John Chrysostom, On Repentance

a weakness, the postponement of punishment? May it not be so. For what does it immediately add? God is a righteous and strong judge. Therefore, as righteous He knows what is just, and as strong, He is able to bring what He has conceived into action. What then is the cause of the postponement of sins? what is the postponement of punishment? He is righteous, He knows the sinner; He is strong, He is able to bring the sentence to its conclusion. What then is the cause of the postponement? God is a righteous, and strong, and long-suffering judge. And it explains what "Long-suffering" is; Not bringing forth wrath each day? There is a small hyperbaton in the wording; Not bringing forth wrath each day? And so that you may know that the postponement of punishment awaits your repentance, "If you do not turn back," he says, "he will whet his sword." If you do not turn back. Therefore, if we turn back, we do not immediately experience the cut. And do you want to see the excess of His love for mankind? He will whet his sword. He did not yet say, that "He will use the sword against the mouth," but, "He will whet it"; so that seeing the gleaming of the sword, you may precede the cut of the sword with repentance. By the whetting He frightens, and does not cut. Let the fear restrain you, let your repentance precede the cut. And so that you may know through all things the purpose of the judge, He has bent his bow and made it ready. And in it He has prepared instruments of death. Is not the image sufficient to frighten? did he not describe the incorporeal one with the word? He has bent his bow and made it ready. And in it He has prepared instruments of death; He has worked his arrows for the burning. Here, just like a painter, he brought the judge before our eyes. Imagine for me the bow bent, the hands prepared; the one pushing the bow, the other drawing back the string; the arrow held by the fingertips of the judge. The bow is bent, the arrow is ready, the judge is prepared. Do not despise the bow; for it is bent; nor despair of repentance; for the arrow has not yet been shot. But do not become lax because of the excess of long-suffering, nor wish to always hold yourself in pleasures. Do not say, "For now I will enjoy my desire, for now I will make use of my youth, after a little while the time for repentance will come, tomorrow I will repent, in old age I will make my life secure." Vain are such reasonings, rotten are the counsels of your desire, 59.759 you have used a wicked counselor, pleasure. You say, "I will commit the sin today, and tomorrow I will repent." Are you lord of tomorrow? who is your guarantor of tomorrow? If you listen carefully, not even the whole of today is yours; and of today, part has passed, and part is to come; the one is not yours, the other is not yet yours. You say: "Today I will take my pleasure, and I will repent tomorrow." What you have, for pleasure, what is another's, for repentance? Rather use me as a counselor, today for repentance, and not even tomorrow for sin. For this reason the divine word rightly calls us back in various ways to a recalling of sin, "Today," it says, "if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion"; and, "Exhort one another, as long as it is called today." For the devil often does this too with evil art. When he sees a soul beginning to be sensible of its sins, beginning to consider the end of punishment, he injects such thoughts: "I am younger, I have time for repentance, for now today I will hold onto what is needed, for now I will get the better of justice; I will avenge myself on so-and-so, I will fulfill the pleasure of this desire, and I will have time to repent." Tomorrow comes again, again he holds you with the same diabolical reasonings; and again he points to the future, and pulls away the present; and so each day, holding today in desires, and pointing to tomorrow in hopes of repentance, he consumes your life while you sin day by day.

ἀσθένειαν ἡ ἀναβολὴ τῆς τιμωρίας; Μὴ γένοιτο. Τί γὰρ εὐθὺς ἐπάγει; Ὁ Θεὸς κριτὴς δίκαιος καὶ ἰσχυρός. Οὐκοῦν ὡς δίκαιος μὲν οἶδε τὸ δίκαιον, ὡς δὲ ἰσχυρὸς, δύναται τὸ νοηθὲν ἀγαγεῖν εἰς ἔργον. Τί οὖν τῆς ἀναβολῆς τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων τὸ αἴτιον; τίς ἡ τῆς τιμωρίας ἀναβολή; ∆ίκαιός ἐστιν, οἶδε τὸν ἁμαρτάνοντα· ἰσχυρός ἐστιν, ἐπαγαγεῖν δύναται τῇ ψήφῳ τὸ τέλος. Τίς οὖν ἡ τῆς ἀναβολῆς αἰτία; Ὁ Θεὸς κριτὴς δίκαιος, καὶ ἰσχυρὸς, καὶ μακρόθυμος. Καὶ ἑρμηνεύει τί τὸ, Μακρόθυμος· Μὴ ὀργὴν ἐπάγων καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν; Μικρόν ἐστι κατὰ τὴν λέξιν ὑπερβατόν· Μὴ καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν ὀργὴν ἐπάγων; Καὶ ἵνα γνῷς ὅτιπερ ἡ ἀναβολὴ τῆς τιμωρίας ἀναμένει σου τὴν μετάνοιαν, Ἐὰν μὴ ἐπιστραφῆτε, φησὶ, τὴν ῥομφαίαν αὐτοῦ στιλβώσει. Ἐὰν μὴ ἐπιστραφῆτε. Οὐκοῦν ἐὰν ἐπιστρέψωμεν, οὐκ εὐθὺς τῆς τομῆς πεῖραν δεχόμεθα. Καὶ βούλει τῆς φιλανθρωπίας ἰδεῖν τὴν ὑπερβολήν; Τὴν ῥομφαίαν αὐτοῦ στιλβώσει. Οὔπω εἶπεν, ὅτι Τῇ ῥομφαίᾳ κατὰ στόμα χρήσεται, ἀλλὰ, Στιλβώσει· ἵνα τὴν λαμπηδόνα τῆς ῥομφαίας θεασάμενος, προλάβῃς τῇ μετανοίᾳ τὴν τομὴν τῆς ῥομφαίας. Τῇ στιλβώσει φοβεῖ, καὶ οὐ τέμνει. Ὁ φόβος συστελλέτω, τὴν τομὴν φθανέτω σου ἡ μετάνοια. Καὶ ἵνα διὰ πάντων γνῷς τοῦ κριτοῦ τὸν σκοπὸν, Τὸ τόξον αὐτοῦ ἐνέτεινε, καὶ ἡτοίμασεν αὐτό. Καὶ ἐν αὐτῷ ἡτοίμασε σκεύη θανάτου. Οὐχ ἱκανὸν φοβῆσαι τὸ σχῆμα; οὐ διέγραψε τῷ λόγῳ τὸν ἀσώματον; Τὸ τόξον αὐτοῦ ἐνέτεινε, καὶ ἡτοίμασεν αὐτό. Καὶ ἐν αὐτῷ ἡτοίμασε σκεύη θανάτου· τὰ βέλη αὐτοῦ τοῖς καιομένοις ἐξειργάσατο. Ἐνταῦθα καθάπερ τις γραφεὺς ὑπ' ὄψιν ἤγαγε τὸν κριτήν. Ἐννόησόν μοι τὸ τόξον τεταμένον, τὰς χεῖρας διεσκευασμένας· τὴν μὲν ὠθουμένην τὸ τόξον, τὴν δὲ ἑτέραν ἐπισπωμένην τὴν νευράν· τὸ βέλος ἄκροις δακτύλοις παρὰ τοῦ κριτοῦ κατεχόμενον. ∆ιατέταται τὸ τόξον, τὸ βέλος ἕτοιμον, ὁ κριτὴς εὐτρεπής. Μὴ καταφρονήσῃς τοῦ τόξου· τέταται γάρ· μήτε ἀπογνῷς μετανοίας· τὸ γὰρ βέλος οὔπω βέβληται. Ἀλλὰ μὴ χαυνωθῇς διὰ τὴν ὑπερβολὴν τῆς μακροθυμίας, μηδὲ βουληθῇς ἀεὶ παρακατέχειν σαυτὸν ταῖς ἡδοναῖς. Μὴ εἴπῃς, Τέως ἀπολαύσω τῆς ἐπιθυμίας, τέως χρήσομαι τῇ νεότητι, ἥξει μετ' ὀλίγον μετανοίας καιρὸς, αὔριον μετανοήσω, περὶ τὸ γῆρας ἀσφαλίσομαι τὴν ζωήν. Μάταιοι οἱ τοιοῦτοι διαλογισμοὶ, σαθρά σου τὰ τῆς ἐπιθυμίας βουλεύματα, 59.759 πονηρῷ κέχρησαι συμβούλῳ τῇ ἡδονῇ. Λέγεις, Ποιήσω τὴν ἁμαρτίαν σήμερον, καὶ αὔριον μετανοήσω. Κύριος εἶ τῆς αὔριον; τίς σοι τῆς αὔριόν ἐστιν ἐγγυητής; Ἐὰν ἀκριβῶς ἀκούσῃς, οὐδὲ ἡ σήμερον ὅλη σή· καὶ τῆς σήμερον τὸ μὲν παρελήλυθε, τὸ δὲ μέλλει· τὸ μὲν οὐκ ἔστι σὸν, τὸ δὲ οὔπω σόν. Λέγεις· Σήμερον ποιήσω τὴν ἡδονὴν, καὶ μετανοήσω τῇ αὔριον. Ὃ ἔχεις, τῇ ἡδονῆ, τὸ ἀλλότριον, τῇ μετανοίᾳ; Ἐμοὶ μᾶλλον χρῆσαι συμβούλῳ, τὸ σήμερον τῇ μετανοίᾳ, τῇ δὲ ἁμαρτίᾳ μηδὲ τὸ αὔριον, ∆ιὰ τοῦτο καλῶς ὁ θεῖος λόγος διαφόρως ἡμᾶς εἰς ἀνάκλησιν τῆς ἁμαρτίας ἀνακαλούμενος, Σήμερον, φησὶν, ἐὰν τῆς φωνῆς αὐτοῦ ἀκούσητε, μὴ σκληρύνητε τὰς καρδίας ὑμῶν ὡς ἐν τῷ παραπικρασμῷ· καὶ, Παρακαλεῖτε ἀλλήλους, ἕως οὗ τὸ σήμερον καλεῖται. Ποιεῖ γὰρ καὶ τοῦτο πολλάκις ὁ διάβολος κακοτέχνως. Ὅταν ἴδῃ ψυχὴν ἀρξαμένην αἰσθάνεσθαι τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων, ἀρξαμένην νοεῖν τῆς τιμωρίας τὸ τέλος, τοιούτους ἐμβάλλει λογισμούς· Νεώτερός εἰμι, καιρὸν ἔχω μετανοίας, τέως σήμερον παρακατάσχω τὴν χρείαν, τέως τῆς δίκης περιγένωμαι· τὸν δεῖνα ἀμύνωμαι, τῆσδε τῆς ἐπιθυμίας ἐκτελέσω τὴν ἡδονὴν, καὶ φθάσω μετανοῆσαι. Ἔρχεται πάλιν ἡ αὔριον, πάλιν σε τοῖς αὐτοῖς διακατέχει διαβολικοῖς διαλογισμοῖς· καὶ πάλιν τὸ μὲν μέλλον ἐπιδείκνυσι, καὶ τὸ παρὸν κατασπᾷ· καὶ οὕτω καθ' ἑκάστην ἡμέραν τὸ μὲν σήμερον ἐν ταῖς ἐπιθυμίαις κατέχων, τὸ δὲ αὔριον ἐν ταῖς ἐλπίσι τῆς μετανοίας ὑποδεικνὺς, παραναλίσκει σου τὸν βίον καθ' ἡμέραν ἁμαρτάνοντος.