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I leave aside that unwitnessed birth, and bringing forward this birth which took place below, to which there were many witnesses, through it I will persuade you with the proof of the facts, that without faith it is impossible ever to accept even this one. The uncontainable one, who holds and sustains all things, came into a virgin's womb; how, tell me, and in what manner? It is not possible to prove it; but if you come to faith, it will be able to fully convince you; for it is necessary to entrust those things which surpass the weakness of our reasonings to the teaching of faith. Neither Matthew himself, who wrote of it, knew this manner of birth. For he said that “she was found to be with child from the Holy Spirit,” but he did not teach the manner. Nor does Gabriel know, for he too says only this: “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you”. But how and in what manner, not even he knows.

171 But we will leave the discourse on faith to the teacher, and it will be possible for us to speak to you at another time, when many of the uninitiated are present; but those things which it is necessary for you alone to hear now, and which it is not possible to say with them intermingled with you, these it is necessary to say today. What then are these things? The day after tomorrow, on Friday, at the ninth hour, it will be necessary for you to be required to say certain words and to make a covenant with the Master. And I did not remind you of this day or this hour simply; but it is possible to learn something mystical from these things as well. For on Friday, at the ninth hour, the thief entered into paradise and the darkness was dissolved from the sixth hour until the ninth, and the perceptible and the intelligible light were then offered up as a sacrifice for the world; for then Christ says: “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit”. Then this perceptible sun, seeing the sun of righteousness shining from the cross, turned away its rays. When, therefore, you too are about to be brought in at the ninth hour, you too should recall the greatness of the achievements and count these gifts within yourself, and you will no longer be on the earth, but you will arise and take hold of the very heavens with your soul. It is necessary, then, that when you are brought in at that time, all of you together—and indeed observe this, that all things are given to all of you in common—so that neither the rich man may look down on the poor, nor the poor man think he has less than the rich; for in Christ Jesus there is neither male nor female, not Scythian, not Barbarian, not Jew, not Greek; and not only of age and nature, but also of every rank the inequality has been abolished; one dignity for all, one gift, one bond of brotherhood for us, the same grace, it is necessary, then, when you are brought in at that time, for all of you together to bend the knee, not to stand upright, and having raised your hands to heaven, to give thanks to God for this gift. But the sacred laws command us to be on our knees, so that by this posture we may confess his lordship. For that to bend the knee belongs to those who confess servitude, hear what Paul says: that “to him every knee shall bow, of things in heaven and 172 on earth and under the earth”. Therefore, having bent their knees, those initiating into the mysteries command them to say these words: “I renounce you, Satan.” Now it came upon me to weep, and my mind was confounded, and I groaned bitterly. Why have I recalled that sacred evening, on which I was deemed worthy to utter this blessed voice, on which I was led to the fearful and holy initiation? I remembered the purity of that time and the sins which, after that day, I have collected up to the present day. Therefore, just as women who have fallen from wealth and abundance into extreme poverty, when they see other maidens being married and given to wealthy bridegrooms and enjoying great honor and being led away with attendance and procession, grieve and are in pain, not envying the good things of others, but in the good fortunes of others perceiving their own misfortunes more accurately, something of this sort I myself have also suffered now. But, lest in recounting my own evils

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ἐκείνην καὶ ἀμάρτυρον παραλείπω γέννησιν, ταύτην τὴν κάτω γενομένην, ἧς πολλοὶ μάρτυρες ἐγένοντο, παραγαγὼν εἰς μέσον δι' αὐτῆς σε τῶν πραγμάτων τῆς ἀποδείξεως πιστώσομαι, ὅτι πίστεως ἄνευ οὐ δυνατὸν οὐδὲ ταύτην καταδέξασθαί ποτε. ὁ ἀχώρητος, ὁ πάντα συνέχων καὶ διακρατῶν, εἰς μήτραν ἦλθε παρθενικήν· πῶς, εἰπέ μοι, καὶ τίνι τρόπῳ; ἀποδεῖξαι μὲν οὐκ ἔστιν· ἂν δὲ ἐπὶ τὴν πίστιν ἔλθῃς, ἐκείνη σε πληροφορῆσαι δυνήσεται· τὰ γὰρ ὑπερβαίνοντα τῶν ἡμετέρων λογισμῶν τὴν ἀσθένειαν τῇ τῆς πίστεως ἐπιτρέπειν διδασκαλίᾳ χρή. τοῦτον τὸν τρόπον τῆς γεννήσεως οὔτε Ματθαῖος οἶδεν αὐτὸς ὁ γράψας. ὅτι μὲν γὰρ "εὑρέθη ἐν γαστρὶ ἔχουσα ἐκ πνεύματος ἁγίου" εἶπεν, τὸν δὲ τρόπον οὐκ ἐδίδαξεν. οὔτε Γαβριὴλ ἐπίσταται, καὶ γὰρ καὶ ἐκεῖνος τοῦτό φησι μόνον· "πνεῦμα ἅγιον ἐπελεύσεται ἐπὶ σὲ καὶ δύναμις ὑψίστου ἐπισκιάσει σοι". τὸ δὲ πῶς καὶ τίνι τρόπῳ οὐδὲ αὐτὸς ἐπίσταται.

171 Ἀλλὰ τὸν μὲν περὶ πίστεως λόγον τῷ διδασκάλῳ παραχωρήσομεν, καὶ ἡμῖν δὲ δυνατὸν ἐν ἑτέρῳ καιρῷ πρὸς ὑμᾶς εἰπεῖν, ὅταν πολλοὶ τῶν ἀμυήτων παρῶσιν· ἃ δὲ ἀνάγκη μόνους ἀκοῦσαι ὑμᾶς νῦν καὶ οὐ δυνατὸν ἐκείνων ἀναμεμιγμένων ὑμῖν εἰπεῖν, ταῦτα τήμερον ἀναγκαῖον εἰπεῖν. τίνα οὖν ἐστι ταῦτα; μετὰ τὴν αὔριον τῇ Παρασκευῇ, ὥρᾳ ἐνάτῃ, ἀνάγκη τινὰ ὑμᾶς ἀπαιτηθῆναι ῥήματα καὶ συνθήκας θέσθαι πρὸς τὸν δεσπότην. οὐχ ἁπλῶς δὲ ὑμᾶς οὐδὲ τὴν ἡμέραν οὐδὲ τὴν ὥραν ἀνέμνησα ταύτην· ἀλλὰ ἔστι καὶ ἀπὸ τούτων μαθεῖν τι μυστικόν. καὶ γὰρ τῇ Παρασκευῇ, ἐνάτῃ ὥρᾳ, ὁ λῃστὴς εἰς τὸν παράδεισον εἰσῆλθε καὶ τὸ σκότος κατελύθη τὸ ἀπὸ τῆς ἕκτης ὥρας ἕως τῆς ἐνάτης, καὶ τὸ αἰσθητὸν καὶ τὸ νοητὸν φῶς τότε ὑπὲρ τῆς οἰκουμένης ἀνηνέχθη θυσία· τότε γάρ φησιν ὁ Χριστός· "πάτερ, εἰς χεῖράς σου παραθήσομαι τὸ πνεῦμά μου". τότε τὸν ἥλιον τῆς δικαιοσύνης ἰδὼν ἀπὸ τοῦ σταυροῦ λάμποντα ὁ αἰσθητὸς οὗτος ἥλιος τὰς ἀκτῖνας ἀπέστρεψεν. ὅταν οὖν μέλλῃς εἰσάγεσθαι καὶ σὺ κατὰ τὴν ἐνάτην ὥραν, ἀναμιμνήσκου καὶ σὺ τοῦ μεγέθους τῶν κατορθωμάτων καὶ τὰς δωρεὰς ἀρίθμει ταύτας παρὰ σαυτῷ, καὶ οὐκ ἔσῃ λοιπὸν ἐπὶ τῆς γῆς, ἀλλὰ διαναστήσῃ καὶ τῶν οὐρανῶν αὐτῶν ἐπιλήψῃ τῇ ψυχῇ. δεῖ τοίνυν εἰσαχθέντας ὑμᾶς τότε κοινῇ πάντας καὶ γὰρ καὶ τοῦτο παρατήρει, ὅτι πάντα κοινῇ δίδοται πᾶσιν ὑμῖν, ἵνα μήτε ὁ πλούσιος ὑπερίδῃ τοῦ πένητος, μήτε ὁ πένης ἔλαττον ἔχειν τι τοῦ πλουσίου νομίζῃ· ἐν γὰρ Χριστῷ Ἰησοῦ οὔτε ἄρσεν οὔτε θῆλυ, οὐ Σκύθης, οὐ Βάρβαρος, οὐκ Ἰουδαῖος, οὐχ Ἕλλην· οὐχ ἡλικίας δὲ μόνον καὶ φύσεως, ἀλλὰ καὶ ἀξίας πάσης ἀνωμαλία ἀνῄρηται· ἓν πᾶσιν ἀξίωμα, μία δωρεά, εἷς ἀδελφότητος ἡμῖν σύνδεσμος, ἡ αὐτὴ χάρις, δεῖ τοίνυν εἰσαχθέντας ὑμᾶς τότε κοινῇ κλῖναι γόνυ πάντας, οὐκ ὀρθοὺς ἑστάναι, καὶ τὰς χεῖρας ἀνατείναντας εἰς τὸν οὐρανὸν εὐχαριστῆσαι τῷ θεῷ τῆς δωρεᾶς ἕνεκεν ταύτης. ἐπὶ γόνυ δὲ οἱ ἱεροὶ κελεύουσι κεῖσθαι νόμοι, ὥστε καὶ διὰ τοῦ σχήματος ὁμολογῆσαι τὴν δεσποτείαν. ὅτι γὰρ τὸ γόνυ κάμψαι τῶν τὴν δουλείαν ὁμολογούντων ἐστίν, ἄκουσον τί φησιν ὁ Παῦλος· ὅτι "αὐτῷ κάμψει πᾶν γόνυ ἐπουρανίων καὶ 172 ἐπιγείων καὶ καταχθονίων". κλίναντας οὖν τὰ γόνατα κελεύουσι λέγειν μυσταγωγοῦντες ταῦτα τὰ ῥήματα· "Ἀποτάσσομαί σοι. Σατανᾶ". ∆ακρῦσαί μοι νῦν ἐπῆλθε καὶ συνεχύθην τὴν διάνοιαν καὶ πικρὸν ἐστέναξα. τίνος ἕνεκεν ἀνεμνήσθην τῆς ἱερᾶς ἑσπέρας ἐκείνης, καθ' ἣν τὴν μακαρίαν ταύτην κατηξιώθην ἀφεῖναι φωνήν, καθ' ἣν ἐπὶ τὴν φρικώδη καὶ ἁγίαν μυσταγωγίαν ἠγόμην; ἀνεμνήσθην τῆς τότε καθαρότητος καὶ τῶν ἁμαρτημάτων, ὅσα μετ' ἐκείνην εἰς τὴν παροῦσαν ἡμέραν συνέλεξα. καθάπερ οὖν γυναικῶν ὅσαι περ ἂν ἀπὸ πλούτου καὶ εὐπορίας εἰς πτωχείαν τὴν ἐσχάτην κατενεχθῶσιν, ὁρῶσαι κόρας ἑτέρας νυμφευομένας καὶ εὐπόροις διδομένας νυμφίοις καὶ πολλῆς ἀπολαυούσας τιμῆς καὶ μετὰ θεραπείας καὶ πομπῆς ἀπαγομένας ἀλγοῦσι καὶ ὀδυνῶνται, οὐ τοῖς ἀλλοτρίοις φθονοῦσαι καλοῖς, ἀλλ' ἐν ταῖς ἑτέρων εὐπραγίαις ἀκριβέστερον τὰς ἑαυτῶν καταμανθάνουσαι συμφοράς, τοιοῦτον δή τι καὶ αὐτὸς πέπονθα νῦν. ἀλλ' ἵνα μὴ τὰ ἐμαυτοῦ διηγούμενος κακὰ