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dancing together with one accord in the kingdom of heaven? when we see those who were pleasing in dignities and wealth, when we see simply all those who in life have achieved every virtue and have lived in repentance and tears through the fear of the Lord and standing in the joy and brightness of the righteous? (112) For when we consider that we left behind fathers and mothers and brothers and sisters and the whole world in order to save our souls, and some even wives and children, others along with these also wealth and dignities and whatever other pleasant things life has, and having withdrawn, we became poor and having been tonsured we became monks for the sake of the kingdom of heaven, but through a little laziness and wickedness and through our wicked desires we have ranked ourselves with worldly people and fornicators and adulterers and those who have lived dissolutely according to the world, what fear and trembling and shame will cover us then! Believe me when I say, brothers, that our shame will be a worse torment than the eternal punishment of the worldly. For when me, who renounced with my whole soul, with worldly people, for instance, now having children, and involved in public affairs or even serving in the army, about to stand and receive the same punishment as them, these, turning and seeing me, might say to me: "You too, monk, who left the world, are standing here with us worldly people? And you, why?" what then shall I say in my defense, what shall I say to them? For who, brothers, will be able to worthily narrate in words the magnitude of the affliction that is then to befall me? Surely no one! For what shall we say or what shall we be able to say at all in our defense? that we left the world and the things in the world? but we did not abominate these things from the soul; for this is the true withdrawal from the world and the things in the world, to hate and abominate its things after fleeing the world.

(113) But what is the world and what are the things in the world? Listen! It is not gold, not silver, not horses, nor even mules; for all these things, which also serve us for the needs of the body, we too possess. Not meat, not bread, not wine; for we too partake of these things and eat sufficiently. Not houses, not baths, not fields or vineyards and suburbs; for the lauras and the monasteries are composed of such things. But what is the world? It is sin and attachment to things, brothers, and the passions. And let John the Theologian, the beloved disciple of Christ, say what the things in the world are: "For do not love," he says, "the world or the things in the world; because everything in the world, the desire of the flesh and the desire of the eyes and the pride of life, is not from the Father, but is from the world." If then we, having left and fled the whole world and become naked, have not guarded against these things, what profit could there be for us from the withdrawal alone? For wherever we may go out from and wherever we may arrive, we will find the same things again; for everywhere we are unable to live as men alone, everywhere we need the necessaries for the sustenance of the body, everywhere there are women and children and wine and every kind of fruit; for from these and such things is the sustenance of our life. If we have the desire of the flesh and the desire of the eyes and the pride of our thoughts, how shall we be able, in the midst of them, to abstain from sin altogether and not be struck at all by its sting? Which many of the saints of old and of now, I know well, guarded against (114) and are guarding against, while living amidst the affairs and cares and anxieties of life and completing their life in perfect holiness, as Paul testifies concerning these and such people, saying: "For the form of this world is passing away, so that those who have wives should be as though they had none

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βασιλείᾳ τῶν οὐρανῶν ὁμοθυμαδόν συγχορεύοντας; ὅταν τούς ἐν ἀξιώμασι καί πλούτῳ εὐαρεστήσαντας, ὅταν ἁπλῶς ἐκ πάντων ἴδωμεν τῶν ἐν τῷ βίῳ πᾶσαν κατορθωκότων ἀρετήν καί ἐν μετανοίᾳ καί δάκρυσι πολιτευσαμένων διά τόν φόβον τοῦ Κυρίου καί ἱσταμένους ἐν τῇ χαρᾷ καί φαιδρότητι τῶν δικαίων; (112) ὅταν γάρ ἐννοήσωμεν ὅτι πατέρας καί μητέρας καί ἀδελφούς καί ἀδελφάς καί κόσμον ὅλον διά τό σῶσαι ἡμῶν τάς ψυχάς κατελείψαμεν, οἱ δέ καί γυναῖκας καί τέκνα, ἄλλοι σύν τούτοις καί πλοῦτον καί ἀξιώματα καί ἄλλα ὅσα ὁ βίος ἔχει τερπνά, καί ἀναχωρήσαντες ἐπτωχεύσαμεν καί ἀποκειράμενοι γεγόναμεν μοναχοί διά τήν βασιλείαν τῶν οὐρανῶν, διά δέ μικράν ῥᾳθυμίαν καί πονηρίαν καί διά τάς πονηράς ἡμῶν ἐπιθυμίας κατετάξαμεν ἡμᾶς ἑαυτούς μετά κοσμικῶν καί πόρνων καί μοιχῶν καί βιωσάντων ἀσώτως κατά τόν κόσμον, ὁποῖος τότε φόβος καί τρόμος καί αἰσχύνη καλύψει ἡμᾶς! Πιστεύσατέ μοι λέγοντι, ἀδελφοί, ὅτι χείρων βάσανος ἡ ἐντροπή ἡμῶν ἔσται ὑπέρ τήν τῶν κοσμικῶν αἰωνίαν κόλασιν. Ὅταν γάρ ἐμέ τόν ἀποταξάμενον πάσῃ ψυχῇ, μετά κοσμικῶν, φέρε εἰπεῖν, νῦν τέκνα ἐχόντων, καί δημοσίοις πράγμασιν ἐμπεπλεγμένων ἤ καί στρατιᾷ ἐκδουλευόντων, ἵστασθαι καί τήν ἴσην ἐκείνοις κόλασιν λήψεσθαι μέλλοντα, στραφέντες οὗτοι καί ἰδόντες με, εἴπωσι πρός με· "Καί σύ, μοναχέ, ὁ τόν κόσμον ἀφείς, ὧδε μεθ᾿ ἡμῶν τῶν κοσμικῶν ἵστασαι; Κἄν σύ διά τί;"τί ἄρα ἀπολογήσομαι, τί ἐρῶ πρός αὐτούς; Τίς γάρ, ἀδελφοί, τό μέγεθος τῆς τότε μελλούσης μοι γενέσθαι θλίψεως δυνήσεται ἀξίως, διά λόγου ἐκδιηγήσασθαι; Πάντως οὐδείς! Τί γάρ καί ἐροῦμεν ἤ τί ὅλως δυνηθῶμεν ἀπολογήσασθαι; ὅτι τόν κόσμον καί τά ἐν κόσμῳ κατελίπομεν; ἀλλά ταῦτα οὐκ ἐβδελυξάμεθα ἀπό ψυχῆς· τοῦτο γάρ ἐστιν ἡ ἀληθής τοῦ κόσμου καί τῶν ἐν κόσμῳ ἀναχώρησις, τό μετά τό φυγεῖν τόν κόσμον μισῆσαι τά αὐτοῦ καί βδελύξασθαι.

(113) Τί δέ ὁ κόσμος καί τί τά ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ εἰσίν; Ἄκουσον! Οὐ χρυσίον ἐστίν, οὐκ ἄργυρος, οὐχ ἵπποι, ἀλλ᾿ οὐδέ ἡμίονοι· ταῦτα γάρ πάντα, ὅσα καί ἡμῖν λειτουργοῦσιν εἰς χρείαν τοῦ σώματος, καί ἡμεῖς κεκτήμεθα. Οὐ κρέας, οὐκ ἄρτος, οὐκ οἶνος· μεταλαμβάνομεν γάρ καί ἡμεῖς ἐκ τούτων καί ἐσθίομεν αὐτάρκως. Οὐκ οἶκοι, οὐ λουτρά, οὐ χωρία ἤ ἀμπελῶνες καί προάστεια· αἱ λαῦραι γάρ καί τά μοναστήρια ἐκ τῶν τοιούτων συνίστανται. Ἀλλά τίς ὁ κόσμος; Ἡ ἁμαρτία καί ἡ πρός τά πράγματα σχέσις ἐστίν, ἀδελφοί, καί τά πάθη. Τά δέ ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ Ἰωάννης ὁ Θεολόγος εἰπάτω, ὁ ἠγαπημένος τοῦ Χριστοῦ μαθητής· "Μή ἀγαπᾶτε γάρ, φησί, τόν κόσμον μηδέ τά ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ· ὅτι πᾶν τό ἐν τῷ κόσμῳ, ἡ ἐπιθυμία τῆς σαρκός καί ἡ ἐπιθυμία τῶν ὀφθαλμῶν καί ἡ ἀλαζονεία τοῦ βίου, οὐκ ἔστιν ἐκ τοῦ Πατρός, ἀλλ᾿ ἐκ τοῦ κόσμου ἐστίν". Εἰ οὖν ἡμεῖς τόν κόσμον ὅλον καταλιπόντες καί ἀποφυγόντες καί γεγονότες γυμνοί, ταῦτα οὐκ ἐφυλαξάμεθα, τί ἡμῖν τό ὄφελος ἐκ μόνης τῆς ἀναχωρήσεως γένοιτ᾿ ἄν; Καί γάρ ὅθεν ἄν ἐξέλθωμεν καί ἐν οἷς ἄν καταντήσωμεν, τά αὐτά πράγματα πάλιν εὑρήσομεν· πανταχοῦ γάρ ἄνθρωποι μόνοι ζῆν οὐ δυνάμεθα, πανταχοῦ τά πρός τήν σύστασιν τοῦ σώματος χρήζομεν ἐπιτήδεια, πανταχοῦ καί γυναῖκες καί παῖδες καί οἶνος καί παντοίων ἐστίν εἶδος καρπῶν· ἐκ τούτων γάρ καί τῶν τοιούτων ἐστίν ἡ τῆς ζωῆς ἡμῶν σύστασις. Ἐάν τήν ἐπιθυμίαν ἔχωμεν τῆς σαρκός καί τήν ἐπιθυμίαν τῶν ὀφθαλμῶν καί τήν ἀλαζονείαν τῶν λογισμῶν, πῶς δυνησόμεθα ἐν μέσῳ αὐτῶν τῆς καθόλου ἁμαρτίας ἀποσχέσθαι καί μηδόλως τῷ ταύτης κέντρῳ πληγῆναι; Ὅπερ πολλοί τῶν πάλαι καί τῶν νῦν ἁγίων, εὖ οἶδα, ἐφυλάξαντο (114) καί φυλάττουσι, μέσον τῶν τοῦ βίου πραγμάτων καί φροντίδων καί μεριμνῶν διατρίβοντες καί ἐν ἁγιότητι τελείᾳ τόν βίον αὐτῶν διανύοντες, καθώς ὁ Παῦλος μαρτυρεῖ περί τούτων καί τῶν τοιούτων λέγων· "Παράγει γάρ τό σχῆμα τοῦ κόσμου τούτου, ἵνα καί οἱ ἔχοντες γυναῖκας ὡς μή