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Examine yourself closely, therefore, O man, and if you find yourself lacking in none of the things that have been said, but to have done all things exceedingly from a fervent heart and purpose, you will surely perceive yourself to be in the light and to have a hope that does not disappoint, not the one from conceit that comes to those who are perishing, whose vanity and deceit no one who possesses it is able to recognize, but the good and true hope in a true and undeceiving light. In this, as if upon a cherubic chariot, you would behold love riding, who is God; whom if you thus find and see, you will from then on not be meddlesome about any of the future and unseen things, but you will also silence others and command them not (98) to be meddlesome or to discuss the things there, having learned by experience itself that all the things there are incomprehensible to the mind and word, and ineffable. But if you have not first done the things that make you known for now as a faithful one and a Christian, but are faithful among the unfaithful, and among the faithful are condemned by your conscience as unfaithful, and no longer have a perfect hope and assurance that you will be saved, nor can you also say as Saint Paul does: "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me," why are you meddlesome and ask to learn whether the saints will recognize each other in the kingdom of heaven, when they are in the contemplation of the God over all and see him? What benefit will there be for you from this? Tell me.

For I would like to hear and learn from you what the benefit is for you, you who are judged by your conscience, as we said, since you have no part in the things commanded by Christ, if you learn from our teaching the enjoyments and glories and delights and restorations in his kingdom. None at all, certainly, but you will rather bring upon yourself a greater condemnation, because having learned these things you despised them and were unwilling to cast off conceit and acquire humility. But otherwise, to my gentle questioning, you answer me in peace. To a small child who has not deigned to learn even the elements of letters, who seeks to have matters of grammar and rhetoric explained, will a man who is master of his reason ever tolerate him, or even deem his foolishness worthy of a mere word, and will not rather push him away as a fool who thinks childishly and (99) senselessly asks for things beyond his own capacity? And if this is just and fitting in these things, how much more so in those which are beyond reason and mind and thought? But if someone does not learn the elements of letters, but hears what the Greeks wrote in other words and understands them when spoken in his own dialect, it is no wonder, since their discourse is about perceptible things and their narratives are vain stories about vain matters.

But the things about which you ask are not such, but of what sort and how? As the prophet David says: "And he bowed the heavens and came down, and darkness was under his feet". What is this darkness? The very flesh of the Lord, about which John his great forerunner later said: "the strap of whose sandal I am not worthy to stoop down and untie". He came down therefore and came, clothed in the flesh instead of darkness. And again: "He rode upon a Cherub and flew, he flew upon the wings of the winds. And he made darkness his hiding place; his tent was around him". Do you see how your inquiry is not about perceptible things, but about things divine and incomprehensible and not easily understood by all? For if he made darkness and gloom a hiding place for his mysteries, and one needs much light of the all-holy Spirit for the understanding of his hidden mysteries, how, not yet having become a dwelling place of the divine light, do you inquire into things which you will not be strong enough to learn, being still imperfect and unenlightened? For lest you suppose, as one sitting in darkness, that he too, being in darkness, was hidden, the prophet said, "his tent was around him"

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Ἐρεύνησον τοιγαροῦν σεαυτόν ἀκριβῶς, ὦ οὗτος, καί ἐάν μηδέν τῶν εἰρημένων ἐλλείψαντα σεαυτόν εὑρήσῃς, ἀλλά πάντα μεθ᾿ὑπερβολῆς ἀπό ζεούσης καρδίας καί προθέσεως πράξαντα, πάντως ἔχειν ἐν φωτί κατανοήσεις ἑαυτόν καί ἐλπίδα ἀκαταίσχυντον, οὐχί τήν ἐξ οἰήσεως ἐν τοῖς ἀπολλυμένοις προσγινομένην, ἧς τό μάταιον καί ἀπατηλόν οὐδείς τῶν κεκτημένων αὐτήν ἐπιγνῶναι δύναται, ἀλλά τήν χρηστήν ἐλπίδα καί ἀληθινήν ἐν ἀληθινῷ καί ἀκαταισχύντῳ φωτί. Ἐν ταύτῃ δέ ὥσπερ ἐπ᾿ ὀχήματι χερουβικῷ κατίδοις τήν ἀγάπην ἐποχουμένην, ἥτις ἐστίν ὁ Θεός· ἥν ἐάν οὕτως εὑρών ἴδῃς, οὐ πολυπραγμονήσεις ἔκτοτε τῶν μελλόντων καί ἀοράτων οὐδέν, ἀλλά καί ἄλλους ἐπιστομίσεις καί παραγγείλῃς μή (98) πολυπραγμονεῖν τι μηδέ συζητεῖν περί τῶν ἐκεῖσε, ὡς αὐτῇ τῇ πείρᾳ μαθών ὅτι νῷ καί λόγῳ ἀκατάληπτα καί ἄφραστα πάντα εἰσί τά ἐκεῖσε. Εἰ δέ τά πιστόν σε τέως καί χριστιανόν ποιοῦντα ἐν πρώτοις γνωρίζεσθαι οὐκ ἔπραξας, ἀλλά μετά τῶν ἀπίστων πιστός καί μετά τῶν πιστῶν κατακεκριμένος ὑπό τοῦ συνειδότος ὡς ἄπιστος εἶ, καί οὐκέτι τελείαν ἔχεις ἐλπίδα καί πληροφορίαν σωθήσεσθαι, οὐδέ ὡς ὁ ἅγιος Παῦλος λέγειν καί σύ δύνασαι· "Τόν ἀγῶνα τόν καλόν ἠγώνισμαι, τόν δρόμον τετέλεκα, τήν πίστιν τετήρηκα· λοιπόν ἀπόκειταί μοι ὁ τῆς δικαιοσύνης στέφανος, ὅν ἀποδώσει μοι ὁ Κύριος ὁ δίκαιος κριτής", τί πολυπραγμονεῖς καί μαθεῖν ἐρωτᾷς, εἰ ἄρα μέλλουσιν γνωρίζειν οἱ ἅγιοι ἀλλήλους ἐν τῇ βασιλείᾳ τῶν οὐρανῶν, ὅταν ἐν τῇ θεωρίᾳ τοῦ ἐπί πάντων Θεοῦ γενόμενοι ὁρῶσιν αὐτόν; Τί σοι ἔσται ἐκ τούτου ὄφελος; Εἰπέ μοι.

Ἤθελον γάρ ἀκοῦσαι καί μαθεῖν παρά σοῦ τί σοι τό ὄφελος, ὑπό τοῦ συνειδότος, ὡς ἔφαμεν, κρινομένῳ σοι, ἐπειδή τάς ἐνταλθείσας ὑπό τοῦ Χριστοῦ μερίδα μή ἔχοντι, ἐάν τάς ἐν τῇ βασιλείᾳ αὐτοῦ ἀπολαύσεις καί δόξας καί τρυφάς καί ἀποκαταστάσεις μάθῃς διδασκόμενος παρ᾿ ἡμῶν. Οὐδέν οὐδαμῶς πάντως, ἀλλά καί κατάκριμα μεῖζον μᾶλλον σεαυτῷ προξενήσεις, ὅτι καί ταῦτα μαθών κατεφρόνησας καί τήν οἴησιν ἀποβαλέσθαι καί ταπείνωσιν κτήσασθαι οὐκ ἠθέλησας. Ἄλλως δέ καί ἐρωτῶντί μοι πρᾴως, ἐν εἰρήνῃ σύ ἀποκρίθητι. Παιδί μικρῷ μηδέ τά στοιχεῖα καταδεξαμένῳ τῶν γραμμάτων μαθεῖν, τά περί γραμματικῆς καί ῥητορικῆς ζητοῦντι διερμηνεύεσθαι, ἆρα ἀνέξεταί ποτε ἄνθρωπος, λογισμοῦ κύριος ὤν, κἄν λόγου ψιλοῦ ἀξιῶσαι τήν ἀφροσύνην αὐτοῦ, καί οὐχί μᾶλλον ἀπώσεται ὡς ἄφρονα καί παιδικά φρονοῦντα καί (99) ἀναισθήτως αἰτοῦντα τά ὑπέρ τήν ἑαυτοῦ δύναμιν; Εἰ δέ ἐν τούτοις δίκαιον τοῦτο καί πρέπον ἐστί, πόσῳ μᾶλλον ἐν τοῖς ὑπέρ λόγον καί νοῦν καί διάνοιαν; Εἰ δέ καί τά στοιχεῖα τῶν γραμμάτων μή μάθῃ τις, ἀκούσει δέ ἅπερ δι᾿ ἑτέρων λέξεων οἱ Ἕλληνες συνεγράψαντο καί νοήσει αὐτά τῇ ἰδίᾳ διαλέκτῳ λεγόμενα, οὐδέν θαυμαστόν, ἐπειδή περί αἰσθητῶν ὁ λόγος αὐτοῖς καί μάταιοι περί ματαίων πραγμάτων αἱ διηγήσεις αὐτῶν.

Τά δέ περί οὗ ἐρωτᾷς οὐ τοιαῦτα, ἀλλ᾿ ὁποῖα καί πῶς; Ὡς ὁ προφήτης λέγει ∆αβίδ· "Καί ἔκλινεν οὐρανούς καί κατέβη καί γνόφος ὑπό τούς πόδας αὐτοῦ". Τίς οὗτος ὁ γνόφος; Ἡ σάρξ αὐτή τοῦ Κυρίου, περί ἧς καί Ἰωάννης ὁ μέγας πρόδρομος αὐτοῦ ὕστερον ἔφη· "Οὗ οὐκ εἰμί ἱκανός κύψας λῦσαι τόν ἱμάντα τῶν ὑποδημάτων αὐτοῦ". Κατέβη τοίνυν καί ἦλθεν ἀντί γνόφου περικείμενος τήν σάρκα. Καί αὖθις· "Ἐπέβη ἐπί Χερουβίμ καί ἐπετάσθη, ἐπετάσθη ἐπί πτερύγων ἀνέμων. Καί ἔθετο σκότος ἀποκρυβήν αὐτοῦ· κύκλῳ αὐτοῦ ἡ σκηνή αὐτοῦ". Ὁρᾷς ὅπως οὐ περί αἰσθητῶν σοι πραγμάτων ἡ ἔρευνα, ἀλλά περί θείων καί ἀκαταλήπτων καί οὐ ῥᾳδίως παρά πάντων καταλαμβανομένων; Εἰ γάρ γνόφον καί σκότος ἔθετο ἀποκρυβήν τῶν μυστηρίων αὐτοῦ καί πολλοῦ δέεταί τις φωτός τοῦ παναγίου Πνεύματος εἰς τήν κατανόησιν τῶν ἀποκεκρυμμένων αὐτοῦ μυστηρίων, πῶς, μήπω τοῦ θείου φωτός κατοικητήριον γεγονώς, ἐρευνᾷς ἅ μαθεῖν οὐκ ἰσχύσεις, ἀτελής ἔτι καί ἀφώτιστος ὤν; Ἵνα γάρ μή ὑπολάβῃς, ὡς ἐν σκότει καθήμενος, ὅτι κἀκεῖνος ἐν τῷ σκότει γεγονώς ἐκρύβη, "κύκλῳ αὐτοῦ τήν σκηνήν αὐτοῦ" ἔφη ὁ προφήτης