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forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead; and when death was expected, he called others to share in this pleasure, saying: Rejoice and rejoice with me; and when dangers and insults and every dishonor threatened, he leaped for joy again, and writing to the Corinthians he said: Therefore I am content with weaknesses, with insults, with persecutions; 2.3 And he called them weapons of righteousness, showing that from these too he reaped the greatest benefits, and was from all sides invincible to his enemies; and everywhere being scourged, insulted, reviled, as if parading in triumphs, and setting up continual trophies in every part of the earth, he was thus adorned, and gave thanks to God, saying: But thanks be to God, who in Christ always leads us in triumphal procession. And he pursued disgrace and insult for the sake of the preaching more than we pursue honor, and death, than we life, and poverty, than we riches, and labors more than others ease, and not simply more, but much more, and to be grieved more, than others to rejoice, to pray for his enemies more, than others to pray against them. And he reversed the order of things, or rather we have reversed it, but he kept it just as God ordained it. For all these things are according to nature, but those are the contrary. What is the proof of this? Paul, being a man, and pursuing these things more than those. 2.4 To him one thing only was fearful and to be shunned, to offend God, and nothing else; just as there was nothing else desirable, as to please God; and I say nothing of present things, nor even of things to come. For do not speak to me of cities and nations and kings and armies and weapons and money and satrapies and dynasties; for he did not even consider these to be a spider's web; but set before him the very things in the heavens, and then you will see his vehement love for Christ. For with respect to that love-charm, he did not admire the dignity of angels, nor of archangels, nor anything else of that kind. For he had in himself what is greater than all, the love of Christ; with this he considered himself more blessed than all. And without this, he did not pray to be among the dominions and principalities and powers, but with this love he would rather be among the last and among the punished, than without this, among the highest and the honored. 2.5 For to him there was one punishment, to fail of this love. This to him was gehenna, this was vengeance, this was a myriad of evils, just as to attain it was enjoyment; this was life, this was the world, this was an angel, this was things present, this was things to come, this was the kingdom, this was the promise, this was the myriad of good things. And he considered nothing else that did not lead to this to be either grievous or pleasant; but he so despised all things seen, as one despises rotting grass. And tyrants to him, and peoples breathing fury, seemed to be gnats; and death to him and punishments and a myriad of torments, were children's playthings; unless he endured them for Christ's sake. For then he even embraced these things, and was so adorned in his chain, as Nero was not, wearing the diadem upon his head; and he inhabited the prison, as heaven itself, and he received wounds and scourgings more gladly than those who seize the prizes; and he loved the labors no less than the rewards, considering the labors to be a reward; for this reason he also called them a grace. 2.6 Consider this. The prize was to depart and be with Christ, but to remain in the flesh, this was the contest; but yet he chooses this rather than that, and says it is more necessary for him; to become anathema from Christ was a contest and a labor, or rather even beyond a contest and labor; to be with him, was the prize. But he chooses this rather than that for Christ's sake. But perhaps one might say that all these things were pleasant for Christ’s sake

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ἐπιλανθανόμενος, τοῖς δὲ ἔμπροσθεν ἐπεκτεινόμενος· καὶ θανάτου προσδοκωμένου, εἰς κοινωνίαν τῆς ἡδονῆς ταύτης ἐκάλει λέγων· Χαίρετε καὶ συγχαίρετέ μοι· καὶ κινδύνων ἐπικειμένων καὶ ὕβρεων, καὶ ἀτιμίας ἁπάσης, ἐσκίρτα πάλιν, καὶ Κορινθίοις ἐπιστέλλων ἔλεγε· ∆ιὸ καὶ εὐδοκῶ ἐν ἀσθενείαις, ἐν ὕβρεσιν, ἐν διωγμοῖς· 2.3 Καὶ ὅπλα δὲ αὐτὰ δικαιοσύνης ἐκάλεσε, δεικνὺς ὅτι καὶ ἐντεῦθεν τὰ μέγιστα ἐκαρποῦτο, καὶ τοῖς ἐχθροῖς πάντοθεν ἀχείρωτος ἦν· καὶ πανταχοῦ μαστιζόμενος, ὑβριζόμενος, λοιδορούμενος, ὥσπερ ἐν θριάμβοις ἐμπομπεύων, καὶ τὰ τρόπαια συνεχῆ πανταχοῦ γῆς ἱστάς, οὕτως ἐκαλλωπίζετο, καὶ χάριν ὡμολόγει τῷ Θεῷ λέγων· Χάρις δὲ τῷ Θεῷ τῷ πάντοτε θριαμβεύοντι ἡμᾶς. Καὶ τὴν ἀσχημοσύνην καὶ τὴν ὕβριν τὴν διὰ τὸ κήρυγμα μᾶλλον, ἢ ἡμεῖς τὴν τιμὴν ἐδίωκε, καὶ τὸν θάνατον, ἢ ἡμεῖς τὴν ζωήν, καὶ τὴν πενίαν, ἢ τὸν πλοῦτον ἡμεῖς, καὶ τοὺς πόνους μᾶλλον, ἢ τὰς ἀνέσεις ἕτεροι, καὶ οὐχ ἁπλῶς μᾶλλον, ἀλλὰ πολλῷ μᾶλλον, καὶ τὸ λυπεῖσθαι πλέον, ἢ τὸ χαίρειν ἕτεροι, τὸ ὑπερεύχεσθαι τῶν ἐχθρῶν μᾶλλον, ἢ τὸ κατεύχεσθαι ἕτεροι. Καὶ ἀντέστρεψε τῶν πραγμάτων τὴν τάξιν, μᾶλλον δὲ ἡμεῖς ἀντεστρέψαμεν, ἐκεῖνος δέ, ὥσπερ ὁ Θεὸς ἐνομοθέτησεν, οὕτως αὐτὴν ἐφύλαττε. Ταῦτα μὲν γὰρ κατὰ φύσιν ἅπαντα, ἐκεῖνα δὲ τοὐναντίον. Τίς τούτων ἀπόδειξις; Παῦλος, ἄνθρωπος ὤν, καὶ τούτοις ἐπιτρέχων μᾶλλον ἢ ἐκείνοις. 2.4 Ἓν τούτῳ φοβερὸν ἦν μόνον καὶ φευκτόν, τὸ προσκροῦσαι Θεῷ, ἕτερον δὲ οὐδέν· ὥσπερ οὖν οὐδὲ ποθεινὸν ἄλλο τι, ὡς τὸ ἀρέσαι Θεῷ· καὶ οὐ λέγω τῶν παρόντων οὐδέν, ἀλλ' οὐδὲ τῶν μελλόντων. Μὴ γάρ μοι πόλεις εἴπῃς καὶ ἔθνη καὶ βασιλεῖς καὶ στρατόπεδα καὶ ὅπλα καὶ χρήματα καὶ σατραπείας καὶ δυναστείας· οὐδὲ γὰρ ἀράχνην ταῦτα εἶναι ἐνόμισεν· ἀλλ' αὐτὰ τὰ ἐν τοῖς οὐρανοῖς τίθει, καὶ τότε αὐτοῦ ὄψει τὸν σφοδρὸν ἔρωτα τὸν πρὸς τὸν Χριστόν. Οὗτος γὰρ πρὸς ἐκεῖνο τὸ φίλτρον, οὐκ ἀγγέλων ἀξίαν ἐθαύμασεν, οὐκ ἀρχαγγέλων, οὐκ ἄλλο τοιοῦτον οὐδέν. Τὸ γὰρ ἁπάντων μεῖζον εἶχεν ἐν ἑαυτῷ, τὸν τοῦ Χριστοῦ ἔρωτα· μετὰ τούτου πάντων ἑαυτὸν μακαριώτερον εἶναι ἐνόμισε. Καὶ τούτου χωρίς, οὐδὲ τῶν κυριοτήτων καὶ τῶν ἀρχῶν καὶ τῶν ἐξουσιῶν γενέσθαι ηὔχετο, ἀλλὰ μετὰ τῆς ἀγάπης ταύτης ἐν ἐσχάτοις εἶναι ἐβούλετο μᾶλλον καὶ τῶν κολαζομένων, ἢ ταύτης χωρίς, τῶν ἄκρων καὶ τῶν τιμωμένων. 2.5 Κόλασις γὰρ ἐκείνῳ μία, τὸ τῆς ἀγάπης ταύτης ἀποτυχεῖν. Τοῦτο αὐτῷ γέεννα, τοῦτο τιμωρία, τοῦτο μυρία κακά, ὥσπερ καὶ ἀπόλαυσις, τὸ ταύτης ἐπιτυχεῖν· τοῦτο ζωή, τοῦτο κόσμος, τοῦτο ἄγγελος, τοῦτο παρόντα, τοῦτο μέλλοντα, τοῦτο βασιλεία, τοῦτο ἐπαγγελία, τοῦτο τὰ μυρία ἀγαθά. Ἕτερον δὲ οὐδὲν τῶν μὴ φερόντων ἐνταῦθα, οὔτε λυπηρόν, οὔτε ἡδὺ εἶναι ἐνόμιζεν· ἀλλ' οὕτω κατεφρόνει τῶν ὁρωμένων πάντων, ὡς τῆς κατασηπομένης βοτάνης. Τύραννοι δὲ αὐτῷ, καὶ δῆμοι θυμοῦ πνέοντες, κώνωπες εἶναι ἐδόκουν· θάνατος δὲ αὐτῷ καὶ τιμωρίαι καὶ μυρίαι κολάσεις, παίδων ἀθύρματα· πλὴν εἴ ποτε διὰ τὸν Χριστὸν ὑπέμενε. Τότε γὰρ καὶ ταῦτα ἠσπάζετο, καὶ εἰς τὴν ἅλυσιν οὕτως ἐκαλλωπίζετο, ὡς οὐδὲ τὸ διάδημα Νέρων ἐπὶ τῆς κεφαλῆς ἔχων· καὶ τὸ δεσμωτήριον δὲ ᾤκει, ὡς αὐτὸν τὸν οὐρανόν, καὶ τραύματα καὶ μάστιγας ἐδέχετο ἥδιον τούτων τῶν τὰ βραβεῖα ἁρπαζόντων· καὶ τοὺς πόνους ἐφίλει τῶν ἐπάθλων οὐχ ἧττον, ἔπαθλον τοὺς πόνους εἶναι νομίζων· διὰ τοῦτο καὶ χάριν αὐτοὺς ἐκάλει. 2.6 Σκόπει δέ. Ἔπαθλον ἦν, τὸ ἀναλῦσαι καὶ σὺν Χριστῷ εἶναι, τὸ δὲ ἐπιμεῖναι τῇ σαρκί, ὁ ἀγὼν οὗτος· ἀλλ' ὅμως τοῦτο μᾶλλον αἱρεῖται ἐκείνου, καὶ ἀναγκαιότερον αὐτῷ εἶναί φησι· τὸ ἀνάθεμα ἀπὸ Χριστοῦ γενέσθαι, ἀγὼν ἦν καὶ πόνος, μᾶλλον δὲ καὶ ὑπὲρ ἀγῶνα καὶ πόνον· τὸ εἶναι μετ' αὐτοῦ, ἔπαθλον. Ἀλλὰ τοῦτο μᾶλλον αἱρεῖται ἐκείνου διὰ τὸν Χριστόν. Ἀλλ' ἴσως εἴποι τις ἂν ὅτι πάντα ταῦτα διὰ τὸν Χριστὸν ἡδέα