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the Christ-slaying Pharisee becomes a Christ-bearing Galilean. Repentance, refining the broken soul, immediately changes the thorn-bearing heart. Some say that the eagle, when it grows old, being lifted to a soaring height, is renewed by casting itself into a most clear spring. Such is repentance; for having raised the heart that possesses it to a soaring height, with the spring of tears it wipes away the oldness of sins, and clothes it in the newness of the Spirit. Therefore the Spirit also says to the soul that is in repentance, Your youth will be renewed like an eagle’s.

Knowing this to be more effective than all the virtues, the great physician of our souls advises, saying: Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. Approach 60.767 repentance with boldness, Look at the ancient generations and see: who ever trusted in the Lord and was put to shame? or who has persevered in the fear of him and was forsaken? or who has called upon him, and he has overlooked him? Because the Lord is compassionate and merciful, and forgives sins, and saves in time of affliction. And do not be ashamed, child, to confess your sins; for there is a shame that brings on sin, and there is a shame that is glory and grace. The soul that repents here receives the remission of sins; For in Hades, what will it confess to the Lord? Groan over your sins, so that you may be saved; For when, he says, you have turned and groaned, then you will be saved. Declare, he says, your sins, that you may be justified in your words, and may overcome when you are judged. Declare your sins. The sins of my youth and my ignorance, do not remember. According to your mercy, remember me for the sake of your goodness, O Lord. Take heed, for this life is like a passing shadow. Where are the pleasures of times past? where is the empty care? where are the afflictions? where are the comforts? are they not driven like a mist by a tempest? All things have passed by. Let us not look only at the present life, but also at the future, Remember, he says, your end, and you will not sin forever. Behold the day and the hour of your departure, what you wish to be when you are cast on your bed and powerless, having no one to help you; see those standing around you: friends, neighbors, relatives, brothers, servants; all with one accord wailing, weeping, inconsolable, lamenting for you; likewise the children standing on either side, and seeking their father's voice as usual, whimpering and not hearing you; your wife again in great pain, longing for death before you for your sake; fearsome angels demanding the debt of your soul. If the soul has done things worthy of honor, it will be escorted by the angels; but if it has been brought up mercilessly 60.768 toward its fellow poor, it will be judged mercilessly; For judgment, he says, is without mercy to the one who has not shown mercy. Enter into the chamber of your soul; become a spectator of what you have done; weigh your good deeds against your evil ones, and if you see that the evil ones outweigh them, bury them with good works, as you are about to see your sins face to face. Behold for me the sleepless worm, and the lightless chaos, the unquenchable fire, which is not quenched by water, but is conquered by repentance. O repentance, that quenches the unquenchable and eternal fire, and grinds to powder the sleepless worm, and makes level and enlightens the lightless chaos;

O repentance, unbreakable wall of the soul, a fortified city, in which the Father and Son and Holy Spirit reign; O repentance, that has loosed the sting of death, and brings the devil underfoot, and slays the dragon. and that sings praises to Christ, and makes life blossom; O repentance, that makes joy to flourish in mourning, and rejoices in tears, and through tears takes away eternal tears; O repentance, that sows in tears, and reaps in joy; O repentance, that in the

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χριστοκτόνος Φαρισαῖος, χριστοφόρος Γαλιλαῖος γίνεται. Μετάνοια τὴν κατεῤῥαγμένην ψυχὴν μεταλλεύουσα, τὴν ἀκανθοφόρον καρδίαν εὐθὺς μεταβάλλει. Φασί τινες τὸν ἀετὸν γηράσαντα, εἰς ὕψος μετάρσιον ἐπαρθέντα, εἰς διειδεστάτην πηγὴν ἑαυτὸν χαλάσαντα ἀνακαινίζεσθαι. Τοιαύτη ἐστὶν ἡ μετάνοια· τὴν γὰρ ἔχουσαν αὐτὴν καρδίαν εἰς ὕψος μετάρσιον ἐπάρασα, τῇ πηγῇ τῶν δακρύων τὴν μὲν παλαιότητα τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων ἀποσμήχει, τὴν δὲ καινότητα τοῦ Πνεύματος ἐπενδύει. ∆ιὸ καὶ τὸ Πνεῦμα πρὸς τὴν ἐν μετανοίᾳ οὖσαν ψυχὴν λέγει τὸ, Ἀνακαινισθήσεται ὡς ἀετοῦ ἡ νεότης σου.

Ταύτην εἰδὼς ὁ μέγας τῶν ψυχῶν ἡμῶν ἰατρὸς πασῶν τῶν ἀρετῶν εἶναι ἐνεργεστέραν, συμβουλεύει λέγων· Μετανοεῖτε· ἤγγικε γὰρ ἡ βασιλεία τῶν οὐρανῶν. Προσ 60.767 έλθετε τῇ μετανοίᾳ θαρσαλέως, Ἐμβλέψατε εἰς ἀρχαίας γενεὰς, καὶ ἴδετε, τίς ἐπίστευσε τῷ Κυρίῳ, καὶ κατῃσχύνθη; ἢ τίς ἐνέμεινεν ἐν τῷ φόβῳ αὐτοῦ, καὶ ἐγκατελείφθη; ἢ τίς ἐπεκαλέσατο αὐτὸν, καὶ ὑπερεῖδεν αὐτόν; ∆ιότι οἰκτίρμων καὶ ἐλεήμων ὁ Κύριος, καὶ ἀφίησιν ἁμαρτίας, καὶ σώζει ἐν καιρῷ θλίψεως. Καὶ μὴ αἰσχυνθῇς, τέκνον, ὁμολογῆσαι τὰς ἁμαρτίας σου· ἔστι γὰρ αἰσχύνη ἡ ἐπάγουσα ἁμαρτίαν, καὶ ἔστιν αἰσχύνη ἡ δόξα καὶ χάρις. Ἡ ἐνταῦθα μετανοοῦσα ψυχὴ λαμβάνει τὴν ἄφεσιν τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων· Ἐν γὰρ τῷ ᾅδῃ τί ἐξομολογήσεται τῷ Κυρίῳ; Στέναξον ἐπὶ ταῖς ἁμαρτίαις σου, ἵνα σωθῇς· Ὅταν γὰρ, φησὶν, ἀποστραφεὶς στενάξῃς, τότε σωθήσῃ. Λέγε σὺ, φησὶ, τὰς ἁμαρτίας σου, ὅπως ἂν δικαιωθῇς ἐν τοῖς λόγοις σου, καὶ νικήσῃς ἐν τῷ κρίνεσθαί σε. Λέγε τὰς ἁμαρτίας σου. Ἁμαρτίας νεότητός μου, καὶ ἀγνοίας μου μὴ μνησθῇς. Κατὰ τὸ ἔλεός σου μνήσθητί μου σὺ ἕνεκεν τῆς χρηστότητός σου, Κύριε. Πρόσεχε, ὅτι ὁ βίος οὗτός ἐστιν ὡς σκιὰ παρατρέχουσα. Ποῦ εἰσὶν αἱ ἀπολαύσεις τῶν παρελθόντων χρόνων; ποῦ ἡ μέριμνα ἡ κενή; ποῦ αἱ θλίψεις; ποῦ αἱ ἀνέσεις; οὐχ ὡς ὁμίχλη ὑπὸ λαίλαπός εἰσιν ἐλαυνόμεναι; Τὰ πάντα παρέδραμον. Μὴ μόνον βλέπωμεν εἰς τὸν ἑστῶτα βίον, ἀλλὰ καὶ εἰς τὸν μέλλοντα, Μιμνήσκου, φησὶ, τὰ ἔσχατά σου, καὶ εἰς τὸν αἰῶνα οὐχ ἁμαρτήσεις. Ἔνιδε τὴν ἡμέραν καὶ τὴν ὥραν τῆς ἐξόδου, οἷος ἐθέλεις εἶναι ἐπὶ κλίνης βεβλημένος καὶ ἀδύνατος, μὴ ἔχων ἑαυτῷ τινα βοηθῆσαι· ὅρα τοὺς κύκλῳ σου περιεστῶτας φίλους, γείτονας, συγγενεῖς, ἀδελφοὺς, οἰκέτας· πάντες ὁμοθυμαδὸν ὀλοφυρόμενοι, δακρύοντες, ἀπαρηγόρητοι, ὀδυρόμενοι διὰ σέ· ὁμοίως δὲ τὰ τέκνα ἑκατέρωθεν ἑστηκότα, καὶ τὴν τοῦ πατρὸς φωνὴν συνήθως ἐπιζητοῦντα, κλαυθμυρίζοντα καὶ μὴ ἀκούοντά σου· ἡ γυνὴ πάλιν κατώδυνος, τὸν θάνατον γλιχομένη πρὸ σοῦ διὰ σέ· ἀγγέλους φοβεροὺς τὸ δάνειον τῆς ψυχῆς σου ἀπαιτοῦντας. Ἐὰν μὲν ᾖ τιμῆς ἄξια πεποιηκυῖα ἡ ψυχὴ, ὑπὸ τῶν ἀγγέλων δορυφορηθήσεται· ἐὰν δὲ ᾖ ἀνίλεως 60.768 πρὸς τοὺς ὁμοφύλους πένητας ἀνατραφεῖσα, ἀνίλεως κατακριθήσεται· Ἡ γὰρ κρίσις, φησὶν, ἀνίλεως τῷ μὴ ποιήσαντι ἔλεος. Εἴσελθε εἰς τὸ ταμεῖον τῆς ψυχῆς σου· γενοῦ θεατὴς τῶν ὑπὸ σοῦ πεπραγμένων· ἀντίβαλε τὰ καλά σου τοῖς φαύλοις, καὶ ἐὰν ἴδῃς, ὅτι ὑπερβάλλῃ τὰ φαῦλα, χῶσον αὐτὰ ταῖς εὐποιίαις, ὡς μέλλων ἀντιπρόσωπα θεωρεῖν σου τὰ ἁμαρτήματα. Ὅρα μοι τὸν σκώληκα τὸν ἀκοίμητον, καὶ τὸ χάος τὸ ἀφεγγὲς, τὸ πῦρ τὸ ἄσβεστον, τὸ ὑπὸ ὕδατος μὴ σβεννύμενον, ὑπὸ δὲ μετανοίας νικώμενον. Ὢ μετάνοια, τὸ πῦρ τὸ ἄσβεστον καὶ αἰώνιον κατασβεννύουσα, καὶ τὸν σκώληκα τὸν ἀκοίμητον ἐδαφίζουσα, καὶ τὸ χάος τὸ ἀφεγγὲς ἐξομαλίζουσα καὶ φωτίζουσα·

ὢ μετάνοια, τεῖχος ψυχῆς ἀῤῥαγὲς, πόλις πεπυργωμένη, ἐν ᾗ Πατὴρ καὶ Υἱὸς καὶ ἅγιον Πνεῦμα βασιλεύει· ὢ μετάνοια, ἡ τὸ κέντρον τοῦ θανάτου λύσασα, καὶ τὸν διάβολον ὑπὸ πόδας φέρουσα, καὶ τὸν δράκοντα ἀναιροῦσα. καὶ τὸν Χριστὸν ἀνυμνοῦσα, καὶ ζωὴν ἐξανθοῦσα· ὢ μετάνοια, ἡ ἐν τῷ πένθει χαρὰν ἀναθάλλουσα, καὶ ἐν τοῖς δάκρυσιν ἀγαλλομένη, καὶ διὰ δακρύων τὰ αἰώνια δάκρυα ἀφαιροῦσα· ὢ μετάνοια, ἡ ἐν δάκρυσι σπείρουσα, καὶ ἐν ἀγαλλιάσει θερίζουσα· ὢ μετάνοια, ἡ ἐν τῷ