John Chrysostom, On Repentance

loving-kindness; or rather not even so much, but much more. For the sea, even if it is great, has a measure; but the loving-kindness of God is limitless. I say these things, not to make you more slothful, but to make you more diligent. I have often exhorted you not to go up to the theater; you heard, you were not persuaded; you went up to the theater, you disregarded my word; do not be ashamed to enter again, and to hear. I heard, and I did not keep it, how can I enter again? At least you know this, that you did not keep it; at least you are ashamed, at least you blush, at least while no one rebukes you, you wear the bridle, at least you have my word rooted in you, at least when it is not apparent my teaching cleanses you. You did not keep it, have you condemned yourself? you have kept it halfway, even if you do not keep it, but you say, "I did not keep it"; for he who condemns himself for not keeping it, strives to keep it. Have you watched the spectacle? Have you committed transgression? Were you taken captive by the harlot? Did you come down from the theater? again 49.338 you remembered? Were you ashamed? Come forward. Were you grieved? beseech God; you have risen up to this point. Woe is me, I heard, and I did not keep it; how shall I enter the church? how shall I hear again? Rather, enter because you did not keep it, so that hearing again you may keep it. If a physician applies a medicine to you, and it does not cleanse you, does he not apply it again another day? There is a woodcutter; let him wish to cut an oak, he takes an axe, he strikes the root; if he gives one blow, and the fruitless tree does not fall, does he not give another blow, not a fourth, not a fifth, not a tenth? So you also do; the harlot is an oak, a fruitless tree, bearing acorns, the food of irrational swine; in much time it was rooted in your mind, in the enclosure of trees it cast down your conscience; my word is an axe. You have heard for one day; how in one day does that which was rooted for so long a time fall? For if twice, if thrice, if a hundred times, if ten thousand times, it is not surprising; only cut down an evil and strong thing, an evil habit. The Jews ate manna, and they sought the onions in Egypt; It was well with us in Egypt; so shameful a thing is habit, and most evil. For even if in ten days you succeed, or in twenty, or in thirty, I do not love, I do not thank, I do not embrace you; only do not grow weary, but be ashamed and condemn yourself. 2. Again I have discoursed concerning love; you heard, you went away and plundered? Did you not show forth the word by your deeds? Do not be ashamed to enter the church again; be ashamed when you sin, do not be ashamed when you repent. Pay attention to what the devil has done to you. These two things exist, sin and repentance; sin is a wound, repentance is a medicine. For just as in the body there are wounds and medicines; so also in the soul there are sins and repentance; but sin has shame, while repentance possesses confidence. Pay attention to me with exactness, I beseech you, so that by confusing the order you do not lose the benefit. There is a wound and a medicine, sin and repentance; the wound is sin, the medicine is repentance; in the wound is decay, in the medicine is the cleansing of decay; in sin is decay, in sin is reproach, in sin is ridicule; in repentance is confidence, in repentance is freedom, in repentance is the cleansing of sin. Pay attention with exactness. Shame follows sin, confidence accompanies repentance. Have you paid attention to what I say? Satan has inverted the order, and has given confidence to sin, and shame to repentance. I will not desist until evening, until I have resolved this; I must fulfill my promise; it is impossible for me to desist. There is a wound and a medicine; the wound has decay, the medicine possesses the cleansing of the decay. Is there decay in the medicine? Is there healing in the wound? Do not these things have their own order, and those their own? Can this pass over to that, or that to this? By no means.

φιλανθρωπίαν· μᾶλλον δὲ οὐδὲ τοσοῦτον, ἀλλὰ πολλῷ πλέον. Τὸ μὲν γὰρ πέλαγος, κἂν μέγα ᾖ, μέτρον ἔχει· ἡ δὲ τοῦ Θεοῦ φιλανθρωπία ἀπεριόριστος. Ταῦτα λέγω, οὐχ ἵνα ὑμᾶς ῥᾳθυμοτέρους ἐργάσωμαι, ἀλλ' ἵνα σπουδαιοτέρους καταστήσω. Παρῄνεσα πολλάκις εἰς θέατρον μὴ ἀναβαίνειν· ἤκουσας, οὐκ ἐπείσθης· ἀνέβης εἰς τὸ θέατρον, παρήκουσάς μου τοῦ λόγου· μὴ αἰσχυνθῇς πάλιν εἰσελθεῖν, καὶ ἀκοῦσαι. Ἤκουσα, καὶ οὐκ ἐτήρησα, πῶς δύναμαι πάλιν εἰσελθεῖν; Τέως αὐτὸ τοῦτο οἶδας, ὅτι οὐκ ἐτήρησας· τέως αἰσχύνῃ, τέως ἐρυθριᾷς, τέως μηδενός σε ἐλέγχοντος τὸν χαλινὸν περιφέρεις, τέως τὸν λόγον μου ἔχεις ἐῤῥιζωμένον, τέως μὴ φαινομένου ἡ διδασκαλία μου καθαίρει σε. Οὐκ ἐτήρησας, κατέγνως σεαυτοῦ; εἰς τὸ ἥμισυ ἐτήρησας, κἂν μὴ τηρήσῃς, εἴπῃς δὲ, Οὐκ ἐτήρησα· ὁ γὰρ καταγνοὺς ἑαυτοῦ ἐπὶ τῷ μὴ τηρῆσαι, ἐπὶ τὸ τηρῆσαι σπουδάζει. Ἐθεώρησας; εἰργάσω παρανομίαν; αἰχμάλωτος ἐγένου τῆς πόρνης; κατέβης ἀπὸ τοῦ θεάτρου; πάλιν 49.338 ἐμνήσθης; ᾐσχύνθης; πρόσελθε. Ἐλυπήθης; παρακάλεσον τὸν Θεόν· ἀνέστης μέχρι τούτου. Οὐαί μοι, ἤκουσα, καὶ οὐκ ἐτήρησα· πῶς εἰσέλθω εἰς τὴν ἐκκλησίαν; πῶς πάλιν ἀκούσω; Μᾶλλον εἴσελθε, ἐπειδὴ οὐκ ἐτήρησας, ἵνα πάλιν ἀκούσας τηρήσῃς. Φάρμακον ἐὰν ἐπιθῇ σοι ὁ ἰατρὸς, καὶ μὴ καθαρίσῃ σε, ἄλλην ἡμέραν οὐκ ἐπιτίθησιν αὐτὸ πάλιν; Ἔστι τις δρυοτόμος· θελέτω τέμνειν δρῦν, λαμβάνει ἀξίνην, κόπτει τὴν ῥίζαν· ἐὰν δῷ μίαν πληγὴν, καὶ μὴ πέσῃ τὸ ἄκαρπον δένδρον, οὐ δίδωσιν ἄλλην πληγὴν, οὐ τὴν τετάρτην, οὐ τὴν πέμπτην, οὐ τὴν δεκάτην; Οὕτω καὶ σὺ ποίει· δρῦς ἐστιν ἡ πόρνη, ἄκαρπον δένδρον, βαλάνους ἐκφέρουσα χοίρων ἀλόγων τροφήν· ἐν πολλῷ χρόνῳ ἐῤῥιζώθη ἐν τῇ διανοίᾳ σου, ἐν τῇ περιβολῇ τῶν δένδρων κατέβαλέ σου τὸ συνειδός· ὁ λόγος μου ἀξίνη ἐστίν. Ἤκουσας μίαν ἡμέραν· πῶς εἰς μίαν ἡμέραν πίπτει ἡ τοσούτῳ χρόνῳ ἐῤῥιζωμένη; Ἐὰν γὰρ δὶς, ἐὰν γὰρ τρὶς, ἐὰν γὰρ ἑκατοντάκις, ἐὰν γὰρ μυριάκις, οὐκ ἔστι θαυμαστόν· μόνον ἔκκοψον πρᾶγμα πονηρὸν καὶ ἰσχυρὸν, συνήθειαν πονηράν. Μάννα ἤσθιον οἱ Ἰουδαῖοι, καὶ κρόμμυα ἐζήτουν τὰ ἐν Αἰγύπτῳ· Καλῶς ἦν ἡμῖν ἐν Αἰγύπτῳ· οὕτως αἰσχρὸν πρᾶγμα συνήθεια καὶ κάκιστον. Κἂν γὰρ εἰς δέκα ἡμέρας κατορθώσῃς, ἐὰν γὰρ εἰς εἴκοσιν, ἐὰν γὰρ εἰς τριάκοντα, οὐκ ἀγαπῶ, οὐ χάριν ἔχω, οὐ περιπτύσσομαί σε· μόνον μὴ ἀποκάμῃς, ἀλλὰ αἰσχύνου καὶ καταγίνωσκε. βʹ. Πάλιν διελέχθην περὶ ἀγάπης· ἤκουσας, ἀπῆλθες καὶ ἥρπασας; οὐκ ἐπεδείξω διὰ τῶν ἔργων τὸν λόγον; Μὴ αἰσχυνθῇς πάλιν εἰσελθεῖν εἰς τὴν ἐκκλησίαν· αἰσχύνου ἁμαρτάνων, μὴ αἰσχύνου μετανοῶν. Πρόσεχε τί ἐποίησέ σοι ὁ διάβολος. ∆ύο ταῦτά ἐστιν, ἁμαρτία καὶ μετάνοια· ἁμαρτία τραῦμα, μετάνοια φάρμακον. Ὥσπερ γὰρ ἐν τῷ σώματι τραύματα καὶ φάρμακα· οὕτω καὶ ἐν τῇ ψυχῇ ἁμαρτήματα καὶ μετάνοια· ἀλλ' ἡ ἁμαρτία τὴν αἰσχύνην ἔχει, ἡ δὲ μετάνοια τὴν παῤῥησίαν κέκτηται. Πρόσεχέ μοι μετὰ ἀκριβείας, παρακαλῶ, ἵνα μὴ τὴν τάξιν συγχέων ἀπολέσῃς τὴν ὠφέλειαν. Ἔστι τραῦμα καὶ φάρμακον, ἁμαρτία καὶ μετάνοια· τὸ τραῦμα ἡ ἁμαρτία, τὸ φάρμακον ἡ μετάνοια· ἐν τῷ τραύματι σηπεδὼν, ἐν τῷ φαρμάκῳ καθαρισμὸς σηπεδόνος· ἐν τῇ ἁμαρτίᾳ σηπεδὼν, ἐν τῇ ἁμαρτίᾳ ὄνειδος, ἐν τῇ ἁμαρτίᾳ γέλως· ἐν τῇ μετανοίᾳ παῤῥησία, ἐν τῇ μετανοίᾳ ἐλευθερία, ἐν τῇ μετανοίᾳ καθαρισμὸς ἁμαρτήματος. Πρόσεχε μετὰ ἀκριβείας. Τῇ ἁμαρτίᾳ αἰσχύνη ἕπεται, τῇ μετανοίᾳ παῤῥησία ἀκολουθεῖ. Προσέσχες ᾧ λέγω; Τὴν τάξιν ὁ Σατανᾶς ἀντέστρεψε, καὶ ἔδωκε τὴν παῤῥησίαν τῇ ἁμαρτίᾳ, καὶ τὴν αἰσχύνην τῇ μετανοίᾳ. Οὐκ ἀφίσταμαι ἕως ἑσπέρας, ἕως οὗ αὐτὸ λύσω· δεῖ με τὴν ὑπόσχεσιν πληρῶσαι· ἀμήχανόν με ἀποστῆναι. Ἔστι τραῦμα καὶ φάρμακον· τὸ τραῦμα τὴν σηπεδόνα ἔχει, τὸ φαρμάκον τὸν καθαρισμὸν τῆς σηπεδόνος κέκτηται. Μὴ ἐν τῷ φαρμάκῳ σηπεδών; μὴ ἐν τῷ τραύματι ἴασις; οὐκ ἔχει ταῦτα τὴν οἰκείαν τάξιν, κἀκεῖνα τὴν οἰκείαν; μὴ δύναται μεταβῆναι τοῦτο πρὸς ἐκεῖνο, ἢ ἐκεῖνο πρὸς τοῦτο; Οὐδαμῶς.