52. Here some one will say, This is now not to write of virginity, but of humility. As though truly it were any kind of virginity, and not that which is after God, which we had undertaken to set forth. And this good, by how much I see it to be great, by so much I fear for it, lest it be lost, the thief pride. Therefore there is none that guardeth the virginal good, save God Himself Who gave it: and God is Charity.187 1 John iv. 8 The Guardian therefore of virginity is Charity: but the place of this Guardian is humility. There forsooth He dwelleth, Who said, that on the lowly and quiet, and that trembleth at His words, His Spirit resteth.188 Is. lxvi. 2 What, therefore, have I done foreign from my purpose, if wishing the good, which I have praised, to be more securely guarded, I have taken care also to prepare a place for the Guardian? For I speak with confidence, nor have I any fear lest they be angry with me, whom I admonish with care to fear for themselves together with me. More easily do follow the Lamb, although not whithersoever He shall have gone, yet so far as they shall have had power, married persons who are humble, than virgins who are proud. For how doth one follow Him, unto Whom one wills not to approach or how doth one approach Him, unto Whom one comes not to learn, “in that I am meek and lowly of heart?” Wherefore those the Lamb leadeth following whithersoever He shall have gone, in whom first Himself shall have found where to lay His Head. For also a certain proud and crafty person had said to Him, “Lord, I will follow Thee whithersoever Thou shalt have gone;”189 Matt. viii. 19, 20 to whom He made answer, “Foxes have dens, and fowls of heaven nests: but the Son of Man hath not where to lay His Head.” By the term of foxes He reproved wily craftiness, and by the name of birds puffed-up arrogance, wherein He found not pious humility to rest in. And by this no where at all did he follow the Lord, who had promised that he would follow Him, not unto a certain point of progress, but altogether whithersoever He should have gone.
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52. Virginitatis custos Deus qui eam dedit, apud humiles quiescit. Hic dicet aliquis: Non est hoc jam de virginitate, sed de humilitate scribere. Quasi vero quaecumque virginitas, ac non illa quae secundum Deum est, a nobis praedicanda suscepta est. Quod bonum quanto magnum video, tanto ei, ne pereat, furem superbiam pertimesco. Non ergo custodit bonum virginale, nisi Deus ipse qui dedit: et Deus charitas est (I Joan. IV, 8). Custos ergo virginitatis charitas: locus autem hujus custodis humilitas. Ibi quippe habitat, qui dixit super humilem et quietum et trementem verba sua requiescere Spiritum suum (Isai. LXVI, 2). Quid itaque alienum feci, si bonum quod laudavi, volens tutius custodiri, curavi etiam locum praeparare custodi? Fidenter enim dico, nec mihi ne irascantur timeo, quos ut mecum sibi timeant sollicitus moneo: facilius sequuntur Agnum, etsi non quocumque ierit, certe quousque potuerint, conjugati humiles, quam superbientes virgines. Quomodo enim sequitur, ad quem non vult accedere? Aut quomodo accedit, ad quem non venit ut discat, Quoniam mitis sum et humilis corde? Illos proinde sequentes, Agnus quocumque ierit ducit, in quibus prius ipse ubi caput inclinet invenerit. Nam et quidam superbus et dolosus hoc ei dixerat, Domine, sequar te quocumque ieris: cui respondit, Vulpes foveas habent, et volatilia coeli nidos; Filius autem hominis non habet ubi caput suum inclinet (Matth. VIII, 19 et 20). Arguebat nomine vulpium astutam dolositatem, et nomine volucrum ventosam elationem, in quo ubi requiesceret piam non inveniebat humilitatem. Ac per hoc nusquam omnino secutus est Dominum, qui se promiserat, non usque ad quemdam profectum, sed omnino quocumque ierit secuturum.