alone who suffer these things, while you rejoice in the hearing of them? For as for me, a certain shuddering comes over me when these things are said, and I mourn bitterly, and groan from the bottom of my heart. For none of these things apply to me, but those other things which were said after these, the things concerning the virgins, concerning the one who buried the talent which he received, concerning the wicked servant. For these things I weep, from how great a glory we are about to fall, from how great a hope of good things, and this continuously and forever, because we would not make a little effort. For if the labor were great and the law heavy, it would have been necessary even so to do all things; nevertheless, many of the slothful would have seemed to have some excuse, a weak one indeed, but still they would have seemed to have it, in the greatness of the commands, and that the labor is great, and the time endless, and the burden unbearable; but now there is nothing of the sort to put forward; which is especially what will gnaw at us no less than Gehenna at that time, when for a small inclination and a little sweat, we will have lost heaven and the unutterable good things. For both the time is short, and the labor little; and yet we are enfeebled and have become remiss. You contend on earth, and in heaven is the crown; you are punished by men, and are honored by God; for two days you run, and for endless ages are the prizes; in a corruptible body is the struggle, and in an incorruptible one the honors. And apart from these things, one must also consider this, that even if we do not choose to suffer any painful things for Christ's sake, it is absolutely necessary to endure them anyway. For not even if you do not die for Christ's sake, will you be immortal; nor if you do not cast away your possessions for Christ's sake, will you depart having them. He demands from you these things which you will give even without his demanding them, because you are mortal; he wants you to do these things by your own will, which you must do even by necessity. And he demands only this much in addition, that it be done for his sake; since for these things to happen and pass away comes also from natural necessity. Do you see how easy the contest is? Those things which you must absolutely suffer, choose to suffer for my sake; let this alone be added, and I have sufficient obedience. The gold which you are about to lend to another, lend this to me, and at a higher interest, and with greater security; the body with which you are about to serve another, serve me with this; for I surpass your labors with my rewards out of great abundance. But you, in other things, prefer the one who offers more, 58.700 both in loans, and in purchasing, and in military service; but Christ alone, who offers more than all, and infinitely more, him you do not accept. And what is this great war? What is this great enmity? Whence then will you have pardon and defense, when you do not deign to prefer God over men, by the same principles by which you prefer men over men? Why do you entrust the treasure to the earth? Give it into my hand, he says. Does not the Lord of the earth seem to you more trustworthy than the earth? She gives back what was deposited, but often not even this; but he also gives you wages for the keeping. For indeed he loves us exceedingly. For this reason, if you wish to lend, he stands ready; if to sow, he himself receives it; if you wish to build, he draws you to himself, saying, Build in my domains. Why do you run to the poor, to men who are destitute? Run to God, who gives you great things for small. But still, even hearing these things, we do not endure, but where there are fights, and wars, and pankratia, and lawsuits and slanders, there we hasten. 5. Is it not justly, then, that he turns away from us and punishes us, when he offers himself to us for all things, but we resist? It is surely clear to everyone. For if you wish to be adorned, he says, my adornment; or to be armed, my arms; or to be clothed, my garment; or to be fed, my table; or to travel, my road; or to inherit, my inheritance; or to enter into the fatherland, into

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παράστασιν τῆς τῶν γινομένων ἐκπλήξεως, πρὸς ὀδύνην τῶν ἀπολιμπανομένων. Οἴμοι ἀπὸ τῆς ἡμέρας ἐκείνης τῆς φοβερᾶς. ∆έον ἡμᾶς χαίρειν ὅταν ταῦτα ἀκούωμεν, ἀλγοῦμεν, καὶ κατηφεῖς ἐσμεν, καὶ σκυθρωπάζομεν. Ἢ μόνος ἐγὼ ταῦτα πάσχω, ὑμεῖς δὲ χαίρετε ἐν τῇ τούτων ἀκροάσει; Ὡς ἔμοιγε καὶ φρίκη τις ὑπεισέρχεται λεγομένων τούτων, καὶ πικρὸν ὀδύρομαι, καὶ ἐκ βαθυτάτης στενάζω καρδίας. Οὐδὲν γὰρ τούτων πρὸς ἐμὲ, ἀλλ' ἐκείνων τῶν μετὰ ταῦτα λεχθέντων, τῶν πρὸς τὰς παρθένους, τῶν πρὸς τὸν καταχώσαντα τὸ τάλαντον ὅπερ ἔλαβε, τῶν πρὸς τὸν πονηρὸν δοῦλον. ∆ιὰ ταῦτα δακρύω, ὅσης δόξης ἐκπίπτειν μέλλομεν, ὅσης ἐλπίδος ἀγαθῶν, καὶ τοῦτο διηνεκῶς καὶ εἰς ἀεὶ, ἵνα μὴ μικρὸν σπουδάσωμεν. Εἰ μὲν γὰρ πόνος πολὺς ἦν καὶ νόμος βαρὺς, ἔδει μὲν καὶ οὕτω πάντα ποιεῖν· πλὴν ἀλλὰ κἂν πρόφασίν τινα ἐδόκουν ἔχειν πολλοὶ τῶν ῥᾳθύμων, ψυχρὰν μὲν, ἐδόκουν δ' οὖν ἔχειν, τὸ ὑπέρογκον τῶν ἐπιταγμάτων, καὶ ὅτι μέγας ὁ πόνος, καὶ ἄπειρος ὁ χρόνος, καὶ ἀφόρητον τὸ φορτίον· νῦν δὲ οὐδὲν τοιοῦτον ἔστι προβάλλεσθαι· ὅπερ μάλιστα τῆς γεέννης οὐχ ἧττον ἡμᾶς διατρώγειν μέλλει κατὰ τὸν καιρὸν ἐκεῖνον, ὅταν διὰ μικρὰν ῥοπὴν καὶ ὀλίγον ἱδρῶτα, τὸν οὐρανὸν ὦμεν ἀπολωλεκότες καὶ τὰ ἀπόῤῥητα ἀγαθά. Καὶ γὰρ καὶ ὁ χρόνος βραχὺς, καὶ ὁ πόνος ὀλίγος· καὶ ὅμως ἐκλελύμεθα καὶ ἀναπεπτώκαμεν. Ἐν γῇ ἀγωνίζῃ, καὶ ἐν οὐρανοῖς ὁ στέφανος· ὑπὸ ἀνθρώπων κολάζῃ, καὶ ὑπὸ Θεοῦ τιμᾶσαι· ἐν δύο ἡμέραις τρέχεις, καὶ εἰς ἀπείρους αἰῶνας τὰ βραβεῖα· ἐν φθαρτῷ σώματι ἡ πάλη, καὶ ἐν ἀφθάρτῳ αἱ τιμαί. Καὶ χωρὶς δὲ τούτων κἀκεῖνο λογίζεσθαι χρὴ, ὅτι κἂν μὴ διὰ τὸν Χριστὸν ἑλώμεθά τι παθεῖν τῶν ὀδυνηρῶν, ἀνάγκη αὐτὰ καὶ ἄλλως ὑπομεῖναι πάντως. Οὐδὲ γὰρ ἂν διὰ τὸν Χριστὸν μὴ ἀποθάνῃς, ἀθάνατος ἔσῃ· οὐδὲ ἂν διὰ τὸν Χριστὸν μὴ ῥίψῃς τὰ χρήματα, ἔχων αὐτὰ ἀπελεύσῃ. Ταῦτα ἀπαιτεῖ παρὰ σοῦ, ἃ καὶ μὴ ἀπαιτοῦντος δώσεις, διὰ τὸ θνητὸς εἶναι· ταῦτά σε βούλεται ποιεῖν σῇ γνώμῃ, ἃ καὶ ἀνάγκῃ σε δεῖ ποιῆσαι. Τοσοῦτον δὲ ἀπαιτεῖ προσεῖναι μόνον, τὸ δι' αὐτὸν γίνεσθαι· ὡς τό γε συμβῆναι ταῦτα καὶ παρελθεῖν, καὶ ἀπὸ τῆς κατὰ τὴν φύσιν ἀνάγκης γίνεται. Εἶδες πῶς εὔκολος ὁ ἀγών; Ἃ πάντως ἀνάγκη σε παθεῖν, ἑλοῦ παθεῖν δι' ἐμέ· τοῦτο προσκείσθω μόνον, καὶ ἀρκοῦσαν ἔχω τὴν ὑπακοήν. Ὃ ἑτέρῳ μέλλεις δανείζειν χρυσίον, τοῦτο δάνεισον ἐμοὶ, καὶ ἐπὶ πλείοσι, καὶ ἐπὶ ἀσφαλείᾳ μείζονι· ὃ ἑτέρῳ μέλλεις στρατεύειν σῶμα, τοῦτο στράτευσον ἐμοί· καὶ γὰρ ὑπερβαίνω σου τοὺς πόνους ταῖς ἀντιδόσεσιν ἐκ πολλῆς τῆς περιουσίας. Σὺ δὲ ἐν μὲν τοῖς ἄλλοις τὸν τὸ πλέον παρέχοντα προτιμᾷς, 58.700 καὶ ἐν δανείσμασι, καὶ ἐν ἀγορασίᾳ, καὶ ἐν στρατείᾳ· τὸν δὲ Χριστὸν μόνον πλέον ἁπάντων παρέχοντα, καὶ ἀπείρως πλέον, τοῦτον οὐ καταδέχῃ. Καὶ τίς ὁ τοσοῦτος πόλεμος; τίς ἡ τοσαύτη ἀπέχθεια; Πόθεν λοιπὸν ἕξεις συγγνώμην καὶ ἀπολογίαν, οὐδὲ ἀφ' ὧν ἀνθρώπους προτιμᾷς ἀνθρώπων, ἀπὸ τούτων ἀνεχόμενος τὸν Θεὸν προτιμῆσαι τῶν ἀνθρώπων; Τί τῇ γῇ παραδίδως τὸν θησαυρόν; ∆ὸς τῇ ἐμῇ χειρὶ, φησίν. Οὐ δοκεῖ σοι τῆς γῆς ἀξιοπιστότερος εἶναι ὁ τῆς γῆς ∆εσπότης; Ἐκείνη τὸ καταβληθὲν ἀποδίδωσι, πολλάκις δὲ οὐδὲ τοῦτο· αὐτὸς δὲ καὶ μισθούς σοι ἀποδίδωσι τῆς φυλακῆς. Καὶ γὰρ σφόδρα ἡμῶν ἐρᾷ. ∆ιὰ τοῦτο κἂν δανεῖσαι θέλῃς, ἕστηκεν ἕτοιμος· κἂν σπεῖραι, αὐτὸς ὑποδέχεται· κἂν οἰκοδομῆσαι θέλῃς, ἕλκει σε πρὸς ἑαυτὸν, Ἐν τοῖς ἐμοῖς, λέγων, οἰκοδόμει. Τί τρέχεις πρὸς τοὺς πένητας, πρὸς ἀνθρώπους τοὺς πτωχεύοντας; ∆ράμε πρὸς τὸν Θεὸν, τὸν ὑπὲρ μικρῶν μεγάλα σοι παρέχοντα πράγματα. Ἀλλ' ὅμως οὐδὲ ταῦτα ἀκούοντες ἀνεχόμεθα, ἀλλ' ἔνθα μάχαι, καὶ πόλεμοι, καὶ παγκράτια, καὶ δίκαι καὶ συκοφαντίαι, ἐκεῖ σπεύδομεν. εʹ. Ἆρ' οὖν οὐ δικαίως ἡμᾶς ἀποστρέφεται καὶ κολάζει, ὅταν εἰς πάντα ἡμῖν ἑαυτὸν παρέχῃ, ἡμεῖς δὲ ἀντιπίπτωμεν; Παντί που δῆλον. Εἴτε γὰρ καλλωπίσασθαι θέλεις, φησὶ, τὸν ἐμὸν καλλωπισμόν· εἴτε ὁπλισθῆναι, τὰ ἐμὰ ὅπλα· εἴτε ἐνδύσασθαι, τὸ ἱμάτιον τὸ ἐμόν· εἴτε τραφῆναι, τὴν τράπεζαν τὴν ἐμήν· εἴτε ὁδεῦσαι, τὴν ὁδὸν τὴν ἐμήν· εἴτε κληρονομῆσαι, τὴν κληρονομίαν τὴν ἐμήν· εἴτε εἰς πατρίδα εἰσελθεῖν, εἰς