GREGORY COMES TO THE MONASTERY AND FINDS MACRINA ON HER DEATH BED

But when I came to the actual place, rumour had already announced my arrival to the brotherhood. Then the whole company of the men came streaming out to meet us from their apartments. For it was their custom to honour friends by meeting them. But the band of virgins on the women's side modestly waited in the church for us to arrive. But when the prayers and the blessing were over, and the women, after reverently inclining their head for the blessing, retired to their own apartments, none of them were left with us. I guessed the explanation, that the abbess was not with them. A man led me to the house in which was my great sister, and [976D] opened the door. Then I entered that holy dwelling. I found her already terribly afflicted with weakness. She was lying not on a bed or couch, but on the floor; a sack had been spread on a board, and another board propped up her head, so contrived as to act as a pillow, supporting the sinews of the neck in slanting fashion, and holding up the neck comfortably. Now when she saw me near the door she raised herself on her elbow but could not come to meet me, her strength being already drained by fever. But by putting her hands on the floor and leaning over from the pallet as far as she could, she showed the respect [978A] due to my rank. I ran to her and embraced her prostrate form, and raising her, again restored her to her usual position. Then she lifted her hand to God and said----

"This favour also Thou hast granted me, O God, and hast not deprived me of my desire, because Thou hast stirred up Thy servant to visit Thy handmaid."

Lest she should vex my soul she stilled her groans and made great efforts to hide, if possible, the difficulty of her breathing. And in every way she tried to be cheerful, both taking the lead herself in friendly talk, and giving us an opportunity by asking questions. When in the course of conversation mention was made of the great Basil, my soul was saddened and my face fell dejectedly. But so far was she from sharing in my affliction [978B] that, treating the mention of the saint as an occasion for yet loftier philosophy, she discussed various subjects, inquiring into human affairs and revealing in her conversation the divine purpose concealed in disasters. Besides this, she discussed the future life, ⁶ as if inspired by the Holy Spirit, so that it almost seemed as if my soul were lifted by the help of her words away from mortal nature and placed within the heavenly sanctuary. And just as we learn in the story of Job that the saint was tormented in every part of his body with discharges owing to the corruption of his wounds, yet did not allow the pain [978C] to affect his reasoning power, but in spite of the pains in the body did not relax his activities nor interrupt the lofty sentiments of his discourse----similarly did I see in the case of this great woman. Fever was drying up her strength and driving her on to death, yet she refreshed her body as it were with dew, and thus kept her mind unimpeded in the contemplation of heavenly things, in no way injured by her terrible weakness. And if my narrative were not extending to an unconscionable length I would tell everything in order, how she was uplifted as she discoursed to us on the nature of the soul and explained the reason of life in the flesh, and why man was made, and how he was mortal, and the origin of death and the nature of the journey from death to life again. In all of [978D] which she told her tale clearly and consecutively as if inspired by the power of the Holy Spirit, and the even flow of her language was like a fountain whose water streams down uninterruptedly.

Ὡς δὲ κατ' αὐτὸν ἐγενόμην τὸν τόπον καὶ προκατήγγειλε τῇ ἀδελφότητι τὴν παρουσίαν ἡ φήμη, τό τε σύνταγμα τῶν ἀνδρῶν ἅπαν ἐκ τοῦ ἀνδρῶνος πρὸς ἡμᾶς προεχέθη: σύνηθες γὰρ αὐτοῖς τιμᾶν τῇ ὑπαντήσει τοὺς καταθυμίους: ὁ δὲ ἐν γυναιξὶ τῆς παρθενίας χορὸς εὐκόσμως κατὰ τὴν ἐκκλησίαν τὴν εἴσοδον ἡμῶν ἀνέμενεν. Ἐπειδὴ δὲ τέλος εἶχεν ἡ εὐχή τε καὶ ἡ εὐλογία καὶ αἱ μὲν μετὰ τὸ ὑποσχεῖν τῇ εὐλογίᾳ τὴν κεφαλὴν εὐσχημόνως ἀναποδίζουσαι πρὸς ἑαυτὰς ἀνεχώρουν, ὑπελείπετο δὲ ἐξ αὐτῶν πρὸς ἡμᾶς οὐδεμία, εἰκάσας ὅπερ ἦν, μὴ ἐν ἐκείναις εἶναι τὴν καθηγουμένην, προηγησαμένου τινὸς ἐπὶ τὸν οἶκον, ἐν ᾧ ἦν ἡ μεγάλη, καὶ τὴν θύραν διαπετάσαντος, ἐντὸς τῆς ἱερᾶς ἐκείνης ἐγενόμην μονῆς. Ἡ δὲ σφοδρῶς ἤδη τῇ ἀρρωστίᾳ κατείχετο, ἀνεπαύετο δὲ οὐκ ἐπὶ κλίνης τινὸς ἢ στρωμνῆς, ἀλλ' ἐπὶ τοῦ ἐδάφους, σανίδος ὑποτεταμένης τῷ σάκκῳ καὶ τὴν κεφαλὴν ἑτέρας πάλιν σανίδος ὑπερειδούσης, ἧς ἡ ἐργασία τοιαύτη τις ἦν, ὡς ἀντὶ προσκεφαλαίου τῇ κεφαλῇ γίνεσθαι, ἐν λοξῷ τῷ σχήματι τοὺς τένοντας ὑποβαίνουσα καὶ καταθυμίως ἀνέχουσα ἐφ' ἑαυτῆς τὸν αὐχένα.
Ἐπεὶ οὖν εἶδεν ἐγγὺς τῶν θυρῶν με γενόμενον, ὀρθώσασα ἑαυτὴν ἐπ' ἀγκῶνος προσδραμεῖν μὲν οὐχ οἵα τε ἦν, ἤδη τῷ πυρετῷ τῆς ἰσχύος ὑπολυθείσης: πήξασα δὲ ἐπὶ τοῦ ἐδάφους τὰς χεῖρας καὶ ἐφ' ὅσον οἷόν τε ἦν ἔξω ἑαυτὴν τοῦ χαμευνίου προτείνασα τὴν τῆς ὑπαντήσεως ἐπλήρου τιμήν: κἀγὼ προσδραμὼν καὶ ταῖς χερσὶν ὑπολαβὼν χαμαὶ τὸ πρόσωπον κεκλιμένον ἀνώρθωσά τε πάλιν αὐτὴν καὶ ἀπέδωκα τῷ συνήθει τῆς κατακλίσεως σχήματι. Ἡ δὲ προτείνασα τῷ θεῷ τὴν χεῖρα: «Καὶ ταύτην ἐπλήρωσάς μοι, φησί, τὴν χάριν ὁ θεός, καὶ οὐκ ἐστέρησάς με ἀπὸ τῆς ἐπιθυμίας μου, ὅτι ἐκίνησας τὸν σὸν οἰκέτην εἰς ἐπίσκεψιν τῆς παιδίσκης σου.» Καὶ ὡς ἂν μηδεμίαν ἐπαγάγοι τῇ ἐμῇ ψυχῇ δυσθυμίαν, τὸν στεναγμὸν κατεπράϋνε καὶ τὴν συνοχὴν τοῦ ἄσθματος κρύπτειν πως ἐβιάζετο, διὰ πάντων τε πρὸς τὸ φαιδρότερον μεθηρμόζετο, τῶν καταθυμίων λόγων αὐτή τε κατάρχουσα καὶ ἡμῖν τὰς ἀφορμὰς δι' ὧν ἠρώτα παρασκευάζουσα. Τῆς δὲ περὶ τοῦ μεγάλου Βασιλείου μνήμης τῇ ἀκολουθίᾳ τοῦ λόγου παρεμπεσούσης, ἐμοὶ μὲν ἐπώκλαζεν ἡ ψυχὴ καὶ συνέπιπτεν ἐν κατηφείᾳ τὸ πρόσωπον καὶ ἐξεχεῖτο τῶν βλεφάρων τὰ δάκρυα: ἡ δὲ τοσοῦτον ἀπέσχε τῷ ἡμετέρῳ συνταπεινωθῆναι πάθει, ὥστε ἀφορμὴν ποιησαμένη τῆς ὑψηλοτέρας φιλοσοφίας τὴν περὶ τοῦ ἁγίου μνήμην τοιούτους διεξῆλθε λόγους φυσιολογοῦσά τε τὸ ἀνθρώπινον καὶ τὴν θείαν οἰκονομίαν τὴν διὰ τῶν σκυθρωπῶν κεκρυμμένην τῷ λόγῳ διακαλύπτουσα τά τε περὶ τῆς μελλούσης ζωῆς καθάπερ θεοφορουμένη τῷ ἁγίῳ πνεύματι διεξιοῦσα: ὥστε μοι τὴν ψυχὴν ἔξω μικροῦ δεῖν τῆς ἀνθρωπίνης φύσεως εἶναι δοκεῖν συνεπαρθεῖσαν τοῖς λεγομένοις καὶ ἐντὸς τῶν οὐρανίων ἀδύτων τῇ χειραγωγίᾳ τοῦ λόγου καθισταμένην.
Καὶ ὥσπερ ἐπὶ τῆς τοῦ Ἰὼβ ἱστορίας ἀκούομεν, ὅτι πανταχόθεν τῇ σηπεδόνι τῶν τραυμάτων ὅλῳ τῷ σώματι διὰ ἰχώρων ὁ ἀνὴρ συντηκόμενος οὐ πρὸς τὸ ἀλγύνον τὴν αἴσθησιν τοῖς λογισμοῖς ἐπεκλίνετο, ἀλλ' ἐν μὲν τῷ σώματι τὸ ἀλγοῦν εἶχεν, ὁ δὲ πρὸς τὴν ἰδίαν ἐνέργειαν οὐκ ἠμβλύνετο οὐδὲ διέκοπτε τὸν λόγον τοῖς ὑψηλοτέροις ἐμβατεύοντα: τοιοῦτόν τι καὶ ἐπὶ τῆς μεγάλης ἑώρων ἐκείνης, τοῦ πυρετοῦ πᾶσαν τὴν δύναμιν αὐτῆς καταφρύγοντος καὶ πρὸς τὸν θάνατον συνελαύνοντος, καθάπερ δρόσῳ τινὶ τὸ σῶμα ἑαυτῆς ἀναψύχουσα, οὕτως ἀπαραπόδιστον εἶχεν ἐν τῇ περὶ τῶν ὑψηλῶν θεωρίᾳ τὸν νοῦν, οὐδὲν ὑπὸ τῆς τοσαύτης ἀρρωστίας παραβλαπτόμενον. Καὶ εἰ μὴ πρὸς ἄπειρον ἐξετείνετο μῆκος ἡ συγγραφή, πάντα ἂν καθεξῆς διηγησάμην, ὅπως ἐπήρθη τῷ λόγῳ περί τε τῆς ψυχῆς ἡμῖν φιλοσοφοῦσα καὶ τῆς διὰ σαρκὸς ζωῆς τὴν αἰτίαν διεξιοῦσα, καὶ ὅτου χάριν ὁ ἄνθρωπος καὶ ὅπως θνητὸς καὶ ὅθεν ὁ θάνατος καὶ τίς ἡ ἀπὸ τούτου πρὸς τὴν ζωὴν πάλιν ἀνάλυσις. Ἐν οἷς ἅπασιν ὥσπερ ἐμπνευσθεῖσα τῇ δυνάμει τοῦ ἁγίου πνεύματος πάντα διεξῄει σαφῶς τε καὶ ἀκολούθως, ἐν εὐκολίᾳ πάσῃ τοῦ λόγου ῥέοντος καθάπερ ἐκ πηγῆς τινος ἀπαραποδίστως πρὸς τὸ πρανὲς φερομένου τοῦ ὕδατος.