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Therefore, I exhort myself and all of you to show all zeal, all courage of patience and endurance through good deeds, so that by walking through all the commandments and precepts of Christ, we may arrive with eagerness of soul at the eternal mansions in the conveyances of the Spirit, and be deemed worthy to stand before and worship the one and undivided Trinity, in Christ himself our God, to whom be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.

Concerning repentance and compunction. And from what works it is possible to acquire this. And that without tears it is impossible unto purity and dispassion

for one to attain.

Discourse 4. (59) Since, fathers and brothers, of our holy father Symeon the

Studite you read the divinely inspired writings of his lofty deeds, which he, moved by the divine Spirit, set forth for the benefit of many, among his other supernatural achievements, he also wrote and taught this explicitly, just as he himself unswervingly kept it throughout his whole life, saying: "Brother, never receive communion without tears." When the hearers heard this—for many were present, not only laymen, but also monks renowned and celebrated for virtue—they were amazed at the saying and, gazing at one another, said, as if smiling, with one accord in a single voice: "Then we shall never receive communion, but shall all remain without communion!" Hearing these things, I, wretched and miserable, remembering in private those very men who said these things and their words, and being troubled, I wept bitterly, saying thus in myself in the anguish of my heart: (60) "Did they indeed say what they said being truly so disposed concerning the matter and considering this to be impossible from their soul? Or did they laugh at the saying, considering it rather a small achievement to weep only at the time of communion?". For surely, if one does not make it his work to weep before Christ our God every day and night, neither when he wishes to partake of the divine mysteries will he be able in any way to mourn or weep according to God and to shed streams of tears; for how can he, unless it happens to someone rarely, by some ineffable dispensation or circumstance due to some cause? This does not seem wondrous to me, seeing that many even at the very departure of their soul both wept and shed tears together (I think, however, not many, but very few and easily counted). But if they consider this to be altogether impossible, to partake of the dread mysteries with tears each time, alas for their ignorance, woe for their insensibility, oh for the folly of those who say these things and for their negligence and hardness of heart. For if they judged themselves, they would not be judged by their own words; if they cared for repentance, they would never have disavowed that this is impossible; if they pursued fruitful action, they would not have been entirely without a taste of such a good, of such a gift of God; if they had acquired the fear of God in their heart, they would have testified that it is possible to mourn and weep not only at the time of partaking of the divine mysteries, but also at every hour, if possible.

Therefore, wishing to inform your love concerning this, I have chosen to make my argument as if to those very men who spoke thus, and to ask: (61) "Tell me, O best of brothers, why is this impossible?" "Because," he says, "the

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∆ιό δή τοῦτο παρακαλῶ ἐμαυτόν τε καί πάντας ὑμᾶς πᾶσαν σπουδήν, πᾶσαν ἀνδρείαν ὑπομονῆς καί καρτερίας διά τῶν ἀγαθῶν ἐπιδείξασθαι πράξεων, ἵνα διά πασῶν τῶν τοῦ Χριστοῦ ἐντολῶν καί προσταγμάτων ὁδεύοντες, ἐν προθυμίᾳ ψυχῆς εἰς τάς αἰωνίους μονάς καταντήσωμεν ἐν ἀγωγίμοις τοῦ Πνεύματος, καί τῇ μιᾷ καί ἀδιαιρέτῳ Τριάδι παραστῆναι καί προσκυνῆσαι καταξιωθῶμεν ἐν αὐτῷ Χριστῷ τῷ Θεῷ ἡμῶν, ᾧ ἡ δόξα καί τό κράτος εἰς τούς αἰῶνας τῶν αἰώνων. Ἀμήν.

Περί μετανοίας καί κατανύξεως. Καί ἐκ ποίων ταύτην ἔργων κτήσασθαι δυνατόν. Καί ὅτι ἄνευ δακρύων ἀδύνατον εἰς καθαρότητα καί ἀπάθειαν

ἐλάσαι τινά.

Λόγος ∆΄. (59) Ἐπειδήπερ, πατέρες καί ἀδελφοί, τοῦ ἁγίου πατρός ἡμῶν Συμεών τοῦ

Στουδιώτου τά θεόπνευστα τῶν ὑψηλῶν αὐτοῦ πράξεων ἀναγινώσκετε συγγράμματα, ἅπερ ἐκεῖνος εἰς πολλῶν ὠφέλειαν ἐξέθετο θείῳ κινούμενος Πνεύματι, μετά τῶν ἄλλων αὐτοῦ ὑπερφυῶν κατορθωμάτων καί τοῦτο ῥητῶς οὕτως, καθώς ἐν πάσῃ τῇ ζωῇ αὐτοῦ ἐκεῖνος ἀπαραβάτως ἐφύλαξεν, ἔγραψε καί ἐδίδαξε λέγων· "Ἀδελφέ, ἄνευ δακρύων μή κοινωνήσῃ ποτέ". Τοῦτο οἱ ἀκροαταί ἀκούσαντες - πολλοί γάρ παρῆσαν οὐ μόνον λαϊκοί, ἀλλά καί μοναχοί τῶν ὀνομαστῶν καί περιδόξων ἐπ᾿ ἀρετῇ , ἐθαύμασαν ἐπί τῷ λόγῳ καί ἀλλήλοις ἐνατενίσαντες εἶπον, ὡς ὑπομειδιῶντες, ὁμοθυμαδόν μιᾷ τῇ φωνῇ· "Λοιπόν ἡμεῖς οὐδέποτε κοινωνήσωμεν, ἀλλά μείνωμεν ἅπαντες ἀκοινώνητοι! ".Τούτων ἀκούσας ὁ ἄθλιος ἐγώ καί ταλαίπωρος, κατ᾿ ἰδίαν τε μνησθείς ἐκείνων αὐτῶν τῶν ταῦτα εἰπόντων καί τῶν ῥημάτων αὐτῶν καί διαπονηθείς, ἔκλαυσα πικρῶς, ἐν ὀδύνῃ καρδίας μου λέγων οὕτως ἐν ἐμαυτῷ· (60) "Ἆρα γε οὕτω περί τοῦ πράγματος ἀληθῶς διακείμενοι καί ὡς ἀδύνατον εἶναι τοῦτο ἀπό ψυχῆς λογισάμενοι, εἶπον ἅ εἶπον; ἤ ὡς μικρόν τι μᾶλλον κατόρθωμα λογισάμενοι τό κατά τόν καιρόν τῆς κοινωνίας κλαῦσαι μόνον, τοῦ ῥήματος κατεγέλασαν; ". Πάντως γάρ εἰ μή καθ᾿ ἑκάστην ἡμέραν καί νύκτα ἔργον ἔχει τό κλαίειν τις ἐνώπιον Χριστοῦ τοῦ Θεοῦ, οὐδέ ὅτε τῶν θείων μυστηρίων μεταλαβεῖν βουληθῇ, κἄν ὁπωσοῦν πενθῆσαι ἤ κλαῦσαι ἰσχύσει κατά Θεόν καί δακρύων κατενεγκεῖν σταλαγμούς· πῶς γάρ, ἐάν μή κατ᾿ οἰκονομίαν τινά ἄρρητον ἤ σύμβασιν ἐξ αἰτίας τινός σπανίως ἐπέλθῃ τινί; ὅ οὐδέ θαυμαστόν μοι δοκεῖ, ὅπου γε πολλοί καί ἐν αὐτῇ τῇ ἐξόδῳ τῆς ψυχῆς αὐτῶν ἔκλαυσαν ὁμοῦ καί ἐδάκρυσαν (οἶμαι δέ οὐ πολλοί, ἀλλά λίαν ὀλίγοι καί εὐαρίθμητοι). Εἰ δέ καί τοῦτο ἀδύνατον πάντῃ λογίζονται, τό μετά δακρύων καθ᾿ ἑκάστην μετέχειν τῶν φρικτῶν μυστηρίων, φεῦ τῆς ἀγνοίας αὐτῶν, βαβαί τῆς ἀναλγησίας, οἴμοι τῆς ἀνοίας τῶν ταῦτα λεγόντων καί ἀμελείας καί τῆς πωρώσεως. Εἰ γάρ ἑαυτούς ἔκρινον, οὐκ ἄν ὑπό τῶν ἰδίων λόγων ἐκρίνοντο· εἰ μετανοίας ἐπεμελοῦντο, οὐκ ἄν ἀδύνατον εἶναί ποτε τοῦτο ἀπηρεύξαντο· εἰ πρᾶξιν μετήρχοντο ἔγκαρπον, οὐκ ἄν ἄγευστοι τοῦ τοιούτου καλοῦ τῆς τοιαύτης δωρεᾶς τοῦ Θεοῦ ὅλως ἐτύγχανον· εἰ φόβον Θεοῦ ἐν καρδίᾳ ἐκτήσαντο, οὐ μόνον ἐν τῷ καιρῷ τῆς μεταλήψεως τῶν θείων μυστηρίων δυνατόν εἶναι τό πενθεῖν καί κλαίειν διεμαρτύραντο, ἀλλά καί ἐν πάσῃ ὥρᾳ εἰ οἷόν τε.

∆ιό καί τήν ὑμετέραν ἀγάπην περί τούτου πληροφορῆσαι βουλόμενος, ὡς πρός ἐκείνους αὐτούς τούς οὕτως εἰπόντας τόν λόγον ποιούμενος, διερωτῆσαι προῄρημαι· (61) "Εἴπατέ μοι, ὦ βέλτιστοι ἀδελφοί, διά τί τοῦτο ἀδύνατον; ""Ἐπειδή, φησίν, οἱ