Chapter I.

St. Ambrose, reflecting upon the account he will have to give of his talents, determines to write, and consoles himself with certain examples of God’s mercy. Then recognizing his own deficiencies desires that he may be dealt with like the fig-tree in the Gospel, and expresses a hope that words will not fail him in his endeavour to preach Christ.

1. If, according to the decree of heavenly truth, we have to give account of every idle word which we have spoken,1    S. Matt. xii. 36. and if every servant will incur no small blame when his lord returns, who, either like a timid money-lender or covetous owner, has hidden in the earth the talents of spiritual grace which were entrusted to him in order that they might be multiplied by increasing interest, I, who, although possessed of but moderate ability, yet have a great necessity laid on me of making increase of the sayings of God entrusted to me, must rightly fear lest an account of the profit of my words be demanded of me, especially seeing that the Lord exacts of us effort, not profit. Wherefore I determined to write something, since, too, my words are listened to with greater risk to modesty than when they are written, for a book has no feeling of modesty.

2. And so distrusting indeed my own ability, but encouraged by the instances of divine mercy, I venture to compose an address, for when God willed even the ass spoke.2    Num. xxii. 28. And I will open my mouth long dumb, that the angel may assist me also, engaged in the burdens of this world, for He can do away with the hindrances of unskilfulness, Who in the ass did away those of nature. In the ark of the Old Testament the priest’s rod budded;3    Num. xvii. 8. with God it is easy that in Holy Church a flower should spring from our knots also. And why should we despair that God should speak in men, Who spoke in the thorn bush?4    Exod. iii. 4. God did not despise the bush, and would He might give light also to my thorns. Perhaps some may wonder that there is some light even in our thorns; some our thorns will not burn; there will be some whose shoes shall be put off their feet at the sound of my voice, that the steps of the mind may be freed from bodily hindrances.

3. But these things are gained by holy men. Would that Jesus would cast a glance upon me still lying under that barren fig-tree,5    S. John i. 48. and that my fig-tree might also after three years bear fruit.6    S. Luke xiii. 6 ff. But whence should sinners have so great hope? Would that at least that Gospel dresser of the vineyard, perhaps already bidden to cut down my fig-tree, would let it alone this year also, until he dig about it and dung it, that he may perchance lift the helpless out of the dust, and lift the poor out of the mire.7    Ps. cxiii. [cxii.] 6. Blessed are they who bind their horses under the vine and olive,8    Gen. xlix. 11. consecrating the course of their labours to light and joy: the fig-tree, that is, the tempting attraction of the pleasures of the world, still overshadows me, low in height, brittle for working, soft for use, and barren of fruit.

4. And perhaps some one may wonder why I, who cannot speak, venture to write. And yet if we consider what we read in the writings of the Gospel, and the deeds of the priests, and the holy prophet Zacharias is taken as an instance, he will find that there is something which the voice cannot explain, but the pen can write. And if the name John restored speech to his father,9    S. Luke i. 63, 64. I, too, ought not to despair that although dumb I may yet receive speech, if I speak of Christ, of Whom, according to the prophet’s word: “Who shall declare the generation?”10    Isa. liii. 8. And so as a servant I will announce the family of the Lord, for the Lord has consecrated to Himself a family even in this body of humanity replete with frailty.

145 CAPUT PRIMUM.

0187A

Ambrosius ab unoquoque verborum talentorumque suorum reddendam Deo rationem intelligens, ad scribendum mentem appellit; tum recensitis aliquot divinae misericordiae exemplis, provocat sese ad bene sperandum: sed mox illi officio imparem se esse confessus, ut secum tamquam cum evangelica ficu agatur, optat; quo tamen os censoribus opprimat suis, sperare se testatur verba sibi non defutura, qui loquatur Christum.

1. Si, juxta coelestis sententiam veritatis (Matth. XII, 36), verbi totius, quodcumque otiosum fuerimus locuti, habemus praestare rationem: vel si unusquisque servus credita sibi talenta gratiae spiritalis, quae nummulariis dividenda forent, ut 0187B crescentibus multiplicarentur usuris, intra terram suam vel quasi timidus fenerator, vel quasi avarus possessor absconderit (Matth. XXV, 14 et seq.), non mediocrem, domino revertente, offensam incidet; jure nobis verendum est, quibus licet ingenium tenue, necessitas tamen maxima eloquia Dei credita populi fenerare mentibus, ne vocis quoque nostrae poscatur usura: praesertim cum studium a nobis 0188A Dominus, non profectum requirat. Unde scribendi aliquid sententia fuit. Majore siquidem pudoris periculo auditur vox nostra quam legitur; liber enim non erubescit.

2. Et quidem ingenio diffisus, sed divinae misericordiae 146 provocatus exemplis, sermonem meditari audeo; nam, volente Deo, etiam asina locuta est (Num. XXII, 28). Quod si mihi sub istius saeculi oneribus constituto assistat angelus, ego quoque muta diu ora laxabo; potest enim solvere impedimenta imperitiae, qui in illa asina solvit naturae. In arca veteris Testamenti virga floruit sacerdotis (Num. XVII, 8): facile Deo ut in sancta Ecclesia de nostris quoque nodis flos germinet. Cur autem desperandum quod Dominus loquatur in hominibus, 0188B qui est locutus in sentibus (Exod. III, 4 et seq.)? Deus nec rubum est dedignatus. Atque utinam meas quoque illuminet spinas! Erunt fortassis qui etiam in nostris sentibus aliquem mirentur lucere fulgorem, erunt quos spina nostra non urat; erunt quibus de rubo audita vox nostra solvat de pedibus calceamentum, ut impedimentis corporalibus exuatur mentis incessus.

0189A 3. Sed haec sanctorum merita virorum. Utinam me sub illa infructuosa (Joan. I, 48) adhuc ficu jacentem ex aliqua Jesus parte respiceret! ferret quoque post triennium fructus et nostra ficus (Luc. XIII, 6 et seq.). Sed unde tantum peccatoribus spei? Utinam saltem ille Evangelicus Dominicae cultor vineae ficum nostram fortasse jam jussus excidere, remittat illam et hoc anno, usque dum fodiat, et mittat cophinum stercoris; ne forte de terra suscitet inopem, et de stercore erigat pauperem! Beati qui sub vite et olea equos suos alligant (Gen. XLIX, 11), laborum cursus suorum luci et laetitiae consecrantes: me ficus adhuc, id est, illecebrosa deliciarum obumbrat prurigo mundi, humilis ad altitudinem, fragilis 147 ad laborem, mollis ad usum, sterilis ad fructum.

0189B 4. Ac fortasse miretur aliquis cur scribere audeo, qui loqui nequeo. Et tamen si repetamus quae legimus in Evangelicis Scripturis (Luc. I, 63, 64) et sacerdotalibus factis, ac nobis sanctus Zacharias propheta documento sit, inveniet esse quod vox non explicet, et stylus signet. Quod si nomen Joannis reddidit patri vocem, ego quoque desperare non debeo quod vocem licet mutus accipiam, si loquar Christum: cujus quidem generationem juxta propheticum dictum quis enarrabit (Esai. LIII, 8)? Et ideo quasi servus, Domini familiam praedicabo; immaculatus enim Dominus immaculatam sibi familiam etiam in hoc pleno colluvionum fragilitatis humanae corpore consecravit.