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seeking a defense from him who allowed her to suffer these things, she obtained her salvation from no one else but him; so that some were not so much struck by her suffering, as they were amazed at the marvel of her recovery, and for this reason the tragedy seemed to have occurred, that he might be glorified in her sufferings; for she suffered as a human, but was healed in a way beyond human, and she gave a story to those who came after, very great as a proof of faith in sufferings and of endurance in the face of terrible things, but greater as a proof of God's love for such people. For to the saying, "When he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down," which was well said concerning the righteous, something newer was added: "even if he is utterly cast down, he will be swiftly raised up, and will be glorified." For if she suffered beyond what was likely, she also returned to herself beyond what was likely, so that the suffering was almost stolen away by the recovery, and the cure became more conspicuous than the wound.

16. Oh, praiseworthy and marvelous misfortune! Oh, suffering higher than impassibility! Oh, of the one who said, "He will strike and apply bandages, and make whole, and after three days he will raise up," which points to something greater and more mystical, as indeed it did, but is no less fitting for her sufferings! This, then, is manifest to all, even to those from afar, since the wonder has passed to all, and the story is on everyone's tongues and in their ears, along with the other wonders and powers of God. But that which until now has been unknown to the many and kept hidden through that love of wisdom I mentioned, and the unpretentious and unadorned nature of her piety, do you command me to speak it, O best and most perfect of shepherds, you the shepherd 35.809 of that sacred sheep, and do you now assent to this? Since we alone were entrusted with the mystery, and we are witnesses to each other of the wonder; or shall we still keep faith with her who has departed? But it seems to me, just as that was the time for silence, so now is the time for telling, not only for the glory of God, but also for the consolation of those in affliction.

17. Her body was failing, and she was in a bad way, and the sickness was of an unusual and strange kind; a sudden burning of the whole body, and a sort of boiling, and a seething of the blood, then a coagulation of this, and torpor, and an incredible pallor, and a paralysis of mind and limbs; and this not at long intervals, but sometimes very continuously; and the malady was not considered human, and neither did the skills of physicians suffice, though they considered the affliction very carefully, both each one by himself and with one another, nor the tears of her parents, which had often been able to achieve much, nor the public litanies and supplications which all the people made, as each for his own salvation; for her being saved was salvation for all, just as, on the contrary, her suffering from the illness was a common affliction.

18. What then did this great soul, worthy of the greatest things, do, and what was the cure for her affliction? For here at last is the secret. Having despaired of all others, she takes refuge in the Physician of all, and waiting for the dead of night, when the sickness gave her a little relief, she falls before the altar with faith, and calling upon Him who is honored upon it with a loud cry and with every invocation, and reminding Him of all His powers of times past (for she was wise in things both old and new), at last she behaves with a certain pious and noble shamelessness; she imitates the woman who dried up the fountain of her blood by touching the hem of Christ's garment. And what does she do? Pressing her own head to the altar with the same cry, and bathing it with abundant tears, like the woman who long ago bathed the feet of Christ, threatening that she would not let go before she obtained her health; then anointing her whole body with this medicine of her own making, and whatever of the antitypes of the precious Body or the Blood her hand had treasured up, this she mingled with her 35.812 tears, (oh, the wonder!) she went away at once, feeling her salvation, light in body and soul and mind, the reward of her hope

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ἀπολογίαν ζητοῦσα παρὰ τοῦ ταῦτα παθεῖν συγχωρήσαντος, οὔτε παρ' ἄλλου τινὸς ἢ ἐκείνου τῆς σωτηρίας ἔτυχεν· ὡς μὴ μᾶλλον ἐπὶ τῷ πάθει πληγῆναί τινας, ἢ ἐπὶ τῷ παραδόξῳ τῆς ὑγιείας καταπλαγῆναι, καὶ διὰ τοῦτο δόξαι συμβῆναι τὴν τραγῳδίαν, ἵν' ἐνδοξασθῇ τοῖς πάθεσι· παθοῦσα μὲν ὡς ἄνθρωπος, ἰαθεῖσα δὲ ὑπὲρ ἄνθρωπον, καὶ διήγημα δοῦσα τοῖς ὕστερον, μέγιστον μὲν εἰς ἀπόδειξιν τῆς ἐν τοῖς πάθεσι πίστεως καὶ τῆς πρὸς τὰ δεινὰ καρτερίας, μεῖζον δὲ τῆς τοῦ Θεοῦ περὶ τοὺς τοιούτους φιλανθρωπίας. Τῷ γὰρ, Ὅτ' ἂν πέσῃ οὐ καταῤῥαχθήσεται, περὶ τοῦ δικαίου καλῶς εἰρημένῳ, προσετέθη καινότερον, τὸ κἂν καταῤῥαγῇ, τάχιστα ὀρθωθήσεται, καὶ δοξασθήσεται. Εἰ γὰρ παρὰ τὸ εἰκὸς ἔπαθεν, ἀλλὰ καὶ ὑπὲρ τὸ εἰκὸς ἐπανῆλθε πρὸς ἑαυτὴν, ὡς μικροῦ κλαπῆναι τῇ ὑγιείᾳ τὸ πάθος, καὶ περιφανεστέραν γενέσθαι τὴν θεραπείαν ἢ τὴν πληγήν.

Ιςʹ. Ὢ συμφορᾶς ἐπαινουμένης καὶ θαυμασίας! Ὢ πάθους ἀπαθείας ὑψηλοτέρου! Ὢ τοῦ, Πατάξει καὶ μοτώσει, καὶ ὑγιάσει, καὶ μετὰ τρεῖς ἡμέρας ἀναστήσει, φέροντος μὲν εἰς μεῖζον καὶ μυστι κώτερον, ὥσπερ οὖν ἤνεγκεν, οὐχ ἧττον δὲ τοῖς ταύ της ἁρμόζοντος πάθεσι! Τοῦτο μὲν οὖν, ὃ πᾶσι πρόδηλον καὶ τοῖς πόῤῥωθεν, ἐπεὶ καὶ εἰς πάντας τὸ θαῦμα διῆλθε, καὶ ἐν ταῖς πάντων κεῖται γλώσ σαις καὶ ἀκοαῖς τὸ διήγημα μετὰ τῶν ἄλλων τοῦ Θεοῦ θαυμασίων τε καὶ δυνάμεων. Τὸ δὲ μέχρι νῦν ἀγνο ούμενον τοῖς πολλοῖς καὶ κρυπτόμενον δι' ἣν εἶπον φιλοσοφίαν, καὶ τὸ τῆς εὐσεβείας ἄτυφόν τε καὶ ἀκαλλώπιστον, εἴπω κελεύεις, ὦ ποιμένων ἄριστε καὶ τελεώτατε, ὁ τοῦ ἱεροῦ προβάτου ἐκείνου ποι 35.809 μὴν, καὶ τοῦτο νεύεις λοιπόν; Ἐπειδὴ καὶ μόνοι τὸ μυστήριον ἐπιστεύθημεν, καὶ μάρτυρες ἀλλήλοις ἐσμὲν τοῦ θαύματος· ἢ ἔτι τῇ ἀπελθούσῃ τὴν πίστιν φυλάξωμεν; Ἀλλά μοι δοκεῖ, ὥσπερ τότε καιρὸς εἶναι τῆς σιωπῆς, οὕτω νῦν τῆς ἐξαγορεύσεως, οὐ μόνον εἰς τὴν τοῦ Θεοῦ δόξαν, ἀλλὰ καὶ εἰς παράκλησιν τῶν ἐν θλίψεσιν.

ΙΖʹ. Ἔκαμνεν αὐτῇ τὸ σῶμα, καὶ διέκειτο πονήρως, καὶ ἡ νόσος ἦν τῶν ἀήθων καὶ ἀλλοκότων· πύρωσις μὲν ἀθρόα παντὸς τοῦ σώματος, καὶ οἷον βρασμός τις, καὶ ζέσις αἵματος, εἶτα πῆξις τούτου, καὶ νάρκη, καὶ ὠχρίασις ἄπιστος, καὶ νοῦ καὶ μελῶν παράλυσις· καὶ τοῦτο οὐκ ἐκ μακρῶν τῶν διαστημάτων, ἀλλ' ἦν ὅτε καὶ λίαν συνεχῶς· καὶ τὸ κακὸν οὐκ ἀνθρώπινον ἐνομίζετο, καὶ οὔτε ἰατρῶν ἤρκουν τέχναι λίαν ἐπιμελῶς διασκεπτομένων περὶ τοῦ πάθους, καὶ καθ' ἑαυτὸν ἑκάστου, καὶ σὺν ἀλλή λοις, οὔτε γονέων δάκρυα, πολλὰ πολλάκις δεδυνημένα, οὔτε πάνδημοι λιταὶ καὶ ἱκεσίαι, ἃς, ὡς ὑπὲρ τῆς ἑαυτοῦ σωτηρίας ἕκαστος, ἐποιοῦντο πᾶς ὁ λαός· καὶ γὰρ ἦν ἅπασι σωτηρία τὸ ἐκείνην σώζεσθαι, ὥσ περ τοὐναντίον, πάθος κοινὸν τὸ τῇ ἀῤῥωστίᾳ κα κοπαθεῖν.

ΙΗʹ. Τί οὖν ἡ μεγάλη καὶ τῶν μεγίστων ἀξία ψυχὴ, καὶ τίς ἡ ἰατρεία τοῦ πάθους; Ἐνταῦθα γὰρ ἤδη καὶ τὸ ἀπόῤῥητον. Πάντων ἀπογνοῦσα τῶν ἄλλων, ἐπὶ τὸν πάντων ἰατρὸν καταφεύγει, καὶ νυκτὸς ἀωρίαν τηρήσασα, μικρὸν ἐνδούσης αὐτῇ τῆς νόσου, τῷ θυσιαστηρίῳ προσπίπτει μετὰ τῆς πίστεως, καὶ τὸν ἐπ' αὐτῷ τιμώμενον ἀνακαλουμένη μεγάλῃ τῇ βοῇ, καὶ πάσαις ταῖς κλήσεσι, καὶ πασῶν αὐτὸν τῶν πώποτε δυνάμεων ὑπομνήσασα (σοφὴ γὰρ ἐκείνη καὶ τὰ παλαιὰ καὶ τὰ νέα), τέλος εὐσεβῆ τινα καὶ καλὴν ἀναισχυντίαν ἀναισχυντεῖ· μιμεῖται τὴν τοῖς κρασπέδοις Χριστοῦ ξηράνασαν πηγὴν αἵματος. Καὶ τί ποιεῖ; τῷ θυσιαστηρίῳ τὴν κεφαλὴν ἑαυτῆς προσ θεῖσα μετὰ τῆς ἴσης βοῆς, καὶ δάκρυσι τοῦτο πλουσίοις, ὥσπερ τις πάλαι τοὺς πόδας Χριστοῦ καταβρέχουσα, καὶ μὴ πρότερον ἀνήσειν ἢ τῆς ὑγιείας τυχεῖν ἀπειλοῦσα· εἶτα τῷ παρ' ἑαυτῆς φαρμάκῳ τούτῳ τὸ σῶμα πᾶν ἐπαλείφουσα, καὶ εἴ πού τι τῶν ἀντιτύπων τοῦ τιμίου σώματος ἢ τοῦ αἵματος ἡ χεὶρ ἐθησαύρισεν, τοῦτο καταμιγνῦσα τοῖς δά 35.812 κρυσιν, (ὢ τοῦ θαύματος!) ἀπῆλθεν εὐθὺς αἰσθομένη τῆς σωτηρίας, κούφη καὶ σῶμα, καὶ ψυχὴν, καὶ διάνοιαν, μισθὸν ἐλπίδος