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either of love for your children, by which you neither accept anything evil yourself, nor readily suspect it concerning others; (for that which is slow to wickedness is slow to the suspicion of evil;) and for me a second time to discourse briefly to this people, whether yours or mine.

IV. We have been tyrannized, O friends and brothers; for we will call upon you now, if not then; we have been 35.848 tyrannized by the old age of a father and friend, to speak moderately, by his goodness. And help me, whoever is able, and give a hand to one who is hard pressed, and torn between longing and spirit; the one suggests flight, and mountains, and deserts, and quiet of soul and body, and for the mind to withdraw into itself, and to turn away from the senses, so as to commune with God without spot, and to be purely illumined by the rays of the Spirit, with nothing of the lower and turbid world being mixed in, nor anything falling across the divine light, until we come to the source of the splendors here, and our longing and desire may cease, when the mirrors are dissolved by the truth. But the other wants to bring me into the midst, and wishes me to bear fruit for the common good, and to be benefited by this, by benefiting one another, and to make public the illumination, and to bring to God a chosen people, a holy nation, a royal priesthood, a purified image among many. For it is better and more, just as a paradise is better than a plant, and the whole heaven with its beauties than a single star, and a body than a limb, so also for God is a whole Church set in order better than one man setting himself right; and that it is necessary to look not only to one’s own interests, but also to those of others. Since Christ also, though it was in His power to remain in His own honor and divinity, not only emptied Himself to the form of a slave, but also endured a cross, despising the shame, so that in His own sufferings He might destroy sin, and by death might slay death. Those then are the inventions of desire, but these are the teachings of the Spirit. And being in the middle of longing and spirit, and not knowing to which I should grant the more, what seems to me to be the best and safest thing I have found, I will share also with you, so that you may approve it with me and assist me in my plan.

V. It seemed to me to be best and most free from danger, to take a middle course between desire and cowardice, and to give one part to desire, and the other to the spirit; and this would be, by neither entirely fleeing the ministry, so as to reject the grace, for that is perilous, nor taking up a burden greater than I can bear, for that is heavy; the one belonging to another's head, the other to another's strength; or rather, both to madness. But it is a mark of piety and safety at the same time to measure the ministry by one's strength; and just as with food, to accept what is according to one's strength, but to reject what is beyond one's strength; for thus for the body, good health is produced, 35.849 and for the soul, safety, by being moderate in both. Therefore, for now I accept to share the care with my good father, like a not useless fledgling flying alongside a great and high-flying eagle; and after this I will give my wing to the Spirit to carry where He wishes, and as He wishes; and no one will compel me, nor lead me elsewhere, when I take counsel with Him. For sweet are the inherited labors of a father, and a familiar flock is sweeter than a strange and foreign one; and I would add, that it is also more precious to God, if affection does not deceive me, and familiarity does not steal away my perception; and yet it is not more useful than to rule willing people willingly, nor safer; since it is our law not to lead by force, nor by compulsion, but willingly. For the one would not even establish another kind of rule, since that which is held by force loves to act freely when it gets an opportunity; but our rule—or rather, our tutelage—is preserved above all by the voluntary. For the mystery of piety is for those who are willing, not for those who are tyrannized.

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εἴτε φιλοτε κνίας, ὑφ' ἧς οὔτε τι τῶν πονηρῶν, οὔτε αὐτὸς παραδέχῃ, οὔτε περὶ τῶν ἄλλων ῥᾳδίως ὑπολαμβά νεις· (βραδὺ γὰρ εἰς ὑπόνοιαν κακοῦ τὸ πρὸς κα κίαν δυσκίνητον·) ἐμοὶ δὲ καὶ δεύτερον πρὸς τὸν εἴτε σὸν εἴτε καὶ ἐμὸν λαὸν τοῦτον βραχέα διαλεχθῆναι.

∆ʹ. Τετυραννήμεθα, ὦ φίλοι καὶ ἀδελφοί· ὑμᾶς γὰρ, εἰ καὶ μὴ τότε, ἀλλὰ νῦν ἐπιβοησόμεθα· τετυ 35.848 ραννήμεθα γήρᾳ πατρὸς καὶ φίλου, ἵνα μετρίως εἴπω, χρηστότητι. Καί μοι βοηθεῖτε, ὅστις ἂν οἷός τε ᾖ, καὶ δότε χεῖρα πιεζομένῳ, καὶ διελκομένῳ ὑπὸ πόθου καὶ πνεύματος· ὁ μὲν εἰσηγεῖται δρασμοὺς, καὶ ὄρη, καὶ ἐρημίας, καὶ ἡσυχίαν ψυχῆς καὶ σώμα τος, καὶ τὸν νοῦν εἰς ἑαυτὸν ἀναχωρῆσαι, καὶ συ στραφῆναι ἀπὸ τῶν αἰσθήσεων, ὥστε ὁμιλεῖν ἀκηλι δώτως Θεῷ, καὶ ταῖς τοῦ Πνεύματος αὐγαῖς καθαρῶς ἐναστράπτεσθαι, μηδενὸς ἐπιμιγνυμένου τῶν κάτω καὶ θολερῶν, μηδὲ τῷ θείῳ φωτὶ παρεμπίπτοντος, ἕως ἂν ἐπὶ τὴν πηγὴν ἔλθωμεν τῶν τῇδε ἀπαυγασμάτων, καὶ στῶμεν τοῦ πόθου καὶ τῆς ἐφέσεως, λυθέντων τῶν ἐσόπτρων τῇ ἀληθείᾳ. Βούλεται τὸ δὲ εἰς μέσον ἄγειν, καὶ καρποφορεῖν τῷ κοινῷ βούλεται, καὶ τοῦτο ὠφελεῖσθαι, τὸ ὠφελεῖν ἀλλήλους, καὶ δημοσιεύειν τὴν ἔλλαμψιν, καὶ προσάγειν Θεῷ λαὸν περιούσιον, ἔθνος ἅγιον, βασίλειον ἱεράτευμα, ἐν πλείοσι εἰκόνα κεκαθαρμένην. Κρεῖσσον γὰρ εἶναι καὶ πλεῖον, ὥσπερ φυτοῦ παράδεισον, καὶ ἀστέρος ἑνὸς οὐρανὸν ὅλον σὺν τοῖς ἑαυτοῦ κάλλεσι, καὶ μέλους σῶμα, οὕτω καὶ Θεῷ κατορθοῦντος ἑνὸς ὅλην Ἐκκλησίαν κατηρτισμένην· καὶ χρῆναι μὴ τὸ ἑαυτοῦ μόνον σκοπεῖν, ἀλλὰ καὶ τὸ τῶν ἄλλων. Ἐπεὶ καὶ Χριστὸς οὕτως, ᾧ μένειν ἐξὸν ἐπὶ τῆς ἰδίας τιμῆς καὶ θεότητος, οὐ μόνον ἐκένωσεν ἑαυτὸν μέχρι τῆς τοῦ δούλου μορφῆς, ἀλλὰ καὶ σταυρὸν ὑπέμεινεν αἰσχύνης καταφρονήσας, ἵν' ἐν τοῖς ἑαυτοῦ πάθεσιν ἀναλώσῃ τὴν ἁμαρτίαν, καὶ ἀποκτείνῃ τῷ θανάτῳ τὸν θάνατον. Ἐκεῖνα μὲν δὴ τῆς ἐπιθυμίας τὰ πλάσματα, ταῦτα δὲ τοῦ Πνεύματος τὰ διδάγματα. Μέσος δὲ ὢν πόθου καὶ πνεύματος, καὶ οὐκ ἔχων τίνι τὸ πλέον χαρίσομαι, ὅ μοι δοκῶ κάλλιστον εὑρηκέναι καὶ ἀσφαλέστατον, κοινώσομαι καὶ ὑμῖν, ἵνα μοι συνδοκιμάσητε καὶ συλλάβησθε τοῦ βουλεύματος.

Εʹ. Ἔδοξέ μοι κράτιστον εἶναι καὶ ἀκινδυνότατον, μέσην τινὰ τραπέσθαι τοῦ πόθου καὶ τῆς δειλίας, καὶ τὸ μὲν τῇ ἐπιθυμίᾳ δοῦναι, τὸ δὲ τῷ πνεύματι· τοῦτο δὲ ἂν γενέσθαι, μήτε πάντῃ φυγόντος τὴν λειτουργίαν, ὥστε ἀθετῆσαι τὴν χάριν, ἐπισφαλὲς γὰρ, μήτε μεῖζον ἢ κατ' ἐμαυτὸν ἀραμένου φορτίον, βαρὺ γάρ· καὶ τὸ μὲν κεφαλῆς ἄλλου, τὸ δὲ δυνάμεως· μᾶλλον δὲ ἀπονοίας ἀμφότερα. Εὐσεβείας δὲ εἶναι ἅμα καὶ ἀσφαλείας μετρῆσαι τῇ δυνάμει τὴν λειτουργίαν· καὶ ὥσπερ τροφῆς τὴν μὲν κατὰ δύναμιν προσίεσθαι, τὴν δὲ ὑπὲρ δύναμιν ἀποπέμψασθαι· οὕτω γὰρ σώματι μὲν εὐεξίαν παραγί 35.849 νεσθαι, ψυχῇ δὲ ἀσφάλειαν τῷ μετριάζειν ἐν ἀμφοτέροις. ∆ιὰ τοῦτο νῦν μὲν δέχομαι τῷ καλῷ πατρὶ συνδιαφέρειν τὴν ἐπιμέλειαν, ὥσπερ ἀετῷ μεγάλῳ καὶ ὑψιπέτῃ νεοσσὸς οὐκ ἄχρηστος ἐγγύθεν συμπαριπτάμενος· μετὰ δὲ τοῦτο δώσω τῷ Πνεύματι τὴν ἐμὴν πτέρυγα φέρειν ᾗ βούλεται, καὶ ὡς βούλεται· καὶ οὐδεὶς ὁ βιασόμενος, οὐδὲ ἀπάξων ἑτέρωθι, μετὰ τούτου βουλευόμενον. Ἡδὺ μὲν γὰρ πατρὸς πόνοι κληρονομούμενοι, καὶ τὸ συνηθέστερον ποίμνιον τοῦ ξένου καὶ ἀλλοτρίου· προσθείην δ' ἂν, ὅτι καὶ Θεῷ τιμιώτερον, εἰ μή με ἀπατᾷ τὸ φίλτρον, καὶ κλέπτει τὴν αἴσθησιν ἡ συνήθεια· οὔπω δὲ χρησιμώτερον τοῦ ἑκόντας ἑκόντων ἄρχειν, οὐδὲ ἀσφαλέστερον· ἐπειδὴ μὴ πρὸς βίαν ἄγειν τοῦ ἡμετέρου νόμου, μηδὲ ἀναγκαστῶς, ἀλλ' ἑκουσίως. Τοῦτο μὲν γὰρ οὐδ' ἂν ἄλλην ἀρχὴν συστήσειεν, ἐπειδὴ φιλεῖ τὸ βίᾳ κρατούμενον ἐλευθεριάζειν ποτὲ καιροῦ λαβόμενον· τὴν δὲ ἡμετέραν οὐκ ἀρχὴν, ἀλλὰ παιδαγωγίαν, καὶ πάντων μάλιστα συντηρεῖ τὸ ἑκούσιον. Βουλομένων γὰρ, οὐ τυραννουμένων, τὸ τῆς εὐσεβείας μυστήριον.