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you advised that he, having left this man, should wander in the deserts. For the caves and the rocks await us, but the benefits from men do not always remain with us. So that, if you will bear with my advice, you will persuade your father to permit you to depart from him for a short time and to meet with a man who knows many things both from the experience of others and from his own understanding, and who is able to provide it to those who approach him.

173 {1To Theodora the canoness.}

1 The fact that we are not persuaded that our letters are by all means delivered to your love, but that, through the wickedness of the messengers, countless others read them first, makes us hesitant to write; and especially now, since the affairs throughout the world are so disturbed. Therefore I wait, in a way, to be blamed and to have the letters demanded forcefully, so that I may use this very thing as proof of their delivery. However, whether writing or being silent, we have one work in our hearts: to keep the memory of your decorum, and to pray to the Lord to grant that you complete the course of the good life, as you have chosen. For in reality it is no small struggle to bring about what follows in accordance with one's profession. For to choose the way of life according to the Gospel is for anyone, but to carry out the observance even to the smallest details, and to overlook nothing of what is written there, this has been achieved by very few of those who have come to our knowledge; so as to use a disciplined tongue and a trained eye according to the will of the Gospel, and for the hands to work according to the purpose of pleasing God, and for the feet to move and for each of the members to be used as our Creator ordained from the beginning; decorum in dress, guardedness in encounters with men, self-sufficiency in food, unpretentiousness in the acquisition of necessities. All these things, though small when simply stated thus, we have found in very truth to require a great struggle to be accomplished. And indeed, perfection in humility, so as neither to be mindful of the distinction of one's ancestors, nor to be puffed up if any advantage belongs to us by nature, either in body or in soul, nor to make the opinions of others about us an occasion for arrogance and conceit—these things pertain to the evangelical life. Vigor in self-control, diligence in prayers, sympathy in brotherly love, fellowship toward those in need, a humble spirit, contrition of heart, soundness of faith, steadfastness in sorrow, the thought of the fearful and inexorable tribunal never failing us—a tribunal toward which we are all hastening, but of which very few are mindful and agonize over its outcome.

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συνεβούλευσας καταλιπόντι τοῦτον εἰς ἐρημίας πλανᾶσθαι. τὰ μὲν γὰρ σπήλαια καὶ αἱ πέτραι ἀναμένουσιν ἡμᾶς, αἱ δὲ παρὰ τῶν ἀνδρῶν ὠφέλειαι οὐκ ἀεὶ ἡμῖν παραμένουσιν. ὥστε, εἰ ἀνέχῃ μου συμβουλεύοντος, τυπώσεις τὸν πατέρα μικρὸν ἐπιτρέπειν σοι ἀναχωρεῖν αὐτοῦ καὶ περιτυγχάνειν ἀνδρὶ πολλὰ καὶ ἐκ τῆς ἑτέρων πείρας καὶ ἐκ τῆς οἰκείας συνέσεως καὶ εἰδότι καὶ παρέχειν τοῖς προσιοῦσιν αὐτῷ δυναμένῳ.

173 {1Πρὸς κανονικὴν Θεοδώραν.}

1 Ὀκνηροὺς ἡμᾶς ποιεῖ πρὸς τὸ γράφειν τὸ μὴ πεπεῖσθαι τὰς ἐπιστολὰς ἡμῶν

πάντως ἐγχειρίζεσθαι τῇ σῇ ἀγάπῃ ἀλλὰ κακίᾳ τῶν διακονούντων μυρίους προεντυγχάνειν ἑτέρους· καὶ μάλιστα νῦν οὕτω τεταραγμένων τῶν κατὰ τὴν οἰκουμένην πραγμάτων. διόπερ ἀναμένω τρόπον τινὰ μεμφθῆναι καὶ ἀπαιτηθῆναι βιαίως τὰς ἐπιστολάς, ὥστε αὐτῷ τούτῳ τεκμηρίῳ χρήσασθαι τῆς ἀποδόσεως. καὶ γράφοντες μέντοι καὶ σιωπῶντες ἓν ἔργον ἔχομεν ἐν ταῖς καρδίαις ἡμῶν, φυλάσσειν τὴν μνήμην τῆς κοσμιότητός σου, καὶ προσεύχεσθαι τῷ Κυρίῳ δοῦναί σοι τελέσαι τὸν δρόμον τῆς ἀγαθῆς πολιτείας καθὰ προείλου. τῷ ὄντι γὰρ οὐ μικρὸς ἀγὼν ὁμολογοῦντα τῇ ἐπαγγελίᾳ τὰ ἐφεξῆς ἐπαγαγεῖν. τὸ μὲν γὰρ προελέσθαι τὴν κατὰ τὸ εὐαγγέλιον πολιτείαν παντός, τὸ δὲ καὶ μέχρι τῶν μικροτάτων ἄγειν τὴν παρατήρησιν, καὶ μηδὲν τῶν ἐκεῖ γεγραμμένων παρορᾷν, τοῦτο πάνυ ὀλίγοις τῶν εἰς ἡμετέραν γνῶσιν ἡκόντων κατώρθωται· ὥστε καὶ γλώσσῃ πεπαιδευμένῃ κεχρῆσθαι καὶ ὀφθαλμῷ πεπαιδαγωγημένῳ κατὰ τὸ βούλημα τοῦ εὐαγγελίου, καὶ χερσὶν ἐνεργεῖν κατὰ τὸν σκοπὸν τῆς εὐαρεστήσεως, καὶ πόδας κινεῖν καὶ ἑκάστῳ τῶν μελῶν οὕτω κεχρῆσθαι ὡς ἐξ ἀρχῆς ὁ δημιουργὸς ἡμῶν ᾠκονόμησε· τὸ ἐν τῇ καταστολῇ κόσμιον, τὸ ἐν ταῖς συντυχίαις τῶν ἀνδρῶν πεφυλαγμένον, τὸ ἐν βρώμασιν αὔταρκες, τὸ ἐν τῇ κτήσει τῶν ἀναγκαίων ἀπέριττον. ταῦτα πάντα μικρὰ μὲν ἁπλῶς οὕτω λεγόμενα, μεγάλου δὲ ἀγῶνος εἰς τὸ κατορθωθῆναι χρῄζοντα, ἐπ' αὐτῆς τῆς ἀληθείας εὑρήκαμεν. καὶ μὴν καὶ τὸ ἐν τῇ ταπεινοφροσύνῃ τέλειον, ὡς μήτε προγόνων περιφανείας μεμνῆσθαι, μήτε, εἴ τι ἐκ φύσεως ἐνυπάρχει ἡμῖν πλεονέκτημα ἢ κατὰ σῶμα ἢ κατὰ ψυχήν, τούτῳ ἐπαίρεσθαι, μήτε τὰς ἔξωθεν περὶ ἡμῶν ὑπολήψεις ἀφορμὴν ἐπάρσεώς τε καὶ φυσιώσεως ποιεῖσθαι, ταῦτα τοῦ εὐαγγελικοῦ ἔχεται βίου. τὸ ἐν ἐγκρατείᾳ εὔτονον, τὸ ἐν προσευχαῖς φιλόπονον, τὸ ἐν φιλαδελφίᾳ συμπαθές, τὸ πρὸς τοὺς δεομένους κοινωνικόν, τὸ τοῦ φρονήματος καταβεβλημένον, ὁ συντριμμὸς τῆς καρδίας, τὸ τῆς πίστεως ὑγιές, τὸ ἐν σκυθρωπότητι ὁμαλόν, μηδέποτε τῆς ἐννοίας ἐπιλειπούσης ἡμᾶς τοῦ φοβεροῦ καὶ ἀπαραιτήτου δικαστηρίου πρὸς ὃ ἐπειγόμεθα μὲν ἅπαντες, μέμνηνται δὲ αὐτοῦ καὶ τὴν ἀπ' αὐτοῦ ἔκβασιν ἀγωνιῶσιν ἐλάχιστοι.